Here and there Ch.11

-2 weeks later-

Nouf: faisal it's not my fault! 

Faisal: ella ehmalk hatha nouf elehmal yswe ketha! 

Nouf: you're not making it any better

Faisal: esh btswen y3ni? Btg3den term kaml blbait? Gltlk t3li 3ndi ma sm3teli 

Nouf: mu wagta

Faisal: la wagta, law enk btjeni kan mgadma w m5l9a w 3ala elesbo3 ljay yw9lk l8bool bdon thal grwsha

Nouf: law 

We travelled to Greece and i totally forgot about applying to colleges, mu ehmal wla i'm being careless i really did forget! 

W that wasn't the early applying la kan el3adi and it was closed the day i was reminded by my friends. 

I barely contacted them w ana henak i only had 2 weeks there i wanted to enjoy the weather, the sun, the beach mommy and my brother and i wanted to spend this vacation without a phone, blyomain ashbk wifi w ashof esh jani mn faisal w bs and they did not mention it walla! I know it's my fault that i didn't set an alarm w hatha shay ma ynasii bs esh aswe! 

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Om nouf: ma a9dggg!!! A7d ynsa tasjel ljam3a???? nouf!! Y3ni 9dg ehmal hatha! 

Nouf: ehmal ehmal!!! 5ala9 mafe a9lan wgt lnn8ash lmaw6'o3 38em magdr arj3 elwagt w at4kr y3ni too late

Om nouf: mntb ga3da felbait! Term kaml? Mjnona? Wdk abok ynhbl?

Even though baba malh thek el3la8a fena because of his work, but the most thing he cares about is us getting very well educated and school w jam3a ay shay drasiii muhim w ma nfawt shay law enh ba5r eldnya yo9lh eni 3ndi e5tbar w ydg 3lay w yn97 kl mara nafs eln9ay7 wla om 5ams snen.. Fa law bag3 blbait mu9eba! 

Nouf: tasjel alfaisal ma skr 

Om nouf: bt7osen 3mrkk ya mama allah yhdekk kank 7stena klna

Nouf-starts crying-: wsh aswe 6yb!!

Om nouf: 5ala9 goli la elah ela allah 

Nouf-sigh-: la elah ela alah

Om nouf: ma 7a9l ela el5air ya bnayti

Typical mama ba3d mu76'ra sa3ten w t'hze2 tgoli ma 79l ela el5air 6yb kan mn lbdaya ketha? 

Om nouf: ro7i gawmi o5ok al7en n6l3 nf6r w 3ala rj3tna lriyadh y7lha rabi

I was screaming inside. 

The fact that my friends and i are going to part for a whole semester killed me. 

Mama w e7na n7jz insisted ena na5th suite with 3 bedrooms y3ni no privacy but i had to call faisal magdr feni shay kabtni i need him. So I went back to my room and locked the door i connected my phone to  the wifi and skype called him. 

Ringing...

Ringing...

Ringing... 

Faisal: alo

Oh how much i missed this voice. 

I haven't heard his voice mn w9lna, one week y3ni? Ef. 

Nouf: .. 

Faisal: alo nouf tsm3eni?

Nouf: i miss you

Faisal: hey 

Faisal: ana ba3d

Nouf: kaifk?

I just want to clear up the situation, so before we travelled to Greece the 3 days i stayed alone in riyadh rememeber? Yeah, we literally talked every minute, every hour of the day he mentioned things that bothered me but i managed not to make a scene w ma a5li ay shay yswe salfa ba3dha  my mom cane back so we started to talk less even on whatsapp k2na omi awal mara td5l 7yati:D aw ymkn 3shan elsalfa..

-FLASHBACK BEFORE GOING TO GREECE- 

Faisal: hey 

Nouf: hey

Faisal: i missed u

Nouf: eli mshtag ykalm shd3wa 2 days ma3rf 3nk shay

Faisal: mn mta ntsharh

Nouf: abd ma atsharh wla shay bs bt6mn 

Faisal: leh ma tjen enti

Nouf: leh ma tje ent

Nouf: tt3'ala?

Nouf: wla mabso6 3ala 9a7btk eljdeda? 

Faisal: nouf ana ma 7kaitlk elsalfa ela 3shan ma yo9lk 7aki mn 3'airi! 

Nouf: ay salfa?

Faisal: ag9d lulu 7aki elnas mayr7m w byjek klam mu 9ayr fa t3rfen mn lbdaya a7sn

Nouf: 9a7

Faisal: ana w enti ndri ena mafe shay mumkin yje bena

Faisal: la tt7sasen mn lmaw6'o3

Nouf: abdn 

Faisal: ! 

Nouf: ?

Faisal: esh wa'63 lbrod nouf ana ma adri a7d da3i 3alena???!? 

Nouf: man6'olen mathlan?

Faisal: ma astb3d!!! 

Nouf: wla ana, kamyat el misunderstanding eli ga3d y9er ga3d  yt3bni. 

Faisal: if it's my fault i'm sorry you know i only want the best for you

Nouf: i know faisal 

Nouf: and all want for you is happiness 

Faisal: please make me happy with being you, not the angry nouf

Faisal: abi nouf eli t3'ni kl klma agolha om lsan eli ma yhmha shay eli ma yhzha re7?

Nouf: ay ay captain!:p

Faisal: welcome back baby

Nouf: not yet

Faisal: what:))))=))

Nouf: tell me a bed time story ba3dha afakr arj3 6be3ya aw la

Faisal: abshrii baby nofi

-PRESENT DAY- 

Nouf: faisal i'm going to apply lelfaisal.. 

We were still skyping. 

Faisal-anger tone-: mnjdk? 

Nouf: t3rf kaif oboy law agola ra7 3aly eltasjel bysweli salfa

Faisal: y3ni ho maydri enk tben sultan faj2a 8rarti tro7en elfaisal 

Nouf: matw83 ydri 

Faisal: bkaifk a9lan i have no right in this

Nouf: i know the fact ena m3na 3yal muz3ja bs tara malna d5l fehom and it's only one semester baby la tshel ham

Faisal; la ma shlt ham

Nouf: good 

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 So i applied to alfaisal w knt lazm astna lma ram6'an aw bdayta 3shan el8bol, we went back to riyadh and everything was pretty fine everything was settled el7amdellah. 

-at shahad's place- 

Shahad: i cant believe you. 

Nouf: esh aswe shahad

Shahad: t g h r e n. 

Nouf: 5ala9 byjeni l8bol w enti 3ala nafs elsalfa!! 

Shahad: tra law tl76'en eni knt mnbhtk bs sfhteni 6ayra b thal yoonan -giving her the look-

Nouf: bilaahi kaif el lon?

Shahad: mu 3ajbni

Nouf: klli tbn

Shahad: bs 6'ab6 m3 sha3rkk

Nouf: adri abi aswe photoshoots 

Shahad: omg ma a9dg elbrod!! 

Nouf: ela sh5bar raghad? 

Shahad: mdri wala 

Nouf: w elbzga? 

Shahad: wra ma ts2len enti?

Nouf: mst7ya fehom

Shahad: mswyaaaa. 

I don't know if you guys ever get the feeling of having so much weight on your shoulders to the point where you don't care anymore. 

College. 

Faisal.*****

Family. 

Friends. 

Faisal: baby

Nouf: hmm 

Faisal: galbi

Nouf: what

Faisal: dala3 zayd

Nouf: shayfni faisal?

Faisal: :o! 

Nouf: bawrek 9ora 

faisal: okk

Nouf: -picture received- 

Nouf: a7saha ana w zoji wh!:( 

Faisal: zojkk?-.-

Nouf: ent y3ni=))

Faisal: wa6'7

Nouf: i dont have a male lulu in my life u know:p

Faisal: lool 

Nouf: amz7 m3kk

Faisal: dgega al7en enti leh mara maghora mnha?

Nouf: mu mghora wla shay

Faisal: aha 3shan ketha klshway tjeben 6areha

Nouf: gltlk knt amz7

Faisal: 9ayra mat7ben ttna8shen

Nouf: mn mta a7b atn8sh

Faisal: im going to sleep 6yb 

Nouf: sleep well

Faisal: i love you more than words could ever say nouf alx and nothing literally nothing can get between us okay baby? Nothing. La lulu wla 3'airha! 

 Nouf: i love you so much. :')

Faisal: <3 

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. 

-RAMDHAN- 

Nouf: t5ylooo ygoli enhom n6o mn fog elburj y7ms ufff mara abiii fe video bawrekkkooom 

Shahad: abii aswe mara!!! 

Reem: khalid ygoool ena nawy yswe b dubai bl3ed

Shahad: mashallah 3arfa klshay?-laughing- 

Reem: yeah babyy 

Shahad: naween n56bk-wink- 

Reem: n3am???!! 

Shahad: yoooh ja 3abdlra7eeem mama mnera 9ayra 3asra halfatra ya jam3a a7d y6l3 elsa3a thnten fe ram6'an 

Nouf: 5leh ystna 6yb

Shahad: msken ybi yrja3 ytsa7r aked 

Reem: ana baw9lk

Shahad-laughing- 

Nouf: raghad mshena m3hom

Reem: eg3di yalnashba 

So nouf and shahad went alone i know ena what shahad said was a joke.. Bs ba3d galbi reemo t7mst. 

-REEM's SIDE OF THE STORY- 

I wasn't sure if it was a joke or not 9a7 she winked bs she sounded serious i didn't want to disappoint khalid but i'm not ready to get married whatsoever, i know he is a very straight forward man, ma3ndh laf w dwran el3yal. 

Ma agolkom how he changed me and everything i do, i never thought a person could ever control me this way 9a7 ena our relationship shwaya mu nafs ay relationship bs i liked it but i didn't want anything serious, i'm still young walla. 

Shahad: nmz7 yagalbi nmz7 -laughing- 

reem: a9lan 5ft l2n mabena theeek el3la8a y3ni 

Shahad: la t5afen i don't think 3ndh mu5a6a6t musta8blya a9lan 

Reem: owkay 

Shahad: la la ma ag9d ketha ag9d ena tawh y3ni ma yfkr blzawaj any time soon. 

Reem: 6yb yala engl3i -laughing- 

Shahad-hugging reem-: a7bk mara byeee 

Reem: bye 

Ummm. Okay that was kind of awkward? 

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-BACK TO NOUF's SIDE OF THE STORY-

I got accepted in  alfaisal. 

Ugh. 

Faisal: babe 

Nouf: en8blt 

Faisal: yeah?

Nouf: emhm

Faisal: good yagalbi

Nouf: yeah 

Faisal: leh ketha 6yb

Nouf: mu 3ajbni lwa'63 

Faisal: ehmalk ya ro7i shnswi 

Nouf: -.-! 

Faisal: you'll be fine 

Nouf: i know, will u?

Faisal: as long as it won't affect us? Im perfectly fine 

Nouf: good then i promise

.

.

. 

 Days and days passed. 

Ramadhan passed, eid came and everything was pretty good 6b3an 3aydna blshrgya as usual and we came back afterwards because my brother had school bs i had 2 more weeks al7amdellah, i barely knew anyone there blfaisal fa shlt ham y3ni okay i'm social w a3rf KTHER bnat bs 93b at28lm, pft i'll get used to it 5ala9 mara7 at7l6m. 

Reem raghad and shahad klhom b sultan, ela ana mara yghar omg. 

-Group chat-

Nouf: t3aaaloli

shahad: eeeee wala wa7sheni a5r mara brm6'an wsh thaaa 

Reem: u guys khalid mara 9ayr weirdo 

Nouf: t3Ali enti bs w  nftahm

Raghad: ya5i magdr ana :'( 

Shahad: sh3ndkkk?? 

Raghad: omi v.v 

Shahad: golelha bet nouf wsh d3wa 

Nouf: eee amana raghad goli bs sa3a w arj3:D

Raghad: 5ala9 ba7awl shway w agolk

I just love our last minute gatherings. 

-REEM's SIDE OF THE STORY- 

I'm scared because i know what is actually going on with khalid 9a7 ma 9arlna ela mn bdayt el9aif bs t3'ayr tmamn elwald mu nafsa!! Y5tlg elmshakl yajam3a shay ythb7 ana mu mstaw3ba!!! 

Khalid: wsh salfat sh3rk enti leh mu nawya t6wlenh?

Reem: gabl kam shahr kan 3ajbk w tgoli it makes u unqiue wl7en a6wla=))? 

Khalid: mta glt ? T5rfen

Reem: mub mushkela sh3ri 6yb mu sbab mu8n3 enk tglb faj2a 

Khalid: 6ayb 

Reem: khalid la t7akeni ketha! 

Khalid: wshlon tbeni a7akek!! 

Reem: never mind 

Khalid: ok

Billahi? Sh3ri? Akthr shay ??? Wow khalid. 

-AT NOUF's PLACE-

Nouf: tbon redbull? 

Shahad: la la btjeni eldwra a5af twgfha la tjebon w asht'hi

Nouf: agol kli tbn

Shahad: alah ya5thk

Nouf: rasheed jeeb 7 redbull w chips ml7 w 5al w w wa7d ketchup w ba3den ro7 baskin robbins w kalmni

Shahad: kalba ice cream b3d

Raghad: ween reem?

Shahad: shit 3ala 6areha

Nouf: wsho?

Raghad: wsho ???

Shahad: t5ylo mama mnera mu bs nashba bmakwt 5alid bnat mstaw3ben ra7t w 56bt elbnt! 

Nouf and raghad-Shocked expression- 

Nouf: tstahblen? La la tstahblen???!!

Raghad-t76 yadha 3ala 9adrha-: omg galbi reem -almost going to cry tone-

Nouf: ma3ndh lsan 5alk hatha!! Tra el3yal 3adi ygolon lomhat'hum !! Bl3aks tnbs6 w ba3den kam 3umra?!! 25? 

Raghad: mnjd!!! Wsho elzawaj eli bl3'a9b may'6b6 w leh ma y6'a7i!! 

Shahad: matshofoni kl ma jabt 6areh asfhhh!! Mjnon mjnon ja 7akani mara w ho shway w y6er maydri wsh yswe ma ydabr thal wld

Nouf: shahad tra she's your friend w ho 5alk lazm tswen shay

Shahad: nouf el7ayat mu l3ba

Nouf: shahad msha3r 9a7btna mu l3ba! 

Shahad: ga3da tdg shaklha bara

Nouf: bro7 aft7lha w enti lazm tgolenlha shay elyom fahma!? 

Raghad: 9dg 7aram tra akthr mn mara tdg tshki shahad mu 6be3y kaif bay 6rega ybeha ttrka bs she loves him enough ldrjt 7ta lma y3'la6 3aleha mayhmha!!! 

Nouf: o9 5ala9 baft7lha act normal

Oh good god. Allah y3een walla i never wanted them to couple a9lan... Not a perfect match whatsoever!!! 

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Shahad: 5al nft7 omegle 

Raghad: tawna badrii 

Nouf: ela ela 5al nft7 

Reem: shahad 5alk tha mub 6be3y

Yom galt ketha bdaina nbool3.. Jatni om lrukb wna mali da5l.

Shahad: wsh feh?

Reem: mt5ayla mt6ag m3ay 3ala sha3ri-laughing- ybeni a6wla? 

Shahad: la t6wlena bkaifa etha mu 3ajba!

Reem: kan ygoli 7lu! W ba3den wsh thal hosha wala law ena fe 3ahd jadi!

Nouf: ymkn aa.. Mdri

Raghad: hom ketha reem 3adi

Reem: mara 3'reben w mara 3ala el7jab w mara mdri 3ala esh as5f maw6'e3 a7bk w klshay khalid bs mu ketha

shahad: reem ho magalk?

Reem: esh?

Shahad: ena mama mnera nashbtlh tbe t56blh? 

Reem: n3am? 

Shahad: t5aylli lha fatra shaft wa7da b grge3an 5alti 3azza y3ni greb mara ram6'an hatha w mskt m3aha 

Reem-sarcastically laughing-: la tstahblen?

Shahad: walla i'm just telling you 3shan ma tn9dmen blwa83 m3ztk bgalbi akthr mn 5ali l7ywan 

Reem: w bkul brod ga3da tgoleli ena eli knt atw83 a7ba 56b? Ga9di omh 56btlh? Aha ok ok -laughing- 

Nouf-jumping from her seat to reem's-: esm3eni 

Reem: mabi asm3 

Nouf-side hugging reem- 

Reem-pushing nouf's hand and getting up- 

6al3t l7osh 3ala ma a6'n.. I'm feeling my heart ache. 

Raghad-sigh-: 8smbilah 3awrt galbi

Nouf: raghad ro7elha tsm3lk he

Raghad: la mjnona bag3d a9e7 

Nouf: 5ala9 ana bgom

Shahad-deep sigh-: la la ana b6l3lha

Nouf: la 9dgeni btnhar w knk enti elsbab 

Shahad: haw mali d5aaaal 

Raghad: kli zg magalt enti-laughing- 

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I heard her crying mdri y3ni a7d y9e7 fe 7mam mul7g mhjor bsmellah.. 

Nouf: reem e6l3i wala mub zain 

Nouf: e6l3i tra kl thal mkan jn a5r mara d5lnah lma knt blmitws6

Nouf: reeeem

Nouf: yala 

Reem-unlocking the door-: walla ana mu l3ba nouf -starts crying so hard- 

Nouf-hugging reem tightly-: y5sa yashai5a yl3b fek nl3b e7na feh w nt3ba

And once again in my life i realized that most men come into a women's life just to ruin it. First, shahad and now reem. 

Their hearts were filled with love and loyalty but they broke every piece of it. 

The innocent nouf, broke her life rules just for khalid and he did NOT appreciate any of her effort. 

I will never understand how men think, i'm not even going to try because their existing disgust me. All of them. 

I'm scared i'm going to be in reem's place one day, but i know i'll manage it better. I guess so. 

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I'm skipping because it's getting boring i need to reach the exciting parts before losing more readers! :p

Here and there Ch.10 -PART 2-

(THIS CHAPTER HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE OTHER CHAPTER 76AIT PART ONE AND TWO BECAUSE THAT ONE WAS SHORT THAT'S ALL.) 

-FAISAL's POV-

Saud: gl la elah ela allaah ya wld! 

Faisal-sarcastically laughing-: ent eli glbla elah ela lah w ehjd! 

Saud: ana wsh drani ena hathi 5wytk!! 

Faisal: 3adl alfaa6'k! He wla mub he eli enti swaita 3'ala6 w matw83 btr6'ah 3ala e5tk wla 3'airha!! 

Saud: wsh 7rkat ma tr6'aaha 3ala e5tk-laughing- haltr6'aha 3ala e5tk hal tr6'aha 3ala omk

Faisal: 7sbi allah 3alek

Saud: ya rjal glna 7na asfen! W ma kant mag9oda!! W kant maz7a bs ent w 5wytk aflmto w b3den z3lan lesh? Enha 7akt a7d 3'airkk? Shf nafsk!!! Nseeena lulu ? -laughing- 5ofk 3ala 7bebat alglb mb m3'a6i kthbtk!

Faisal: m3 elslama 

Saud: m3 elslama

Okay yolo saud eli mswii ena el7ayat btmshi 3ala hwaaah! 

Ymkn m7d mstaw3b kubr lmushkela ela ana. 7ta nouf nafsaha mub mstaw3ba!

And lulu.. She's just a friend! He's making up scenes! 

I slept that day feeling irritated with the image in my head. 

Next morning i woke up i decided to act normal, because after thinking for few minutes.. It's not her fault she did not ask for it, why punish her! 

Faisal: hey you

Nouf: hey

Faisal: slept well?

Nouf: emhm

Faisal: mta ybda tgdem ljam3a? 

Nouf: ltagdem lmubkr ybda b3d kam yom  w b3dha b 2 weeks atw83 eltagdem el3adi w ektshft eni bsafr 3ala eltagdem el3adi fa bagdm al7en 

Faisal: 6yb kwais la tnsen

Nouf: la shlon bnsa

Faisal: wen btsfron a5r 5bri enkom bs btro7on elshargya fe ram6'an 

Nouf: Greece for 2 weeks bs 

Faisal: mashallah have fun 3ani w 3ank

Nouf: loool i will:p

Faisal: el7lwa z3lana 

Nouf: la abd

Faisal: ga3d a3'ni

Nouf: the stage is all yours=))

Faisal: men yra6'eha 

Faisal: m7d byra6'eha 

Nouf: :o=)) 

Faisal: whats the plans for today??

Nouf: nothing bag3d felbait

Faisal: kwais then let's skype

Nouf: okay then

Faisal: okay then

Nouf: <3 

7bebtk gabl lnas klaha. 

-BACK TO NOUF's POV-

It was weird, that he talked to me normally tw83t yflm, he overreacted last at least that's what i thought.. 

I really didn't have plans that day bs knt nawya aklm shahad nswe shay, bs a skype video call with faisal is what i needed the most. 

Since i have nothing to do until 7PM i've decided to watch as much movies as i can, that's what summer is all about right? N5tmm movies eldnya! 

-few hours later- 

Faisal-munching on his cheese toast-: sha3rk a7la kethaa 

Nouf: asht'hi a9b3'a ya5i 6fsht mn shakli

Faisal: ya5i ya5i 

Nouf-laughing-: t5yl lma asmr ba3d Greece with my new hair color ufffff!!

Faisal-wink-: sexyyyy!

Nouf-laughing-

Faisal: dgega bro7 el7mam 

Nouf: ok 

After 10 minutes... 

Faisal-jumps on the bed-: sorry t25rt dg wa7d mn el3yal

Nouf: la 3adii 

Faisal: wsh ga3da tgren

Nouf: one of the books eli 8rart agrhom fel9aif

Faisal: 3an esh 

Nouf: salfta 6weel ena bnt 6fsht mn 7yat'ha w ra7t t3esh 3nd her best friends w tsht3'l m3aha ba3den mdri wsh 9ar w 6l3t mn elbait bs lma al7en w9lt enha harbt b only a purse w mdri kam shay to live a new life w she meets the guy w ba3dha ent jet w 5rbt 3lay=)) 

Faisal: sounds good -laughing- 3ala ena kl shar7k ketha w ketha bs mu mushkela

Nouf: mama btsafr bukra lelshargya 

Faisal: w enti btro7en m3aha?

Nouf: ma asht'hi

Faisal: wsh yg3dk hena

Nouf: i need some alone time a7s 

Faisal: ya alone time

Nouf: walla

Faisal: eli yray7kk

Nouf: w ent mu nawy tje alriyadh gabl ram6'an?

Faisal: la 

Nouf: eli yray7k -imitating faisal's voice-

 

Faisal-laughing-

After that we stayed quiet, he was watching TV and i was reading, w kan eelwa'63 jidan 6be3y.. I loved how we didn't care if we talked or not, like i said before our silence said a lot. 

Nouf-scaring faisal-: FAISAL

faisal: 7asbi allaaaah!!-laughing-

Nouf: truth or dare?

Faisal: dare

Nouf: gm erg9

Faisal: agol ehjdi elrjaaajel mayrg9on

Nouf:  nseena video l concert-laughing-

Faisal: st3'fralah! Ana?

Nouf: gm bs

Faisal: 5al9 truth

Nouf: mat3'ayr b3dha tra

Faisal: okay

Nouf: bdon z3l 

Faisal: shayfa esmi nouf?

Nouf-giving him the look-

Faisal: ok ok-laughing-

Nouf: whaaaat

Faisal: eee?

Nouf: is your favorite chinese food?-dorky smile-

Faisal-laughing so hard-: la jd wsho elso2al?

Nouf: dgega brd

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Shahad: shrayk tjeni?

Nouf: alsa3a 10:30 

Shahad: 9aif yarab

Nouf: i'm skyping lma a5l9 bshof

Shahad: faisal?

Nouf: ee 

Shahad: 76eni speaker

Nouf: la

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Faisal: 76eha 76eha-laughing-

Nouf: yashenkom

Shahad: hii faisal eldalo3

Faisal: hi shahad lnshbaaa

Shahad: esm3 wsh 9ar 3ala el surprise?

Nouf-shocked face-: wsho surprise enti wyah?

Faisal: tsta3b6 3alekkk esfheha lmut5alefa-laughing-

Shahad: faisal!! Ya fagsh agrb shay eni aswe capture 3ala massages path-laughing-

Nouf: faisal?! 

Shahad: nmz7 nmz7 elzbda faisal 

Faisal: hala-laughing-

Nouf: a54ti wjh 5ala9 n9 sa3a w bajek

Faisal: la? Wsh 6l3t el lail thy

Shahad: ya wld ya 7ref

Faisal and nouf-laughing-

Nouf: shway w aklmkk

Shahad: okay bye 

Faisal: ro7h bala rada

Shahad: yje mnk akthr abo 3abdl3ziz

Faisal-laughing-

The moment i ended the call with shahad, his phone rang. Timing.

Faisal: ewa kamli

Nouf: rd?

Faisal: la galg

Nouf: eee ur turn es2l

Faisal: wsh btsween law

Nouf: ummm

Faisal: law gltlk eni mnb raj3 als3odya abd?

Nouf: hjra y3ni?

Faisal: ee

Nouf: it's your life, w shy raj3lk 6b3an ba7zn 3ala 8rark eli by2thr 3alek w 3ala 3a2iltk w 3lay bs 6b3an magdr aswe shay blnhaya

Faisal: 6yb tjen tzoreni?

Nouf: elso2al ho leh t'hajr a9lan?

Faisal: personal reasons

Nouf: personal reasons.. Okayy-laughing- so mfkr ma trj3?

Faisal: ma agwa fragk walah 

Nouf: la mashallah loyal 

Faisal-laughing-: leh m39ba

Nouf: personal reasons-smiling-

His phone rang again.

Nouf: pick it up ya5i

Faisal: bymsk 5a6

Nouf: 6yb 3adi golh enk msh3'ol 3shan maydg again

Faisal: ma3lekk enti mu btro7en lshahad?

Nouf: uh ela 

Faisal: ee yala gomi ejhzi

Nouf: okayy-laughing-

Faisal: aklmk bokra

Nouf: bye

Faisal: a7bk

Nouf: ana ba3d 

He did not act weird, i'm the one who's overreacting now.

-FAISAL's POV-

Faisal: hala

Lulu: shd3wa 

Faisal: wsho

Lulu: you forgot the event didn't you?

Faisal: shit! Nset

Lulu: badrii 3alek faisal you're being irresponsible! W ana eli aklt'ha!! 

Faisal: asf walla asf al7en balbs w baji

Lulu: 5ala9 it's too late for your to come you won't make it 

Faisal: no no i'll be there

Lulu: faisal, ana batklm 3ani w 3ank and i'll mention your name don't worry 

Faisal: lulu i'm coming just end the call 3shan ma at25r 

Lulu: see you there then..

Lulu, a girl i met in class.

She's strong, she reminded me of nouf bawal sana 3raft'ha, stiff, strong, serious but with days she loosened up and changed with me at least aw ymkn t3awdt

Lulu is impossible to reach, too mysterious for a person to get into her. I liked that about her. 

Ka2nna fe 5a6 a7mr benha w ben elnas, "a7ki m3ak w asolf w a'67k w klshay bs beni w benk 5a6 ma tt3adah" her personality says this hahaha bs seriously that's how she is. 

Our college holds up an event every year to talk about anything that changed our lives w it has to be combined y3ni ana ma a7ki l7ali w lulu l7alha la y3ni one slide lazm it holds up two stories combined w tkawn story w7da matw83 fahamto elzbda you don't care, they chose 10 groups and each group holds up two students a girl and a boy, luckily the professor chose me and lulu to team up.. I wasn't so happy about it, lulu wasn't happy about either but we couldn't say a thing, we started working on our slides for the past 2 weeks it took us time to bring up wise words, pictures and what took us so long is that we couldn't get a long very well but i've always had a weird feeling with her, don't get me wrong, but i'm a human and you should accept that we don't ever settle with feelings but that doesn't mean that i no longer have feelings to nouf, bl3aks it made me realize how special she is. 

I went to the uni in a speed, shway w y36oni mu5alfa 3ala halsor3a but i didn't want to disappoint lulu.

I parked the car and ran to where the event was, it was chilly that night i don't even know how it's summer! How can it be cold.

I opened the door and lulu's face lightened up when she saw me, she smiled and waved so i can see her 3ala asas mu shayfha abd... I walked to her..

Faisal: gltlk baji

Lulu-in a sincere tone-: thank you

Faisal: no problem-smiling to himself-

I forgot to mention that this project yrf3 our grades so i needed it more than anyone LOL..

...

Lulu: great job up there mister 

Faisal-laughing-: all thanks to you

Lulu-smiling-

Faisal: ana lazm aro7 -pointing at the door-

Lulu: ee okay

Faisal: ashofk bljam3a

Lulu: see you then

Faisal: see you then 

Lulu-laughing-

I went back home and called nouf 3ala 6ool, because i felt guilty 3ala eni mu mswy shay y3ni shay lljam3a

Nouf-laughing-: alo

Faisal: wenk

Nouf: 3nd shahad haw -laughing-

Faisal: eee 9a7 nset

Nouf: fek shay?

Faisal: la bs ketha

Nouf: you're weird faisal alx

Faisal: i know-laughing-

DING

Nouf: sm3t 9oot el messages -badass tone- 

Faisal: akeed mish3l 

Nouf: eeh mish3l-laughing- ro7 shof

 

Faisal: ygalk gaf6a-laughing- 

Nouf: agf6kk 

Faisal-laughing-: aklmk b3den

Nouf: bye

-

Shahad: wsh ygol?

Nouf: mdri wsh salft'h

Shahad: yt6mn enk mar7ti ls3od

Nouf: la tjeben 6areh yjebli el3'thyan

Shahad: 7aketo b3d thek lconv? 

Nouf: la

Shahad: weird faisal

Nouf: my weirdo

-FAISAL's POV-

"Thank you very much for you fast speed:p i wouldn't have done it better without you. I appreciate it." 

Faisal: sure thing, i needed the grades anyways! Thanks to you and your effort. 

Lulu: at your service, faisal alx. 

Faisal: what's your twitter?

I wanted to see her tweets, what!?

She replied after 10 minutes.

Lulu: @luluAK 

Nothing interesting..

Nah..

Boring..

Mentions mentions..

" مالقى شبيهك بين ذولا وذولاك .. معدوم وصفك سبحان من سواك .." 

Yawld! Wallah tw83t'ha 3demat msha3r.. 

 

Estano majakooom shay! 

"I feel bad for feeling this way." 

"Unhealthy, so unhealthy. Get out of my mind."

"Because i want you badly i treat you without love. It's complicated. I'm complicated." 

I know, i'm shocked. 

I thought she was cold outside and inside i can't describe how serious she's always been y3ni eli i've never even thought that she might have feelings for anyone in this world! I was wrong. 

Faisal: i followed you:p

Lulu: hahaa i know 

Faisal: good tweets:p showed the real you

Lulu: i only showed what i want people to see ;p

Faisal: oh really?

Lulu: Yes, no one will ever figure what i'm all about.

Faisal: what are you lulu alx?

Lulu: a human being, last time i checked 

Faisal: we have something in common! :p

Lulu: that's great hahaha 

Faisal: so what's up with your tweets?

Lulu: what's up with yours?

Faisal: i asked first :p 

Lulu: nothing much 

Faisal: yeah

Lulu: yeah just thoughts

Faisal: aha

Lulu: yours?:p

Faisal: they're obvious;p

Lulu: nah

Faisal: lool

Lulu: so what's her name?

Faisal: who? 

Lulu: the one who tutors math good.. 

Faisal: aah ah, Samantha daimen 

Lulu: loool okay thanks

-NOUF's POV-

Nouf: hey baby

Faisal: hey love<3 

Nouf: what was wrong?

faisal: dag astahbl 

Nouf: yabthrkk faisal=)) 

Faisal: mashallah shahad mara she got better 

Nouf: yeah a lot better al7amdellah rabi mn3m 3ala 3baadh bn3mat elnsyan l3r6' mu3ayn.

Faisal: w ln3ma b allah<3

Nouf: badk shee albi?

Faisal: salamt ro7kk

Nouf: t9b7 3ala 5air<3 

Faisal: lesh badri

Nouf: shswi 6fsh:(

Faisal: eg3di shway

Nouf: ya 3'alii elathmaan 3'loook bl7aail

Faisal: ya rwagaan 

Nouf: 9ott'h yjeb rasi

Faisal: wallah law enh ana -_- 

Nouf: LOOOOOOOOOOL 7lwa

Faisal: kaiff;)=))?

Nouf: gltlk 7lwa la tshof nafsk:p 

DING 

A message on path..  

Saud alx: i am sorry 3ala alayam eli fatat. 

I captured it and sent it to faisal..

Faisal: la yje mnh

Nouf: ma5th mnk:p

Faisal: did he hurt you?

Faisal: that day

Nouf: no faisal gltlk he only put his arms 3ala katfi w i pushed him 

Faisal: promise me that if anything big like this happens tgoleli?

Faisal: 7ta law ena 9ayr shay bena i want to know

Nouf: lesh eltasha2om:p mara7 y9er shay

Faisal: just in case enti w lsank

Nouf: i love you

Faisal: i love you more baby boo 

Nouf: t9b7 3ala 5air

Faisal: tlagen l5air ya wjh el5air

Nouf: 7bebi<3 

Faisal: <3 

I woke up the next day to the cutest message ever. 

Faisal:  مـآ قلتلك ؟. أنكّ عُمـر ، 

و العمـر مَــرة بِآلعمـر !

Nouf: w ma gltlk enk a7la mafe hal3mr? 

Nouf: 9ba7 al5air ya galb nouf ent<3 

And the day went on just like any other day except that my mother and brother weren't in the house and dad was out of the country for some business(LIKE ALWAYS.) , but shahad and manory did a great job 9ra7a :D i wanted a time alone bs nooo way with shahad and her sister. 

Here and the Ch.10 -PART1-

Since it was summer, shahad and her sister travelled to her dad in jeddah, so i wasn't aware of everything that happens with her not because she didn't want to tell but because both of were caught up into something bigger. 

3 weeks and 2 days passed on what happened with saud and i haven't yet told faisal about it, i still felt filthy and worthless i don't even know why it wasn't that a big of a deal he didn't touch but he sure did make me shiver(badly) with his words. 

Anyways i usually don't sleep until 6AM but i hated that wednesday night and i waited for it to 3ala a7r mn ljamr, so i went back home from my cousins house. Changed my clothes, did my things and then i snuggled myself under the sheets to sleep, it was 1:30 ? Or 2AM elzbda it was early for anyone to sleep bl9ef! 

I slept for 3 hours then my ringtone woke me up, thank god i'm not a heavy sleeper! 

Shahad: nayma? -5angt'ha el3abra-

Nouf: ee ee bs 5ala9 gmt wsh fek?

Shahad: la mafeni shay bs bsolf..

Nouf: wsh fek?

Shahad-breaths heavily and starts crying-

Nouf: haw!!! Haw wsh fekkk shahad la t5awfeni!!

She was crying ldrjt matgdr t7ki w i was half asleep w magdr agol shay so i waited for her to finish her crying session, 6b3n 6ol lwagt w ana agolha"goli la elah ela alah" w tgolha while she's crying, cutest thing LOL! 

After 6-7 minutes she calmed down, still a bit shaky but she could talk now.

Shahad-sigh-

Nouf: wsh feeeekkk

Shahad: rasltlk captures

Nouf: wsho?

Shahad: ja 7akani

Nouf: aywa?

Shahad: nouf b7yati magd t5yltni abki 3ala wald!!! 

Nouf: ntrk 7yatk 3ala jnb fahmeni esh gal?

Shahad: part mn o3'neya ma3rft'ha -quietly-

Nouf: esh ?

Shahad: t5yli ena a5r mara 7aketah mta?  Eli gabl 3 asbe3 aw shay? Mstaw3ba how hurt i was the whole three weeks? B7yati ma3umri 7sait b this kind of emptiness 

Shahad: eshtgt lomi w ho ga3d yzeedha like i need more to think about.

Shahad: ma afhm why am i still holding on walla kl mara yjeni notifications mn ay shay ho awal mn yje fe bali!

She wanted to talk so i listened quietly. 

Shahad: ma3rf ana esh thanbi y3ni ma7sni knt mg9ra?

Shahad: eli yghr enii sm3t'h

Nouf: tdren len yomk hatha maglteli esh gal w kaif kan y7ki?

Shahad: mayhm, fikrat ena ho eli dag tkafi nouf, tjr7 walla tjr7

Nouf: adri tjr7 w t4ba7 ba3d bs one mistake t'36i 3ala kl elashya2 elzaina mara 3'ala6 zy lma ygolk wrga be6'a w feha ng6a soda yjjek wa7d ygolk wain ra7 kl elbaaya6' fahamteni?

Shahad: ee wala fahma bs lsa ana bglbi ga3d 9ot'h 9a7 ena kan yrd brsmya bs mafahamt leh dag aked fe salfa bs s2lta ana w gltla leh! Gal no explanation

Nouf: he has no explanation 

Shahad-starts crying again-

Nouf: esm3eni!! Wagfi. 9ya7. Mara7 yfedk la ho byrj3h wla by3'ayr wla shay, tbena go talk to him, matbena stop making yourself miserable you have a whole life to live la twgfenha 3leh! Ba3den hathi mu enti!! Wenkk shahad? Wen elgwya eli mayhzha re7?

Shahad- laughing-: tslm 3alek 9abra thlath asabe3 b3thri enfjrt.

Nouf: wsh arslk 6yb?

Shahad: dgega b76k speaker 

Nouf: ok 

Shahad: galbi yali 3shg dnyak, 5la 7yat'h wla 5alak akthb etha glt ana mahwak w akthb etha glt ma areedk..

Shahad-sigh-: yn3'z glbi

Nouf: lklmat. 

Shahad: i know

Nouf: w mta hatha?

Shahad: gabl 2 hours

Nouf: mu nawya trden?

Shahad: ela aked

Nouf: w esh btgolen?

Shahad: kl zg

Nouf: kafo walla-laughing-

Shahad: la amz7.. Bs lsa ma 8rart

Nouf: lma t8arren goleli

Shahad: inshalah

Nouf: law byadi shay sweta

Shahad: adri yagalbi

Nouf: mayro7 shay ela b5erah inshalah

Shahad: akeeed

Nouf: ana mayta na3s fa y3ni bakml nomti.. 

Shahad-laughing-: t9b7en 3ala 5air

Nouf: w enti mn ahla

Shahad: a7bk

Nouf: adrii

Shahad: bbye-laughing-

I was actually surprised that she broke down. 

A9lan 3adi life is full of surprises you don't know what will happen next!

I checked whatsapp and the first thing i saw was faisal's conv mn bra"ella mta"

Faisal: hey

Faisal: w lel7en ma ts2len:p 

Faisal: kefk?-2:30AM-

Faisal: nayma mn bdri mashallah-2:55AM-

Faisal: bs atmna a3rf wsh fek, i know you don't like it when someone pushes you to talk, but i need to know what's wrong nouf -3:3AM-

Faisal: etha ana m6'aygk mst3d aswe lmust7el bs 3shan ar6'ek bs goleli

Faisal: ela mta

Nouf: hey 

Nouf: nothing's wrong faisal <3 

Faisal: e7lfi? Tst3b6en?

Nouf: haw! Wsh ast3b6

Faisal: a3rfk zy ma a3rf nafsi

Nouf: yeah so mu shr6 ena feni shay

Faisal: bkaifk bs mta ma 8rarti ena fek shay 36eni 5br

Nouf: !

Faisal: ?

I ignored him knowing that it's my mistake i just didn't want to admit it!!

I went back to sleep for an hour, i woke up feeling empty and nauseous, i hated the feeling. 

I wanted it to go away. 

Nouf: awake?

After 10 minutes.

Faisal: ee

Nouf: i have a long story to tell you

Faisal: i'm all yours

Nouf: tt4kr thak lyom eli skrt feh skype ? Eli lma knt fe bet haifa?

Faisal: ee

Nouf: so faj2a w ana a7kek shft wa7d jay w maknt mstaw3ba w skrt 3ala 6ol ba3den lma dgagt 6l3 s3od 

Faisal: !! 

Nouf: 3'er ena kan nashbli mn ba3d centria nshbli fe bet'hom, "w enti mat7sen feni ana abek" w mdri esh i felt disgust mn nafsi w mn klshay 7oli 

Faisal: w ana tawni adri? W hatha elsbab eli m5lek tkshen mni? 

Faisal: 8smbilah la al3an 5erah!!!!!!! 

Faisal: 78er mayst7i!!! 

Faisal: lmask???? Nouf la tkthben!

Nouf: bs lms katfi w 9r5t w ba3d ma gal ela 7aki

Faisal: 7sbi alah 3aleh!! 

Nouf: bs that's why knt mdri esh aswe w b3den kef t'hz2a b9ftk men wsh ydreh enk t7bni!

Faisal: la la ydri!!! W awal wa7d dari!!!

Nouf: !! W ana leh tawni adri enh ydri!!!

Faisal: l2n mu m3loma btfeedk

Nouf: mo m3loma btfeedni!!=)) law darya ena ydri kan saflt feh w hz2t faisal ana enrb6 lsani gdama!!! 

Faisal: y5asaaa!

Nouf: !!!!! 

Faisal: tdren en l3'ala6 mnk

Nouf: haw

Faisal: lmuhm 

Nouf: i'm sorry 

Faisal: don't be, i'm the one who should apologize

Nouf: w leh

Faisal: the way my cousin acted 

Faisal: ana bnam al7en, t9b7en 3aala 5er.

Nouf: faisal t3rf eni ma7b tnam w ent mt6'ayg

Faisal: mub mt6'ayg abd

Nouf: i know you

Faisal: ymkn b3d 3 weeks agolk wsh feni, good night for now

:/ ok glna '3al6ana bs maynglb 3ly ketha, god my life is so messed up right now yalaitni nmt wla 7aket'h!

---

Few days later..

Shahad was back and at last tjm3na, i will never be able to describe how much i missed them.

Reem: yoo nigga shahad skri el o3'neya shway

Raghad-tbl3 mn thal akl-: la la a7bhaaa

Reem: bgol shay yazg!

Raghad-laughing-: aaah 6yb

Nouf: yala tbda e3trfat el9aif mdri 7a6en group lwsho-laughing- la t9dmoni byom wa7d 

Reem: shahad osh

Shahad-laughing so hard-

Nouf: omg!!!

Shahad: mara ygrf

Nouf: wsho 

Raghad: khalid? La la la law sm7ti-tswe nafsaha tmoot-

Reem-singing-: i'm in loveeeee

I want to hold her feelings before anything bad happens. I'm too scared for her, yet happy. But reem has always been my little sister, ma3rf i can't describe her innocence.  

Here and there Ch.9

We were heading to centria with haifa which happens to be one of faisal'a cousins.

I didn't want to go a9lan but i didn't want to stay home either soooo.. Food is always a good choice. 

Reem: shahad mara7 tje? 

Raghad: matw83 

Nouf: ela gayltli?

Raghad: la galt ymkn ashof elzg w abd malha 5lg tshof wjha

Nouf: eee tw83t 

Raghad: byje a7d m3aha? 

Nouf: meen haifa?

Reem: la bs 97bt'ha wa7da 

--

Haifa: omg at7dakom men swa check in fe la vella???

Lama: yaraaab eli fe bali 

We laughed on how open they were w e7na blsyara nwa9ii b36' ena ma tzl lsanaa wla shay, 7saitna ana w 97bati el freaks eli bs y5bon w maybon a7d ydri 3n wla shay LOL! 

Reem: meen ???

Haifa: a5oy m3 97baa wa7d uffff babkiii 3'air ena elzg mawjod w ana 3ala asas fe tao 

Nouf: 3aadi 3ala asas jayen hena 3shan na5th shay w n6l3 mara7 yshoofk anyways za7ma 

Raghad: mara za7ma elyom ma 9dgo elnas y36loon

We started talking two by two

Me, haifa

Raghad,lama

Reem ga6a m3 eljamee3.

We ate and everything was perfectly fine, as we walked out of the restaurant kan gdamna 4 groups 3yal janii 3'thyaan elzbda haifa tmshi jnbi fa 9art t2shr b3enha ena hatha a5oy w ana ma estaw3bt abdn ya3ni ay wa7d a5ok! W mayhmni 9ra7a bs kaman knt shayfa saud cousin faisal kaman 

Anyways i felt disgust because i can't take these kind of gatherings, we went down to the parking because our stupid, stubborn driver mu ra6'i yt7rk mn henak! Allah ya5th el3adu, anyways i felt a bunch of guys following us but we ignored mara one tried to talk to us w ka2na mabzrat mitws6 gdam allah w 5algaa we walked 6be3y to the car w sfhnahom 7ta ma 6al3na bwjehom. 

[IN THE CAR]

Haifa: mub 6be3y lm95ara a97ab a5oy t5ylo!

Lama: a9lan mub s3od kan m3ahom!?

Okay, so saud is her brother. 

Shlon ma estaw3bt!?

Reem: w3 w3 7aaans!

Raghad: shfto eeli labs sweat pants walla ena 7lu

Nouf: elzbda btjon baitna wla la?? 

Raghad: la magdr 

Reem: wla ana

Lama w haifa: e7na ngdr 

Haifa: 5loni a7lil elyom l2n shakl mafe 6l3a ba3d elkthba l2n elzg shafni w nawy shrr 

Reem: rasheed ro7 bait raghad 

Raghad: btjen? 

Reem: ee

W9lna raghad w reem w rj3na baitna kan shway awkward m3 haifa w lama l2n mafe thekk elswalef eli baitna.

Haifa-coming out of the bathroom-: omg omg omg

Nouf: zg!! Wsh fek?

Lama: s3od aked

Haifa: t5yli ys2l men eli kan m3ay-laughing- ma95raaaaaaa 

Nouf: 3adii a5oo byt2kd

Haifa: la a3rfh elbzr wrah salfa 

Nouf-laughing-: lzbda tbon ntfrj movie? 

Haifa: la elzg tha nawy shr shakli brj3 elbait 

Haifa is a rules breaker, yolo kind of girl, i didn't like that much. 

Lama: tw9leni?

Nouf: s5efat ma amdakom!

Haifa: law 3lay nmt 3ndk bs walla brj3 anshng

-HAIFA's SIDE OF THE STORY

[WHATSAPP]

Saud: mn ely kanw m3k

Haifa: shtbi?

Saud: adry en omy matdry 3n centria matw83 tbeny agolha

Haifa: 6fl!

Saud: ely labsa 3baya kbera mara

Haifa: =))?

Saud: w mt7jba zayn kant m3ha shn6a bonya

Haifa: LOL!! T'67kni saud 5zet lbnt 5z zain ma jbt esh mn jwa ba3d

Saud: law agdr;p e5l9y shsmha wla 8smblah f6'ay7k klaha tro7 laboy

Haifa: w ana agdr awrii baba lconv hathi

Saud: matswenha

Haifa: asweha

Saud: elzbda aby esmaha lyom

Haifa: t7lm

Saud: leh 6yb

Haifa: mb jawk lbnt! 

Saud: wsh drak!!

Haifa: ana a3rfha w a3rfk 

Saud: 6yb bs abi esmaha enty wsh by6'rk

Haifa: faisal bla 7rkat mitws6!!!

Saud: shkbrha?

Haifa: t5rjt 

Saud: aha

Saud: m3k blmdrsa kant? 

Haifa: ee 

Saud: shsmha glty nseet=))

Haifa: alah ya5th l3du:)

Saud: 3asht elasami

Haifa: :)!

Saud: bsr3a lk 2 minutes

Haifa: e3gl ekbr saud!

Saud: 6ab golely esmha

Haifa: lhdaraja

Saud: ee 

Haifa: nouf alx 

Saud: shokran ya a7la e5t<333333

Haifa: :)

I know how nouf is not into this, either because she's in a relationship already or she's scared of all of this. 

Both ways i knew she wasn't my brothers type, he's a smoker, player, a97ba 5araa, drasta ma t'hmh w ahlh a5r shay w nouf klsh wla elahl, "eli mafeh 5air lahlah mafeh 5air lelnas" she always said. 

I wanted to warn her because i know saud byjeb shay yo9alha feh w btn9dm. 

Haifa: bntt

Nouf: hala

Haifa: esm3i tra saud nshbli ybe y3rf men enti 

Nouf: LOL 

Haifa: w tw83i ay shay mna

Nouf: looool m3lek

Haifa: <3 

-BACK TO NOUF's SIDE OF THE STORY-

What.

The.

F. 

I captured the conv and sent it to the group 

Shahad: bzr =)) wsh 7rkat'ha he w a5oha

Reem: y3333!! Mu mnh mnha he 

Raghad: shfekom galbto lbnt malha thanb

Raghad: ba3den he wa'67 ena makan wdha

Nouf: kant tgdr tsfha w a9lan mu hamni bsfha law ja aw shay, faj2a ma eshtahet eljam3a eli fe bait'ha 

Shahad: la yas5efa kl a7d byje! 

Raghad: if you're not going i'm not going

Reem: what she said

Shahad: wla ana

Nouf: bshoof byomha b8arir 

Nouf: shoosho sho a5br walidoo?

Shahad: wsh walidoh enti w zg

Nouf: =)) bnat lbnt glbt boya 

Shahad: shd5llllllll!!!=))

Reem: shoosho;) tben aglblkk;)<3

Raghad: reem ylbaaaaglk=))!!!

Shahad: y333 alah ygrfkom=)) 

Nouf: mta t6la3 nsbna?

Shahad: next week ela7d 

Nouf: a7s drjaati zfttt 

Raghad: lmuhim law ma en8blnaa fe sl6aan ng3d fe byootna.

Nouf: walla enh mawdi wdi a5th gap term

Reem: bnt omk:) 

Nouf: walla mara afkr

Shahad: etha t7sen mawdk 3amti la t'39ben nafsk

Nouf: eeee -flips hair-

raghad: agol :) 

Nouf: omg kmg ong !? Jani path!!!! W bkul bja7a mswe add 

Nouf: y3333 3aleh!! 

Raghad: LOOOOOOLL y3 3aleeh mn galb!

Shahad: wsh ygol!! 

Nouf: ahln kaifk

Reem: esfhi w don't approve 

Nouf: akeed

Shahad: la tsfhen his msg bs byshof ena faisal 3ndk w byswe salfa

Nouf: men ho!

-

[PATH MESSAGES]

Saud alx: ahln 

Saud alx: kaifk?

Nouf: hala

Nouf: kwaisa 

Saud alx: w kaif el9ayf m3k?

Nouf: good

Saud alx: 6l3t elnsbaah?

Nouf: do i know u?

Saud alx: la bs i'm looking forward to know you

Nouf: i'm not

Saud alx: a39ab 

I ignored him, for the sake of my nerves. 

I called faisal right away..

[SKYPE]

Faisal: hey baby

Nouf: faisal 

faisal: roo7h  

Nouf: wa7shnii mara

Faisal: yala t3aleli

Nouf: i wish

Faisal: esh nswe??

Nouf: mafe shay ytswa

Faisal: w 9aifna w 9rna ns'har ashoof

Nouf-laughing-: eeee a7sni 39for m6loog

Faisal: yala ana yomain w a5l9 w yjoni ahli ba3dha shrayk td5len blshna6?

Nouf-laughing-: mn 93'rii

Faisal: walla enk ng6a

Nouf: bnro7 makkah next weekend ketha 3ala el5ames 

Faisal: mashalaaah m3 men

Nouf: e7na w 5alti asma w ymkn tje shahad w jadt'ha 

Faisal: ed3eli ha 

Nouf: akeeed bdon ma tw9ii

We kept on talking for few hours until he almost fell asleep while talking so we ended the call and that was it for that day. 

-

I woke on 5 path messages!:) 

Saud alx: morning gorgeous 

Saud alx: mabtswen accept y3ni;p?

Saud alx: shd3wa kl tha nom

Saud alx: am i scaring u?

Saud alx: i can't help it

I read the messages and ignored him, the fact that he's faisal's cousin is making me even more disgust. 

-SHAHAD's SIDE OF THE STORY-

I won't deny that i cry myself to sleep, i never thought i'd every cry over a guy, i saw myself as a strong women but i proved myself wrong. 

I miss him and every little thing.

He's been trying to reach me ever since that day but i've been ignoring his calls, messages, i blocked him from whatsapp and kik, i could've blocked his number too but i still wanted him to reach me, i still want him, we all make mistakes.. Maybe he has a bigger explanation to do? Or not but i still owe him a lot. 

Shahad: why did you lie to me?

My finger was on and of the send button until i gave up and sent it, it only took him 6 minutes to reply.

Walid: i'm sorry shahad walla she's an old friend that's all. 

Shahad: old friend my ass! I don't think you'll ever want me to talk to a guy as a friend wla!? You broke my heart when i needed you the most. 

Walid: I have no explanation to do, i said what i have. It's up to you to believe me, but you know how much i love you. I'm not that kind of a guy, loving one and having fun with another.

Shahad: don't make yourself sound innocent ok walid, you freaking called the girl telling her how your exam was!!!! Lol i don't want explanations, thank you very much. 

Walid: i'll always be here.

Shahad: i'm done with this.

6be3y? Abdn, kamyat elt5alof eli feh!!! No seriously, i am done. I know i'm better of without him.

-BACK TO NOUF's SIDE OF THE STORY-

It's been 3 days w elnashba matrkni i'm ignoring lmushkela!!! 

Raghad: ha nofi btjen??

Shahad: amana eee wdii a6l3 bait mama 79a ga3d y5ngni!!

R7mt shahad wla ana abdn abdn maknt nawyaa!

Nouf: ela yala shway w bad5l atrwsh

Shahad: a7bssssh

I started getting ready w ketha w tmnaait omi tgol la. 

Om nouf: wsh thalkash5a klhaa eli a3rfh btro7en m3 elbnaat

Nouf: bnro7 bait haifa alx 

Om nouf: mnhii thy ba3d 

Nouf: wa7da kannt m3na blmdrsa

Om nouf: mashallah wsh y9eron

Nouf: ya maamaaaa 

Om nouf: wen bet'ha?

Nouf: alrabwaah

Om nouf: laaaa elah ela alah

Nouf: ma aro7??

Om nouf: ela ba3d wsh yg3dk hena ba6l3 ana m7d byg3d felbait w 3zozi fe bet 5alk mt3b mn 36l mashallah

Nouf: 3ala asas law kan mawjod bag3d m3ah

Om nouf: elmuhem w enti raj3aa mrii bet omkk luluwah damh janbkom 5thi carda zawaaj seba bnt 3amk

Nouf: inshalaaah

-HAIFA's HOUSE- 

Haifa -ta54 3bayt nouf- : taw ma nawar el baittt 

Nouf: mnawr b ahlaa jaw elbanat ?

Haifa: ee reem w shahad jwaa

Nouf: mashalla mita jaww?

Haifa: gabl ketha 10 minutes jaw m3 b3'6

Nouf: mummtaazz

Haifa: yalla tfazaalii

Nouf-td5l elmjls-: hii shilllaaa

Reem-tgom tsalm-: halla hallaa

Shahad: hatha eli mra7 aksh555 w balbs 3adi haaa

Nouf: ya7mara makshh5tt

Reem: mshallaa abdd-laughing-

Haifa: tbon ajeb elgahwa awal wla el chips w el dip  ??

Nouf: chips w diiiiipppp 

Haifa-tdg 3la elm6b5-: mally jebi chips w dip allah y5alek

Shahad: aywa sh5barkm??

Reem: esh 9ar 3ala trip eljam3aa wla hawno?

Haifa: e7tmaaall kbbbeer 

Shahad: walla a7laa

Nouf: ee wallaaa maraa y7msss 

Haifa: ee walla 9adga ento mara7 tswon t5aruj 9a7

Nouf, reem and shahad: EEEE inshallaaaa bnro7 senior trip 

Haifa: el7maaaasss -laughing- wain 8rrtu??

Reem: 7jzna ldubai 5ala9 w a9lan kant mafro6' tkon bn9 elterm bs 7osat eldrasa btkon garf bs ahm shay m3 b36' -side hugging shahad-

Shahad: ya7beeeeb

Haifa: klaaaabbbb bajy m3akmm!!

Shahad: ya5tii t3ali m3annaa 9dgg 

Reem: ee 9dg haifa y3ni tgreban kl elbanat t3rfenhm w tmonen

Haifa: la haw shd5lni ana faj2a ag6-laughing- a9lan bnsafr ana w ahli

Nouf: y3rfonik w ymonon klhmm yaraab shayft'hom 6ool lsnwat eli fatat

Shahad: la 9dg t3ali law kan wwagt'ha 3'air yarab dubaii

Reem: meen gadkkk btru7en marteen jam3a w madrsaa

Haifa: madre bashoof

Nouf: mafi bashof bts2alen omk w btrdenlna mafhom ?

Haifa: mafhooom inshalla -laughing-

Reem: t5aylo banat b7keelkm salffaa

Shahad: e7kkii

Reem: ams bint a3rfha t7keli salfa 3an wa7da t7b wa7d bshakl matt5aylon eli she would do anything for him 9arlhum m3 b3'6 5 years 

Haifa: offf kthheeerr 

Nouf: ee kammmli-7af6'a elsalfa- 

Reem: elzbda elwalad y7bha w klshay w they're perfectly in love t5yalu elbnt hathi t7kii llbnt eli a3rfhaa tgol enha faj2a dagat 3ali elbnt mu 6be3ya minharra 9yaa7777 w sh'hagg tgol ana marra 5ft eli mu 6abe3i 9ya7ha elzbda tgol jlst ahdeha elma mahdt w 7ktli esh 9ayr

Shahad: aywaa

Reem: t5aylu ena 5 years lhum sawa w tawha tstw3b ena elwalad ya54 drugs w kl mara yru7 feha el barr yskr w y5arbb66 

Reem: t5aylluuu :'( elwalad ja e3trflha galha tra ana ketha w ketha w ketha ly kam sanna w ana 3shani a7bk w ma ab'3a a'6rk wla ad5lk m3ay bhathi elsawalf lazim ntrkk b3'6 l2ana ma agdr a9er m3ak w a5lek tt3lgen feni akthr w akthr w ana ketha enty tstahlen wa7d a7sn mni b ktheer w ma3rf aishhhh 

Haifa: omg!!!!

Shahad: w 5la9 trku b3'6? Tt3lg fek akthr esh yabn elzggg!! 5ams sneen!!

Reem: eeeee 5laaa99

Shahad: bgara elbint law t7bba 9dg kan wgfat m3ah ymkn y7tajhaa ba3d

Nouf: mn jdkk shahad?? elwalad mu bas yskr ya54 drugs mu shai baseee6 w yn7l bdgegten matrkha ela w hu mu gadr ytrrkkk eli jals ysaweeh! 

Shahad: 9dg bs law ybe ygdr

Haifa: w kaman 6be3y mnha ttrka 3'air ena kathb a9lan! 

We kept on talking about this subject and then nouf took a picture of me and shahad w 76t'ha instagram without any warning. 

"MY HABEBIES<3" i ignored the fact that her brother liked the picture.

Faj2a i heard skype's ringtone. Butterflies. 

Reem-tfg3 '67k-

I searched for my phone lma lgaita t7t makwt shahad, faj2a klhom ngzo 6l3t el7osh w lgaita skr, rj3t dgait w 76ait el headphone w jlast ador bl7osh lma 8arar yrd, 9a7 ena ams ma7kena klmten 3ala ba36' bs mu ldrjt yz3l..

Faisal: alo

Nouf: ahlnnn 

Faisal: mats2leen 

Nouf: etha ma sa2lt enta ma ts2l?

Faisal: wenk

Nouf: bait haifa

Faisal: 9ayren a97ab

Nouf: mu 3ajbk-laughing-?

Faisal: mayhmni 

Nouf: owkay.. 

Faisal: esh tswon?

Nouf: wla shay kna nsolf

Faisal: solfi m3ay la7ga 

And out of the blue saud appeard in front of me, mu bs zgait el3afya eli ba3dh!! Bdon ma a7s sakrt elskype call. 

Saud: mnawr elbait walla

Nouf-walking away-

Saud-almost running-: wen wen -steps in front of nouf-

Nouf: ba3d. La yjek elk may3jbk.

Saud: esh btswen mathlan??

Nouf: s3od b3d

Saud: esmi 9ar a7la t9dgen

Nouf-starts walking again-

Saud-holding her shoulders-: la76'a 6yb

Nouf: la tlmsni!!!!! 

Saud-yb3d ydenaa-: hadi 6yb mara7 aswe shay! 

Nouf: matst7i!!! Mafe karama!??? 

Saud: abek wsh aswe!! Mat7sen enti!!!!???

Nouf: eee ma a7s!!!!

Saud: bt7seeen!!! 

Nouf-laughing sarcastically-: 7rkat laflam hathi 5lehaa l5wyaatk!

Saud: esh eli mu 3ajbk feni w ana b3'ayra

Nouf-goes right-

saud-goes right-

Nouf-goes left-

Saud-goes left-

Nouf: BA3ID!!

And the faisal called again, but i was busy dealing with a stinky smelling smoker!!

Saud: bajebk y3ni bajebk

Nouf-finally walking away-: wa87!!! 

I got inside and i was shaking like shit, walla ma estab3dt yswii fenii shay!!! Okay he's good looking, okay elbnat 6ayren feh bs esh elsha59ya hathi la karaama wla shay!!

I sat beside shahad w wa'67 feni shay.. 

Shahad-whispering in nouf's ear-: shfek?? Wjhk a9fr?

Nouf: ba3den agolk

Shahad: ok

Nouf: ee w esh 7kaito 

Haifa: shfekk 5drti-laughing-

Nouf-laughing-: la abd

Reem-t9rf elsalfa-: wdkom n6l3 njeb akl w movie?

Nouf: la ana tawha elyom jaytni w bdt tt3bni shakli barj3 lbait

Haifa: haw ma amdaak!

Nouf: mara thanya inshallah

I called the driver, and as soon as he called me telling me he was out of her door i ran, i felt like i couldn't breathe mn kthr lgaraaf eli feni.

I didn't call faisal back until i reached the house. 

Calling faisal>

Ringing

Ringing

Ringing

No answer.

I didn't want to talk to anyone but him.

 

Ringing again. 

And again. 

And again.

No freaking answer.

I started crying and it's like he's gone or something, eff!!! 

Finally he called!! I drank a lot of water to clear up my voice a little bit.

Faisal: w 9rna nskr blwjh

Nouf-laughing-: enf9l jawali 

Faisal: ma3ndhom wifi

Nouf: mayw9l l7osh

Faisal: da5l lbait

Nouf: feh haifa mabeha tsm3

Faisal: rj3ti lbait y3ni

Nouf: ee 

Faisal: mu ka2na badri 3'reba

Nouf: jatni w ketha mt3btni shway

Faisal: w kaman badri mu 3ala nhayt elshahr

Nouf: shaklha tl5b6t

Faisal: yalla 5thi 7bob w ketha 3shan matgomen elfajr ta5then ebraa 

Nouf-laughing-: 7af6'

faisal: 3 sneen w bakml elrab3a m3akk zain ma 7f6't kam mara 97ti

Nouf-laughing-

Faisal: baby

Nouf: hmm

Faisal: aked mafekk shay?

Nouf: akeed

Faisal: promise me etha fek tgolen

Nouf: you know you'll be the first to know

Faisal: kwais

Nouf: wenk?

Faisal: adrs walla

Nouf: okay galbi kaml w ana bnamli shway 

Faisal: okay 7bebi 

Nouf: bbye 

Faisal: bye

Nouf: i love you mara

Faisal: ba3d galb faisal enti

Faisal: a7bk akthr

Nouf: bbye-smiling-

Faisal: bye

6b3an, la period wla b6e5.

W jawali mub mf9ool. 

Bs when something big like this happens lazm tfgshen, the question is should i tell him or not? 

-IM NOT GOING TO POST UNTIL NEXT SUNDAY PLEAEE BEAR WITH ME AND STOP ASKING ABOUT WHEN WILL I POST, I LOVE U ALL BS KAF LAW SA2LTO- 

Here and there Ch.8

-2 weeks until finals-

Faisal have been nothing but.. Faisal? And that's what i'm always asking for.

Nothing has changed, accept when he started his finals and he started disappearing but at the end of the day everything's good and fine. 

Faisal: 36okum ljdwl?

Nouf: la lsa nhayt elesbo3

Faisal: y3ni bukra=))?

Nouf: yumaaa elyom esh?

Faisal: elthultha

Nouf: LOL bsr3a mar 

Faisal: bdg

Nouf: fe jadti

Faisal: gomi?

Nouf: la haw 3shan t4ba7ni omi

Faisal: okay

-1 hour later- 

Nouf: 6fshan?

faisal: la

Nouf: yala

Faisal is voice calling> 

Faisal: slam

Nouf: slaam 

Nouf: kaif elyom? 

Faisal: mashi 7alh r7na lsog b3ed 3shan a7s mlabsi 5al9t w 3afnt

Nouf: yslamli elmratb lesh ma shawrtni ya ba6a?

Faisal: nseet walla kant m3na wa7da m3na fel class w ketha 

Nouf: ahaaaa 

faisal: ee walla ya 7lelha sa3dtni

Nouf: 3saha d5lt m3ak lel fitting room bs?

Faisal-laughing-: babe

Nouf: hm..

Faisal: mara7 trden?

Nouf: emhm

Faisal: noufiiii

Nouf: ... 

Faisal-laughing-: yaaa skot enta ya silent treatment 

Nouf-smiling-: emmmhm!

Faisal-laughing-: trani 7as b ebtsamtk

Nouf-smiling-: msweeee

Faisal: w lma al7en mbtsma 

Nouf-laughing-: w bketha tfhmni enk t3rfni mn 9oti ya meryam noor?

Faisal: koooolo a2m7 

Nouf-laughing so hard-: lmushkela mala d5l

Faisal-laughing-: baaa3d eldnya klha el'67kaa 

Faisal: wrayy tslem assignment w ma 5al9taa 

Nouf: w mashallah nashbli leh?

Faisal: ashwnkkk mayta tbeni

Nouf: ana???? 

Faisal: eeeh 3amti 

Nouf: engl3 sw el assignments bs tbeni aswelk shay?

Faisal: eee barslk kam link w bs e5t9reeli 

Nouf: okay ersl 3ala email el laptop 

Faisal: ay? 

Nouf: gmail

Faisal: eee ok dgega 

Nouf: la bskr bd5l l7mam

Faisal: enti 7yatk fel7mam a3otho billaah-laughing-

Nouf: faisaaal-dala3 tone-

Faisal: 9ayra ttdal3en wajd

Nouf: bye.

Faisal: la76'a

Nouf: ha

Faisal: shfek glabti 3absii?

Nouf: ya5i feni 7mam-laughing- nashbaaaaah 

Faisal-laughing-: ro7i ro7i a9lan jawali by6fa

Nouf: esh7nh

Faisal: abshrii

Nouf: bye 

Faisal: a7bk

Nouf: ana a7bk

-FAISAL's POV- 

I always get the bad feeling of losing her forever i can't take the thought of her miles away fa esh by9er feni if i couldn't reach her at all, so i always try my best to give her all she needs and leave a good last impression every time. 

A7s "el3la8a" shway mtwatra, mn my side 6b3an she's nothing but perfect but i have to admit that i'm an ass. 

-MOVING ON UNTIL FIRST DAY OF SUMMER- 

Faisal: YAAAAAAA5REJA YA 7RKAT<3 

Nouf: ma a9dg i'm officially done with this shitty school!! 

Faisal: aje a56b y3ni??

Nouf: ummm la ma56oba:$ 

Faisal: mashallah men eli oma da3ya 3aleeeh=))?

Nouf: da3ya LH* 

Faisal: elzbda 

Faisal: wsh btswen elyom?

Nouf: bnro7 nakl ana w el7bayb w ba3den bnrj3 baitna nsb7

Faisal: kwaais enbs6ii

Nouf: yala entaa kaml drastk=)) 

Faisal: -_- 

And the day i've been waiting my whole life for is finally here! 

We all know how it feels like ba5r yom drasa bs a5r yom drasa felmdrsa tmamn, 3'aaaair<3!

We ate and then went back to my house, we slept for 2 hours or something (lazyasses) LOL and then the fun began, since madrstna tswe elt5aroj b awal weekend ba3d ele5tbart w e7na m5l9en sabt y3ni el5ames elt5aroj elzbda ena we were planning for the day before the graduation and i've never felt any happier! 

Anyways, we swam, danced and lived like there was no tomorrow until shahad and reem slid from the water slide together and shahad broke her nose. 

Shahad and reem-laughing so hard-: wj3 jazma 

She started getting dizzy when she saw blood covering the water. 

Shahad: omg omg 

Reem: bsmellaaah!!! Nouf!! 

Raghad and i w kam bnt kano m3ana thak elyom jena nrk6' w ka2na wrana shay faj2a nshoof dam w she was wearing a white tank top fa bl6'ab6 eltanktop galb a7mr! 

Ma ndrii ela elbnt 6ay7a 3aleena so we picked her up to the sofa w 9rna nrf3 ras'ha 3shan ma tbl3 eldam 6b3an ma a7kelkom 3n wjh teem mn elro3a shway w tmoot w lbagen yhadoonha"mu enti walla 3adi!!" 

We called the driver 3shan nwdeha elmustshfa w ektshafna ena 6al3 m3 mama w elthani ray7 elm6r yjeb swag jadi y3ni klo zg. 

Shaikha: agdr asog law tbon 7ala 6ari2a nwgf 3nd agrb mustaw9f ?

Nouf: 6yb aah wen 3bayt'ha dgega bjeb mfta7 elsyara mn fog 

Reem: ro7i ro7i w ana bamsk ras'ha -still crying-

Faj2a she woke up and started coughing she pushed raghad's hand which was on top of her nose with icey cold water. 

Shahad: shtben enti ba3di

We laughed on how careless she was. 

Shaikha: ha fe roo7h?

Nouf: eee gomi shahad elbsi 3baytk 

Shahad-holding her head-: wen?

Nouf: gomi gomi elmstshfa

Raghad and reem healed her hands and she pushed them"shtbooon mafeni shay" 

Areej: shayfa wajhk enti!?

Nouf-laughing-: gwyaaa 

I went upstairs and took the keys w rj3t lgait elshelaa kelha labsa el3baya

Nouf-laughing-: n3m??? 

Shahad-smiling-: bryo7on m3aay

Nouf: agol bs matkfi elsyara shaikha w ana w shahad w reem yalla 

We went to the nearest hospital w shaikha gam6a om el3afya lbast hoodie 3ala asas enha wld w lma w9lna a54t el3baya w n6t wra lbast'ha w nzlna w el7mdellah ma 6l3 kasr bs ena 7oolh y3ni 6'rba zyada w bynskr creams w ashya2 w el7mdellah 3ala kl 7al on our way back 3amtna om 5ashm eshtaht ice cream w nzlna ana w reem njeeb w bagt he w shaikha w elwa'63 kan 6be3y. 

As we got back to the car and i know my best friend really well i knew there was something wrong, i saw tears in her eyes bs she always said"ebl3i dmo3kk etha tkrhen eli 7olk" so esta3'rbt we arrived and shaikha was acting weird too.

-SHAHAD's POV-

Shahad-calling walid-: wen knt gabl shway?

Walid: a5tbr? 

Shahad: tstatbhl ent-laughing sarcastically-

Walid: esh ba3d?

Shahad: la abd 5al bnt alx t3lmk!!!!!! 

Walid: shahad? 

Shahad: tw83tk a7sn mn ketha walid ent 3arf eni i risked myself 3shank i risked my feelings w klshay i changed my idea of all of this 3shank w a5r shay dag 3aleha?! La w kaman t76 speaker mn zoood elbja7a!!!! I'm so done walid SO FUCKING DONE!!!!!

Walid: mumkin tsm3eni 6yb? Ntfahm?

Shahad-laughing-: ntafhm esh-laughing- ho fe shay tfhmni eyah ba3d? Allah ys3dk zy ma as3dtni- low tone-  bye 

Walid: esm3- 

Ma adri etha elmushkela mni ana w 97bati wla el3yal lbalaa?! 

I was in nouf's room with the door locked and nouf was sitting outside bs mabeha td5l. 

I opened the door when i finished the phone call, breathed heavily and then walked out of the room, nouf jumped from my reaction.

Nouf: okay?

Shahad: mara7 a5rb yomi 3shan wld 5lga 5shmi mnkd yallaa nkaml yomna wen your tanning oil thak?? W abi short thani etha 3adii 

Nouf-shocked-:ee okay shofi bldrj elawal w ana bro7 ajeb el tanning oil mn 3'urft mama 

Shahad-laughing and holding nouf's shoulders-: baby i'm fine 9adgeni 

Nouf: a7s jak shay b7d 9g3t el5shm-laughing- 

Shahad-sigh-: ma agolk mafeni 9ya7 wla agolk galbi mu ga3d ytg63 ela walla w ka2na skaken bs esh aswe goleli? I go back in time? 

Nouf: y5aleli eli daym tafkeraa ejaby-hugging shahad-

Shahad: lma tfkren feha-still hugging nouf tightly- he really helped me get over a lot of things mara7 ankr jameelh bs klamh lshai5a gtlni nouf 

Reem-opening the door so hard-: wsh fekom????

Shahad: t3aliiii group hug-smiling- 

Reem: kliii moya

Nouf-laughing-: e6l3i bara 3'urfti la athb7kkk

Reem: t5ylo 

Shahad: esh? 

Reem: shaikha ra7t bait'ha

Shahad-laughing-: allah a3lam men eli mfro6' yro7 baita wdi afjr feha 7ywana!!

Nouf: la t76en lthanb 3leha fakri feha esh draha ena m5awy 3'airha he ba3d!!

Reem: wsh elsalfa!!!!!

I told her the whole story and she felt disgust and i knew for a second ena she hated the whole idea. 

Reem-flipping her short bangs-: shakli bab3d 3an 5alkkk-smiling-

Nouf: w bkoool bja7a-laughing-

I knew kaman ena mabenhom thak elshay bs swalef w shwy flirting bs a3rf ena reem tstahl akthr.. In my opinion. 

Anyways, ma wgaft yomi abd w kamlna elyom 6be3y and i had the best day so far, wouldn't be any thankful. 

-FAISAL's POV-

6b3an elo5t mn el6'hr mamskt jawalha w elsa3a 9PM Now.

Faisal: t5yli wa7d mn l3yal twaft omh msken walla 9ayrla fatra mashafha w kan 7ajz elesbo3 eljay bs gdr rabi-4PM RIYADH-

Faisal: wallaa m3awr galbi-4PM RIYADH-

Faisal: wsh tswen kl thal wagt la t7trgen bs sun block 3ala ktoofk-5PM-

Faisal: a9lan ja elma3'rbb-5PM-

Faisal: at7daaaaaak kam jbt ba5r e5tbar?-7PM-

Faisal: ma at7dak jbt full mark 7beeeebkkk dafoooor ;)-7:40PM-

Faisal: walla shakl lailk 6wel -8:30PM-

Faisal: ba6aaaaa -9PM-

Nouf: w a5eran, lgait jawali:D!-10PM-

Nouf: sorry baby 6'ay3t elzg m3 5rsht shahad t5yl enflgt m3 5shmha mskena reem 6'rbt'ha brjolha bl3'ala6 w da5t w aflam=)) 

Nouf: w ee katfi en7rg:D 6 sa3at nsb7 b3thri ana w jldi el5feef

Nouf: ba3d galbi l full mark kash5aa wallaa a5eran a7d shad 7aila fena=))

Faisal: i missed you! 

 Nouf: walla?

Faisal: mara! Ma nmt 

Nouf: a7bk

Faisal: btnamen ?

Nouf: maytaaa bs law tbe adg 3adi?

Faisal: la nnam ana wray goma ba3d sa3ten

Nouf: okay 7bebii 

Faisal: ta'amren 3ala shay?

Nouf: salamtikk

Faisal: yslmk rbii

Nouf: t9ba7 3ala 5air<3 

Faisal: w enti mn ahlaa 

I wore my pjs at last and then tucked myself under the sheets, the best feeling ever!!! I left my phone beside me, w lawaal mara bl3aada ab3da 3ni bs 7sait byjeni call aw shay.. 

Bl6'ab6 40 minutes twisting from left to right magdrt anam, mayta ma ashof gdami bs ma gdrt a3'fa mskt jawali.. 

[whatsapp]

Faisal: nouf- 6 minutes ago-

Nouf: glbha 

Nouf: leh ma nmt?

Faisal: kalmeni

Nouf: t5awfni faisal esh fek!

Faisal: abek

Nouf: ok

Mara y5awfni hal wald a3rf ena ensan 7sas w maha3rii w yfgd bsr3a bs 7sait feh anyways i called him on skype.. 

Nouf: alo

faisal: hala

Nouf: wsh fek

Faisal: walla mafeni shay bs abi asm3 9otk

Nouf-laughing-

Faisal: 9otk t3'ayr faj2a 

Nouf: shakla flu m3 lmoya ba3den brd w ketha

Faisal: eshrbi vitamin C 

Nouf: inshallah bukra

Faisal: bathkrkk

Nouf: okay

Faisal: wsh btswen bukra?

Nouf: bnro7 centria nt3asha m3 haifa your cousin

Faisal: amma

Nouf: walla 

Faisal: kwais a6'mnk m3ha

Nouf-laughing-: wsh g9dkk?

Faisal: abd wallaa 

Nouf-laughing-

I was so tired to speak, so we literally stayed quiet for the rest of the call..

Nouf: faisal-whispering-

Faisal: .. 

Nouf: hey nmt?-still whispering-

Faisal: .. 

Nouf-laughing slightly- 

Sooooo cheesy, movie like but i didn't want to end the call so i put my headphones on and let his breathing sleep me away. 

And that was the end for my perfect first day of summer. 

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I know the chapter is so short but i can't keep up with everything in my life and blogging i'm sorry bs inshallah ba3d e5tbar el8udrat w klshay by9er kwais. 

Here and there Ch.7

It's been 3 days since i saw faisal and happiness still filled me up and my "nafsya" couldn't get any better al7amdellah.. 

A lot was going on with my friends that i couldn't keep up w ra7 3an bali eni mafro6' a7kelhom and i felt really bad for my drift apart for a while. 

[phone call]

Reem: so r7na ana w r3'd ams centria

Nouf: amma? Esh swaito?

Reem: nothing

Nouf: esh fek?

Reem: mafeni

Nouf-laughing-: a3rfk akthr mn nafsi tra

Reem: okay

Nouf: speak

Reem: leh ma glteli enk btro7en lbait faisal w ena jay a9lan..? 

reem: and if you're wondering kaif 3raft shahad zl lsanha elyom blmdrsa

Reem: i'm not mad enk r7ti bkaifk yswe fek eli ybi enti a5br bm9l7tk bs fikrat enk r7ti w maglteli 

Nouf: knt bgolkum elyom lma tjoni

Reem: knti

Nouf: reem amana bdon z3l

Reem: ok 

Nouf: reeeeem

Reem-laughing-: bt7kenli kl tbn w 7ta eltbwes eli ma 7keteh lshahad

Nouf: yuma mnk..

Reem: mara thanya la t5ben 3ala 97batk shay ma y5faaa 3alena shay tra

Nouf: asfa mamatii

Reem: adbbb

Nouf: btmreen ra3'd?

Reem: la a5oha byjebha

Nouf: zain la tt25ron 3n 6

Reem: yes ma'am

Nouf: sha6ora

--

Jaw el7bayb and i had to tell reem and raghad about that day at faisal's raghad got a bit mad but she got over it as soon as she saw the food. 

While her and shahad ate i told reem about the details, she was nagging esh aswe! 

Faisal: meen 3ndk?

Nouf: elbanat mjtm3en 3ndi 

Faisal: salmeli 3alehum

Nouf: 5air min mitaaa elmyanna-laughing- la maafiii 

Faisal: 3adi mafeha shaay-laughing-

Nouf: faisal tra kaaf

Faisal: amz7 baba shfeech 

Nouf: shfeeechhh-laughing so hard- la3dd tgolha allah y5leek

Faisal: mara klamhmm shainn ashwani mu kuwaiti 

Nouf: bl3aaaakkksss!

 

Nouf: elbnat by9fgooni yalla byeee

Faisal: laa dgeeega esh 9ar 3la 6l3t el f6or?

Nouf: mdree mita w kaif?

Faisal: elsabt ynasbk?

Nouf: hatha elsabt?

Faisal: ee?

Nouf: eee mafi mushkila

Faisal: wain wdk?

Nouf: latnsa enna briyadh 7bebbi

Faisal: 3adi zojty 

Nouf: agool bas -laughing- 7rkat elmovies thi

Faisal: my future wife-badass tone-

Nouf: ehmm -blushing-

6b3an wjeh eli 3ndi kant tshki fag3en '67k w ka2na awal mara a7keh gdamhom.

Faisal: ha sa3deni tra ma3ndi salfa blm6a3m hinnaa

Nouf: etha tbe shai kwais n6l3 bdri ketha 9,9;30 3shan may9eer fe a7d

Faisal: a97a 3shanikkk law minnn 6 

Nouf: a3rff '39bn 3anikk a9lan 

Faisal: y3jbne elwathggg..

Nouf: hehe -blushing- 5la9 y3ni 9?

Shahad reem and raghad: OHHHHHHHHHHH 

Faisal: ee mumtaz-laughing- wsh ybon tholi

Nouf: esfh ent bs elmuhem bateel wla the pancake house?

Faisal: esh mshthya enti ?

Nouf: klu same same

Faisal: okay 9adeeg bateel 

Nouf: 100 100 9adeg 

Nouf: shahad tgoolk 5la9 btshufha elsabt fukna mnkk..

Faisal: golellha agooll shhhh 

Nouf: tgolek skr skr bass-laughing- yallaa byee see you elsabt

Faisal: can't waitttttt! have fun babe 

Nouf: i will ya albi bye

-SKIPPING TO SATURDAY- 

I woke up pretty early, from excitement i guess?

I took a shower, got dressed and stayed at my room afterwards starring at the wall.. 

Just thinking of the future, are we going to end up together? As a family? I don't want to us stay like this forever, going out in public, secretly, i want to proudly walk with him as my husband.

What if something bad stopped us? 

Death? Or maybe a family member? 

Then my phone rang and distracted my bad thoughts.

Faisal: ahln

Nouf: wenk?

Faisal: 3nd lft betkom 

Nouf: okay

Faisal: what's wrong baby?

Nouf: nothing ya albi balbs 3bayti w bnzl

Faisal: ok

Faisal: t'36i w enti 6al3a

Nouf: okay 

I went to my mom's room she was still asleep, i wonder why? Oh because it's 9:30AM.

Gd la76'to ena daym lma t'hzon omhatkom ygm6oon? 7ta law mafe shay?

Om nouf: haw wsh fek wsho?

Nouf-laughing-: bs knt bgolk ena ah b6l3 

Om nouf: haw wen ba3d? Kathra 6l3atk! 

Nouf: a5r 6al3a mn 3'ait shr

Om nouf: allah a3lam walla

Nouf-kissing her mother's forehead-: allah la y7rmnii 

Om nouf: entabhi 3ala nafsk w la ystnak elswag 5leh yrj3

Nouf: la raghad btmrni..

Sigh. 

I walked my way to the front door, happy yet sad about lying about everything for the sake of my love.

Nouf-hopping in the car-: 3jbtni re7t elsyara

Faisal: hatha elmuhim 

He drove off to i don't know where, a piece of thomas newman was playing, so freaking relaxing. I like how we both have the same taste in music, the car was cold and it smelled like abercrombie, faisal's is beside me and the sun was shining just perfectly.. 

So peaceful. 

I don't know why we were so quiet the whole ride maybe the thought of this being our last meeting until god knows when... finally he talked. 6b3an he was smiling kl dgega w ketha makna hajden mara..

Faisal: esh feh abo m7md hajd?

Nouf-one eyebrow up-: al7en all of this w abo m7md?

Faisal: wallaa nafsyat s3od a7sn mnkkk 

Nouf: w lesh 6al3 m3ay ?

Faisal: shswi abek

Nouf: rakz bl6reg bs-laughing-

Faisal: mara 3jbni shaklk thak elyom

Nouf: talking of which

Faisal: aywa?

Nouf: 3adi as2lk shay? 

Faisal: es2ali?

Nouf: ams ana w bnat elf9l nsolf 3n el3yal w ketha fa wa7da galt ena daym at5yl eli ygolon l5wyt'hom yjon byt'hom bitches and i was like NO

Faisal: i can see where this is going 

Nouf: la76'a esm3ni tgol ena aked bt6e7 mn 3ena bs tje beta esh w ba3den law y5af 3aleha w ybeha 9dg kan ma galha t3aleli 

Faisal: ewa-laughing sarcastically-

Nouf: w bs ana gltlha aked y7bha etha bygolha t3ali mub ll3b w mafe bnt 5bla btro7 bet 5wyha ela w he wath8a w ho wath8

Faisal: 9a7 

Nouf: bs

Faisal: y3ni blii ga3da tgolena g9dk ena ana ma ath8 fek aw shay?

Nouf: abdn!!

Faisal: never in my life 7sait"bitch" wla shay w enti 3arfa enk awal sha59 d5l 7yati w ma7d 3'airk byd5l 

We stopped in front of bateel, he hit the wheel faj2a.

Faisal: mumkin ma tsolfen m3 nas mu fahmen!?

Nouf: 5ala9 rawg

faisal: 7ta raghad w reema mdri shsmha la ydron! 

Nouf: haw faisal aked bydron they're my friends!

Faisal: la la ydron!

Nouf: faisal

Faisal: kam mara glteli ena m7d byfhmna?

Nouf: akthr mn 100 mara bs 97bati mu m7soben 

Faisal: okay -taking his phone and his wallet- yala

Nouf-holds faisal's hand-: mumkin tstna shway

Faisal: smi

Nouf: rawg

Faisal: abshrii

Nouf: 3shani faisal!

Faisal: ro7 faisal-smiling- enzli bs

Nouf: kwais -blushing-

We went down to the restaurant we took the table on the right corner, we took our seats and we started talking none stop, i noticed that he talks about his cousins a lot! 6fshni-.- 

Nouf: 6fshtni ent w your cousins

Faisal: a7kelk 3n elbnt eli shabkt'ha ams? 

Nouf-smiling-: aywa 

Faisal: 9arooo5

Nouf: y5sh b3enk-laughing- 

Faisal: wallaa muzaa 

Nouf: sooo not you elklma

Faisal-laughing-: mswya ana eli 7f6'tk

Nouf: 5atmtk b3d

Faisal: yaaaawld

Nouf-laughing- 

we ate more and more, i'm loving how i can act normal around him. 

I know this breakfast date had to end but i didn't want him to leave, i felt like i need one more hug, one more kiss, one more anything from him.  

As we walked to the car i felt like pausing and pressing repeat, ugh! Act normal, act like it's not the end of the world ya nouf this is sooo not you.

Faisal-starting the car-: bga msa7a fe b6nk?

Nouf: 3ala 7sb-laughing-

Faisal: marble slab? 

Nouf: nooo 

Faisal: okay then brj3k betkom

Nouf: ufff a7sni j3t yala nro7 marble slab -smiling- 

Faisal: walla law adri ena ma7d gdami al7en kan akltk akl -laughing-

Nouf-laughing and blushing-

Faisal: esh 6ay7a b a3'aani hal fatra?? 

Nouf: 6ay7a b a3'ani gdema

Faisal: klbbb ma yshof tha

Nouf-laughing-: rawgg

Faisal: w esh ?

Nouf: 3aaaa6ni wa3de enk tmr tlgani a9brlk 3mrr w mahma t3'eeb tbga 7beeb w 3'airk abd ma ant6'r -singing her lungs out-

Faisal: shokran shokran bs a7d gd galk 9otk yksr gzaaz? 

Nouf: faisaaaal-laughing- zg 

Faisal-laughing- 

Nouf: w ent esh nashb bmu5k halftra?

Faisal: 3aysh b9drii 6ool halwagt araabeh 

Nouf: allah 3ala el9oot

Faisal ydg 3ood w y3'ani bs elmawhiba endfnt mn ra7 ydrs baraa.. 

Faisal: ana bnzl wsh tben ? 

Nouf: vanilla m3 crushed nuts w coconut 

Faisal: okaaaay elsh'hwa 

Nouf: whaat i like coconuts -laughing- 

Faisal: okay 5 dgayg w ajek

Nouf: la t5af m7d by56fni w ent jwa

Faisal-getting down-

I picked up my phone and called reem. Yes reem. 

Reem-sleepy voice-: yalah 9ba7 5air 

Nouf: enti glteli a7kelk klshay 6l3t m3ah w f6rna w al7en mwgfen 3nd marble slab w ana mayta elakl wa9l 5ashmi bs mabi arj3 elbait w atrka wla 3ad ashofa ela ba3d snten 

Reem: goli la elah ela alah

Nouf: la elah ela alah-sigh-

Reem: hug him tight gabl ma yro7 w 5aleh yrj3k baitkkm w 5alekk bnt san3a w ethgli w e3gli

Nouf-laughing-: allah ya5thni yomnii jayaa ashkelkkk engal3i ja

Reem-laughing-: entaaaabhi tbosena

Nouf: hahahahaha and btw shahad matdri fa yuf6'l you don't mention it

Reem: srk fe ber 

Nouf: bye 

Reem: bbye

Faisal came into the car very happy ka2na a ten year old ahla awal mara ysm7onla ya5th large cup =))<3

Faisal: vanilla coconut and nuts

Nouf: shokran o5oy

Faisal: wsh d3wa e5ti

Nouf-laughing-: sha3'lna shay bs

A7sni mara amon 3aleh eli abd mu mst7ya mdri etha hatha mn zod el7aya engalbt elayaah wla ana 9dg ma ast7i=)) 

Faisal: t7ben a5ok?

Nouf: mub mara

Faisal: ee mub mushkela lna allah

Nouf: 5al el9aro5 eli ams shabkt'ha t7bkk -eating ice cream-

Faisal-hitting his forehead-: yashai5a laitny ice cream

Nouf-blushing so hard-

I blushed w le awal mara my blood boiled and i felt the rush, i liked the feeling bs kthrtaa shainaaa tjeb el3'thyaan. 

We laughed even more, until my stomach ached, we were getting closer to my neighborhood and for a second i thought he lost the road.

Nouf: shfek?6'ay3t mn el lafa elthanya?

Faisal: abi ajls m3ak zyada

Nouf-holding faisal's hand-: ana abe ba3d 

Faisal: yalla byje yom w t6fshen mni 

He flipped my hand and started playing with my rings while driving around b 7ay baitna.. Yay me. 

Nouf: yala wala lazm arj3 

Faisal: 5meni 6yb 

Nouf: gdam baitna?

Faisal: bwgflk bmakan fa6'ii

Nouf: mara tbeha?

Faisal: mara

 Nouf-laughing-: um afkr

Faisal: ashwnk btmoten tben 

Nouf: bamot baki fa a7snlk rj3ni

Faisal-y'63'a6 3ala yad nouf-: 3shani

Nouf: esh?

Faisal: la t9e7en

Nouf: inshallah-smiling-

He parked the car in a very weird place, fa6'i ma ymron syarat bs fe byot 7olnna a7sn shay ena syarta m6'alala mn our side 3ala ena a5r 5brii mamnoo3 bs elza7f ma yrda shay w ma yst5dmha kther sooo.

We stayed quiet then he looked at me and then back to the road and then back to me.

Faisal: bt5meni wla shlon?

I got closer to him and hugged his neck he almost grabbed me w ng6a w y76ni 3ala 76'na w 7aflaa y9er make out session in the car B SHAR3 fe alriyadh. Wow.

Faisal-kissing nouf's cheek-: ymdeni a76k bshan6ti walla enk ng6a

Nouf-looking at faisal's eye- 

His eyes went up from my forehead to my lips until he gave up and kissed me. 

W9lna 3nd bab elbait and i had no other choice now, i had to get down and leave.. 

Faisal: kalmeni lma td5len

Nouf: yes sir

Faisal: entabhii lnafsk

Nouf: abshr

Faisal: w by2thn el6'hr ba3d rb3 sa3a la tnamen w enti ma 9laity

Nouf: mn 3yoni

Faisal: tslmli el3yon elmdm3a w 97bt'ha

Nouf-laughing-: bye

I. Am. Not. Exaggerating. My. Heart. Is. Aching. 

Faisal: allah y7f6'kk

I hate how cold we both were at that moment, but i knew we both were break to pieces inside. 

I smiled a relief smile and then i left the car. And that was it. 

Okay no, i broke down as i got into the house, bs baini w bainkom...