Monday, December 9, 2013

Here and the Ch.10 -PART1-

Since it was summer, shahad and her sister travelled to her dad in jeddah, so i wasn't aware of everything that happens with her not because she didn't want to tell but because both of were caught up into something bigger. 
3 weeks and 2 days passed on what happened with saud and i haven't yet told faisal about it, i still felt filthy and worthless i don't even know why it wasn't that a big of a deal he didn't touch but he sure did make me shiver(badly) with his words. 
Anyways i usually don't sleep until 6AM but i hated that wednesday night and i waited for it to 3ala a7r mn ljamr, so i went back home from my cousins house. Changed my clothes, did my things and then i snuggled myself under the sheets to sleep, it was 1:30 ? Or 2AM elzbda it was early for anyone to sleep bl9ef! 
I slept for 3 hours then my ringtone woke me up, thank god i'm not a heavy sleeper! 

Shahad: nayma? -5angt'ha el3abra-

Nouf: ee ee bs 5ala9 gmt wsh fek?

Shahad: la mafeni shay bs bsolf..

Nouf: wsh fek?

Shahad-breaths heavily and starts crying-

Nouf: haw!!! Haw wsh fekkk shahad la t5awfeni!!

She was crying ldrjt matgdr t7ki w i was half asleep w magdr agol shay so i waited for her to finish her crying session, 6b3n 6ol lwagt w ana agolha"goli la elah ela alah" w tgolha while she's crying, cutest thing LOL! 
After 6-7 minutes she calmed down, still a bit shaky but she could talk now.

Shahad-sigh-

Nouf: wsh feeeekkk

Shahad: rasltlk captures

Nouf: wsho?

Shahad: ja 7akani

Nouf: aywa?

Shahad: nouf b7yati magd t5yltni abki 3ala wald!!! 

Nouf: ntrk 7yatk 3ala jnb fahmeni esh gal?

Shahad: part mn o3'neya ma3rft'ha -quietly-

Nouf: esh ?

Shahad: t5yli ena a5r mara 7aketah mta?  Eli gabl 3 asbe3 aw shay? Mstaw3ba how hurt i was the whole three weeks? B7yati ma3umri 7sait b this kind of emptiness 

Shahad: eshtgt lomi w ho ga3d yzeedha like i need more to think about.

Shahad: ma afhm why am i still holding on walla kl mara yjeni notifications mn ay shay ho awal mn yje fe bali!

She wanted to talk so i listened quietly. 

Shahad: ma3rf ana esh thanbi y3ni ma7sni knt mg9ra?

Shahad: eli yghr enii sm3t'h

Nouf: tdren len yomk hatha maglteli esh gal w kaif kan y7ki?

Shahad: mayhm, fikrat ena ho eli dag tkafi nouf, tjr7 walla tjr7

Nouf: adri tjr7 w t4ba7 ba3d bs one mistake t'36i 3ala kl elashya2 elzaina mara 3'ala6 zy lma ygolk wrga be6'a w feha ng6a soda yjjek wa7d ygolk wain ra7 kl elbaaya6' fahamteni?

Shahad: ee wala fahma bs lsa ana bglbi ga3d 9ot'h 9a7 ena kan yrd brsmya bs mafahamt leh dag aked fe salfa bs s2lta ana w gltla leh! Gal no explanation

Nouf: he has no explanation 

Shahad-starts crying again-

Nouf: esm3eni!! Wagfi. 9ya7. Mara7 yfedk la ho byrj3h wla by3'ayr wla shay, tbena go talk to him, matbena stop making yourself miserable you have a whole life to live la twgfenha 3leh! Ba3den hathi mu enti!! Wenkk shahad? Wen elgwya eli mayhzha re7?

Shahad- laughing-: tslm 3alek 9abra thlath asabe3 b3thri enfjrt.

Nouf: wsh arslk 6yb?

Shahad: dgega b76k speaker 

Nouf: ok 

Shahad: galbi yali 3shg dnyak, 5la 7yat'h wla 5alak akthb etha glt ana mahwak w akthb etha glt ma areedk..

Shahad-sigh-: yn3'z glbi

Nouf: lklmat. 

Shahad: i know

Nouf: w mta hatha?

Shahad: gabl 2 hours

Nouf: mu nawya trden?

Shahad: ela aked

Nouf: w esh btgolen?

Shahad: kl zg

Nouf: kafo walla-laughing-

Shahad: la amz7.. Bs lsa ma 8rart

Nouf: lma t8arren goleli

Shahad: inshalah

Nouf: law byadi shay sweta

Shahad: adri yagalbi

Nouf: mayro7 shay ela b5erah inshalah

Shahad: akeeed

Nouf: ana mayta na3s fa y3ni bakml nomti.. 

Shahad-laughing-: t9b7en 3ala 5air

Nouf: w enti mn ahla

Shahad: a7bk

Nouf: adrii

Shahad: bbye-laughing-

I was actually surprised that she broke down. 
A9lan 3adi life is full of surprises you don't know what will happen next!

I checked whatsapp and the first thing i saw was faisal's conv mn bra"ella mta"

Faisal: hey

Faisal: w lel7en ma ts2len:p 

Faisal: kefk?-2:30AM-

Faisal: nayma mn bdri mashallah-2:55AM-

Faisal: bs atmna a3rf wsh fek, i know you don't like it when someone pushes you to talk, but i need to know what's wrong nouf -3:3AM-

Faisal: etha ana m6'aygk mst3d aswe lmust7el bs 3shan ar6'ek bs goleli

Faisal: ela mta

Nouf: hey 

Nouf: nothing's wrong faisal <3 

Faisal: e7lfi? Tst3b6en?

Nouf: haw! Wsh ast3b6

Faisal: a3rfk zy ma a3rf nafsi

Nouf: yeah so mu shr6 ena feni shay

Faisal: bkaifk bs mta ma 8rarti ena fek shay 36eni 5br

Nouf: !

Faisal: ?

I ignored him knowing that it's my mistake i just didn't want to admit it!!

I went back to sleep for an hour, i woke up feeling empty and nauseous, i hated the feeling. 
I wanted it to go away. 

Nouf: awake?

After 10 minutes.

Faisal: ee

Nouf: i have a long story to tell you

Faisal: i'm all yours

Nouf: tt4kr thak lyom eli skrt feh skype ? Eli lma knt fe bet haifa?

Faisal: ee

Nouf: so faj2a w ana a7kek shft wa7d jay w maknt mstaw3ba w skrt 3ala 6ol ba3den lma dgagt 6l3 s3od 

Faisal: !! 

Nouf: 3'er ena kan nashbli mn ba3d centria nshbli fe bet'hom, "w enti mat7sen feni ana abek" w mdri esh i felt disgust mn nafsi w mn klshay 7oli 

Faisal: w ana tawni adri? W hatha elsbab eli m5lek tkshen mni? 

Faisal: 8smbilah la al3an 5erah!!!!!!! 

Faisal: 78er mayst7i!!! 

Faisal: lmask???? Nouf la tkthben!

Nouf: bs lms katfi w 9r5t w ba3d ma gal ela 7aki

Faisal: 7sbi alah 3aleh!! 

Nouf: bs that's why knt mdri esh aswe w b3den kef t'hz2a b9ftk men wsh ydreh enk t7bni!

Faisal: la la ydri!!! W awal wa7d dari!!!

Nouf: !! W ana leh tawni adri enh ydri!!!

Faisal: l2n mu m3loma btfeedk

Nouf: mo m3loma btfeedni!!=)) law darya ena ydri kan saflt feh w hz2t faisal ana enrb6 lsani gdama!!! 

Faisal: y5asaaa!

Nouf: !!!!! 

Faisal: tdren en l3'ala6 mnk

Nouf: haw

Faisal: lmuhm 

Nouf: i'm sorry 

Faisal: don't be, i'm the one who should apologize

Nouf: w leh

Faisal: the way my cousin acted 

Faisal: ana bnam al7en, t9b7en 3aala 5er.

Nouf: faisal t3rf eni ma7b tnam w ent mt6'ayg

Faisal: mub mt6'ayg abd

Nouf: i know you

Faisal: ymkn b3d 3 weeks agolk wsh feni, good night for now

:/ ok glna '3al6ana bs maynglb 3ly ketha, god my life is so messed up right now yalaitni nmt wla 7aket'h!

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Few days later..

Shahad was back and at last tjm3na, i will never be able to describe how much i missed them.

Reem: yoo nigga shahad skri el o3'neya shway

Raghad-tbl3 mn thal akl-: la la a7bhaaa

Reem: bgol shay yazg!

Raghad-laughing-: aaah 6yb

Nouf: yala tbda e3trfat el9aif mdri 7a6en group lwsho-laughing- la t9dmoni byom wa7d 

Reem: shahad osh

Shahad-laughing so hard-

Nouf: omg!!!

Shahad: mara ygrf

Nouf: wsho 

Raghad: khalid? La la la law sm7ti-tswe nafsaha tmoot-

Reem-singing-: i'm in loveeeee

I want to hold her feelings before anything bad happens. I'm too scared for her, yet happy. But reem has always been my little sister, ma3rf i can't describe her innocence.  


Monday, December 2, 2013

Here and there Ch.9


We were heading to centria with haifa which happens to be one of faisal'a cousins.
I didn't want to go a9lan but i didn't want to stay home either soooo.. Food is always a good choice. 

Reem: shahad mara7 tje? 

Raghad: matw83 

Nouf: ela gayltli?

Raghad: la galt ymkn ashof elzg w abd malha 5lg tshof wjha

Nouf: eee tw83t 

Raghad: byje a7d m3aha? 

Nouf: meen haifa?

Reem: la bs 97bt'ha wa7da 

--
Haifa: omg at7dakom men swa check in fe la vella???

Lama: yaraaab eli fe bali 

We laughed on how open they were w e7na blsyara nwa9ii b36' ena ma tzl lsanaa wla shay, 7saitna ana w 97bati el freaks eli bs y5bon w maybon a7d ydri 3n wla shay LOL! 

Reem: meen ???

Haifa: a5oy m3 97baa wa7d uffff babkiii 3'air ena elzg mawjod w ana 3ala asas fe tao 

Nouf: 3aadi 3ala asas jayen hena 3shan na5th shay w n6l3 mara7 yshoofk anyways za7ma 

Raghad: mara za7ma elyom ma 9dgo elnas y36loon

We started talking two by two
Me, haifa
Raghad,lama
Reem ga6a m3 eljamee3.

We ate and everything was perfectly fine, as we walked out of the restaurant kan gdamna 4 groups 3yal janii 3'thyaan elzbda haifa tmshi jnbi fa 9art t2shr b3enha ena hatha a5oy w ana ma estaw3bt abdn ya3ni ay wa7d a5ok! W mayhmni 9ra7a bs kaman knt shayfa saud cousin faisal kaman 

Anyways i felt disgust because i can't take these kind of gatherings, we went down to the parking because our stupid, stubborn driver mu ra6'i yt7rk mn henak! Allah ya5th el3adu, anyways i felt a bunch of guys following us but we ignored mara one tried to talk to us w ka2na mabzrat mitws6 gdam allah w 5algaa we walked 6be3y to the car w sfhnahom 7ta ma 6al3na bwjehom. 

[IN THE CAR]

Haifa: mub 6be3y lm95ara a97ab a5oy t5ylo!

Lama: a9lan mub s3od kan m3ahom!?

Okay, so saud is her brother. 
Shlon ma estaw3bt!?

Reem: w3 w3 7aaans!

Raghad: shfto eeli labs sweat pants walla ena 7lu

Nouf: elzbda btjon baitna wla la?? 

Raghad: la magdr 

Reem: wla ana

Lama w haifa: e7na ngdr 

Haifa: 5loni a7lil elyom l2n shakl mafe 6l3a ba3d elkthba l2n elzg shafni w nawy shrr 

Reem: rasheed ro7 bait raghad 

Raghad: btjen? 

Reem: ee

W9lna raghad w reem w rj3na baitna kan shway awkward m3 haifa w lama l2n mafe thekk elswalef eli baitna.

Haifa-coming out of the bathroom-: omg omg omg

Nouf: zg!! Wsh fek?

Lama: s3od aked

Haifa: t5yli ys2l men eli kan m3ay-laughing- ma95raaaaaaa 

Nouf: 3adii a5oo byt2kd

Haifa: la a3rfh elbzr wrah salfa 

Nouf-laughing-: lzbda tbon ntfrj movie? 

Haifa: la elzg tha nawy shr shakli brj3 elbait 

Haifa is a rules breaker, yolo kind of girl, i didn't like that much. 

Lama: tw9leni?

Nouf: s5efat ma amdakom!

Haifa: law 3lay nmt 3ndk bs walla brj3 anshng

-HAIFA's SIDE OF THE STORY
[WHATSAPP]

Saud: mn ely kanw m3k

Haifa: shtbi?

Saud: adry en omy matdry 3n centria matw83 tbeny agolha

Haifa: 6fl!

Saud: ely labsa 3baya kbera mara

Haifa: =))?

Saud: w mt7jba zayn kant m3ha shn6a bonya

Haifa: LOL!! T'67kni saud 5zet lbnt 5z zain ma jbt esh mn jwa ba3d

Saud: law agdr;p e5l9y shsmha wla 8smblah f6'ay7k klaha tro7 laboy

Haifa: w ana agdr awrii baba lconv hathi

Saud: matswenha

Haifa: asweha

Saud: elzbda aby esmaha lyom

Haifa: t7lm

Saud: leh 6yb

Haifa: mb jawk lbnt! 

Saud: wsh drak!!

Haifa: ana a3rfha w a3rfk 

Saud: 6yb bs abi esmaha enty wsh by6'rk

Haifa: faisal bla 7rkat mitws6!!!

Saud: shkbrha?

Haifa: t5rjt 

Saud: aha

Saud: m3k blmdrsa kant? 

Haifa: ee 

Saud: shsmha glty nseet=))

Haifa: alah ya5th l3du:)

Saud: 3asht elasami

Haifa: :)!

Saud: bsr3a lk 2 minutes

Haifa: e3gl ekbr saud!

Saud: 6ab golely esmha

Haifa: lhdaraja

Saud: ee 

Haifa: nouf alx 

Saud: shokran ya a7la e5t<333333

Haifa: :)

I know how nouf is not into this, either because she's in a relationship already or she's scared of all of this. 
Both ways i knew she wasn't my brothers type, he's a smoker, player, a97ba 5araa, drasta ma t'hmh w ahlh a5r shay w nouf klsh wla elahl, "eli mafeh 5air lahlah mafeh 5air lelnas" she always said. 

I wanted to warn her because i know saud byjeb shay yo9alha feh w btn9dm. 

Haifa: bntt

Nouf: hala

Haifa: esm3i tra saud nshbli ybe y3rf men enti 

Nouf: LOL 

Haifa: w tw83i ay shay mna

Nouf: looool m3lek

Haifa: <3 

-BACK TO NOUF's SIDE OF THE STORY-

What.
The.
F. 

I captured the conv and sent it to the group 

Shahad: bzr =)) wsh 7rkat'ha he w a5oha

Reem: y3333!! Mu mnh mnha he 

Raghad: shfekom galbto lbnt malha thanb

Raghad: ba3den he wa'67 ena makan wdha

Nouf: kant tgdr tsfha w a9lan mu hamni bsfha law ja aw shay, faj2a ma eshtahet eljam3a eli fe bait'ha 

Shahad: la yas5efa kl a7d byje! 

Raghad: if you're not going i'm not going

Reem: what she said

Shahad: wla ana

Nouf: bshoof byomha b8arir 

Nouf: shoosho sho a5br walidoo?

Shahad: wsh walidoh enti w zg

Nouf: =)) bnat lbnt glbt boya 

Shahad: shd5llllllll!!!=))

Reem: shoosho;) tben aglblkk;)<3

Raghad: reem ylbaaaaglk=))!!!

Shahad: y333 alah ygrfkom=)) 

Nouf: mta t6la3 nsbna?

Shahad: next week ela7d 

Nouf: a7s drjaati zfttt 

Raghad: lmuhim law ma en8blnaa fe sl6aan ng3d fe byootna.

Nouf: walla enh mawdi wdi a5th gap term

Reem: bnt omk:) 

Nouf: walla mara afkr

Shahad: etha t7sen mawdk 3amti la t'39ben nafsk

Nouf: eeee -flips hair-

raghad: agol :) 

Nouf: omg kmg ong !? Jani path!!!! W bkul bja7a mswe add 

Nouf: y3333 3aleh!! 

Raghad: LOOOOOOLL y3 3aleeh mn galb!

Shahad: wsh ygol!! 

Nouf: ahln kaifk

Reem: esfhi w don't approve 

Nouf: akeed

Shahad: la tsfhen his msg bs byshof ena faisal 3ndk w byswe salfa

Nouf: men ho!

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[PATH MESSAGES]

Saud alx: ahln 

Saud alx: kaifk?

Nouf: hala

Nouf: kwaisa 

Saud alx: w kaif el9ayf m3k?

Nouf: good

Saud alx: 6l3t elnsbaah?

Nouf: do i know u?

Saud alx: la bs i'm looking forward to know you

Nouf: i'm not

Saud alx: a39ab 

I ignored him, for the sake of my nerves. 

I called faisal right away..

[SKYPE]

Faisal: hey baby

Nouf: faisal 

faisal: roo7h  

Nouf: wa7shnii mara

Faisal: yala t3aleli

Nouf: i wish

Faisal: esh nswe??

Nouf: mafe shay ytswa

Faisal: w 9aifna w 9rna ns'har ashoof

Nouf-laughing-: eeee a7sni 39for m6loog

Faisal: yala ana yomain w a5l9 w yjoni ahli ba3dha shrayk td5len blshna6?

Nouf-laughing-: mn 93'rii

Faisal: walla enk ng6a

Nouf: bnro7 makkah next weekend ketha 3ala el5ames 

Faisal: mashalaaah m3 men

Nouf: e7na w 5alti asma w ymkn tje shahad w jadt'ha 

Faisal: ed3eli ha 

Nouf: akeeed bdon ma tw9ii

We kept on talking for few hours until he almost fell asleep while talking so we ended the call and that was it for that day. 

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I woke on 5 path messages!:) 

Saud alx: morning gorgeous 

Saud alx: mabtswen accept y3ni;p?

Saud alx: shd3wa kl tha nom

Saud alx: am i scaring u?

Saud alx: i can't help it

I read the messages and ignored him, the fact that he's faisal's cousin is making me even more disgust. 

-SHAHAD's SIDE OF THE STORY-
I won't deny that i cry myself to sleep, i never thought i'd every cry over a guy, i saw myself as a strong women but i proved myself wrong. 
I miss him and every little thing.
He's been trying to reach me ever since that day but i've been ignoring his calls, messages, i blocked him from whatsapp and kik, i could've blocked his number too but i still wanted him to reach me, i still want him, we all make mistakes.. Maybe he has a bigger explanation to do? Or not but i still owe him a lot. 

Shahad: why did you lie to me?

My finger was on and of the send button until i gave up and sent it, it only took him 6 minutes to reply.

Walid: i'm sorry shahad walla she's an old friend that's all. 

Shahad: old friend my ass! I don't think you'll ever want me to talk to a guy as a friend wla!? You broke my heart when i needed you the most. 

Walid: I have no explanation to do, i said what i have. It's up to you to believe me, but you know how much i love you. I'm not that kind of a guy, loving one and having fun with another.

Shahad: don't make yourself sound innocent ok walid, you freaking called the girl telling her how your exam was!!!! Lol i don't want explanations, thank you very much. 

Walid: i'll always be here.

Shahad: i'm done with this.

6be3y? Abdn, kamyat elt5alof eli feh!!! No seriously, i am done. I know i'm better of without him.

-BACK TO NOUF's SIDE OF THE STORY-

It's been 3 days w elnashba matrkni i'm ignoring lmushkela!!! 

Raghad: ha nofi btjen??

Shahad: amana eee wdii a6l3 bait mama 79a ga3d y5ngni!!

R7mt shahad wla ana abdn abdn maknt nawyaa!

Nouf: ela yala shway w bad5l atrwsh

Shahad: a7bssssh

I started getting ready w ketha w tmnaait omi tgol la. 

Om nouf: wsh thalkash5a klhaa eli a3rfh btro7en m3 elbnaat

Nouf: bnro7 bait haifa alx 

Om nouf: mnhii thy ba3d 

Nouf: wa7da kannt m3na blmdrsa

Om nouf: mashallah wsh y9eron

Nouf: ya maamaaaa 

Om nouf: wen bet'ha?

Nouf: alrabwaah

Om nouf: laaaa elah ela alah

Nouf: ma aro7??

Om nouf: ela ba3d wsh yg3dk hena ba6l3 ana m7d byg3d felbait w 3zozi fe bet 5alk mt3b mn 36l mashallah

Nouf: 3ala asas law kan mawjod bag3d m3ah

Om nouf: elmuhem w enti raj3aa mrii bet omkk luluwah damh janbkom 5thi carda zawaaj seba bnt 3amk

Nouf: inshalaaah

-HAIFA's HOUSE- 

Haifa -ta54 3bayt nouf- : taw ma nawar el baittt 

Nouf: mnawr b ahlaa jaw elbanat ?

Haifa: ee reem w shahad jwaa

Nouf: mashalla mita jaww?

Haifa: gabl ketha 10 minutes jaw m3 b3'6

Nouf: mummtaazz

Haifa: yalla tfazaalii

Nouf-td5l elmjls-: hii shilllaaa

Reem-tgom tsalm-: halla hallaa

Shahad: hatha eli mra7 aksh555 w balbs 3adi haaa

Nouf: ya7mara makshh5tt

Reem: mshallaa abdd-laughing-

Haifa: tbon ajeb elgahwa awal wla el chips w el dip  ??

Nouf: chips w diiiiipppp 

Haifa-tdg 3la elm6b5-: mally jebi chips w dip allah y5alek

Shahad: aywa sh5barkm??

Reem: esh 9ar 3ala trip eljam3aa wla hawno?

Haifa: e7tmaaall kbbbeer 

Shahad: walla a7laa

Nouf: ee wallaaa maraa y7msss 

Haifa: ee walla 9adga ento mara7 tswon t5aruj 9a7

Nouf, reem and shahad: EEEE inshallaaaa bnro7 senior trip 

Haifa: el7maaaasss -laughing- wain 8rrtu??

Reem: 7jzna ldubai 5ala9 w a9lan kant mafro6' tkon bn9 elterm bs 7osat eldrasa btkon garf bs ahm shay m3 b36' -side hugging shahad-

Shahad: ya7beeeeb

Haifa: klaaaabbbb bajy m3akmm!!

Shahad: ya5tii t3ali m3annaa 9dgg 

Reem: ee 9dg haifa y3ni tgreban kl elbanat t3rfenhm w tmonen

Haifa: la haw shd5lni ana faj2a ag6-laughing- a9lan bnsafr ana w ahli

Nouf: y3rfonik w ymonon klhmm yaraab shayft'hom 6ool lsnwat eli fatat

Shahad: la 9dg t3ali law kan wwagt'ha 3'air yarab dubaii

Reem: meen gadkkk btru7en marteen jam3a w madrsaa

Haifa: madre bashoof

Nouf: mafi bashof bts2alen omk w btrdenlna mafhom ?

Haifa: mafhooom inshalla -laughing-

Reem: t5aylo banat b7keelkm salffaa

Shahad: e7kkii

Reem: ams bint a3rfha t7keli salfa 3an wa7da t7b wa7d bshakl matt5aylon eli she would do anything for him 9arlhum m3 b3'6 5 years 

Haifa: offf kthheeerr 

Nouf: ee kammmli-7af6'a elsalfa- 

Reem: elzbda elwalad y7bha w klshay w they're perfectly in love t5yalu elbnt hathi t7kii llbnt eli a3rfhaa tgol enha faj2a dagat 3ali elbnt mu 6be3ya minharra 9yaa7777 w sh'hagg tgol ana marra 5ft eli mu 6abe3i 9ya7ha elzbda tgol jlst ahdeha elma mahdt w 7ktli esh 9ayr

Shahad: aywaa

Reem: t5aylu ena 5 years lhum sawa w tawha tstw3b ena elwalad ya54 drugs w kl mara yru7 feha el barr yskr w y5arbb66 

Reem: t5aylluuu :'( elwalad ja e3trflha galha tra ana ketha w ketha w ketha ly kam sanna w ana 3shani a7bk w ma ab'3a a'6rk wla ad5lk m3ay bhathi elsawalf lazim ntrkk b3'6 l2ana ma agdr a9er m3ak w a5lek tt3lgen feni akthr w akthr w ana ketha enty tstahlen wa7d a7sn mni b ktheer w ma3rf aishhhh 

Haifa: omg!!!!

Shahad: w 5la9 trku b3'6? Tt3lg fek akthr esh yabn elzggg!! 5ams sneen!!

Reem: eeeee 5laaa99

Shahad: bgara elbint law t7bba 9dg kan wgfat m3ah ymkn y7tajhaa ba3d

Nouf: mn jdkk shahad?? elwalad mu bas yskr ya54 drugs mu shai baseee6 w yn7l bdgegten matrkha ela w hu mu gadr ytrrkkk eli jals ysaweeh! 

Shahad: 9dg bs law ybe ygdr

Haifa: w kaman 6be3y mnha ttrka 3'air ena kathb a9lan! 

We kept on talking about this subject and then nouf took a picture of me and shahad w 76t'ha instagram without any warning. 

"MY HABEBIES<3" i ignored the fact that her brother liked the picture.

Faj2a i heard skype's ringtone. Butterflies. 

Reem-tfg3 '67k-

I searched for my phone lma lgaita t7t makwt shahad, faj2a klhom ngzo 6l3t el7osh w lgaita skr, rj3t dgait w 76ait el headphone w jlast ador bl7osh lma 8arar yrd, 9a7 ena ams ma7kena klmten 3ala ba36' bs mu ldrjt yz3l..

Faisal: alo

Nouf: ahlnnn 

Faisal: mats2leen 

Nouf: etha ma sa2lt enta ma ts2l?

Faisal: wenk

Nouf: bait haifa

Faisal: 9ayren a97ab

Nouf: mu 3ajbk-laughing-?

Faisal: mayhmni 

Nouf: owkay.. 

Faisal: esh tswon?

Nouf: wla shay kna nsolf

Faisal: solfi m3ay la7ga 

And out of the blue saud appeard in front of me, mu bs zgait el3afya eli ba3dh!! Bdon ma a7s sakrt elskype call. 

Saud: mnawr elbait walla

Nouf-walking away-

Saud-almost running-: wen wen -steps in front of nouf-

Nouf: ba3d. La yjek elk may3jbk.

Saud: esh btswen mathlan??

Nouf: s3od b3d

Saud: esmi 9ar a7la t9dgen

Nouf-starts walking again-

Saud-holding her shoulders-: la76'a 6yb

Nouf: la tlmsni!!!!! 

Saud-yb3d ydenaa-: hadi 6yb mara7 aswe shay! 

Nouf: matst7i!!! Mafe karama!??? 

Saud: abek wsh aswe!! Mat7sen enti!!!!???

Nouf: eee ma a7s!!!!

Saud: bt7seeen!!! 

Nouf-laughing sarcastically-: 7rkat laflam hathi 5lehaa l5wyaatk!

Saud: esh eli mu 3ajbk feni w ana b3'ayra

Nouf-goes right-

saud-goes right-

Nouf-goes left-

Saud-goes left-

Nouf: BA3ID!!

And the faisal called again, but i was busy dealing with a stinky smelling smoker!!

Saud: bajebk y3ni bajebk

Nouf-finally walking away-: wa87!!! 

I got inside and i was shaking like shit, walla ma estab3dt yswii fenii shay!!! Okay he's good looking, okay elbnat 6ayren feh bs esh elsha59ya hathi la karaama wla shay!!

I sat beside shahad w wa'67 feni shay.. 

Shahad-whispering in nouf's ear-: shfek?? Wjhk a9fr?

Nouf: ba3den agolk

Shahad: ok

Nouf: ee w esh 7kaito 

Haifa: shfekk 5drti-laughing-

Nouf-laughing-: la abd

Reem-t9rf elsalfa-: wdkom n6l3 njeb akl w movie?

Nouf: la ana tawha elyom jaytni w bdt tt3bni shakli barj3 lbait

Haifa: haw ma amdaak!

Nouf: mara thanya inshallah

I called the driver, and as soon as he called me telling me he was out of her door i ran, i felt like i couldn't breathe mn kthr lgaraaf eli feni.
I didn't call faisal back until i reached the house. 

Calling faisal>

Ringing

Ringing

Ringing

No answer.

I didn't want to talk to anyone but him.
 
Ringing again. 
And again. 
And again.

No freaking answer.

I started crying and it's like he's gone or something, eff!!! 

Finally he called!! I drank a lot of water to clear up my voice a little bit.

Faisal: w 9rna nskr blwjh

Nouf-laughing-: enf9l jawali 

Faisal: ma3ndhom wifi

Nouf: mayw9l l7osh

Faisal: da5l lbait

Nouf: feh haifa mabeha tsm3

Faisal: rj3ti lbait y3ni

Nouf: ee 

Faisal: mu ka2na badri 3'reba

Nouf: jatni w ketha mt3btni shway

Faisal: w kaman badri mu 3ala nhayt elshahr

Nouf: shaklha tl5b6t

Faisal: yalla 5thi 7bob w ketha 3shan matgomen elfajr ta5then ebraa 

Nouf-laughing-: 7af6'

faisal: 3 sneen w bakml elrab3a m3akk zain ma 7f6't kam mara 97ti

Nouf-laughing-

Faisal: baby

Nouf: hmm

Faisal: aked mafekk shay?

Nouf: akeed

Faisal: promise me etha fek tgolen

Nouf: you know you'll be the first to know

Faisal: kwais

Nouf: wenk?

Faisal: adrs walla

Nouf: okay galbi kaml w ana bnamli shway 

Faisal: okay 7bebi 

Nouf: bbye 

Faisal: bye

Nouf: i love you mara

Faisal: ba3d galb faisal enti

Faisal: a7bk akthr

Nouf: bbye-smiling-

Faisal: bye

6b3an, la period wla b6e5.
W jawali mub mf9ool. 
Bs when something big like this happens lazm tfgshen, the question is should i tell him or not? 

-IM NOT GOING TO POST UNTIL NEXT SUNDAY PLEAEE BEAR WITH ME AND STOP ASKING ABOUT WHEN WILL I POST, I LOVE U ALL BS KAF LAW SA2LTO- 

Sunday, December 1, 2013

Here and there Ch.8

-2 weeks until finals-
Faisal have been nothing but.. Faisal? And that's what i'm always asking for.
Nothing has changed, accept when he started his finals and he started disappearing but at the end of the day everything's good and fine. 

Faisal: 36okum ljdwl?

Nouf: la lsa nhayt elesbo3

Faisal: y3ni bukra=))?

Nouf: yumaaa elyom esh?

Faisal: elthultha

Nouf: LOL bsr3a mar 

Faisal: bdg

Nouf: fe jadti

Faisal: gomi?

Nouf: la haw 3shan t4ba7ni omi

Faisal: okay
-1 hour later- 

Nouf: 6fshan?

faisal: la

Nouf: yala

Faisal is voice calling> 

Faisal: slam

Nouf: slaam 

Nouf: kaif elyom? 

Faisal: mashi 7alh r7na lsog b3ed 3shan a7s mlabsi 5al9t w 3afnt

Nouf: yslamli elmratb lesh ma shawrtni ya ba6a?

Faisal: nseet walla kant m3na wa7da m3na fel class w ketha 

Nouf: ahaaaa 

faisal: ee walla ya 7lelha sa3dtni

Nouf: 3saha d5lt m3ak lel fitting room bs?

Faisal-laughing-: babe

Nouf: hm..

Faisal: mara7 trden?

Nouf: emhm

Faisal: noufiiii

Nouf: ... 

Faisal-laughing-: yaaa skot enta ya silent treatment 

Nouf-smiling-: emmmhm!

Faisal-laughing-: trani 7as b ebtsamtk

Nouf-smiling-: msweeee

Faisal: w lma al7en mbtsma 

Nouf-laughing-: w bketha tfhmni enk t3rfni mn 9oti ya meryam noor?

Faisal: koooolo a2m7 

Nouf-laughing so hard-: lmushkela mala d5l

Faisal-laughing-: baaa3d eldnya klha el'67kaa 

Faisal: wrayy tslem assignment w ma 5al9taa 

Nouf: w mashallah nashbli leh?

Faisal: ashwnkkk mayta tbeni

Nouf: ana???? 

Faisal: eeeh 3amti 

Nouf: engl3 sw el assignments bs tbeni aswelk shay?

Faisal: eee barslk kam link w bs e5t9reeli 

Nouf: okay ersl 3ala email el laptop 

Faisal: ay? 

Nouf: gmail

Faisal: eee ok dgega 

Nouf: la bskr bd5l l7mam

Faisal: enti 7yatk fel7mam a3otho billaah-laughing-

Nouf: faisaaal-dala3 tone-

Faisal: 9ayra ttdal3en wajd

Nouf: bye.

Faisal: la76'a

Nouf: ha

Faisal: shfek glabti 3absii?

Nouf: ya5i feni 7mam-laughing- nashbaaaaah 

Faisal-laughing-: ro7i ro7i a9lan jawali by6fa

Nouf: esh7nh

Faisal: abshrii

Nouf: bye 

Faisal: a7bk

Nouf: ana a7bk

-FAISAL's POV- 
I always get the bad feeling of losing her forever i can't take the thought of her miles away fa esh by9er feni if i couldn't reach her at all, so i always try my best to give her all she needs and leave a good last impression every time. 

A7s "el3la8a" shway mtwatra, mn my side 6b3an she's nothing but perfect but i have to admit that i'm an ass. 

-MOVING ON UNTIL FIRST DAY OF SUMMER- 

Faisal: YAAAAAAA5REJA YA 7RKAT<3 

Nouf: ma a9dg i'm officially done with this shitty school!! 

Faisal: aje a56b y3ni??

Nouf: ummm la ma56oba:$ 

Faisal: mashallah men eli oma da3ya 3aleeeh=))?

Nouf: da3ya LH* 

Faisal: elzbda 

Faisal: wsh btswen elyom?

Nouf: bnro7 nakl ana w el7bayb w ba3den bnrj3 baitna nsb7

Faisal: kwaais enbs6ii

Nouf: yala entaa kaml drastk=)) 

Faisal: -_- 

And the day i've been waiting my whole life for is finally here! 
We all know how it feels like ba5r yom drasa bs a5r yom drasa felmdrsa tmamn, 3'aaaair<3!
We ate and then went back to my house, we slept for 2 hours or something (lazyasses) LOL and then the fun began, since madrstna tswe elt5aroj b awal weekend ba3d ele5tbart w e7na m5l9en sabt y3ni el5ames elt5aroj elzbda ena we were planning for the day before the graduation and i've never felt any happier! 
Anyways, we swam, danced and lived like there was no tomorrow until shahad and reem slid from the water slide together and shahad broke her nose. 

Shahad and reem-laughing so hard-: wj3 jazma 

She started getting dizzy when she saw blood covering the water. 

Shahad: omg omg 

Reem: bsmellaaah!!! Nouf!! 

Raghad and i w kam bnt kano m3ana thak elyom jena nrk6' w ka2na wrana shay faj2a nshoof dam w she was wearing a white tank top fa bl6'ab6 eltanktop galb a7mr! 

Ma ndrii ela elbnt 6ay7a 3aleena so we picked her up to the sofa w 9rna nrf3 ras'ha 3shan ma tbl3 eldam 6b3an ma a7kelkom 3n wjh teem mn elro3a shway w tmoot w lbagen yhadoonha"mu enti walla 3adi!!" 
We called the driver 3shan nwdeha elmustshfa w ektshafna ena 6al3 m3 mama w elthani ray7 elm6r yjeb swag jadi y3ni klo zg. 

Shaikha: agdr asog law tbon 7ala 6ari2a nwgf 3nd agrb mustaw9f ?

Nouf: 6yb aah wen 3bayt'ha dgega bjeb mfta7 elsyara mn fog 

Reem: ro7i ro7i w ana bamsk ras'ha -still crying-

Faj2a she woke up and started coughing she pushed raghad's hand which was on top of her nose with icey cold water. 

Shahad: shtben enti ba3di

We laughed on how careless she was. 

Shaikha: ha fe roo7h?

Nouf: eee gomi shahad elbsi 3baytk 

Shahad-holding her head-: wen?

Nouf: gomi gomi elmstshfa

Raghad and reem healed her hands and she pushed them"shtbooon mafeni shay" 

Areej: shayfa wajhk enti!?

Nouf-laughing-: gwyaaa 

I went upstairs and took the keys w rj3t lgait elshelaa kelha labsa el3baya

Nouf-laughing-: n3m??? 

Shahad-smiling-: bryo7on m3aay

Nouf: agol bs matkfi elsyara shaikha w ana w shahad w reem yalla 

We went to the nearest hospital w shaikha gam6a om el3afya lbast hoodie 3ala asas enha wld w lma w9lna a54t el3baya w n6t wra lbast'ha w nzlna w el7mdellah ma 6l3 kasr bs ena 7oolh y3ni 6'rba zyada w bynskr creams w ashya2 w el7mdellah 3ala kl 7al on our way back 3amtna om 5ashm eshtaht ice cream w nzlna ana w reem njeeb w bagt he w shaikha w elwa'63 kan 6be3y. 
As we got back to the car and i know my best friend really well i knew there was something wrong, i saw tears in her eyes bs she always said"ebl3i dmo3kk etha tkrhen eli 7olk" so esta3'rbt we arrived and shaikha was acting weird too.

-SHAHAD's POV-
Shahad-calling walid-: wen knt gabl shway?

Walid: a5tbr? 

Shahad: tstatbhl ent-laughing sarcastically-

Walid: esh ba3d?

Shahad: la abd 5al bnt alx t3lmk!!!!!! 

Walid: shahad? 

Shahad: tw83tk a7sn mn ketha walid ent 3arf eni i risked myself 3shank i risked my feelings w klshay i changed my idea of all of this 3shank w a5r shay dag 3aleha?! La w kaman t76 speaker mn zoood elbja7a!!!! I'm so done walid SO FUCKING DONE!!!!!

Walid: mumkin tsm3eni 6yb? Ntfahm?

Shahad-laughing-: ntafhm esh-laughing- ho fe shay tfhmni eyah ba3d? Allah ys3dk zy ma as3dtni- low tone-  bye 

Walid: esm3- 

Ma adri etha elmushkela mni ana w 97bati wla el3yal lbalaa?! 
I was in nouf's room with the door locked and nouf was sitting outside bs mabeha td5l. 

I opened the door when i finished the phone call, breathed heavily and then walked out of the room, nouf jumped from my reaction.

Nouf: okay?

Shahad: mara7 a5rb yomi 3shan wld 5lga 5shmi mnkd yallaa nkaml yomna wen your tanning oil thak?? W abi short thani etha 3adii 

Nouf-shocked-:ee okay shofi bldrj elawal w ana bro7 ajeb el tanning oil mn 3'urft mama 

Shahad-laughing and holding nouf's shoulders-: baby i'm fine 9adgeni 

Nouf: a7s jak shay b7d 9g3t el5shm-laughing- 

Shahad-sigh-: ma agolk mafeni 9ya7 wla agolk galbi mu ga3d ytg63 ela walla w ka2na skaken bs esh aswe goleli? I go back in time? 

Nouf: y5aleli eli daym tafkeraa ejaby-hugging shahad-

Shahad: lma tfkren feha-still hugging nouf tightly- he really helped me get over a lot of things mara7 ankr jameelh bs klamh lshai5a gtlni nouf 

Reem-opening the door so hard-: wsh fekom????

Shahad: t3aliiii group hug-smiling- 

Reem: kliii moya

Nouf-laughing-: e6l3i bara 3'urfti la athb7kkk

Reem: t5ylo 

Shahad: esh? 

Reem: shaikha ra7t bait'ha

Shahad-laughing-: allah a3lam men eli mfro6' yro7 baita wdi afjr feha 7ywana!!

Nouf: la t76en lthanb 3leha fakri feha esh draha ena m5awy 3'airha he ba3d!!

Reem: wsh elsalfa!!!!!

I told her the whole story and she felt disgust and i knew for a second ena she hated the whole idea. 

Reem-flipping her short bangs-: shakli bab3d 3an 5alkkk-smiling-

Nouf: w bkoool bja7a-laughing-

I knew kaman ena mabenhom thak elshay bs swalef w shwy flirting bs a3rf ena reem tstahl akthr.. In my opinion. 

Anyways, ma wgaft yomi abd w kamlna elyom 6be3y and i had the best day so far, wouldn't be any thankful. 

-FAISAL's POV-
6b3an elo5t mn el6'hr mamskt jawalha w elsa3a 9PM Now.

Faisal: t5yli wa7d mn l3yal twaft omh msken walla 9ayrla fatra mashafha w kan 7ajz elesbo3 eljay bs gdr rabi-4PM RIYADH-

Faisal: wallaa m3awr galbi-4PM RIYADH-

Faisal: wsh tswen kl thal wagt la t7trgen bs sun block 3ala ktoofk-5PM-

Faisal: a9lan ja elma3'rbb-5PM-

Faisal: at7daaaaaak kam jbt ba5r e5tbar?-7PM-

Faisal: ma at7dak jbt full mark 7beeeebkkk dafoooor ;)-7:40PM-


Faisal: walla shakl lailk 6wel -8:30PM-

Faisal: ba6aaaaa -9PM-

Nouf: w a5eran, lgait jawali:D!-10PM-

Nouf: sorry baby 6'ay3t elzg m3 5rsht shahad t5yl enflgt m3 5shmha mskena reem 6'rbt'ha brjolha bl3'ala6 w da5t w aflam=)) 

Nouf: w ee katfi en7rg:D 6 sa3at nsb7 b3thri ana w jldi el5feef

Nouf: ba3d galbi l full mark kash5aa wallaa a5eran a7d shad 7aila fena=))

Faisal: i missed you! 

 Nouf: walla?

Faisal: mara! Ma nmt 

Nouf: a7bk

Faisal: btnamen ?

Nouf: maytaaa bs law tbe adg 3adi?

Faisal: la nnam ana wray goma ba3d sa3ten

Nouf: okay 7bebii 

Faisal: ta'amren 3ala shay?

Nouf: salamtikk

Faisal: yslmk rbii

Nouf: t9ba7 3ala 5air<3 

Faisal: w enti mn ahlaa 

I wore my pjs at last and then tucked myself under the sheets, the best feeling ever!!! I left my phone beside me, w lawaal mara bl3aada ab3da 3ni bs 7sait byjeni call aw shay.. 

Bl6'ab6 40 minutes twisting from left to right magdrt anam, mayta ma ashof gdami bs ma gdrt a3'fa mskt jawali.. 

[whatsapp]

Faisal: nouf- 6 minutes ago-

Nouf: glbha 

Nouf: leh ma nmt?

Faisal: kalmeni

Nouf: t5awfni faisal esh fek!

Faisal: abek

Nouf: ok

Mara y5awfni hal wald a3rf ena ensan 7sas w maha3rii w yfgd bsr3a bs 7sait feh anyways i called him on skype.. 

Nouf: alo

faisal: hala

Nouf: wsh fek

Faisal: walla mafeni shay bs abi asm3 9otk

Nouf-laughing-

Faisal: 9otk t3'ayr faj2a 

Nouf: shakla flu m3 lmoya ba3den brd w ketha

Faisal: eshrbi vitamin C 

Nouf: inshallah bukra

Faisal: bathkrkk

Nouf: okay

Faisal: wsh btswen bukra?

Nouf: bnro7 centria nt3asha m3 haifa your cousin

Faisal: amma

Nouf: walla 

Faisal: kwais a6'mnk m3ha

Nouf-laughing-: wsh g9dkk?

Faisal: abd wallaa 

Nouf-laughing-

I was so tired to speak, so we literally stayed quiet for the rest of the call..

Nouf: faisal-whispering-

Faisal: .. 

Nouf: hey nmt?-still whispering-

Faisal: .. 

Nouf-laughing slightly- 

Sooooo cheesy, movie like but i didn't want to end the call so i put my headphones on and let his breathing sleep me away. 
And that was the end for my perfect first day of summer. 
--------------------
I know the chapter is so short but i can't keep up with everything in my life and blogging i'm sorry bs inshallah ba3d e5tbar el8udrat w klshay by9er kwais. 

Monday, November 25, 2013

Here and there Ch.7

It's been 3 days since i saw faisal and happiness still filled me up and my "nafsya" couldn't get any better al7amdellah.. 

A lot was going on with my friends that i couldn't keep up w ra7 3an bali eni mafro6' a7kelhom and i felt really bad for my drift apart for a while. 

[phone call]

Reem: so r7na ana w r3'd ams centria

Nouf: amma? Esh swaito?

Reem: nothing

Nouf: esh fek?

Reem: mafeni

Nouf-laughing-: a3rfk akthr mn nafsi tra

Reem: okay

Nouf: speak

Reem: leh ma glteli enk btro7en lbait faisal w ena jay a9lan..? 

reem: and if you're wondering kaif 3raft shahad zl lsanha elyom blmdrsa

Reem: i'm not mad enk r7ti bkaifk yswe fek eli ybi enti a5br bm9l7tk bs fikrat enk r7ti w maglteli 

Nouf: knt bgolkum elyom lma tjoni

Reem: knti

Nouf: reem amana bdon z3l

Reem: ok 

Nouf: reeeeem

Reem-laughing-: bt7kenli kl tbn w 7ta eltbwes eli ma 7keteh lshahad

Nouf: yuma mnk..

Reem: mara thanya la t5ben 3ala 97batk shay ma y5faaa 3alena shay tra

Nouf: asfa mamatii

Reem: adbbb

Nouf: btmreen ra3'd?

Reem: la a5oha byjebha

Nouf: zain la tt25ron 3n 6

Reem: yes ma'am

Nouf: sha6ora

--
Jaw el7bayb and i had to tell reem and raghad about that day at faisal's raghad got a bit mad but she got over it as soon as she saw the food. 
While her and shahad ate i told reem about the details, she was nagging esh aswe! 

Faisal: meen 3ndk?

Nouf: elbanat mjtm3en 3ndi 

Faisal: salmeli 3alehum

Nouf: 5air min mitaaa elmyanna-laughing- la maafiii 

Faisal: 3adi mafeha shaay-laughing-

Nouf: faisal tra kaaf

Faisal: amz7 baba shfeech 

Nouf: shfeeechhh-laughing so hard- la3dd tgolha allah y5leek

Faisal: mara klamhmm shainn ashwani mu kuwaiti 

Nouf: bl3aaaakkksss!
 
Nouf: elbnat by9fgooni yalla byeee

Faisal: laa dgeeega esh 9ar 3la 6l3t el f6or?

Nouf: mdree mita w kaif?

Faisal: elsabt ynasbk?

Nouf: hatha elsabt?

Faisal: ee?

Nouf: eee mafi mushkila

Faisal: wain wdk?

Nouf: latnsa enna briyadh 7bebbi

Faisal: 3adi zojty 

Nouf: agool bas -laughing- 7rkat elmovies thi

Faisal: my future wife-badass tone-

Nouf: ehmm -blushing-

6b3an wjeh eli 3ndi kant tshki fag3en '67k w ka2na awal mara a7keh gdamhom.

Faisal: ha sa3deni tra ma3ndi salfa blm6a3m hinnaa

Nouf: etha tbe shai kwais n6l3 bdri ketha 9,9;30 3shan may9eer fe a7d

Faisal: a97a 3shanikkk law minnn 6 

Nouf: a3rff '39bn 3anikk a9lan 

Faisal: y3jbne elwathggg..

Nouf: hehe -blushing- 5la9 y3ni 9?

Shahad reem and raghad: OHHHHHHHHHHH 

Faisal: ee mumtaz-laughing- wsh ybon tholi

Nouf: esfh ent bs elmuhem bateel wla the pancake house?

Faisal: esh mshthya enti ?

Nouf: klu same same

Faisal: okay 9adeeg bateel 

Nouf: 100 100 9adeg 

Nouf: shahad tgoolk 5la9 btshufha elsabt fukna mnkk..

Faisal: golellha agooll shhhh 

Nouf: tgolek skr skr bass-laughing- yallaa byee see you elsabt

Faisal: can't waitttttt! have fun babe 

Nouf: i will ya albi bye



-SKIPPING TO SATURDAY- 

I woke up pretty early, from excitement i guess?
I took a shower, got dressed and stayed at my room afterwards starring at the wall.. 
Just thinking of the future, are we going to end up together? As a family? I don't want to us stay like this forever, going out in public, secretly, i want to proudly walk with him as my husband.
What if something bad stopped us? 
Death? Or maybe a family member? 

Then my phone rang and distracted my bad thoughts.

Faisal: ahln

Nouf: wenk?

Faisal: 3nd lft betkom 

Nouf: okay

Faisal: what's wrong baby?

Nouf: nothing ya albi balbs 3bayti w bnzl

Faisal: ok

Faisal: t'36i w enti 6al3a

Nouf: okay 

I went to my mom's room she was still asleep, i wonder why? Oh because it's 9:30AM.

Gd la76'to ena daym lma t'hzon omhatkom ygm6oon? 7ta law mafe shay?

Om nouf: haw wsh fek wsho?

Nouf-laughing-: bs knt bgolk ena ah b6l3 

Om nouf: haw wen ba3d? Kathra 6l3atk! 

Nouf: a5r 6al3a mn 3'ait shr

Om nouf: allah a3lam walla

Nouf-kissing her mother's forehead-: allah la y7rmnii 

Om nouf: entabhi 3ala nafsk w la ystnak elswag 5leh yrj3

Nouf: la raghad btmrni..

Sigh. 

I walked my way to the front door, happy yet sad about lying about everything for the sake of my love.

Nouf-hopping in the car-: 3jbtni re7t elsyara

Faisal: hatha elmuhim 

He drove off to i don't know where, a piece of thomas newman was playing, so freaking relaxing. I like how we both have the same taste in music, the car was cold and it smelled like abercrombie, faisal's is beside me and the sun was shining just perfectly.. 
So peaceful. 
I don't know why we were so quiet the whole ride maybe the thought of this being our last meeting until god knows when... finally he talked. 6b3an he was smiling kl dgega w ketha makna hajden mara..

Faisal: esh feh abo m7md hajd?

Nouf-one eyebrow up-: al7en all of this w abo m7md?

Faisal: wallaa nafsyat s3od a7sn mnkkk 

Nouf: w lesh 6al3 m3ay ?

Faisal: shswi abek

Nouf: rakz bl6reg bs-laughing-

Faisal: mara 3jbni shaklk thak elyom

Nouf: talking of which

Faisal: aywa?

Nouf: 3adi as2lk shay? 

Faisal: es2ali?

Nouf: ams ana w bnat elf9l nsolf 3n el3yal w ketha fa wa7da galt ena daym at5yl eli ygolon l5wyt'hom yjon byt'hom bitches and i was like NO

Faisal: i can see where this is going 

Nouf: la76'a esm3ni tgol ena aked bt6e7 mn 3ena bs tje beta esh w ba3den law y5af 3aleha w ybeha 9dg kan ma galha t3aleli 

Faisal: ewa-laughing sarcastically-

Nouf: w bs ana gltlha aked y7bha etha bygolha t3ali mub ll3b w mafe bnt 5bla btro7 bet 5wyha ela w he wath8a w ho wath8

Faisal: 9a7 

Nouf: bs

Faisal: y3ni blii ga3da tgolena g9dk ena ana ma ath8 fek aw shay?

Nouf: abdn!!

Faisal: never in my life 7sait"bitch" wla shay w enti 3arfa enk awal sha59 d5l 7yati w ma7d 3'airk byd5l 

We stopped in front of bateel, he hit the wheel faj2a.

Faisal: mumkin ma tsolfen m3 nas mu fahmen!?

Nouf: 5ala9 rawg

faisal: 7ta raghad w reema mdri shsmha la ydron! 

Nouf: haw faisal aked bydron they're my friends!

Faisal: la la ydron!

Nouf: faisal

Faisal: kam mara glteli ena m7d byfhmna?

Nouf: akthr mn 100 mara bs 97bati mu m7soben 

Faisal: okay -taking his phone and his wallet- yala

Nouf-holds faisal's hand-: mumkin tstna shway

Faisal: smi

Nouf: rawg

Faisal: abshrii

Nouf: 3shani faisal!

Faisal: ro7 faisal-smiling- enzli bs

Nouf: kwais -blushing-

We went down to the restaurant we took the table on the right corner, we took our seats and we started talking none stop, i noticed that he talks about his cousins a lot! 6fshni-.- 

Nouf: 6fshtni ent w your cousins

Faisal: a7kelk 3n elbnt eli shabkt'ha ams? 

Nouf-smiling-: aywa 

Faisal: 9arooo5

Nouf: y5sh b3enk-laughing- 

Faisal: wallaa muzaa 

Nouf: sooo not you elklma

Faisal-laughing-: mswya ana eli 7f6'tk

Nouf: 5atmtk b3d

Faisal: yaaaawld

Nouf-laughing- 

we ate more and more, i'm loving how i can act normal around him. 
I know this breakfast date had to end but i didn't want him to leave, i felt like i need one more hug, one more kiss, one more anything from him.  

As we walked to the car i felt like pausing and pressing repeat, ugh! Act normal, act like it's not the end of the world ya nouf this is sooo not you.

Faisal-starting the car-: bga msa7a fe b6nk?

Nouf: 3ala 7sb-laughing-

Faisal: marble slab? 

Nouf: nooo 

Faisal: okay then brj3k betkom

Nouf: ufff a7sni j3t yala nro7 marble slab -smiling- 

Faisal: walla law adri ena ma7d gdami al7en kan akltk akl -laughing-

Nouf-laughing and blushing-

Faisal: esh 6ay7a b a3'aani hal fatra?? 

Nouf: 6ay7a b a3'ani gdema

Faisal: klbbb ma yshof tha

Nouf-laughing-: rawgg

Faisal: w esh ?

Nouf: 3aaaa6ni wa3de enk tmr tlgani a9brlk 3mrr w mahma t3'eeb tbga 7beeb w 3'airk abd ma ant6'r -singing her lungs out-

Faisal: shokran shokran bs a7d gd galk 9otk yksr gzaaz? 

Nouf: faisaaaal-laughing- zg 

Faisal-laughing- 

Nouf: w ent esh nashb bmu5k halftra?

Faisal: 3aysh b9drii 6ool halwagt araabeh 

Nouf: allah 3ala el9oot

Faisal ydg 3ood w y3'ani bs elmawhiba endfnt mn ra7 ydrs baraa.. 

Faisal: ana bnzl wsh tben ? 

Nouf: vanilla m3 crushed nuts w coconut 

Faisal: okaaaay elsh'hwa 

Nouf: whaat i like coconuts -laughing- 

Faisal: okay 5 dgayg w ajek

Nouf: la t5af m7d by56fni w ent jwa

Faisal-getting down-

I picked up my phone and called reem. Yes reem. 

Reem-sleepy voice-: yalah 9ba7 5air 

Nouf: enti glteli a7kelk klshay 6l3t m3ah w f6rna w al7en mwgfen 3nd marble slab w ana mayta elakl wa9l 5ashmi bs mabi arj3 elbait w atrka wla 3ad ashofa ela ba3d snten 

Reem: goli la elah ela alah

Nouf: la elah ela alah-sigh-

Reem: hug him tight gabl ma yro7 w 5aleh yrj3k baitkkm w 5alekk bnt san3a w ethgli w e3gli

Nouf-laughing-: allah ya5thni yomnii jayaa ashkelkkk engal3i ja

Reem-laughing-: entaaaabhi tbosena

Nouf: hahahahaha and btw shahad matdri fa yuf6'l you don't mention it

Reem: srk fe ber 

Nouf: bye 

Reem: bbye

Faisal came into the car very happy ka2na a ten year old ahla awal mara ysm7onla ya5th large cup =))<3

Faisal: vanilla coconut and nuts

Nouf: shokran o5oy

Faisal: wsh d3wa e5ti

Nouf-laughing-: sha3'lna shay bs

A7sni mara amon 3aleh eli abd mu mst7ya mdri etha hatha mn zod el7aya engalbt elayaah wla ana 9dg ma ast7i=)) 

Faisal: t7ben a5ok?

Nouf: mub mara

Faisal: ee mub mushkela lna allah

Nouf: 5al el9aro5 eli ams shabkt'ha t7bkk -eating ice cream-

Faisal-hitting his forehead-: yashai5a laitny ice cream

Nouf-blushing so hard-

I blushed w le awal mara my blood boiled and i felt the rush, i liked the feeling bs kthrtaa shainaaa tjeb el3'thyaan. 

We laughed even more, until my stomach ached, we were getting closer to my neighborhood and for a second i thought he lost the road.

Nouf: shfek?6'ay3t mn el lafa elthanya?

Faisal: abi ajls m3ak zyada

Nouf-holding faisal's hand-: ana abe ba3d 

Faisal: yalla byje yom w t6fshen mni 

He flipped my hand and started playing with my rings while driving around b 7ay baitna.. Yay me. 

Nouf: yala wala lazm arj3 

Faisal: 5meni 6yb 

Nouf: gdam baitna?

Faisal: bwgflk bmakan fa6'ii

Nouf: mara tbeha?

Faisal: mara

 Nouf-laughing-: um afkr

Faisal: ashwnk btmoten tben 

Nouf: bamot baki fa a7snlk rj3ni

Faisal-y'63'a6 3ala yad nouf-: 3shani

Nouf: esh?

Faisal: la t9e7en

Nouf: inshallah-smiling-

He parked the car in a very weird place, fa6'i ma ymron syarat bs fe byot 7olnna a7sn shay ena syarta m6'alala mn our side 3ala ena a5r 5brii mamnoo3 bs elza7f ma yrda shay w ma yst5dmha kther sooo.

We stayed quiet then he looked at me and then back to the road and then back to me.

Faisal: bt5meni wla shlon?

I got closer to him and hugged his neck he almost grabbed me w ng6a w y76ni 3ala 76'na w 7aflaa y9er make out session in the car B SHAR3 fe alriyadh. Wow.

Faisal-kissing nouf's cheek-: ymdeni a76k bshan6ti walla enk ng6a

Nouf-looking at faisal's eye- 

His eyes went up from my forehead to my lips until he gave up and kissed me. 

W9lna 3nd bab elbait and i had no other choice now, i had to get down and leave.. 

Faisal: kalmeni lma td5len

Nouf: yes sir

Faisal: entabhii lnafsk

Nouf: abshr

Faisal: w by2thn el6'hr ba3d rb3 sa3a la tnamen w enti ma 9laity

Nouf: mn 3yoni

Faisal: tslmli el3yon elmdm3a w 97bt'ha

Nouf-laughing-: bye

I. Am. Not. Exaggerating. My. Heart. Is. Aching. 

Faisal: allah y7f6'kk

I hate how cold we both were at that moment, but i knew we both were break to pieces inside. 

I smiled a relief smile and then i left the car. And that was it. 

Okay no, i broke down as i got into the house, bs baini w bainkom...

Saturday, November 23, 2013

Here and there Ch.6



Previously; 

Faisal: lk mnii a7la hug<3 

Nouf: atmna walla:')

Faisal: my house tomorrow at 7.

Nouf: what? 

Faisal: i'm in riyadh.


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Nouf: tstahbl 3lay faisal?

Faisal: wla ng6at est'hbal

I called him on his saudi number and it rang, he picked up and then i started crying.

Faisal: baba galbi enti wsh thal 9ya7 -laughing-

I was crying mu bhdoo2 la eli sh'haag, shahad en9dmt.. 

Nouf: lesh mu al7en 6yb

Faisal: tben al7en jet amrk amri enti bs?

Nouf: la 5ala9 ef 

Faisal-laughing-: ba3d galbi w ro7ii enti 

Nouf: lsa blsyara?

Faisal: la aslm 3alek b sreri

Nouf: shft omk?

Faisal: la lgait'ha nayma fe bet jadti etha jat bukra bfaj2ha

Nouf: okay 

Faisal: stop crying 6yb?

Nouf: 6ybb

Faisal: good 

Nouf: a7bk

Faisal: ana akthr ro7 faisal

Nouf-sigh-

Faisal: haaaw nofi shfeek???

Nouf: i'm happy!!!

Faisal-laughing- 

Nouf-laughing slightly-: omg

Faisal: 6yb shrayk tnamen Al7en?

Nouf: esh bynawmni!!

Faisal: mdriii ??? Ana?

Nouf: enta nam galbii akeed enk t3ban 

Faisal: mub mara walla nmt bl6yara 

Nouf: la la ertaa7 

Faisal: enahalah 3mti

Nouf: a7bk faisal walla 

Faisal: w ana ba3d a7b ya kl faisal

Faisal: t9b7en 3ala 5air 

Nouf: w enta mn ahlaa 

Faisal: ashoofk bukra-badass tone-

Nouf: inshallaah-laughing-

Faisal: bbye

Nouf: bye

Call ended. 

Shahad: acyt mna?

Nouf-t6e7 3ala 76'n shahad-: efff yt3bniiii

Shahad: ana bakait shwaya kwais mnk bs bakaity ma 9ra5ti

Nouf: feeeni 9ra5 shahad !!!! 

Shahad-hands nouf a pillow-: 76ii wjhk w 9r5ii 

Nouf-takes it-: AAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!!!!! 

Shahad-laughing so hard- 

Shahad: btgolen lelbnat enk..

Nouf: bshofa? Aked

Shahad: mat7sen shwaya risky?

Nouf: shahad estaw3bi elwald ja mn america bs 3shani?!!! W 3shan oma 6b3an bs i'm one of the reasons, risk esh!! Walla law ygoli emshi nmsk 5a6 lelshargya bgola 6yb

Shahad-laughing so hard-: omg lhdrjjaaa!

Nouf-badass tone-: w akthr 9dgenii

Shahad-hitting nouf's forehead-: agol bs e3gli 

Nouf-laughing-

Shahad: tra fenee noom 

Nouf: yalaa namii 

Shahad: w enti?

Nouf: bnaam 

Shahad: sakri lnor 

Nouf: enti agrb ya 3jz 

Shahad-all tucked in- 

Shahad: 5ala9 erta7t blnooomaa

Nouf: kli zg-laughing-

-
Next day, i woke up at 1:30 realizing that my stomach has been aching all night, and i didn't sleep quiet well.
Shahad was still asleep i went to the bathroom and found out that my period has arrived, A FREAKING WEEK EARLIER!!  

Nouf: shahad gomi jatni eldwra-almost going to cry-

Shahad-sleepy voice-: w lesh bt9e7en mumkin afhm?

Nouf: a5af a9er nafsya

Shahad: ma atw83 gomii trawshi bmoya 7araa al7en w bdwrrlk brufeen 

Nouf: a7bkk

Shahad: engal3i bs 

I was sitting on the floor with my phone on the side zy lmjnoona..

Shahad: yala gomiii!!!

Nouf: gmt gmt

-SHAHAD's SIDE OF THE STORY-

I opened my phone and found 5 missed calls from walid..

Calling > walid

Ringing 

Ringing 

Ringing

Not picking up.,

I left my phone on the bed and got up to change w adwr brufeen lelnasfya..

I was putting on my sweatpants w rnn jawali wagt'haa sfhta w lbast w 5la9t w rj3t dgait. 

Walid: alo

Shahad: hala

walid: ma ts2len?

Shahad: 7sbtk nmt badri ams

Walid: mu 3thr

Shahad: mu ga3da at3thr 

Shahad: w etha ana ma s2lt ent ma ts2l?

Walid: la as2l bs ela mta?

Shahad-laughing sarcastically- ela mta??? 

Walid: wshoo

Shahad: lma trawg call me

Walid: mrawg akthr shay

Shahad: la?!

Walid: esh tbeni aswe shahad!? Lk yomain ana a5r hamk

walid: 5ala9 bye

Shahad: la tjls t6l3 7artk fenii walid!?! Esh swait 3'ala6!? 

Walid: t'hawsht m3 oboy

Shahad-sitting down-: lesh?

Walid-sigh-

shahad: talk to me esh fek?

Walid: shafni ad5n w aflm

Shahad: td5n!!!?

Walid: ee

Shahad-laughing-: w bkul brod jay t7keli? 

walid: shahad 

Shahad: mu gltli wagft!

Walid: 6yb yarab ana a3rf bm9l7t nafsi 

Shahad: w 3ala balk ana ga3da agolk wagf kurhn fe "nafsk"!! Tra klaa 5of!!

Bhatha elwagt 6l3t nouf with 22 question marks fog ras'ha..

Walid: e7tajt shay yhdeni w maknti feh

Shahad: men eli ga3d yt3thr al7en?

Walid: bawgf

Shahad: nshof

Walid: wsh aswe m3 oboy?

Shahad: walid 

Walid: 3yonh

I hate him for doing this w ana m39ba!

Shahad: kalm abok w goolh enk btwgf maybelha

Walid: w bkul s'hola byr6'aa

Shahad: he's your dad 5ayf 3alek!! Mu ent tgool 3amk twfa mn kthrt eld5an?! 

walid: ..

Shahad: 5ala9 walid mant 93'eer mashallah kbr gree7 

Walid-laughing-: shokran

-WALID's POV-

I've noticed enii kl ma akalm shahad a7sni 6fl, walla a7s a7taajha t'htm feni w t'hz2ni, galt'ha kubr gre7 bs 3ndha a93'r w a7sni a'63f ba3d.. 


-BACK TO NOUF's SIDE OF THE STORY- 

I saw shahad's angry mixed with happiness and shyness w estaw3bt ena walid so i ignored her and got dressed in sweats and a hoodie, after she hung up we started looking for clothes, 3shan bait faisal w ketha..

Shahad: la la bzyada mf95 tha a5af ymskk w y9er shnay3

Nouf-laughing-: yarabeh 

Shahad: shofi tha 

Nouf: lazm arf3 sha3rii w 9ra7a mawdii 

Shahad: lesh? 3shan when you make ou-

-door opens-

Om nouf: mawdkom t6l3on mn el3'orfa tsolfon m3ay

I felt my heart dropping lma ba6ni and i saw shahad's face w mt2kda ena jaha nafs elsh3oor.

Shahad-laughing-: ela ela bs ndwrlha lbs 3shan 3ndha 6l3t bnt alx 

Om nouf: wsh bnt alx thi ma3rfha?

Nouf: mama hathekk eli shfnaha bl m6ar b dubai w s2lteni men 

Om nouf: ee ee eli m3 aboha w w5oha

Shahad: eee eee

Om nouf-laughing-: 6yb lkom rb3 sa3a w tnzlon

Nouf: inshallaah

Omg. 

Shahad: OMG!! Ba3'ena nakl zg

Nouf: allah ya5thkk 3ala eljumla elmnsbaa

Shahad-laughing-: omg ro7i jarbi the el shirt bs 

Nouf: allaah nasyaa enha 3ndi!! 

So i found the perfect outfit, we went out w jalsna m3 mama shway lma jat 4 we excused ourselves... Wagt'ha i started getting nervous 6b3an 3'air ena faisal wagt'ha makan yrd..

 Nouf: faisal?

Nouf: weenk?! 

Nouf: tra 8smbilah mnb jaytk

Faisal: hala hala knt m3 ahli

Nouf: lma aji mara7 ykon fe a7d?

Faisal: la la byro7on bait 5alti 

Nouf: aked?

Faisal: eee 6l3na f6rna w ketha g3dt m3hom fatk bakii omi=))

Nouf: 7ram 3alek=))!

Nouf: faisal amana w 5watk?

Faisal: so what?

Nouf: faisal!

faisal: babe 

Nouf: mara7 aji etha fe 5watk

Faisal: you. And. Me. Bs. 

faisal: ba3d bnkoon bl majls 7gi men byjena!

Nouf: okaaaay

Faisal: come at 5 ok?

Nouf: ba3d n9 sa3a!?

Faisal: Yes!! 6l3o yala 

Nouf: i'll get ready w b6l3

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Shahad: Hellooo?

Nouf: lazm albs omg 

Shahad: hadi hadi tra 3adi okay breatheeeee 

Nouf-laughing-: omg 

I got ready in a very simple yet good outfit, a High-west jeans with a white tanktop foga gme9 baby blue eli yji ketha yrb6 3nd el59r get it? Ma ankr my tummy ng6a 6al3a Anyways, i applied some make up 6b3an, my wedges and i was ready.. Omgsh.

Shahad: omg 7lu shaklk bs law trf3en sha3rkk

Nouf: nooooo

Shahad: mumkin a3rf elsbab?

Nouf: faisal y7b sh3ri -blushing-

Shahad-laughing-: y3 3alekom!!!

Butterflies are swimming in my tummy.
My blood was boiling. 
My hands were sweating AND shaking.
My voice was shaky and it was bad i tell you! 
Shahad was with me in the car thankfully.. 

Shahad: omk dgt 3lay!? Wen jawalk?

Nouf: yooouh 6yb

I forgot ena jawali ms7ob 3laih blshan6aa ..

Calling> mama

Om nouf: wrak ma trden!!

Nouf: asfa kan blshan6a

Om nouf: esm3i wen bet elbnt??

Nouf: leh?

Om nouf: bji amrk fel lail

Nouf: haw mama

Om nouf: wsho ba3d!?

Nouf: yjeni 3thman

Om nouf: 3thman t3ban w mafe ela rasheed barj3 m3ah bl lail w bnji nmrkk 

Nouf: 5ala9 shahad trj3nii 

Om nouf: bkaifk bs la tt25ren

Omg al7amdellah ma 7ajrtli!!

Shahad: esh galt?

Nouf: kant nawya tje tmrni? Mdri 9ra7a a3'rb om

Shahad: elzbda wen yro7?

Nouf: rasheed mn 3nd el9aydlya lf yamen lma a5r elshar3 ba3den yamen mara thanya ba3den U turn 

We arrived to his house. And my heart started beating so fast that i'm breathing was clearly heard. I'm gonna die. 
I'm going to finally see him after all the suffering.
I swear i felt like i had a background music to the scene and i was walking in slow motion. 

I called him telling him i was outside, he opened the door in no time i got down with my heavy breathing "i don't know should i hug him now? Or later ? 93b now a5af a7d yshofna bl7osh wla shay? Bs elmajls b3eed 3n elbait shway w lh bab la7al i'm sure m7d byshof i'll hug him" this was going through my head as i was heading to the door i saw his face and my tears bdo ysb7on b3yoni i almost ran to him i went inside and hugged him so tight he closed the door with his legs and i heard our car moving. 

I hugged him not wanting to let go, i hugged him like it was the very last time, we walked while he was hugging me until we got inside elmajls i was still holding tight he was laughing slightly, without feeling i started crying, he healed me up closer to him, i breathed his scent wanting it to last inside of me.

Faisal-putting nouf down on the floor-: hi 

Nouf-hiding her face with her hands-

He hugged so my hands where on his chest now, i tried balancing my breathing, i've never ever in my life felt that safe and warm. 

I took my hands down "ahln" finally came out of my mouth.

Faisal: wa7shni wjhk-looking down to me-

Faisal: wa7shteni klk

Faisal-cupping nouf's face-: esh eldmo3 thy 9rti traw3eeen 

Nouf-laughing and hitting faisal's chest-: klb 

Faisal: y5aleli hal '67kaaa 

Nouf-jumps for another hug-

Can't get enough. He smelled really good, and looked even sexyer with his jeans and gray cardigan, a7ba lma y9er mrtb ketha... 7osta t4ba7ni bs i taught him good.

Faisal: fki bgolk shay

I was hugging his neck so tight akeed t3awr bs ho kaman he was tucking my waist y3ni he was enjoying it. 

And yes i was still wearing el3baya.. 

Nouf-hands on faisal's neck-: hmm

Faisal: tdren eni mara mabso6?

Nouf: 9dg? 

Faisal: maraaaaa 

Nouf: ummm 

Faisal-getting closer-: umm

Nouf: umm- 

N6'am i'll shut you with a kiss. 
Bs bgolkum eni mn 3rafta we only hugged once w kan b his birthday jbtla cake w he hugged me lma jet ajebha w he tried kissing me bs ba3dt w bs so this was our first and i didn't want it to happen but it happened because both of us couldn't resist. Ugh.

Nouf-breathing-: that was ... 

Faisal: GOOD.

Nouf: a7taj el7mam

faisal-laughing- on your right

Nouf: okay

I went to the bathroom with mixed feelings, i love him but that was wrong, the whole idea is wrong. 
Bs i shouldn't ruin the day 5ala9 i applied my lipliner again w 3dalt mlabs w sh3ri w i spread some of his favorite perfume w 6la3t i put down my bag and sat beside him. 

Kan 7a6 wanasaah.. 9ra7a y9dmni, he had some redbull on the table i was going to take one until i remembered ena mu kwais wagt eldwra.. Elzbdaa we started talking about random things.. 

Faisal: eee w kaif el birthday girl?

When silence hit.

Nouf-laughing-: tslm 3alekk

Faisal: goomi 36eni el remote 

Nouf: faisallll!!-laughing-

Faisal: wshoo ba3d dala3 

Nouf: mara7 agom

Faisal: gdha??

Nouf: w n9!

Faisal-y3f6 yadi-: gdhaa????

Nouf: ay ay faisal y3aaawr walla 

Faisal: asf asf -kissing nouf's hand-

Nouf-gets up to get the remote-: take -trmeeh- 

Faisal: t3ali 

I walked to him .. 

Faisal: grbi esh 5ayfa 

I was standing exactly between his legs.. I know him enough to know that he can't hold himself. 

Faisal-ys7b 6rf elshirt-: t3ali 5menii 

I hugged him w ana mwagfa so tight shwaa w aksrla rasa he healed my waist and looked up to me "walla na7fa" 

Nouf-laughing-: shokran -kissing faisal's forehead- 

I sat down again and he leaned his head on my chest with his phone on his hand i played with his hair, and looks like he was enjoying it until a phone call interrupted our romantic moment. 

Nouf: alo?

shahad: aje amrk?

Nouf: gltlk mreni lma adg -between teeth-

Shahad: kli zg sorry 6yb bye-laughing- 

Faisal-laughing-: esh elsalfa

Nouf: la bs elbthra shahad

Faisal: esh wdk nswe 

Nouf: mdri ay shay?

Faisal: lk sa3a tswen feni eli tben

Nouf-smirk-: eli abi??

Faisal-badass tone-: eli. Tben.

Nouf-laughing-: wa95

Faisal: afaaa ana?

Nouf: emhm 

Faisal: la

Nouf: mara 

Faisal: gets closer 

I knew he was going to kiss me again.

Nouf-looking into faisal's eyes- 

He leaned closer but i pushed him slightly with my hand, he was disappointed but he was okay with it ena y3nii 7dood w ketha. 
He lead his head on the couch and we watched a lame movie on MBC 2 
I laid my head on his shoulder but he didn't move an inch. 3raft wagt'ha ena 7zt b56ra 9dg.. 

Nouf: faisaaaal!!

Faisal: hala

Nouf-kissing faisal's cheek-: bla dala333  
  
Faisal: ana z3lan

I kissed him on his cheek again.. 

Faisal: la mash lsa feni z3l 

Nouf: mta t7s byro7?

Faisal: ma a7sa byro7

Nouf: 6yb ma wdk t6al3ni?

Faisal-looking at nouf's side-: ha

Nouf: 6l3ni

His eyes. Tgtlni.

Faisal-getting closer- 

He got closer to my cheek and kissed it he pushed my hair to the other side he looked in my eyes again and then he started kissing my neck And omg i couldn't make him stop. 

After 3 minutes. 

Faisal: you're like good poison 

I sat back and looked down to the floor my hair blocked the view for faisal to look at my blushing face. 

Faisal-tucking nouf's hair behind her ear-: heyy hena mu t7t

Nouf-laughing-: lazm twagf

Faisal: esh aswe ma agdr!! 

Nouf-holding faisal's cheek-: a7bk

Faisal: mu gdi -kissing nouf's forehead- 

Nouf: ab3'a moya

Faisal-jumps- dgega aklmhom yjebon

Nouf: okay

Faisal: christen jebi moya with ice bs 76eha 3nd elbab

I think it's time to go, it was hard but i had to go lazm lazm it was almost 9 y5awf kaif elwagt ymr..

Calling> shahad 

Nouf: yalla

Shahad: 5 minute w nkon 3ndk

Nouf-whispering-: yazg esh tdoren bl7ara enti?

Shahad: la tnsen bait jadti yb3d 3an baita 56wten

Nouf: ok ajal e6l3i ba3d 10 minutes 

shahad: ok 
-
He came back and sat beside me"btro7en?"

Nouf-sad expression-: ee 

Nouf: kam yom btg3d?

Faisal: lma elethnen eljay?

Nouf: eli ba3d bukra?!

Faisal: la la eli b3da

Nouf: 6yb kwais

Faisal: n6l3 nf6r?

Nouf: aked!

Faisal: okay elsabt eljay?

Nouf: inshallah

I drank my water and i wore l3baya and then i realized it was almost goodbye again. 

Faisal-getting up and getting closer-: abek m3ay daym 

Nouf-smiling- 

Faisal-hugging nouf so tight- 

we hugged for 5 minutes. I started feeling that he was a bit shaky, i looked up to his face and i saw a tear, and you'll think that i was joking aw ga3da amthl aw at5yl bs i saw it.

Nouf: hey hey hey -holding faisal's face- wen ra7 f6or elsabt?

Faisal-sigh- 

He hugged me again without saying a word i pushed him and jumped to hug him, i wanted to hug him mu ho eli y5mni fahamto?
I kissed his neck bema ena my face was facing his neck, he put me down and walked me down to the door like a cute gentleman. 

Faisal-gets closer-: law sma7ti 

Nouf-kissing faisal-: whatever you want mister

Faisal: badass 

Nouf-smirk-: a3jbk 

Faisal-laughing- 

Nouf: 3adi 6alb gabl ma a6l3?

Faisal: roo7i lk

Nouf: abi your cardigan

Faisal-takes it off-: okay

It smelled like him, a7s w ana ashof el cardigan ashof faisal mn kthr maho mnsblaa.

Faisal-giving nouf the cardigan-

Nouf-takes it- 

Faisal-holds nouf's hand-: mn men eleswara mara 7lwa 9ra7a

He saw the LOVE bracelet he got me..

Nouf: t9dg nasya? Bs eli at4kra eni mara a7b elsha59

Faisal-laughing-: atw83 ho ba3d y7bk

Nouf-laughing-

He kissed me one last kiss on my cheek, and that was it for our night. 
I wouldn't ask for a better guy in my life.
He's everything a girl want in a boyfriend.
No words can describe the feelings i have right now, excuse me for being speechless. 

-hopping in the car-

Shahad: aywaaaa??? Kaif????

Nouf-starts crying- 

Shahad: yaleeelkkkkkk -laughing-

I told her everything accept the neck kissing and lip kissing parts. 
Adri mfro6' gayltlha bs a7s it will be more special law trkta lnafsiii. 
I like keeping him all to myself.

Tuesday, November 19, 2013

Here and there Ch.5

Back to the story.. 
So days passed with the same old routine, nothing changed but i really realllllly miss faisal, eli at3b. 
Sometimes i cry myself to sleep, which is soooo not me! But you girls understand me 9a7? Yt3b wla?

Faisal: nafsyat galbi 

Nouf: mu nafsya

Faisal: kl hathaa w mu mnafsa

Nouf: emhm.

Faisal: mumkin afhm esh sbab eltanfes?

Nouf: no.

Faisal: ela ya mama ma shawrtk 

Nouf: wa7shtni ayam lma knt agolk skr 6fsht mnk 

Faisal: w enti wa7shtni klk

Nouf: :'(

Faisal: time of the month shakloo 

Nouf: shut up

Faisal: 9a7?

Nouf: ee t5awfni 

Faisal: 7f6'tkk 5alaaaa9..

Nouf: esh ga3d tswe? 

Faisal: ga3d atfrj tv

Nouf: esh?

Faisal: modern family 

Nouf: sofia vergaraaaaa 

Faisal: exactly =))

Nouf: 6yb ana 6fshaaanaaa 

Faisal: w shahad mu 3ndkk??

Nouf: ela 6l3t mn 5shmii kl yom 3ndi

Faisal: hey 3ad ela 9degti

Nouf: aha 6yb ana shakli bnam

Faisal: 6yb boseni

Nouf: b a7lamkk, b esh? A7lamk

Faisal: leh enti ketha 

Nouf: bs 

Faisal: tshofen

Nouf: ashof 

Faisal: b6gk 6g

Nouf: 5al ashofk bs

Faisal: greb inshalah<3

Nouf: mta greb faisal? ana bl9aif bajls 3shan kam shay leljam3a w wagt'ha mara7 tkon feh w bs tje elriyadh bl3ed  e7na bnsafr w sra lail w e7na ma sraina

Faisal: tfa2li bl5air 6yb ymkn yjeni ejaza mn hena wla mn hena w aje

Nouf: ntfa2l wsh wranna

Faisal: 3adi ashof wjhk 6yb wa7shtni

Nouf: t9wrna elyom 

Faisal: abek enti bs, knt abi skype bs shakl malk 5lg

Nouf: bokra okay:$? 

Nouf: t9wrna 9war 7lwa elyom

Faisal: wen knto a9lan?w men ento!

Nouf: bet cousin ra3'd w elbnat

Faisal: aah 

Nouf: -picture received- 

Faisal: ela mta btjl6eni ?

I wasn't wearing anything revealing abdnn wla eli damn girl you're sexy eli esta7et arsl, an almost kinda ripped skinny jeans, black tank top and a half denim half leather jacket you know what i'm talking about, w tholek el shoes' eli m3rf esh esmhom ka2nhom sneakers bs shway heels.. And my make up was sooo simple, but i loved my hair that day! 

Nouf: Lol<3 

Faisal: mashallah 9dg kl mara ashofk knha awal mara ! Allah y7f6'kk w y5lek le<3

Nouf: a7bk<3

Faisal: w ana kaman a7bkk<3

Nouf: yalla galbi bnaam

Faisal: okaay t9b7en 3ala 5er <3


-FAISAL's POV-

Abdullah: ya rajal ana a7akek shfek matrd 

Faisal: masm3tkk m3lesh wsh knt tgol? 

Abdullah: wsh feh bmu5k 3lmna

Faisal:  wde aru7 l riyadh kam yom 

Abdullah: haw wsh 3ndk? W ma3ndna ejaza kaif tru7

Faisal: adbrha ana aklm ljam3a

Abdullah: 6ayb laish wsh 3ndk 

Faisal: bashuf l ahl w 3ndi kam sha'3la asweha 

Abdullah: 3ndk kam sha'3la ajal-laughing- tl3ab 3la meen yabooi

Faisal: ekrmna bskoootk bas

Our relationship is kinda settled these days, bs 9arlha fatra tlm7 eni aji w ana 5lga knt nawy 3shan omi, w 9ra7a mshtaglhom ethnenhom w a3'la thnen magdr ardlhom 6lb, and her birthday is in 3 days? So that would be a very good surprise! Bs lazm a'6b6 shan6ti w mlabs w 7osa bs y3ni mjhz el7ajz w 7ajz gabl ma a7ke l3bdalaag bs 3shan maro7 faj2a bdon kalam 36aitaa 5abr. Wla ana mn esbo3en m56i6.

Faisal: kaaif lmdrasa?

Nouf: zft

Faisal: leeeeh

Nouf: 5laaa9 faisal aby at5rrrrj 7amat kabdii

Faisal: ana eli a3rfa el seniors maybon yt5rjon =)) 

Nouf: ana '3er el nas 

Faisal: ee wallaa enti malik shabeeh

Nouf: offf:$

Faisal: esta7eti?

Nouf: Ast7i mnkkk? Ee 6ah

Faisal: goli 6h mara thanya ag9lk lsank

Nouf: 6h.

Faisal: tshofeeen

Nouf: agol yalla bye bnam

Faisal: leeh???????

Nouf: ma shb3t mn nomt elfajr

Faisal: bukra btdawmen?

Nouf: eee 

Faisal: 6yb ajal bs sa3ten w gomi

Nouf: inshalla baba

Faisal: yalla 3alnoom mama 

Nouf: bye=))<3

Faisal: love u babe

Nouf: love u too;*

W s7btaaaaha nomaaa.. W 6b3an elwald ma 7kani wla shaay eli yghar eni 97ait mt25r w jawali mafeh sha7n w zod ena ma 7ka bkaifa :) fa ma amdani ela a7ki shahad w b3dha tskr fa trkta m3 elsh3'ala 

[whatsapp]

Shahad: bt'3eben? 

Nouf: laa leh shfekom enti w faisal

Shahad: la bs as2l=))

Nouf: w elbnat jayen??

Shahad: mdre 3anhm ma a7s by'3ebon a9lan wsh elsalfa

Nouf: mdri 3nkom

Nouf: elzbda jaybtlkom hadya

Shahad: mashalla shkllk btdl3ena lyom 

Nouf: etha ma dl3tkm adl3 men?

Shahad: allah allahhh bdet ashk enk mu enti

Nouf: agol yalla bas 

Shahad: see yaa=))

[SCHOOL]

Shahad: dawam malki 3mti kan majeti ba3d

Nouf: e7mmm -tjls b3baytha-

Reem: drastu ?

Nouf: ana greta 

Raghad: sahl??

Nouf: ya3ni shway

Shahad: ana ma ft7ta bru7 agol llesta4a mara7 a5tbr

Reem: shakli ana baji m3ak

Shahad: elmohem wain lhadya?

Raghad: 5air abi hadya

Shahad: jaybtlna klna 

Raghad: yarab akllll 

Reem; yalel enti w b6nkk

Raghad: o9 enti bamot joo33

Nouf: efr7i raghadoh jayba cookies 

Raghad: iffffff a7bkkk tra mr7 a36i a7d ana asfa

Reem: agol bas 36enii

Shahad: ana b3d abyyyy 5airr

The day passed pretty goooood my birthday is tonight and for the first time in a very long while at7mslh, shakla 3shan the letter faisal sent with the gifts i'm soooo excited to read it. School ended and i went back home w awal shay i charged my phone expecting a whatsapp mn faisal, but nothing..

Nouf: la slam wla klam -2PM-

Nouf: faisal m95t wenk 6ol lyom -6PM-

Nouf: 8smbilah ga3d t5awfni la ykon 6a7 jawalk blmasb7 ba3d-7PM-

Nouf: faisal!-7:44PM-

Nouf: . -8PM-

Nouf: 5ala9 f8dt elaml:) -9PM-

My birthday is in few hours w ela5 m5tfy wow.

Faisal: heeeeeyyy<3333 sorry ensh3'lt w ketha 7osa

Faisal: w al7en m3 s3od wld 5ali

Nouf: s3od?!!! 

Faisal: ee:D

Nouf: ok..

S3od mfro6' b riyadh so? Ymkn ra7laa ejaza..

Faisal: w esh swaiti 6ool elyooom w ketha? Wa7shteni

Nouf: brodkk ythba7nnni

Faisal: asffff

Nouf: uf mnk

Faisal: <33

Nouf: ma swait shay

Faisal: afaa ga3da felbait

Nouf: mdri kan wdi a6l3 bs mama aflmt ena elwagt mt25r w mdri esh mdri Cinderella mafro6' mn ba3d 9 ma t6la3 mn elbait

Faisal: ee 10=))!!

Nouf: ee fa tfrjna movie 

Faisal: 6yb rakzi

Nouf: umm gd shfta

Faisal: leh tshofena mara thanya?

Nouf: 3shan shahad mshtahya tshofaa

Faisal: tshofa l7alha

Nouf: soo mean

Faisal: walaaa =))

Nouf: esh ga3den tswon?

Faisal: raj3en betna

Nouf: ahh 3'reba ma gltli ena jak faisal.. 

Faisal: ee ma jani ana r7tlaa

Ana mu no3ii a78i8 abdn abdn abdn, fa ma abi ajls as2l wen w mta w lesh..

Nouf: 6yb ana a7sni bdait an3s

Faisal: one more hour 6yb;) 

Nouf: ummm ok

Faisal: kam bt9eren glteli? 8?

Nouf: ee

Faisal: yazen el93'ar wallaaa

Faisal: yazeeeeenhom

Faisal: raaabi salmhom wallaaa

Nouf: faisal=))?????

Faisal: t7sen 9ot jadaah

Nouf: 9aaa7 =))

Faisal: 18

Nouf: yeah man i'm getting old el7g 3lay gabl ma aw9l mar7lt elshay5oo5a

Faisal: shay5o5at esh w enti lsa bmr7lat el6fooola

Nouf: bamsheha lk w ba3tbrha mad7a ok:*?

Faisal: wen elcard ?

Nouf: '6a3..

Faisal: e7lfi??

Nouf: ma a7lf 3ala ashya2 s5efa

Faisal: ya murah8aa :) feh ashya2 muhima

I liked how things went on smoothly w ketha, awal mara.. 

Nouf: amz7 ya5i shfek bu f9 39bt 3lenaa 

Faisal: ma a3rf ba36' ela7yan at2kd ena esmk m7md.

Nouf: kl wld ytmna his girlfriend t9er zy 97ba w entaa eln3ma jaya len 3ndk w esh swait feha? D3st'ha

Faisal: enti mu bs 9a7bi wla my "girlfriend", dnyti klha.

Nouf: faisal:'(<3

Faisal: 30 MINUTES

Nouf: umhm :$

Faisal: a7sk lsa bzr om 15 

Nouf: ok

Faisal: nofiiiii bgolk shay

Nouf: yes?

Faisal: shay

Nouf: faisal you're acting weird a7sk mara hyper=))

Faisal: walaa?

Nouf: shway=))

faisal: 15 MINUTES LEFT

Nouf: faisaaaal:$ 

-15 minutes later- 

Shahad-jumping from her place-: omg happy birthday-hugging nouf- 

Nouf-blushing-: wsh wdk nswe 

Shahad: ya bardaaa ya mst7yaa

Nouf-hiding her face behind the pillow-

Shahad-ts7b jawal nouf-: 5alnshoof esh gal el7ub

Nouf: la la amana walla mabi

Shahad: fe ashya2 matben agraha?

Nouf: matw83 katb a9lan 

Shahad: shofi shofi

Nouf: la tg6en 6yb

I opened my phone nervously, mu awal birthday le m3ah 76'r my 16th and 17th birthday.. Bs ma3rf this time i felt really weird a7s fe shay..

Faisal: wishing you the happiest birthday ya dnyti klha<3 allah ys3dk w ywafgk lsnen gdam  alah la y7rmni mnk <3 

Faisal: a7bk kthr raml eldnya.

Nouf: ro7i w 7yati:') amot fekk <3  

-
Shahad: ha ha shgaaal?

Nouf: shofi bs la trgen fog

Shahad: okay 

I got up to get the letter..

Shahad: raghad swtlk tag fe path 3z alah ma wgaft elmsgs 

Nouf: amana sheli 9orti thy mabga wld ma3ndha

Shahad: w reem 76tlk 9ora fe instagram

Nouf: o9 bgra 

I sat on the bed and got the letter, my stomach flipped. 

Shahad: omg dgega b9awrk

Nouf-laughing-: la la amana

Shahad: law sma7tiiiiii

Nouf: ok bs o9 bgra

Shahad: okaaay 

She was sitting 3ala elkanb mn eljeha elthanya y3ni she was facing me, i was wearing yellow shorts white tank top and a black jacket, and my hair was let loos fa w ana agra wjhi mu wa'67.. 

[THE LETTER]

"انتي..تدرين مين انتي؟
تدرين انك غديتي لي كل شي؟
و انك اصدق ما كتبت؟ 

Dear noufi, 
I know you've always wanted a hand written letter so i found this as the right time to write you one.
You've came into my life in a way that we both hated, twitter. 
Where all fake relationships start as you said..
But for once in my life, i've made the right decision which was losing me ego for the sake of having you in my life. And it was worth it.
You came and changed every piece of me, no one ever had the power to change the way i talk, walk, dress, write, laugh, smile but you. 
You are my controller remember? 
In this special day i want to remind you that if i had a time machine to change everything in the past i would change everything but the hour i started talking to you, in fact, i'd be more of what you want me to be. But nobody's perfect right baby?
Having you in my life is a blessing. And i can't see me without you! 
Your touch has a very strong effect on me, i only hugged you once but i still remember how i felt. 
I know you were pissed but i'm pretty sure you like, wla? I'm huggable. 
I wish you the happiest of birthdays filled with vanilla coffee and musk perfumes! 
I love you to a point where i can't explain. الله يحفظك و يخليك لي يا اجمل عطايا الله.. " 

Wallaa akthr mn 5 marat grait'haa.. I cried, until there was no more tears. 
Overwhelming. I can't explain how i feel. I just want to hug him so freakin hard! 6b3an shahad ma g9rt she took 79 pictures, 33 videos!!

Shahad-hugging nouf and laughing-: nouf elgwya tbki 3ala letter twns??? Walla dnyaaa

Nouf-tshahg-: o9 mdri esh agooola eff a7ba 8smbilah he's the only person that i'd kill for

Shahad: mzhrya..

Nouf-laughing and crying-: you don't understand 

Shahad: ana elwa7eda eli afhmkk

Nouf: 9a77

But in my head, no one will ever understand how much i love him.

Shahad: esh btrden? 

Nouf-typing-: dgega

-
Nouf: you never fail at making me speechless. 

Nouf: i really need to hug you right now it hurts. 

Nouf: i love you more than any word could ever say:') wala faisal no one will ever take your place, walla.

Nouf: i love you i love you and i love you. 

Nouf: abdn mara7 agdr a3br 3an eli bda5li

Faisal: ba3d galbiii elspeechless<3 

Faisal: lk mnii a7la hug<3 

Nouf: atmna walla:')

Faisal: my house tomorrow at 7.

Nouf: what? 

Faisal: i'm in riyadh.

-to be continued-