Saturday, December 15, 2012

Love will find it's way.

I hope you enjoy the story and get the message, it's clear. Don't break your heart.
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It all started in summer 2012 in L.A, California.
So we are one of those saudi families that spend the whole summer vacation there, in the US. We've been going there since as long as I can remember!

One night we were walking around spectrum with nothing to do my 2 sisters were fooling around and singing out loud it was late at night, 11 maybe?
I was so into my phone, I didn't pay much attention to them faj2a ma asm3 a9wat ela w hom m5tfen! I looked around the hall I was walking in it was e m p t y eli y5awwf! So I tried calling them, both wouldn't answer.

Mashet 7ali w ga3dt amshi lma I reached the cinema, you know saudies they were everywhere!! I tried looking for my sisters and I finally found one, Anoud was talking to my brother Fahad I walked w nafsyti zg

Me: mara thanya t36oni 5abar enkom bt5tfoon!!!

Anoud: asfen 3amti!

Me: ween najla?

Anoud: ra7t m3 9a7bat'ha

mn kthr elza7ma I thought the guy that was standing beside my brother wa7d ma n3rfa! Mn kthr eladb 6ool elwagt y6al3 mn eljeha elthanya ma76 3ena b3eena!

Fahad: yala faisal el3yal ystnoon

Fahad: la tt2a5ron athb7kom!

Me: aaah ee

Ma amda fahad w elwald masho

Anoud: omg!!! Shfteh? CuteEee!!!!! Bs bzyada kber 3aly omg

Me: anoud mali 5lgk tra

Anoud: w3 nafsya!

So it began.

ana law y9er eli y9er ma ashof nafsi aklm wld aw shay fa ma fakart abd!

Mn bukra bl lel we went to spectrum kal3ada! Bs hal mara I was with my kuwaiti friends bebe and maryam, faisal came out of nowhere and walked beside us, smiled a very innocent smile and walked away!

Bebe: abaaaaih!

Maryam: lower your voice waai3!

Bebe: t3rfeena manoor?

Me: ee 9a7b fahad!

Maryam: 9j!!!!! Ana mukanch a5tha

Bebe: wai3 entay mu chthi!

Me: yala 3ad b3du mu noo3i!

9dg I'm not that kind.

Days and days passed, I tried my best not to go to spectrum ma3a a5wati... No reason bs ma abi! After 1 week of not going there I met up with my kuwaities! We are pretty close t3rafna 3ala ba36' summer 2008 mn b3dha we became really really close w the only time eli ntjam3 feh bl9aif fa I try my best eni ashb3 mnhom=))

kna ray7en nshoof movie, lma 6la3na mna we sat outside on one of the benches. bebe and maryam were talking about something I didn't know what... Knt a6al3 eli ray7 w eljay guys flirting with girls, bnat ytma56roon 3yal thgaal 3yal 5faf all kinds. I didn't see him. I didn't want to see him a9ln mayhmni!

Ba3den after days of looking around spectrum every night without a sight of him I gave up w ma 9ar yhmni!

The vacation came to an end, we only had 3 more days left! Ba6l3 7arti b spectrum. I love it. A7s ketha 9dg a7ba!

Najla: ya5i 5alnro7 mkan thany!

Me: no way!

Anoud: I'm meeting up m3 9a7bti

Me: 9a7btkkkkkkkkk -teasing tone-

Anoud-acting-: hehehe la my boyfriend

Najla, m5afa.

Najla: omg ana tawne adre!

Me and anoud: bgra nstahbl!

Najla: owkay...

So we went to spectrum, najla tsolf w tsolf w tsolf w ana sakta searching for him I just want one last glance. Not to mention eni knt ashofa blayam eli fatat bs mn b3eed! Bs mayshofni.

Najla: w t5yli klhom ra7o disney bs ma galoli! Eli ma3lesh mahma kan 3aib

Me: ee mnjd 3aib

Najla: 7ywana la tslken!

Me: ma aslk!

Najla: aaha

Omg no no no!!! Kant fe bleak w I almost fell bsbt'haa bs eli half fall..... 8smbilah wagta! He walked bl6'ab6 wgat majet ba6e7

Najla-laughing-: bsmelah jak shay

Me: keli zg mafeni shay!

We were walking like this

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He walked closer to me and whispered"3asa ma t3awarti"

Ba3dha ma shftla athr! 3 days passed mashfta.

Our flight to dubai was today, elwald mu hamni mabena shay! Bs I won't deny I stalked him btwitter w his tweets tdl 3ala "ASHYA2" it gave me signals.

*in the airport"

Fahad: wa7d mn a5wyii bnafs re7ltna

Me: amma! Men?

Fahad: faisal alx

Anoud: ya7lela thak!

Fahad: wsho thak

Anoud: eli knt a7ki m3ak w kan janbk

Najla: 5air wen knt????

Anoud: m3 noura w lama!

Najla: aah aah!

Fahad: 3aib ya bnt

Me: ana bro7 el7mam

Bagi 3ala our flight 2 hours bs my dad lazm ketha n6'am gabl el6yara b 3 sa3at blm6ar! R7t lel7mam w I was bbming bebe and maryam after our very dramatic goodbye that happened last night. Ahhahaha.

I wasn't really going lel7mam bs abi amshi ymkn ashofa... W 9dg 9art!

I walked beside him ebtsam ebtsamat "I KNOW YOU" w ra7.. Faj2a rj3 yrk6' msk katfi gali

Faisal: aaaaah mneera!

Me: hala

Faisal: ma shftk ams

What?? B9ifaata men ys2al?

Me: huh?

Faisal: never mind it was good seeing you yala bye

Weirdo!!!!!! But his english made my heart beats faster.

Me: wait wsh g9dk?

Faisal: salamtk!

Me: la ab3'a a3rf

-m7d kan ga3d y7awl y7ki m3a elwald b2ay 6rega-

Faisal: haw ya bnt el7lal wla shay! Yala nshoofk m3 elslama

And boom there he goes, he disappeared bain elnas w elza7ma. When I came back shfta jals m3 fahad a5oy 36eta na6'ra his face engalb question marks! Msken.

After 1 hour we got into the airplane, 12 hours of suffering mn kthr ma e5wani el93'ar yt7arkon I got up 3shan a7rk rjoli!
Again faisal. We were walking in different directions and he was on the other side.. Fa nshof ba36'.... Ugh. 2 hours left w aftk!

After 2 hours we landed in dubai, I didn't see him in dubais airport ashwa. We arrived to riyadh safely! Faj2aa ashof mama tslm 3ala 7urma 9art oma w ho m3 fahad w aboy w aboh w ana w a5wati mwgfen awkwardly.... Ma3nda 3'air e5wan 93'aar w kano mwgfen m3ahom.

El7amdelah 5al9o w 6la3na mn elma6ar w rj3na elbait. And it was done with the almost summer love?






















































































NOT YET!!!

So after a month, someone followed me on twitter! You guessed right it was him.

I didn't receive any DM's he only retweeted "ليت الشوارع تجمع اثنين صدفة"makan ga9di shay bs 3ajbni.. Ela kan ga9di ho. Elmuhem.....

I started uni again.. Yes I didn't mention I'm 23.

Months and months passed with him replying to my tweets but not directly. I don't know why! W kl mara agol If he really wanted something he would come

Tweets.

Mneera"sick as shit!"

Faisal" lait'h fel3ado. "

Mneera"uni is taking over my life"

Faisal" and you took over mine"

Mneera" what are you trying to prove?" < I stayed for 2 hours scared to send the tweet. But I did.

Faisal"something"

Eli bl6'ab6 b3d my tweets bdgega he tweets!

And it went on for months! Bs mu kl tweet y3ni... In the past month I got to know him better I went through his ask and asked couple of questions and read some, I got to know him better and I was surprised that we have so much in common.

My questions.

"Do you have any plans of getting married soon?"

"What's the highlight of your days?"

His answers.
"Inshallah soon."

"A highlight could be a person? If yes then someone I got to know bl9aif."

He was that honest.

2 weeks ago. He sent me a DM.

Faisal_X:
Hey you! How are you? I hope you're doing good.

Butterflies.

Mneeraalx:
I am doing good thank you for asking. yourself?

Faisal_x:
6ayb damk 6ayba!

I didn't reply.

B3dha b 2 weeks bl6'ab6 y3ni mu elarb3a eli fat eli gabla!!!!

Nas dago 3ala omi w knt m3aha bl9ala mn zoood el lgafa!!

Mama: ee hala!!! Ya hala walla sh5barkom 3ash mn sma3 9ootk!! Ya7beelk!! Wln3mmm fekoom 7bebtiii faisal men ylga zya

And she got up:| n3m:| ?

I walked wraha, lafat 3aly w 36atni na6'ra! Fa rja3t el9ala

Me: men eli dag?

Mama: om faisal!

Me: men?

Mama: alflani!

Me: ee shsalfa!

Mama: mnoori t7seenk sn zawaj? T7sen btgdren tt7mlen ms2olya?

Me: haw mama!

Mama: bdon laf w dawarn ana ba5th brayk awal 3shan ma agol labok w yt7ms

Me: ee?

Mama: faisal ybek! Omh tgol mn el9aif w ho gaylha bs enha mst7ya w ho mtradid

Me: haaaaw:|

Mama: mama 7abebti etha matben tra hatha shay raj3lk

Me: mama estani shway bstw3b

Mama-laughing-: 6ayb

Me-blushing+hiding face-: oh my god!!!!

Mama: ha wsh glti? Agol labok?

Me-blushing-: mdri!

Mama: tra 3adi law matben! Rdeti gabla kther la tst7en trdena

Me: la la la! 3adi 5aleni ashoof

Mama: ntwakl 3ala alah?

Me-blushing-: twaklna

Oh.
My.
God.

My mom went and talked to my dad lsa a5wati ma ydron bs fahad ydri.. Fahad a93'r mni bsana bs k2na a5oy eli akbr mni... W ee el7ywan kan dari gabli.

Mama: hala 3azza! 5ala9 e7na mwafgen mta mab3'eto 7yakom allaaah

Mama: 7beebtiii elsharf lnna

Mama: mabso6a w bs ela 6ayra

Me-mouthing-: mamaaaa!!!!!

Mama-lauging-: hathi he janbiii

Mama: tbennha??

Omg no no no no!!!!!

Me-ahz rasi eli ma abi-

Mama: ee 5theha

Mama-mouthing-: 3aib

Me: aloo hala 5alti

Om faisal: hala 7bebti halla kaifkkk? Enshalah b5air

Me: el7amdellah kwaisa enti shlonk 5alti?

Om faisal: 7mdelah yabnti 7mdellah

Om faisal: enshalah ma jak elmaw6'o3 faj2a wala wldi 7anna bs shswi

Me-giggling-: la wsh d3waa

Om faisal: ahm shay ennti mta mab3'eti w erta7ti 7na jenna

Me: 7aykom alah b2ay wagt

Om faisal: ya 7belk walla ma 3'ala6 faisal yom e5tark w ma aloma dama msta3jl

Me-blushing so much-: alah yslmk 5alti

Om faisal: yala 7bebti ma a6awl 3alek nshallah nshoof greeb

Me: m3 elslama

Galbi 6a7 eb ba6ni.

Mama: ha sh9aaar!!

Me: madri madri ma 9ar shay!!

Mama: yazeen elmst7i-laughing-

Mn bukra dagat oma 3ala omi w etafgo 3ala elwagt w it was last weekend, On thursday to exact.

Butterflies ate my stomach that day.

Our tweets for the whole week.

On the same day his mom first called>

His tweets*
"Finally!!!"

"امي ما مثلها بهالدنيا بشر"

"I seriously can't wait, I'm going to be positive"

On wednesday

"ما بقى شي الله يسهل"

On thursday
"ITS TIMEEEEEEEEEE! LETS DO THIS"

Bnafs elyom he got a question on ask

"You're such a hottie! Shftk bl9eeef ;)"

His simply answered "I'm taken, don't even try."

Efff!!!!

My tweets.

On the same day his mom called
" I can't believe what just happened"

"True love I must say.."

"It's happening:')"

"Faster!!!!"

On thursday he sent me a weird DM

Faisal_X:
"I have a feeling this is going to be good"

Muneeraalx:
"I have a feeling too."


It was 7 and it was time for them to come, I was scared as shit at time my sisters knew and they were excited anoud was like "yoooou sneaky!"

Me: wala ma 9ar shay bena!

Mama-screaming-: manoori!!! Yala byjoon elnas w enti mab3d 5al9tii

Me-hiding her face-: omg omg!!!!!!

Najla: gooood luck!! Bnstnak 3nd elshbak

Me: la tfashloni!!!

All of this happened to days ago like literally 2 days ago!!!

He came with his mom, we talked and did all of the things that happens lma a7d yje y56b I was blushing all time. And now I can really say "it began."


I'm 23 he's 26. And he's a hottie. And we have so much in common.

"So ladies, if a guy really loves you he will come and knock your door not break your heart. If it's true love it will remain no matter what that's how he dealt with it, in the right way!!"

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Elbnt en5a6bt greb I didn't write the exact same date, bs mara greeb! Allah ytamim 3aleeha, he's a lucky guy!!!<3

Yallaaa w 3u2ballna kolena!;)<3

Thursday, December 13, 2012

Fiftyfive.

I started writing this because I felt like I need to get some things out? How many of you writes whenever they have something on their mind? 5? 10? Tell me.

Did you see the hate I received in ask? Yes? Walla I'm not asking for attention 7laft, but go and check it If you haven't, and tell me your opinion, what would you do if you were in my place? Continue? Stop? Ignore?

I did NOT ask for much, but for now read and enjoy is all I'm asking you to do! I'm not begging for your feedback nor comments. Just enjoy the story.

Dee, @ebbaalaq, WZ, @joharaAngari, @sondoskhattab , @que_miss & @yaraalshuraie thank you so much for the endless support 7baybi!
I love you all!:")
And for whoever supported me anonymously, always stay anonymous it's awesome. Hahah<3
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Faj2a 7aset shay lams rasi..















Guess who?























Keep guessing!!!!!













Something touched me brasi! Esh?

















Almost there!!!












KHALID!!!!!! He came from the back and kissed the back of my head. This is real.

Khalid: a7b re7t sh3rkkk

Haya: OMGGGG!!! Khalid wsh md5lk hena kaif da5lt!!! Mjnooon!!!! Mmat5aaf a7d yshofna e6la3 bsr3a!!!!

Khalid-laughing-: hadi hadi jay a5th 5wati!!!

Haya: khalid e6la3!!!!!!!!

Khalid: leeeh 6ayb ma7d jay estaniii

Haya: khalid!!!

Khalid-getting closer and holding haya's hand-: o9 5ala9 wla kelma ma7d jay!

I couldn't talk....... I don't know esh el36r eli y76a eli ho it took my breath away. And his eyes. Yuma galbi:")

Khalid: ha ab3d?

Haya-blushing-: bkefkk

Khalid-getting more closer-

I started breathing heavily, yuma.

Khalid: relax wsh fek 5ala9 bab3d-yrj3 3ala wara-

Haya: no no no!

Khalid-laughing-: shfeek?

Haya: aah madri shsma 5ala9 e6la3 la a7d yje

We heard heels sound coming towards us, he looked like " NOOOOOOOO "

Haya: run!!!!

Khalid-kisses cheek so fast-

Haya-blushing+laughing+whispering-: byeee! Now

Khalid: brj3! Wait for me

Haya: mnjd?

We were whispering, w kan kl malla el9oot ygarb!!

Khalid: estani!!

He went out of the place fast and then rima arrived... Haw rima knows leh ga3den nswe kel hatha? BECAUSE M7D YDRE ENA RJA3NA LB36'.

Rima: yalla asfa t2a5rt

Haya: aah la 3adi bro7 ajeb shay nseeta

Rima: wsho?

Haya: sha7niii

Rima-mu m9adga-: okaaaaaay ana barkb elsyara

Haya: ee okaay

she got out w awal matha dget 3ala 5alid

Haya: mnjd btje wla la? 5ala9 rima 6la3t wenk a9ln faj2a e5tafeet!!

Khalid-laughing-: dgegten w jayk mdri wen d5alt

Haya: 6ayb bsr3a !!

Khalid: hiiii

Haya-ending the call-: smelah amda wsh fek yala bsr3aaaa

Khalid-y6al3 box mn jeba-

So as you can see khalid is a gift giver! Eli 9dg mn zman kan ma ymr shahr bdon gifts!

Haya: OWKAY BYE

Khalid-laughing-: waaait!

Haya-hiding her face-: faster

Khalid-opens the box-: ngool a proposal ring and a graduation neckless?

Haya-jumps for a hug-

Khalid: mdri men taw kan yhawshni 3shan a6l3

Haya: o9 a7bkk

Khalid: let go yala gabl mayje a7d w tf'67ena

I let go and kissed his cheek fast

Khalid: oh thank you ms

Haya-staring at the ring-: khalid its beautiful

Khalid: lsa that's not the real ring!

Haya: la mabi shay zyada 5ala9!!!

Khalid: tra fe warga 93'era m3arf6a read it.

The box wasn't big wla kan 93'eeer ymdeh y9af6 warga 7gat daftar w yd5lha=))

Haya: hahahaa a7bk now bye!! Wla anthb7

Khalid: don't forget to read

Haya: akeed!!

Khalid: mumkin cheek kiss?

Haya-laughing-: bye 5alid

I ran fast, I got in the car rima kant mnafsa so I didn't say a word. M3lesh a5rt'ha=)) w9lt'ha bait'ha w rj3t

I went directly to my room took everything off, rings, earrings necklace EVERYTHING I did my business w klshay i wore khalids hoodie and a very comfy short and THEN I opened the paper that had the letter written on it:')

It said.



"To the one that stole my heart, we've been into many ups and down but we've managed to get through with them.
I wanted you to know that no matter what happens my love to you will never change. Don't worry ma7b 3'airk haha<3
I know you've worked hard this year, I witnessed how hard you studied-3'air elayam eli maknt feha-
I feel so proud. Congratulation baby<3."

The way he drew the hearts, and his hand writing. Cuteness overload. My eyes couldn't help it.
again, yuma galbi.:")

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Fiftyfour-part2

Trani za3lana mara eli 5ala9 w9alt l7ad eni agol "bkaifhom" :) ra6'ooonii ashof! Elnas bttzawj elyom w aana lel7en ma7d gali a7bk eli 3ndha a5oo... You know what adre ena klkomm bnaat we understand each other tdron astahbl:$ bs lsa z3lana:) w etha ent wald w you're reading SKIP.

Enjoy reading this chapter and if you're single, you're happy. Shshsh m7d dara 3ank, act happy. M7d naaaag9 7nan. Now byeee<3

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-Haya-
It's thursday people and that means it's my graduation. Omg...... Okay.... La76'a dgega I'll breath.

Its 10AM I have to check up on everything, the girls and I will go to the 8a3a eli 7jznah lelt5aroj after I pick up the chocolates, t5aroooj kbeer I must say alah y3een !

Khalid: ha 7bebti bdat ttjahz?

Haya/TODAY!: eeeeeeeee

Khalid: abeer ma 5altni anam gayma mn 8

Haya/TODAY: LOOOOOOOOOL!!

Khalid: letk mkanha;)

Haya/TODAY!: :$

Khalid: yalla ma a36lk kamli ashya2kk

Haya/TODAY!: blsyara ana 3adi u can talk:$

Khalid: aah 3ala ween?

Haya/TODAY!: bajeb el chocolate

Khalid: klab mt3been 7bebtiii leh mu hom yjebona

Haya/TODAY!: 3adi ana glt abii:$

Khalid: akeeed? L7alk?

Haya/TODAY!: ee

Khalid: kam mara gaylk ma t6l3en l7alk ?

Haya/TODAY!: 5aloodi:(

Khalid: ay m7al?

Haya/TODAY!: elm7al elflaanii

Khalid: I'm coming

Haya/TODAY!: athb7k!!!

Khalid: mshtaglk..

Haya/TODAY!: soon I'll be yours forever inshalah just wait:(

Khalid: I'm coming don't even try

Haya/TODAY!: pleaseeeeee I'm begging don't come

Khalid: esh elsbab?

Haya/TODAY!: bs :$

Khalid: bkefk kant m3ay gift ra7t 3lek I'll give it to my other girlfriend

Haya/TODAY!: other what :p?

Khalid: girlfriend! He bmdrstkom

I didn't reply... 7ywan 7ta if he was joking yghar!
So I went to the chocolate store got everything we ordered then I picked up basma and sama since we are getting ready together but before that we went to the 8a3a and some of our other friends were there already it took us 15 minutes only then we went back to my house by that time it was 1PM 6b3an khalid 5arashni bl pings bs I didn't bother to answer, ystahl 5al yt3alm!:)

Khalid: amz7 ya mama shfeeeek=))

Khalid: hayoni?

khalid: galbi:(

Khalid: wsho tdren eni astahbl-.-

Khalid: helloooooo

Khalid: kefk

Khalid: PING!!!

Khalid: PING!!!

Khalid: PING!!!

Khalid: 5ala9 3ad-_____- 9arlk sa3tain!

khalid: PING!!!

Haya: mumkin twgf?

Khalid: you're fine? 7mdelah 5ala9 la t7akeni ahm shay mafek shay

Khalid: la ts2leen ee a5af 3alek

Haya: mafeni shay

Haya: bye I have to leave my batteries to charge

Khalid: z3lan galbe?

Khalid: a7bk walla

Haya: ana akthr<3 now bye

I felt guilty y3ni eff he is too cute bs he acts crazy sometimes w mu kel mara t9er maz7a, a6fash w I get hurt w mn ba3d the break up at7sas mn klshay a5af ytrkni...

Khalid: okay lat6awlen

Haya: <3

We talked for the whole hour ka2nnna magd tjam3na gabl, t6la3 swalf mdri mn ween haha I love my besties!!!!!
At 3 we started getting our things ready.
my mom was nagging "tra elmshaaa3'l za7ma elyom 5ames" me:"mama btjena wa7da felbet kam mara gltlk:'(" lmudat sa3a w e7na nafs elsalfa... Sama is a pro in make up fa he btswelna our make up w el7orma btswe our hair...
I got my beautiful dress out, remember the one rima chose in dubai? Yeah! And I placed everything else on top of it I was too excited!!
Basma was going to wear a very beautiful black dress and samas dress is indescribable mashallah she'll look stunning wearing it since it shows her tanned skin so well!

E7na lazm nkon henak by 7 3shan nt2akd elmuhem too much graduation shit I'll skip it all...

At 10 people started showing up, we were so stressed out l2n the past 3 hours kela n7oos w ndor w ashya2 nag9a w ketha ta3b! Bs when people started coming my friends and I started to calm down! And the graduation begaaaaaan!

Knt ga3da aslm 3ala om wa7da mn elbnat jatni sara kal3ada 6ayra ma adre halbnt lesh mrjoja..

Sara: guess men ja

Haya: meeen!

Sara: haifa.

Haya: shswelha?

I'm burning inside.

Sara: bs? Ashwa..

Haya: abe ashofha?

Haya: ga3da wen?

Sara: shfti makan mama? Eee he jnbha mn elysar

Haya: screw her

I went with anger I wanna see why khalids mom like her!!!! Agh.

I stopped. There she was wearing a dark blue sleeved dress that had a V shape on the back, her hair was in a high ponytail, her body? Mashallah. And her face zy ma omi tgol "saaam7" bs WHHHHHY!!!
R7t w jalast jab om khalid atmel7...

Om khalid: 6al3a knk elgummar

Haya: allah ysalmk 5alti mar7t b3eed

Om khalid: y7leelk

Kant t36i na6'arat.. Eff.. 5ala9 darya ena wldk m7kek w ybek t56beeni way akltni bgshoore.

Om khalid: eee ma 3raftk hathi haifa bnt 9degtii, haifa hathii haya 9degat elbnaat

Haifa-getting up-

Haya: la la 5alek ana ray7a it was nice knowing u haifa

Her face was like " :|"

Okaay what did I just do?

I ignored the thoughts and shits I had all night lma it was 4, mama 6la3t ba3d elmseera bsa3a y3ni ketha 3ala 2 bs ana knt brj3 b3dha fa it was only us girls! Rima kant btrja3 m3ay bs she was talking with some girls jwa..

I was standing in the middle of the front door eli y6al3 3al shar3 y3ni lsa knt jwa m7d yshofni bs knt labsa 3bayti ketha kan makan msakr da2eeri it had a circled glass table in the middle with flowers on top of it knt 7a6a ashya2i astna rima w aklm khalid bbm bs kan naym...

Faj2a I felt something ylmas rasi.

-to be continued-

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Sunday, December 9, 2012

Fifty four-part1-

*DONT SKIP ME WLA BOBO T4BA7KOM*
First, ana twar6at mn kthr el characters eli blstory so I ended farah and mansours story *because I know they are not that important*
Second, 7amt. Kabdi. I'm out of ideas I have nothing to write about the story is getting boring b3d kl chapter, I'm sorry walla its ending soon just wait for the big ending:(
Third, should I end rima and naifs? Or a5li my second story 3anhom?

I'm now done from this chapter, but I'll write the second part tonight be excited by9er kela 3an haya and khalid so yeah, enjooy reading and don't forget too feedback*IMPORTAAAANT*


-Farah-
My relationship with mansour is getting stronger by the minute, I never gave him a chance I've always thought he's the bad guy the player one but he proved me wrong. And I'm seriously falling for him..

*bbm*
Mansour: you ok? Lulu etgol t3bana?

Farah: :o mafeni ela el3afyaaa!

Mansour: faroo7 3eeni b3eench

Farah: ma achtb ana...

Mansour: I'm coming

Farah: weeeh laa!!

Mansour: shftaaaay!

Farah: la our apartment is a mess that's why:$

Mansour: :| mn mtaa eladb ? I'm coming no buts.

Farah: ah mnk-_-

30 minutes later a knock on the door crashed my ears I knew it was him, yes ladies I do get butterflies now.. He's cute I can't y3ni!!
I opened the door he had flowers in one hand and a bag in the other..

Farah-blushing-: hiii

Mansour: elkesa wayd thgela mumkin ad5l e5t fara7?

Farah-laughing-: tfaa6'l

Mansour: shnu messy? An6'f mn bait omi blkuwait

Farah: OLAH OLAH

Mansour-laughing-

Mansour: 9ootch nkktaaa

Farah: n9oooor!!

Mansour: mn9jii!

Farah-sad face-

Mansour-side hugging farah-: lesh mamdood elboz shbreen chthi

Farah: ma7bkk

Mansour: ana a7bich

Farah-blushing-

And we were flirting/fighting for an hour then came lulu, atw83 3adeet'ha she was coughing and her nose was runny :$

Lulu: faro7 6l3i bra t3abteeni wyach ana shd5lnii-fake crying- wray emt7an bachr w mu darsaaa bsbtch!

Farah-shocked face-: ana eli shd5alni? M7d 6agch 3ala edch w gaylch g3dy m3aay wallaaaah..

Mansour: lulwoh ela faro7 3aaad

Lulu: 3shtaaaaaw 9rna ndaf3 ba3d?

Mansour: sh3aaablch!!

Farah-blushing like shit-: heheheheheheeeeeee

Mansour: 7assshaa '67kt 3anz mu bnt

Lulu: ee 5al ynf3ch n9ooor

Farah-shocked-: ba3d ba3d 3ani

He was still side hugging me wagt'haaa we were sitting on the couch when lulu came...

Lulu: shnu blkeees-cough-

Mansour: 7g faro7

Farah: mashft shnu feh?

Mansour: soup

Farah: weeh 7yatii:( mashkur matg9r

Mansour: maswet shay 7bebti

Lulu: GET A ROOOOOOM

Farah-laughing-: eeee shglnaaa!

-rima-
Madri Is it me wla 9dg ana w naif man7ki hal ayam? Y3ni a5r mara 7kena 9dg lma gali ena byje elriyadh!? W 6ab3n kl wa7d athgl mn elthanya la ana ab3'a a7keh wla ho ybe ybda.. A7d lazm ytnzl w kel mara tkon ana!:) guys are so asdfghjkl the bad one.

Rima: hey

15 minutes later

Naif: hi

Late replies=conversation killers.

I read it and I didn't reply 3shan yt2adb! W shakla faham w t2adb..

Naif: kaifkk?

Rima: kwaisa, ent?

Naif: nafsyaaaaaa wsh fek=))

Rima: kl zg 6ayb?

Naif: I know... Man7ki 7af6'k 8smbilah bs shswi mabga shay I'm stuffed with quizzes and projects

Rima: again, not a good excuse.

Naif: wsh tbeni aswe ? Tra law majbt darjat tro7 drasti zg

Rima: m3lesh bs tgdr t7keni law dgega

Naif: PMS?

Rima: emhm.....

Naif: I love you

Rima: klb:(

Naif: adre t7beni akthr :$

Rima: o9:$

Naif: wsh wdk nswe ha batrk drasti w klshay elyom 3shan ma3nde ela rima wa7da

Rima: hehheheheheh:$ la edrs b3den t3aal

Naif: sureee?

Rima: yep:$

Naif: 7bebi ana yala bye

Rima: alah ywafgkk;*

Naif: amen <3

It took him an hour to cover up his projects and studying when he came he nagged to skype, as you can see we are continuously skyping y3ni nrta7 akthr lma ketha face to face akthr mn bbm w phone calls, mu shr6 nkon n7ki bs 3adi ahm shay gdam ba36' njls 4-6 sa3at ketha bs maaku sh3'l=))

Naif: 6fasht abi arj3 alriyadh!

Rima: mnjdk? Ana ekt2ab bs abi a6la3 mnha

Naif: t3ali 3ndi

Rima: ee inshalah mta tbe?

Naif: nooooow

Rima: 5blll

Naif: ee wsh ba3d kaif haya wsh 9ar 3aleha

Rima: walla ma adree mskeena mn zman ma shftaha bs inshalah a7snn

Naif: mskena go check up on her yaklba bnt 5ala 3al fa6'y

Rima: ent shda5lk!!!!!!

Naif: t3'aren -wink-

Rima-death stare-

Naif: 6ayb 6ayb

Rima: adb

Naif: ee wala m2adbtni yalfa93aaa-laughing-

Rima: leh t7bni?

Naif: rja3na lso2al ela6fal?

Rima: so2al aked lh jawb yala

Naif: ...

Rima: nayfooooh!! Matdre leh t7bni? Okay? Ok.

Naif-laughing so hard-: I love it when u act childish

Rima: adreeee

Naif: 6ayb enti eli t7beni?

Rima: fta7t 3ala nafsk bab yal7beb:')

Naif: y5aleli elromancy

Rima: hehehe

Naif: ana a7bk tra

Rima: w ana feni elnom tra

Naif: HEEE22222 rdi yaklba

Rima: a7bk akthr mn elkther

Naif: addddbb!

Rima: 3adi anam?

Naif: anwmk-wink-

Rima: mash wa95 lelabd

Naif: hatha w ana mt2adb m3aaak!

Rima-laughing-: baaaa3d

Naif-bbming-: ee

Rima: helloooo

Naif-bbming-: shway

Rima-confused-: owkay

Naif: done

Rima: anyways ana bnam bye

Naif: wait no

Rima: aah what

Naif: its still early shfek elyom msakat tnamen badri

Rima: umm t3bana bye

Naif: rima a3rfk wsh fek?

Rima: wla shay haw

Naif: wa7d ethneeeeen thaaaltha lma 3ashra etha maglti bz3l

Rima: bzr ana?

Naif: wsh fek 6ayb?

Rima: ent eli wsh fek mdri shlon 9ayr?

Naif: wsh 9ayr?

Rima: never mind a7kek bukra *about to end the call*

Naif: I love you

I couldn't end it klb.

Rima-sigh-: I love you more

Rima: don't do that to me

Naif: do what?

Rima: what you're doing?

naif: mu fahm?

Rima: t5aleni at3alg fek lfatra w b3dha t9er t3amlni b6rega 3'reba

Naif: haw rima mn mta 7na ketha?

Rima: I don't know-cries-

Naif: 7bebti enti I'm sure this all messed up emotions you'll be fine in few days I promise mara7 aswe shay y6'aygkk

Rima-sniff-: thank you I guess

Naif: now smilee 3shanii

Rima: I don't feel like it

Naif: tglden m6'awi?

I smiled mn galb... A7ba eff...

Naif: ee ketha ya7lwwkkk

Rima-blushing-: yala 9dg bnam

Naif: sleep well 7bebti w t3'a6ii zain mnb fa6'y tmr6'en

Rima: eli ysm3k ygol ga3d fog rasi t76 kmadat

Naif: a5af 3alek

Rima: ahhahaha a7bk bye

Naif-laughing-: a7bk akthr

Call ended.

Bbm*
Naif: I'm sorry etha fe shay m6'aygk;* la tnsen m3awthatkk

Rima: its nothing habebi<3 nshallah bye<3

Naif: bye<3

who's in love? Okay you know lma you plan your whole life with the one you love? That's what I do every night, 9ar7a mut3ib!! I had hundreds of scenes made up in my mind before I drifted away completely.

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Thursday, December 6, 2012

Fifty three.

I hope you're still enjoying the story, because I've been losing so much readers, but I still got my hopeeees up!
I love you livers! Wsh raykom blesm=))?
wdi asmekom shay bs mu 3arfa so suggest a name and comment down below or on ask!!

Dedicated to the birthday girl to be @ebbalaq i loveeeee uuu!!


Read slow and enjoy:D!!
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-khalid-
Trkt jawalti felbet w 6la3t bs 3shan ma agol lhaya? Ma adre wsh elsalfa bs mawdi agolha mabi awns'ha b3den tro7 mnha the moment her dad answers.. When I came back I saw her bbms, million of pings 2 calls direct message too...

*bbm*
6PM
Haya10': 5alod wenk

6:45PM
Haya10': shd3wa 9arlk 4 sa3at...

7PM
Haya10': khalid ._.

Haya10': PING!!!
Haya10':PING!!!
Haya10':PING!!!
Haya10':PING!!!

Haya10': okay ana bro7 adrs lma trja3 ping me byeee

8:53PM
Haya10': what happened ?

12AM
haya10': its getting late I'm going to sleep, night.

DMS*
Hayaalx:
Your bbm feh shay?

Hayaalx:
I'm guessing its bad news.

I replied on bbm with

Khalid: the only thing that's stopping me from having you forever is your dads answer. Its good news from my side

Khalid: I'm sorry... I guess I wasn't ready?

Khalid: ma adre esh 9ar ketha a7sni knt mawdi agolk w tfr7en w tro7 far7tk

Khalid: asf wallaa a7bkk<3

Khalid: sleep well beautiful<3

-haya-
I woke up the next morning and the first thing I did was check my phone, el7amdelah he's alive!:(

Haya10': let's be positive:") I'm so happy.

Khalid: good morning<3

Haya10': morning<3

Khalid: okay then positivity is all I need! Ana w aboy bnji ba3d elt5aroj

Haya10': :')

Khalid: yala gomi elbsi

Haya10': mafeni 7aill

Khalid: tra etha tzwjna w sweti ketha maygawmk ela sa6l elmoyaaaa

Haya10': :|:| la hawnt!

Khalid: matbeeeeneeee

Haya10': hawnt bgom 9ar feni 7ail:$

Khalid: addddb!!

Haya10': dgegten w raj3tlk

Khalid: tyt

I got dressed so fast 3shan al7g 3ala 5alid gabl maykaml noma, l2n his classes tbda at 8.. Lucky.

Haya10': done!

Khalid: asr3=))! Bt9eren ketha lma ntzawj?

Haya10': hahahaaaaay! La 7bebii m36etk wajh a5af tnam w ttrken:$ lma ntzwj byt3'ayr elwa'63:D=))

Khalid: ma anam w atrkkk;)

Haya10': hehehe:$$

Khalid: mumkin adg?

Haya10': mn mta eladb?

Khalid: elyom :$

Haya10': zeen elmst7eeen!!!

Khalid: 5ra! 3aib ana rjaaaal

Haya10': zojii rajlii

Khalid: a3jbkk

Incoming call > khalid

Haya: hiii

Khalid: el9oot eli tawa gaym

Haya-laughing-

Khalid: eshtagt lha6'7kaaa alah la y7rmni!

Haya: ast7iiiii!!

Khalid: weeenk yalmsta7ya?

Haya: alsyaraaaa

Khalid: f'6e7a m3ak a7d?

Haya: la la e5wani 3'aybeen

Khalid: zaainnnnnnnn

Haya: t5arooojii b3d yomen ma a9dg!!!

Khalid: ba3dha aji w a5thkk m3ay

Haya-blushing-: eeeee

Khalid: I can seeeee uu blushing!!

Haya-laughing-: yyuummaaaaaa

Haya: eff w9lt yalla byeeee

Khalid: a7bkkkk

Haya: ana akthr bye

Call ended.

I went to school and my day was going so well I catch up with sara and abeer, they were sad going all "its okay ma9ar ela el5air enshalah byjek a7sn mna" they didn't know yet, I'm gonna keep it lma something real happens!!!

Basma: mashallah elnafsya kwaisa elyom

Haya: 7amdellaaah

Sara: ee a7sn 7mdelah

Abeer: bagelk cards wla 3zmte fehom klhom?

Haya: la 5al9ooo

Abeer: youh! Mama tbeni a3zm bnt 9degat'ha l2n 3aib ma adre ana shd5lni feha

Sama: ana 3ndi wa7dd etha tben!!

Abeer: eee law sma7tii!

Sara: abeer men ay wa7da?

Abeer: theek haifa

Sara-confused-: ma3'eerha?

Abeer-giving her a look-: ee

Haya-laughing-: haw shfekom karhenha

Sara: ana agolkk

Abeer: o9 enti

Basma: wsh d3waa

Sara: mama kant nawya t56bha l5aloood

My face turned to every color you can imagine, "t56bha l5alod" agh. I know its not going to happen 5ala9 y3ni ho 7aka lahla! Bs what if we didn't work?

Abeer: enti wsh tben??? Elmaw6'o3 mtskr haya tra 5alid 3aya maybeha

Sama: eeee bs shd3wa leh omk tbek t3zmenha

Basma: same question

sara: 3shan omha mara 9degat mama w ketha

They kept talking and I was thinking of what's going to happen, how will I react and everything.

Sara: haya 5ala9 salki mara7 y9er shay 9degnii

Haya: kaif 5alid shftoh elyom?

Knt ga3da ast3'bii..

Abeer: ee ma3leh shfta elyomm

The bell rang and that announced that we've got 4 classes ahead of us, please no:"(

Nothing Interesting happened after the 1st break, only classes and boring things you wouldn't want to know about...
Lma jena bn6la3 jatni sara trk6' mn elbab eli y6al3 3ala elshr3

Haya: hadi hadii shfeek?

Sara-breathing heavily-: 5aa 5aa

Haya: haw wsh feeek!!

Sara: 5aaalllddd!!!

Haya: sara. E7ki. Shfeh 5alid?

Sara: bra ybe yshofkkk

Haya-screaming-: KLBAAAA KLBAA 5FFFTTT!!!!

Sara-laughing-: you guys are ok now?

Haya: huh?

Sara: 3eni b3enk?

Haya: aaah no?

Haya: lesh ybe yshofni? I'm not coming..

Sara: 7aaaaram!!!!

Haya: goleli malget'ha w bs

Sara: 3shani bs 6lii 3aleh

Haya: shtben enti? We're over!!

Sara: makwtk over a9ln mdri lesh bar6'eeekom ana!!!

Haya: enti?

Sara: ha wla shay byeee-walking away-

S7abt sh3rha bsr3aa

Haya: wsho enti?

Sara: ay ay y3aaawr!!

Haya: bsr3a

Sara: wsssshoooo:'(

Sara: eff 5ala9 ho ma gal bs lgeta wagt munasb w ketha ena ho jay ya5thna 5ala9 byeeeeeeeee

Haya: omg kalba!!!

Sara-laughing-

Haya: e6l3i bsr3a gabl ma aswe fek jareeema

Sara-laughing hard-: bye a7bkkk

The girl is crazy! Ma a9dg._.=))

*bbm*

Haya10': your sister 3ala asas btr6'ena jatni tgoli 5alid bara ybekkk jaytni trk6' w bs asm3 5a 5a a7sb fek shay b3'a ywgf galbi =))

Khalid: t5afen 3aly;)?

Haya10': ma7d jab 6ari el5oof?

Khalid: y3ni mat5afen 3aly;)?

Haya10': madri 5ala9 drive safely and leave ur phone w 5watk maydron shsh

Khalid: jawbeni wla basr3 w a9dm

Khalid: t5afen 3aly?

Haya10': eee eee a5af 3alek!!!!!:) so2alk:) ?? Please rakz bl6reg

Khalid: yazenk yashai5a

Haya10': 5aaaalid!!:'(

Khalid: trknah trknaaah!!

Y7b yrf3 '6a'36ii thalwald bs a7ba 7ba shswii !!:'(

I went back home and I was so happy 7amdelah!

Om haya: el'67ka shaga el5sha sh9ayr

Haya: mama bt5arj b3d 42 sa3a!!

Om haya-hugging her-: yazeeen elii kbaaaaro

Haya-blushing-: eeee 5ala9 mabga shay w atzwj

Om haya: la wsh zwaj ba5lek 3nndi mab3d shba3t mnkk

Haya: haw mama 18 sana w lsa mashb3ti -laughing-

Om haya: enti wsh feeek msta3jlaaa?

Haya: aah mmu msta3jla?

Om haya-one eyebrow up-: akeeeed?

Haya: ana t3bana bye gawmoni 5 fe bagi ashya2 ma eshtreet'ha a7tajha gabl el5ames!

Om haya: walla madri wsh mhabab entii yala ro7i alah yhdek

Haya: hehe byeee

And I went to my room, changed my clothes and I went to sleep with no worries.

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Monday, December 3, 2012

Fifty two.

) I'm a girl, I have NO experience with guys whatsoever, I don't know how they talk how the react I'm just imagining things.*i know khalid sounds a bit gay but how would i know how they react y3nii!! Just skip anything gay*
The timings in the story is very bad so ignore that too and continue reading! You think khalid is too perfect for a saudi guy? Yes you're right! But you did NOT meet every saudi guy in person and something actually happened between you two, in the end. You can see it in capital letters " IMAGINATION"

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-Khalid-
Yes, I will do it. Why so shocked? Ma7bet elbnt al3ab b galbha w atrkha!!!! I'm going to do it and we will see what happens, let's be positive, ok?

Myh:
Are you serious?

Me:
Kubrk ana amz7 m3ak? I'm going to prove my love to you, just like movies? Ha?

Myh:
No no no khalid no!!!! I don't want you to get hurt

Me:
Ma3rafnalk? I'm going to do it anyways.

Myh:
I'm so shocked.

Me:
You should be.

Myh:
Omg

Me:
Hahaha stop<3

Myh:
I'm literally shaking!

Me:
Bsmellaaah 3alek=))<3

Myh:
Its not funny!!

Me:
Re-add me

She added me and I was back to track again.

Khalid: shfti la galo "taw ma nawr al bbm" ? 9dg taw ma nawr.

Haya10': 7bebi:')

Khalid: ee mta wdk aji a5thk?

Haya10': tdre mabga 3ala t5aroji ela shway?

Khalid: adre mwahahaa

Khalid: wdk aswe elfar7a far7ten?

Haya10': :'( yalet!

Khalid: everythings possible! It will happen hopefully

Haya10': khalid etha matbe la tje

Khalid: baji!

Khalid: w bastnak law galo tawha 93'eera

Khalid: w bstnak law galo lazm tkaml drast'ha

Khalid: w bstnak law enti rfa6'ti

Haya10': ELLLLLAAA HATHHHIII!!!!!!!!! Mara7 arf6', mjnona:') ?

khalid: <3 <3 <3

Haya10': 6ayb shsma ...

Khalid: gole

Haya10': mta wdk?

Khalid: ana tawni ma fat7t omi blmaw6'o3

Haya10': efff salfa mara

Khalid: its worth it

Haya10': yeaa...

Khalid: b7aki ome elyom =)) 7seetna mabzra ybon ynamon 3nd ba36'=))!!

Haya10': bl6'aaaab6...

Khalid: its a life change if you don't want the change, tell me

Haya10': i so want this change. More than anything.

Khalid: okay then let's do it!!!!

Haya10': good luck:'(

Khalid: bye byeeee love you few hours w raj3lk

Haya10': hourS?????????

Khalid: tra omi mub ay a7d ybeli blkthr 3 sa3at

Haya10': okay 6ayb:(

Khalid: <3

And I went to the point where my life is going to change, esta5aart gabl ma aro7 w ketha ba3den twaklt 3ala rabi w r7t lomii.. 9arli mn thak elyom ma a7keha ela 9ba7 el5air salamu 3alekom m3 elslama elrasmyat..

*knocking the door*

Om khalid: ed5l

Om khalid: hala walla hala bb khalid hala blmshaaakl, ha wsh tbe

Khalid-laughing-: wsh d3wa yuma mshaaakl?

Om khalid: ee wallaa

Khalid: la ana jayk 3shan maw6'oo3 w atmna ma trdeenii

Om khalid: amrr

Khalid: maymr 3alek 3adu yuma

Om khalid: ee gool

Khalid: walla mare shlon abda2, ana abek t56beenli

Om khalid-confused-: mn 3yoni! 7a6 3enk 3ala wa7da?

Khalid: ee yuma w t3rfenha ba3d

Om khalid-more confused-: ee meen?

Khalid: haya

Om khalid: rja3na lnafs elsalfa

Khalid: yuma law sma7ti!!!!! Walla a7bha walla

Om khalid: yawldi may9eeer 5ala9 sakr elmaw6'ooo3!

Khalid: tra walla Aro7 ana l7ali 7ta aboy ma yje m3ay!!

Om khalid: 5alod e3gl mub l3ba he!!!

Khalid: yuma abeha

Om khalid-bdat t8tn3-: elbnt mafe mthlha w 9degat 5watk w tn7aab w omha ba3d ma3leeeha w kln ytmnak yawldi

Khalid: eeeee elmuheeeem yuma jebi eli 3ndkk

Om khalid: ana ma3ndi ay mushkela bs elmushkela fe abok ent tro7 w t7akeh ana mali sh3'l

Khalid-ybooos ras'ha-: ahm shay el3'alya mwafga!!! Elbagi saaahl

Om khalid-laughing-: allah ywafgkk

Khalid-running-: ameeen

Om khalid: waaain ray7?

Khalid: aboooy!!

Om khalid: blml7aag

Khalid: youh 6ayb

mission one,complete. Mission two aka the hard mission is happening in three two one.

Khalid: hala b abo khalid hala bl waaald hala

Abo khalid-laughing-: tbe flooos?

Khalid: la shd3wa 3ndi

Abo khalid: adre astnak tgoli abi floos mn zman ma gltli walla w kbaart ya 5weeeld

Khalid: damni kbart ana abi a7kek bmaw6'o3 w esm3ni len ela5er

Abo khalid: tkalm

Khalid: ana abi atzwj

Abo khalid: LAAA 3AAD

Khalid: eee walla!

Abo khalid: eli omk e5tart'haaa??

Khalid: la

Abo khalid: ajal men ta3esat el7a6'?

I have a very good relationship with my dad if u can't see.

Khalid: haya

Abo khalid: haya?

Khalid: haya alflani

Abo khalid: bnt flan alflani
*nset esm abo haya*

Khalid: ee

Abo khalid: wala ma adre shgooolk

Khalid: yuba ana mnb m5aby 3alek shay, ana a7b elbnt w ana mnb 7abet'ha ela w ana nawy atzwjha! Law sma7t *messing up his hair*

Abo khalid: ana ma agdr agol la l2n hatha musta8blk w ent 7or feeh bs ent tt7aml ms2olyat e5tyarkk e3rf ena nsba kbeeera aboha yrf6'

Khalid: yrf6' wld 9dega?

Aboy w aboy haya are friends, not close friends bs they know each other since a very long time, since haya was abeers friend when the were in elementary and stuff..

Abo khalid: mub sbab ena ywafgk, mahma kan hathi salfa kbeera!

Abo khalid: bla5eeer el7yat tjarob.. Ent jarb w shf 7a6'kk! W etha ma9ar eli tbeh sten alf bnt 3'airha ttmanak w eli katba rabi by9eer

Okay this will sound so girly, but I'm shocked.
I don't know why but something stopped me? 3 hours passed since I talked to both my parents and I haven't decided if I should tell haya or not... I'm still trying to figure out what's stopping me!

-haya-
When I first added khalid, I felt like everything was back to normal, though I wasn't in real life, not yet! I was still trying to figure out what he texted me:')
Ra7a mub 6abe3ya.... When I first added him we talked for like 3 minutes and then he changed his status to انت" كل الناس وحدك.. احبك و الله شاهد" is he talking to me? :'( i changed mine to "روحي من غيرك تضيع"
And we kept talking in lyrics lma He told me that it will only take him 2-3 hours! Its been 5 hours and he's not answering.... I stopped worrying 3shan I don't have a heart attack, I decided to study for my exams, since I have been doing BAD in school its my last year I need good grades!

I studied for almost an hour and then I checked my bbm, nothing.

7 hours, he disappeared.

Where is he? Is he lying?

-to be continued-

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Saturday, December 1, 2012

Fifty one.

A really big warm "pillow" hug goes to my long distance best friend. I love you so so so so so(endless) so so much, you don't understand. Thank you again!<3 -she helped me with khalids parts.-

Short? I know.

Khalid is cute? I know:')

When is the next chapter? Monday. -or maybe if I get a lot of good feedbacks I write another one today.-

I love you all thank you for making me happy! Enjoy reading<3
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-khalid-
It feels like I have nothing to live for, nothing to make me happy, madri.. Nothing.
Abeer kant tbe elsog, w elswag m3 omii fa 6ab3an ana at7aawl rafeeq b36' ela7yan, I didn't know why and where she wanted to go all I knew was enha btro7 lilsog m3 9degat'ha... Elbnat w 6al3t'hom ma t5la9!!!
*in the car*
Khalid: ela b3eer meen bykon m3ak?

Abeer:elbnat

Khalid: ee asma2

Abeer-bbming-: mu sh3'lk

Khalid-lifting one eyebrow-: arj3k elbet trra!!

Abeer: maha anoud basma sama yara haya sh

Khalid: haya?

Abeer: ee bnro7 3shan ashya2 elt5aroj

Khalid-messing up his hair-: aah

Abeer: 3adi ya5i get over it 5alaa9

Khalid: ee shd3waa 3adi

Abeer: zaain

Khalid-sigh-

I dropped her and I went roaming in riyadhs streets, wandering what it would be like if we ended up together.. Cheesy? Jalast 3 sa3at bs adoor she called me after those 3 hours telling me she was done I was close to the place so it only took me 7 minutes.

I waited for more 5 minutes and then she came out with 4 girls on the back, I tried my best not to look at them knowing that haya might be one of them but I couldn't I just couldn't.. I saw her, walla el36'eem it felt like she was walking in slow motion like nothing was around me like there was no music playing so loud the whole world was quite and I'm not exaggerating, she looked sad her eyes looked sad she wasn't laughing and smiling like always, she was the happy girl and I've changed that.

I saw abeer walking towards my car, haya and one of their friends were walking with her TOWARDS MY CAR!!!!!! bs masho gdam, abeer rkabat w mshw mn gdam elsyara, haya stared for a second she flashed me a weak smile and then she walked away, goodbye for the 10th time
I didn't say a word to abeer and she didn't talk either, silence is way better than exploding.

-haya-
I didn't knew it was him. If I knew? I wouldn't approach his car not even come a bit near it I couldn't handle my smile it just drew on my face the moment my mind understood that he was actually in front of me!!! He wasn't looking bad, but not as good as he was before. He was depressed? I guess that's the word.

The moment I got into the car I broke down, sama w basma aklooha... Girls, do you know the heart pain you feel after leaving someone? Yes. It hurts.

I don't use my phone like I used, I check it every now and then unless I was expecting a message or a call.. The DING, dinged and it means I've received a message. Please no. Don't. Stop.

Myonly:
You look sad and frustrated, do you eat?

Me:
Same goes to you, u looked depressed

Myonly:
Answer me, do you eat? Taklen?

Me:
Mta ma eshtahet, why do u care?

Myonly:
Haya wajhk 9ayr 36'am bs!!! Don't do this to yourself

Yes I don't eat so much, in the past days I lost 3 kilos and although I don't eat I don't feel hungry.
It cute that he knows me best:') he knows whenever I face a problem I stop eating, I find it hard to eat, I lose my appetite and I find food tasteless.

Me:
Inshallaah.

Myonly:
leh g3da tklmeny ketha?

Me:
I told you, etha tbeni I get over you don't text me and u did!!! T7sa it will help? NO!!!! You're the one who pushed me I didn't want this to happen I wasn't ready!!!!!!!

I sent this message and I waited for almost 10 minutes but he didn't reply.

Me:
You didn't even try, you didn't risk yourself and propose. You just assumed, maybe if you tried things would change!! Maybe if you loved me enough you wouldn't give up.
I risked myself for you khalid!! I went out with you every time you asked me, I gave you everything and what do I get in return? Nothing.

I was to afraid to send the message but basma took my phone and pressed the send button. I dropped both basma and sama to their houses and I went back to mine.
I got into my room I switched on the AC, I wore my favorite sweats and khalids hoodie:') remember the hoodie? Yeah ma mdakom tnsooon... A7lf ena lsa feha re7ta? And if you're wondering la mama wla baba s2loni lesh labsa jacket 3yal, l2ni I'm addicted to hoodies.

So I waited for khalid to text me back....
1 hour.




2 hours



THREE HOURS...



Three hours and 2 minutes..
DING.

Myonly:
Haya I'm really sorry if I made u feel that way. I never meant to hurt you, ever. You know how much I love you, and I wouldn't live feeling guilty because I made u feel this way, I swear I love you. I just don't want to put so much hope when I propose, when I know what you're dad's answer is gonna be.. I don't want us to enjoy what we never could have. Now even though I know maybe someday I'll regret doing this, but I'm gonna show you how much I love you.. I'm proposing, but promise me you won't cry when your dad says it.

Oh my god.

Wait, what?

-to be continued-

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