Here and there Ch.12

PREVIOUSLY; 

And once again in my life i realized that most men come into a women's life just to ruin it. First, shahad and now reem. 

Their hearts were filled with love and loyalty but they broke every piece of it. 

The innocent nouf, broke her life rules just for khalid and he did NOT appreciate any of her effort. 

I will never understand how men think, i'm not even going to try because their existing disgust me. All of them. 

I'm scared i'm going to be in reem's place one day, but i know i'll manage it better. I guess so. 

-REEM's SIDE OF THE STORY- 

After few days i bulid up the courge and talked to him.

Reem: i was stupid enough to fall in your trap.. I hope she's worth it! Allah yhnek.

Khalid: sam7eni

Reem: alah ysm7k

Khalid: reem walla mu byadi

Reem: la byadk bs ent matbi t3lg nafsk bwa7da lsa 93'era matdri wsh nawy 3aleh wla wsh kant tswe la t7sb eni nseet klamk gabl ma y9er bena shay 

Reem: alah ys3dk wen maknt mabi mnk shay 3'air enk tkon s3ed 

Khalid: ga3da t3thbeni

Reem: ma y3jbkom shay

Khalid: hz2eni? Ed3i 3aly?

Reem: haw ad3i 3ala wa7d knt a7ba?

Khalid: knti?

Reem: ro7 khalid es3d omk w la t6'lm elbnt l2n lbnat mu l3ba 

Khalid: i loved you and i will always will but what's going to happen akbr mni bkther 

Reem: alah ys3dk 

Khalid: w ys3dk ya roo7 khalid. 

Ever felt a knife stabbing your stomach? No? Okay if you want to feel it, let go of your loved one. 

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-BACK TO NOUF's POV-

I started uni, it's been 4 days and everything's pretty well jadwli mu mut3b abd el7amdellah but what's not good is faisal's "shkook". 

Believe it or not mn awal yom w elwld malyan shkok! 

Faisal: whatsup 

Faisal: in class? 

Nouf: hey 

Nouf: heading home

Faisal: missed u

Nouf: doesn't look like it

Faisal: it's up to you to believe me

Nouf: i missed YOU.

Faisal: what's new?

Nouf: same old

Faisal: bema eni knt mfro6' aji el9aif w tkanslt 8rart a54 ejaza esbo3en w aji

Nouf: walla?! 

Faisal: ee 

Nouf: btnawr ba3d galbii <3

Faisal: abi ashofk

Nouf: mta jay bl6'ab6?

Faisal: in 2 days

Nouf: wna tawiii adrii 

Faisal: ygali bfaj2k bs glt may7taj halmara bgolk 

Nouf: okay galbi n56i6 lshay w ashoof esh ynsbk w ketha lma tje

Faisal: inshallah

Can you sense the coldness? Bkaifa i'll ignore him. 

I've decided to spend the day for myself so i went to my favorite spa and you know the rest. 

Anyways the time i spend getting my massage done and stuff i left my phone y3ni shay 6be3y, when i came back i found 3 missed calls from faisal's american number and 2 skype missed calls. He is being crazy. 

I called him and he didn't answer! 7absha wooooow. 

I went back home and took a shower and by the time i came out kan tawh dag 7mdelah 5al9t el l3ba. 

Faisal: wen elshbab? Mashalah 6ool llyom mash3'ola?

Nouf: ee m3 5awyi eljded t3rf!

Faisal: allah yhni kl 7beb b7beba

Nouf: wsh fek?

Faisal: mafeni 

Nouf: 3 missed calls mn l rgmk lamreki?? Mn mta?

Faisal: mn lyom 

Nouf: 6yb ana balbs etha 8rart tgoli shfekk kalmni

Faisal: lesh wen ray7a??

Nouf: tawni 6al3a mn lshower ya faisaaal! -fake crying tone-

Faisal-badass tone-: woooooho 

Nouf-laughing-: ya glel eladb engl3 

Faisal: wreni your tan 6yb? Bda y5f shakla?

Nouf: sub7aaaan allah ehtmam reem ent8l lk faj2a???? -laughing- 

Faisal: wreni 6ybbb

Nouf: b a7lamkk ya baba 

Faisal: ee a7lami mwafyaa 

Nouf-laughing-: OH MY GOD BYE

Faisal: wait wait-laughing-

Nouf-laughing-: n3am???

Faisal: edhni rjolk b vicks w elbsi shrab la tmr6'en 3lena al7en ga3dtli mf95a ttmsha

Nouf: Bye bs -laughing-

Faisal-laughing-: tslamli el'67ka 

Faisal: w 97bt'ha -sincere tone-

Nouf-blushing-: yslamli galbii elmut8lb mzajy

Faisal-laughing-: a7bk

Nouf: ana a7bk 

He knows exactly what to do so i don't stay mad, he understands every word and every hidden meaning behind it, it scares me. I love it.  

And I'm really sure no one will ever get him like i do. 

No one will ever keep up with his moods like i do. 

And last, no one will ever make me feel like he does. 

And what makes him perfect is his imperfections, his flaws, cranky scary mood, everything.

He's mine. Every piece. 

...

2 days passed and faisal was going to arrive thursday morning, thank god i only had an hour that, dwam malkii hahaha! 

But i had a wedding at night, and i was between going and not.

Faisal: hey baby -12:30PM- 

Faisal: w9ltt 

Faisal: magmtii? -1:20PM- 

Nouf: i'm up 

Nouf: hala bgalbi ya hala<3 nawrt yaba3d ldnyyaa 

Faisal: mnawra fek galb faisal<3 

Faisal: wen ljam3a 3amti? 

Nouf: my class starts at 3;) and ends at 4 mara z7f

Faisal: wallah mdal3h 

Nouf: shayf kaif:$ 

Faisal: 6yb ana grbt mn lbait lma a5l9 mn el7afla eli jwa baklmk

Nouf: LOL<3 okay 

Faisal: take care babe 

Nouf: will do

Faisal: <3 

Nouf: faisal tra bro7 zawaj bl lail

Faisal: send me a picture

Faisal: wla ma asm7lk

Nouf: mu ga3da asta2thn ya baby<3

Faisal: 7sabk b3den 

Nouf: mwah<3 

I went to class and then came back home took a shower and waited for layla the hairdresser to arrive while waiting i daydreamed about the day i'm going to see faisal you guys mn mta ma shfta? T7sbon mayhmni? Tra i die everyday w ho b3ed walla! 

Incoming call> shahad 

Shahad: ya wa7shn

Nouf: m7tara esh albs dress 

Shahad: btjeeeeen????

Nouf: emhm

Shahad: ashwa!! 

Nouf: goleli esh albs

Shahad: esh el5yarat?

Nouf: the black eli feh shay bl6'ahr aw hathak elwhite eli eshtrainah swa 

Shahad: i like the black one w ba3den mara 7lu mn fog shlon half sleeved w el6'ahr mafto7 it shows your sexy tan -Pilipino tone-

Nouf-laughing-: ya thal tan tra tgshrt 8smbilah

Shahad: wa'67 mn your snapchats 9ra7a enti yg3d sntain mashalah 

Nouf: la wallaaa 

Shahad: lzbda laswd a7la 

Nouf: aswd aswd

Shahad: shfekkk m5dra??

Nouf: mafenii tawni mtrawsha w jani nom -laughing-

Shahad: btro7en mash3'l?

Nouf: la btjeni layla 

Shahad: w ana agol wraha klamt'ha tgoli msh3'ola athrts enti 

Nouf: tben tjen tswelna swa???

Shahad: la 5alaa9 klamt wa7da tgol reem enha kwaisa w nshoof 

Nouf: t5yli faisal is in riyadh

Shahad: haw faj2a

Nouf: eee mara 3'reb ygol 3shan ma ja el9aif 6lb ejaza w 8bloha w ja lyom el6'hr

Shahad: 3'reba ma swaha surprise 

Nouf: gal kan wdi bs ma eshatahet afj2jk -laughing- 

Shahad: al7en by9er b6nk y3awrk gabl ma tshofenh mu zy lma tkon surprise

Nouf: shd3wa zftii mu faisal

Shahad: ya kthr ma tnkren 

Nouf: ma ankr wla b6e5 elzbda layla jat -laughing- ashoofk henak 

Shahad: nshofk ya munkeerah

Nouf: byeee

..

Meeting shahad after a long time always gives me a good feeling, it feels like i'm i'm being powered up to be better, she gives me strength and power ba3d rabii 6b3an but she's a main source of my power and my willings without her walla mdri wsh bswe.. 

Shahad-screaming-: shofi shofi men henak mu thek lulu eli gd 9arlha salfa m3 faisal-shocked face-

Nouf: ween?!

Shahad: eli trg9 m3 om aswd w beige 

Nouf-puts her hands on her mouth-: omg thy wsh jaybha

Shahad: eli jabk yagalbi omg!! La ykon jaya m3 faisal

Nouf-laughing-: ma at7ml

Shahad: la tdri enk feh

Nouf: wsh ydreha eni ana a9lan 

Shahad: la tgolen lfaisal

Nouf: mara7 agol

Shahad: gomii gomi 

Nouf: mali 5lg arg9 shahad

Shahad: ba3d hathi btgomen la tnafsen 3lay w tnkden 3ala nafsk!!

Nouf: abshrii -smiling-

Shahad-whispering-: she's not worth it

Nouf-mouthing-: adri

The song ended and the other one started. One my favorites. 

Shahad: yallaaa 3z el6alb gomi yalaaah 

Ya5i elrag9 yjeb sh3or 7lu a7d yjeh elsh3or wla ana mwswsa? Walla mara ys3dnni LOL!

.. 

We sat back again, i took my phone out of my clutch and directly opened path. 

Thought: " و أنا عليك أغار و إن حرك طرف ثوبك مهب.." 

And then i checked in.  

And Faisal "hearted" both in no time and then he whatsapp-ed me.

Faisal: bnt

Nouf: hm

Faisal: rdi zain

Nouf: hah

Faisal: t3anden?

Nouf: ee

Faisal: 6yb ygolon l7ub mawjoda bnafs elzawaj;) 

Nouf: mafahamt ?=))

Faisal: ersli 9ortk

Nouf: fahmni awal

Faisal: ersli 

Nouf: mara7 arsl 

Faisal: la trslen

Nouf: ee mara7 arsl=)) 

Faisal: nouf 

Nouf: n3m!?

Faisal: ersli

Nouf: tstahbl??? T7sbni 3'abya???? Adri enha mawjoda faisal 3ab6 elsalfa??? 

Faisal: shd5l omi ana!!! He swt check in w shft fe path enkom nafs elmakan la tflmen 3lay

Nouf: l7ub!! Wala alah a3lam jay alriyadh 3shanha wla 3shan men a5af enha jaya m3ak b3d

Nouf: t7sb mara 3adi tnkt w ana a7s ena 3adi w kl mara a'67k faisal tra it hurts sometimes i'm a fucking human being, yes im cold but i have feelings, i get Hurt

Nouf: i dont even add guys for your own sake and you simply come telling me that this lulu girl is in 

riyadh!!! W bnafs lzawaj!! 

Faisal: calm down babe! 

Incoming call> faisal Sa 

I didn't answer. I had this huge lump in my throat, i felt nauseous and dizzy, being in the same place as this girl isn't good for me. I swear awal mara yjeni thalsh3or..!

It feels like she's sharing him with me. I know there's nothing between them but for the first time i admit that i am jealous. 

Faisal called 4 times and the last time shahad insisted that i answer. 

Nouf: alo

Faisal: al7en z3lana? T7sbenha hamtni? 

Faisal: tra wla 7ta t3tbr a5r hami ma t'hmni bwla la76'a mn 7yati shlon tbenii ashr7lk 8smbilah ashof eli ktabteh wlaha mswya check in t7tk bnafs elwagt w nafs elmakan w gltlk walla galbi makan ga9di

Nouf: 9dgtk

Faisal: nouf haw ma hgaaitkk 3'ayorh

Nouf: yashenkk 3ala kaifk t8rir -almost whispering- men gal 3'ayra

Faisal: laaaa-laughing- kl hatha w mu 3'ayra ajal wsho?

Nouf: 3adi bs n8ash 7ad-roaming around-

Faisal: n8ash 7ad-laughing- bt4b7eniii blkbrya2 

Nouf-giggling-

Faisal: 6labtk ya n6'r 3eni 

Nouf: 3yoni law tbeha

Faisal: tnasi l6'n w ltshkeek 

Nouf: ya a9alh enta

Faisal: shayfa

Nouf: shrayk ntfg enk tro7 tnbs6 m3 a97abk aw ahlk w ana arj3 lshahad?

Faisal: boseni awal

Nouf: emmm afkr ba3den mu al7en -blushing-

Faisal: la al7en wla mabeha

Nouf: ajal yalla bye

Faisal: afaaaa 

Nouf: fai9aaal- whispering and laughing-

Faisal: roo7hh

Nouf: bye-blushing-

Faisal: 3sak m97nah nafsk?

Nouf: eee yagalbi 

Faisal: trbeti

Nouf: twkl 

Faisal: yala m3 elslama o5oy

Nouf: m3 elslama -laughing-

...

Couple of days passed normally after that weird conversation, i was annoyed that lulu and faisal were in riyadh bnafs elwagt? Sub7anoh! Yghar 8smbilah, but i ignored the feeling kl ma jani. W esta3'rbt ena yomain w faisal lsa ma gali shay 3n mta bshofa 6b3an mara7 tje mni!

Faisal: noufi

Nouf: hala

faisal: wsh 3ndk bukra

Nouf: 3ndi classea:p

Faisal: mn ela?

Nouf: 8:30 1:30 

Faisal: tjeni lbait at 4?

Nouf: magdr

Faisal: leh?

Nouf: b6l3 m3 elbnat

Faisal: mgablt'hom 24 

Nouf: 6yb 3'ayr lmakan

Faisal: wen mathlan?

Nouf: ay makan 3'air baitk atwtr

Faisal: syara mat7bem

Faisal: bait matben wsh tben ajal?

Nouf: knk m'39ob haw! Tra mu mn shro6 jaytk enk tshofni faisal law matbi mu lazm=)) 

Faisal: men gal m3'9ob tra law mabi ashofk mara sahl eni ma agolk 

Nouf: haw?

Nouf: whats wrong?

Faisal: just had a fight with the father 

Nouf: about?

Faisal: the same subject

Nouf: gltlk ethn 6en w ethn 3ajen

Faisal: nouf wala b3umrii mayhzni klam mthl klam oboy. Ajal ana ray7 america arg9 (blmrag9) w ashrb? 

Nouf: faisal ro7i galbi ana w ent n3rf ent esh w esh tswe henak abok 3ala 3eni w rasii bs klamh ma y3'ayrkk wla y3'ayr ent esh

Faisal: mdri 8smbilah karht eljaya tmnet eni ma jet

Nouf: galbi ent 6yb wsh 3ndk elyom

First time in our three years relationship tje mni. Walla mst3da a'67i b ashya2 kther 3shana. 

Faisal: nothing ga3d 

Nouf: wsh rayk ashofk?

Faisal: alah y3afek wen bs?

Nouf: omk mawjoda? 

Faisal: la la wla aboy t3ali bs yr7m omk nouf bmot mn l6'ega

Nouf: 5ala9 sa3a w ana 3ndk

Faisal: astnak<3

La t39bon elwld bymot law ma aro7 8smbilah byswii shay bnafsa klshay wla aboh. 

-AN HOUR LATER.-

Calling> faisal

Faisal: yala jayk 

Nouf: promise mafe a7d?

Faisal: 8smbilah l7ali blbait wsh yg3dhom felbait yom elsabt

Nouf: okay 

I came down and saw faisal's face peeking, my baby eff. 

I walked to him w ana mayta wdi ark6' b5mh bs elthgl ygalkom w 3shan lswag mayshk zyada. 

As i got inside i directly walked to the ml7g wla lgetla bal he closed the door and came after me i was standing beside the ml7gs door as he came in i jumped hugged him for a good 6 minutes he closed the door with his leg while he was hugging me i laughed and let loose and usual he tightened his grab. 

Faisal: 5alekk

Nouf-while hugging faisal-: sh'hl muscles ya wld 9rt magdr aw9l 3awrtni 

Faisal-laughing- 

Nouf: wa7shnii 

Faisal-putting nouf down-: w enti wa7shtni -kissing her cheek-

Nouf-putting her head on faisal's chest- 

Faisal-hugging her again-: yakthr 9ya7k bdya t9dmeni awal shay 3'erah b3den 9ayra om dme3a 

Nouf-pushing faisal-: men gal a9e7-laughing-

Faisal: bs t3'aren-smirk-

Nouf: agol agol -tf95 3bayt'ha-

Faisal: daaaaamn baby -badass tone- r7t kam shahr 9rti model 

Uff that tone makes me blush. 

Nouf-blushing-: yazg w ana wsh knt?

Faisal: model model -laughing- bsmelah 

I was wearing a simple black leggings, a "half" open side bright yellow shirt and a black wedge sneaker 3rft'hom? And my daily make up. And yeah there was a half top that was covering my bra don't worry girls. 

We sat down and he opened on a random movie kal3ada ya s3ada..

I sat on the far right and he was on the left trb3t w g3dt atfrj 3aleh mu 3ala l movie, la la 3ala faisal. 

Faisal: w b3den y3ni-laughing-

Nouf: ent eli w b3den?

Faisal-coming closer-: btt2dben wla aadbk?

Nouf: show me shlon

Faisal-getting even closer-: mara wdk?

My blood was boiling but i was acting really normal and calm. I know my boyfriends dirty mind. 

Nouf: 3adi 

Faisal- facing me-: 3adi

Nouf: umm

Faisal-getting closer to nouf's face-

Nouf-getting up fast-: la mu 3adi

Faisal-laying back and sighing- 

I know he hates getting rejected bs shswi. 

Nouf-sitting back-: gd shft lmovie

Faisal: la 

Nouf: ya39bi 

Faisal-half laugh-

Nouf-getting closer to faisal and kissing his cheek-

Faisal-holding nouf's hand and playing with her rings-

He went from my rings to my veins to my bracelets, wswsa.

Faisal: lel7en labst'haa

Nouf: w len a5r yom b7yati 

Kan yg9d the love bracelet he got me.

Faisal: 7ta law 9ar shay bena?

Nouf: leh ltsha2om? -staring at faisal's eyes- 

Faisal: 3shan mdri

We were laying back and or heads laid back too fahamto shlon bs i was looking at his side and he was looking at mine. 

Faisal: ew3deni ma tshelenha?

Nouf-sincerely-: walla 

He got closer to my face and with no time he kissed me, how am i supposed to push him now? Sorry to say this and don't think i'm bad or dirty but damn he's irresistible. I cannot. 

After 10 minutes... 

Faisal: getting better-laughing-

Nouf-shy scream and hiding her face behind the pillow- 

Faisal-getting down on both knees and facing nouf-: sheli thalm5ada w 6al3eni

Nouf-laughing-: la

Faisal-ys7bha w yrmeha-

Nouf-hides her face with her hands- 

Faisal-holds both hands-: uff kl hatha 7aya 

Faisal: 6al3enii

Nouf-looking faisal in the eye-

We had that tense eye contact.

Faisal: yom mn elayam bt9erren klk le greb kan aw b3ed, ba3d 3 snen wla 10 bt9eren le. I promise. 

Nouf-holding faisal's head and kissing his forehead- 

Faisal: 63maa wallaa

Nouf: n3aam??

Faisal-laughing-: cute y3ni cute bsmelah 

Nouf: 3ala bali wallaah 

Faisal: bs ba3d 63ma -wink- 

Nouf: tra b9fgk nbhtklk

Faisal: kl hosha ben ela7bab tnthi bshay thani

Nouf: haw faisaaal 9ayr wa95 

Faisal: g9dk 6l3t 3ala 78e8ti-proud tone-

Nouf: t2db ha

Faisal: ay ay captain

Nouf: you're getting better too

Faisal-getting up and laughing-: a3jbkk

Nouf: abi moya

Faisal: matben redbull?

Nouf: nope ma asht'hi

Faisal: ana asht'hi 5thi -throws it-

Nouf: la la la!!

It fell. 

Nouf: yazg mn gaylk a3rf amsk shft 6a7 w enfjr

Faisal-laughing so hard- 

Nouf-laughing- may'67k!! 

Faisal: 5ala9 bnadi daisy tje tms7a

Nouf: mjnon?? Lma aro7

Faisal: ajal 6yb 5ala9

Nouf: a9lan shwaya w aro7 

Faisal: mafe ro7a agol

Nouf: la walla bt4b7ni mama tra wray jam3a 

Faisal: ya jam3a ya 7rkat

Nouf: mara 3ajbtni elfaisal mn thani esbo3 activities 

Faisal: esh byswon?

Nouf: yom el5ames eljay ketha fe zy gathering w food w best dish knhom omhat 

Faisal: akeed shay feh food by3jbk

Nouf: 6b3aaan

Faisal: mafe 3yal 6b3an 

Nouf: matw83 y3ni 6b5 w mdri esh a9lan mdri leh mswena bs bro7 abl3 

Faisal: kafo walla w 6l3i elkarsha 

Nouf-pulls up her shirt-: ma3ndi karsha shoof

Faisal: waaazen elb6n el93'er 

Nouf-puts down her shirt-: eli awal w a5r mara tshofa

Faisal: la inshalah mu a5r mara

Nouf: ellaaa 

Faisal: ba3d 4 snen t3ale goli la w shofi wsh yjek

Nouf-gets up to wear her abayaa- 

Faisal: law sm7ti 

Nouf-bends down to faisal holding his face-: law 3lay ga3dt m3ak lyom kla!

Faisal-fast kiss-:adri

Nouf-laughing-: yala w9lni 3ami

Faisal: ma tdlen elbait???

Nouf: la adl abok t3al yala faisal!

Faisal: mali 5lg 

Nouf: wala tshof -walks away-

Faisal-walking behind her and pulling her-: 5meni awal

Nouf: no

Faisal: yes

Nouf-walks- 

Faisal-pulls her-: nouf

Nouf: faisaaaal

Faisal: j3l maygol esmi ela enti yashai5a

Nouf-kissing his cheek-: w j3lni ma7b 3'airk

Walla d3ait hald3wa mn kl galbi. 

Faisal-screaming-: AMEEEEEN!!!!!! 

LOL <3 

I went back home and was dying to sleep walla bs lmu9eba when mama came in my room calmly but yet scary. 

Om nouf: btnamen?

Nouf: la lsa shway

Om nouf: ee b7akek bmaw6'o3

Nouf: okayy

Om nouf: tra ana mu jaya ahwshk wla shay mashallah kbr lb3er t3rfen m9l7t nafsk

Nouf: haw

Om nouf: bs entabhi ya mama tra mu kl el3yal m6'monen 

Nouf: mama? Haw? -laughing-

Om nouf: la haw wla meyo

Om nouf: mub 3'abeya ana wla balha bs bnbhk ana omk w a3rf m9l7tk fa entabhii 

Nouf: 6yb eshr7eli y3ni esh jab el6ari faj2a?? 

Om nouf: abd walla jaytni g9a fe whatsapp glt anbhk 3n lmusta8bl

Nouf: oh okay

Om nouf: entabhi. 

Nouf: mn esh bs

Om nouf: mn eli ana wyak n3rfh.. 

Om nouf: yalla namii w tra abok byje bukra 

Nouf-tbol3-: bs ena y3ni byw9lni

Om nouf: ben elom w bntaha

Nouf: okay t9b7en 3ala 5air mama.. 

YUMA YUMA YUMA SHFT LMOT B3ENNNNNY!!!! 

Here and there Ch.11

-2 weeks later-

Nouf: faisal it's not my fault! 

Faisal: ella ehmalk hatha nouf elehmal yswe ketha! 

Nouf: you're not making it any better

Faisal: esh btswen y3ni? Btg3den term kaml blbait? Gltlk t3li 3ndi ma sm3teli 

Nouf: mu wagta

Faisal: la wagta, law enk btjeni kan mgadma w m5l9a w 3ala elesbo3 ljay yw9lk l8bool bdon thal grwsha

Nouf: law 

We travelled to Greece and i totally forgot about applying to colleges, mu ehmal wla i'm being careless i really did forget! 

W that wasn't the early applying la kan el3adi and it was closed the day i was reminded by my friends. 

I barely contacted them w ana henak i only had 2 weeks there i wanted to enjoy the weather, the sun, the beach mommy and my brother and i wanted to spend this vacation without a phone, blyomain ashbk wifi w ashof esh jani mn faisal w bs and they did not mention it walla! I know it's my fault that i didn't set an alarm w hatha shay ma ynasii bs esh aswe! 

- 

Om nouf: ma a9dggg!!! A7d ynsa tasjel ljam3a???? nouf!! Y3ni 9dg ehmal hatha! 

Nouf: ehmal ehmal!!! 5ala9 mafe a9lan wgt lnn8ash lmaw6'o3 38em magdr arj3 elwagt w at4kr y3ni too late

Om nouf: mntb ga3da felbait! Term kaml? Mjnona? Wdk abok ynhbl?

Even though baba malh thek el3la8a fena because of his work, but the most thing he cares about is us getting very well educated and school w jam3a ay shay drasiii muhim w ma nfawt shay law enh ba5r eldnya yo9lh eni 3ndi e5tbar w ydg 3lay w yn97 kl mara nafs eln9ay7 wla om 5ams snen.. Fa law bag3 blbait mu9eba! 

Nouf: tasjel alfaisal ma skr 

Om nouf: bt7osen 3mrkk ya mama allah yhdekk kank 7stena klna

Nouf-starts crying-: wsh aswe 6yb!!

Om nouf: 5ala9 goli la elah ela allah 

Nouf-sigh-: la elah ela alah

Om nouf: ma 7a9l ela el5air ya bnayti

Typical mama ba3d mu76'ra sa3ten w t'hze2 tgoli ma 79l ela el5air 6yb kan mn lbdaya ketha? 

Om nouf: ro7i gawmi o5ok al7en n6l3 nf6r w 3ala rj3tna lriyadh y7lha rabi

I was screaming inside. 

The fact that my friends and i are going to part for a whole semester killed me. 

Mama w e7na n7jz insisted ena na5th suite with 3 bedrooms y3ni no privacy but i had to call faisal magdr feni shay kabtni i need him. So I went back to my room and locked the door i connected my phone to  the wifi and skype called him. 

Ringing...

Ringing...

Ringing... 

Faisal: alo

Oh how much i missed this voice. 

I haven't heard his voice mn w9lna, one week y3ni? Ef. 

Nouf: .. 

Faisal: alo nouf tsm3eni?

Nouf: i miss you

Faisal: hey 

Faisal: ana ba3d

Nouf: kaifk?

I just want to clear up the situation, so before we travelled to Greece the 3 days i stayed alone in riyadh rememeber? Yeah, we literally talked every minute, every hour of the day he mentioned things that bothered me but i managed not to make a scene w ma a5li ay shay yswe salfa ba3dha  my mom cane back so we started to talk less even on whatsapp k2na omi awal mara td5l 7yati:D aw ymkn 3shan elsalfa..

-FLASHBACK BEFORE GOING TO GREECE- 

Faisal: hey 

Nouf: hey

Faisal: i missed u

Nouf: eli mshtag ykalm shd3wa 2 days ma3rf 3nk shay

Faisal: mn mta ntsharh

Nouf: abd ma atsharh wla shay bs bt6mn 

Faisal: leh ma tjen enti

Nouf: leh ma tje ent

Nouf: tt3'ala?

Nouf: wla mabso6 3ala 9a7btk eljdeda? 

Faisal: nouf ana ma 7kaitlk elsalfa ela 3shan ma yo9lk 7aki mn 3'airi! 

Nouf: ay salfa?

Faisal: ag9d lulu 7aki elnas mayr7m w byjek klam mu 9ayr fa t3rfen mn lbdaya a7sn

Nouf: 9a7

Faisal: ana w enti ndri ena mafe shay mumkin yje bena

Faisal: la tt7sasen mn lmaw6'o3

Nouf: abdn 

Faisal: ! 

Nouf: ?

Faisal: esh wa'63 lbrod nouf ana ma adri a7d da3i 3alena???!? 

Nouf: man6'olen mathlan?

Faisal: ma astb3d!!! 

Nouf: wla ana, kamyat el misunderstanding eli ga3d y9er ga3d  yt3bni. 

Faisal: if it's my fault i'm sorry you know i only want the best for you

Nouf: i know faisal 

Nouf: and all want for you is happiness 

Faisal: please make me happy with being you, not the angry nouf

Faisal: abi nouf eli t3'ni kl klma agolha om lsan eli ma yhmha shay eli ma yhzha re7?

Nouf: ay ay captain!:p

Faisal: welcome back baby

Nouf: not yet

Faisal: what:))))=))

Nouf: tell me a bed time story ba3dha afakr arj3 6be3ya aw la

Faisal: abshrii baby nofi

-PRESENT DAY- 

Nouf: faisal i'm going to apply lelfaisal.. 

We were still skyping. 

Faisal-anger tone-: mnjdk? 

Nouf: t3rf kaif oboy law agola ra7 3aly eltasjel bysweli salfa

Faisal: y3ni ho maydri enk tben sultan faj2a 8rarti tro7en elfaisal 

Nouf: matw83 ydri 

Faisal: bkaifk a9lan i have no right in this

Nouf: i know the fact ena m3na 3yal muz3ja bs tara malna d5l fehom and it's only one semester baby la tshel ham

Faisal; la ma shlt ham

Nouf: good 

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 So i applied to alfaisal w knt lazm astna lma ram6'an aw bdayta 3shan el8bol, we went back to riyadh and everything was pretty fine everything was settled el7amdellah. 

-at shahad's place- 

Shahad: i cant believe you. 

Nouf: esh aswe shahad

Shahad: t g h r e n. 

Nouf: 5ala9 byjeni l8bol w enti 3ala nafs elsalfa!! 

Shahad: tra law tl76'en eni knt mnbhtk bs sfhteni 6ayra b thal yoonan -giving her the look-

Nouf: bilaahi kaif el lon?

Shahad: mu 3ajbni

Nouf: klli tbn

Shahad: bs 6'ab6 m3 sha3rkk

Nouf: adri abi aswe photoshoots 

Shahad: omg ma a9dg elbrod!! 

Nouf: ela sh5bar raghad? 

Shahad: mdri wala 

Nouf: w elbzga? 

Shahad: wra ma ts2len enti?

Nouf: mst7ya fehom

Shahad: mswyaaaa. 

I don't know if you guys ever get the feeling of having so much weight on your shoulders to the point where you don't care anymore. 

College. 

Faisal.*****

Family. 

Friends. 

Faisal: baby

Nouf: hmm 

Faisal: galbi

Nouf: what

Faisal: dala3 zayd

Nouf: shayfni faisal?

Faisal: :o! 

Nouf: bawrek 9ora 

faisal: okk

Nouf: -picture received- 

Nouf: a7saha ana w zoji wh!:( 

Faisal: zojkk?-.-

Nouf: ent y3ni=))

Faisal: wa6'7

Nouf: i dont have a male lulu in my life u know:p

Faisal: lool 

Nouf: amz7 m3kk

Faisal: dgega al7en enti leh mara maghora mnha?

Nouf: mu mghora wla shay

Faisal: aha 3shan ketha klshway tjeben 6areha

Nouf: gltlk knt amz7

Faisal: 9ayra mat7ben ttna8shen

Nouf: mn mta a7b atn8sh

Faisal: im going to sleep 6yb 

Nouf: sleep well

Faisal: i love you more than words could ever say nouf alx and nothing literally nothing can get between us okay baby? Nothing. La lulu wla 3'airha! 

 Nouf: i love you so much. :')

Faisal: <3 

. 

.

. 

-RAMDHAN- 

Nouf: t5ylooo ygoli enhom n6o mn fog elburj y7ms ufff mara abiii fe video bawrekkkooom 

Shahad: abii aswe mara!!! 

Reem: khalid ygoool ena nawy yswe b dubai bl3ed

Shahad: mashallah 3arfa klshay?-laughing- 

Reem: yeah babyy 

Shahad: naween n56bk-wink- 

Reem: n3am???!! 

Shahad: yoooh ja 3abdlra7eeem mama mnera 9ayra 3asra halfatra ya jam3a a7d y6l3 elsa3a thnten fe ram6'an 

Nouf: 5leh ystna 6yb

Shahad: msken ybi yrja3 ytsa7r aked 

Reem: ana baw9lk

Shahad-laughing- 

Nouf: raghad mshena m3hom

Reem: eg3di yalnashba 

So nouf and shahad went alone i know ena what shahad said was a joke.. Bs ba3d galbi reemo t7mst. 

-REEM's SIDE OF THE STORY- 

I wasn't sure if it was a joke or not 9a7 she winked bs she sounded serious i didn't want to disappoint khalid but i'm not ready to get married whatsoever, i know he is a very straight forward man, ma3ndh laf w dwran el3yal. 

Ma agolkom how he changed me and everything i do, i never thought a person could ever control me this way 9a7 ena our relationship shwaya mu nafs ay relationship bs i liked it but i didn't want anything serious, i'm still young walla. 

Shahad: nmz7 yagalbi nmz7 -laughing- 

reem: a9lan 5ft l2n mabena theeek el3la8a y3ni 

Shahad: la t5afen i don't think 3ndh mu5a6a6t musta8blya a9lan 

Reem: owkay 

Shahad: la la ma ag9d ketha ag9d ena tawh y3ni ma yfkr blzawaj any time soon. 

Reem: 6yb yala engl3i -laughing- 

Shahad-hugging reem-: a7bk mara byeee 

Reem: bye 

Ummm. Okay that was kind of awkward? 

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-BACK TO NOUF's SIDE OF THE STORY-

I got accepted in  alfaisal. 

Ugh. 

Faisal: babe 

Nouf: en8blt 

Faisal: yeah?

Nouf: emhm

Faisal: good yagalbi

Nouf: yeah 

Faisal: leh ketha 6yb

Nouf: mu 3ajbni lwa'63 

Faisal: ehmalk ya ro7i shnswi 

Nouf: -.-! 

Faisal: you'll be fine 

Nouf: i know, will u?

Faisal: as long as it won't affect us? Im perfectly fine 

Nouf: good then i promise

.

.

. 

 Days and days passed. 

Ramadhan passed, eid came and everything was pretty good 6b3an 3aydna blshrgya as usual and we came back afterwards because my brother had school bs i had 2 more weeks al7amdellah, i barely knew anyone there blfaisal fa shlt ham y3ni okay i'm social w a3rf KTHER bnat bs 93b at28lm, pft i'll get used to it 5ala9 mara7 at7l6m. 

Reem raghad and shahad klhom b sultan, ela ana mara yghar omg. 

-Group chat-

Nouf: t3aaaloli

shahad: eeeee wala wa7sheni a5r mara brm6'an wsh thaaa 

Reem: u guys khalid mara 9ayr weirdo 

Nouf: t3Ali enti bs w  nftahm

Raghad: ya5i magdr ana :'( 

Shahad: sh3ndkkk?? 

Raghad: omi v.v 

Shahad: golelha bet nouf wsh d3wa 

Nouf: eee amana raghad goli bs sa3a w arj3:D

Raghad: 5ala9 ba7awl shway w agolk

I just love our last minute gatherings. 

-REEM's SIDE OF THE STORY- 

I'm scared because i know what is actually going on with khalid 9a7 ma 9arlna ela mn bdayt el9aif bs t3'ayr tmamn elwald mu nafsa!! Y5tlg elmshakl yajam3a shay ythb7 ana mu mstaw3ba!!! 

Khalid: wsh salfat sh3rk enti leh mu nawya t6wlenh?

Reem: gabl kam shahr kan 3ajbk w tgoli it makes u unqiue wl7en a6wla=))? 

Khalid: mta glt ? T5rfen

Reem: mub mushkela sh3ri 6yb mu sbab mu8n3 enk tglb faj2a 

Khalid: 6ayb 

Reem: khalid la t7akeni ketha! 

Khalid: wshlon tbeni a7akek!! 

Reem: never mind 

Khalid: ok

Billahi? Sh3ri? Akthr shay ??? Wow khalid. 

-AT NOUF's PLACE-

Nouf: tbon redbull? 

Shahad: la la btjeni eldwra a5af twgfha la tjebon w asht'hi

Nouf: agol kli tbn

Shahad: alah ya5thk

Nouf: rasheed jeeb 7 redbull w chips ml7 w 5al w w wa7d ketchup w ba3den ro7 baskin robbins w kalmni

Shahad: kalba ice cream b3d

Raghad: ween reem?

Shahad: shit 3ala 6areha

Nouf: wsho?

Raghad: wsho ???

Shahad: t5ylo mama mnera mu bs nashba bmakwt 5alid bnat mstaw3ben ra7t w 56bt elbnt! 

Nouf and raghad-Shocked expression- 

Nouf: tstahblen? La la tstahblen???!!

Raghad-t76 yadha 3ala 9adrha-: omg galbi reem -almost going to cry tone-

Nouf: ma3ndh lsan 5alk hatha!! Tra el3yal 3adi ygolon lomhat'hum !! Bl3aks tnbs6 w ba3den kam 3umra?!! 25? 

Raghad: mnjd!!! Wsho elzawaj eli bl3'a9b may'6b6 w leh ma y6'a7i!! 

Shahad: matshofoni kl ma jabt 6areh asfhhh!! Mjnon mjnon ja 7akani mara w ho shway w y6er maydri wsh yswe ma ydabr thal wld

Nouf: shahad tra she's your friend w ho 5alk lazm tswen shay

Shahad: nouf el7ayat mu l3ba

Nouf: shahad msha3r 9a7btna mu l3ba! 

Shahad: ga3da tdg shaklha bara

Nouf: bro7 aft7lha w enti lazm tgolenlha shay elyom fahma!? 

Raghad: 9dg 7aram tra akthr mn mara tdg tshki shahad mu 6be3y kaif bay 6rega ybeha ttrka bs she loves him enough ldrjt 7ta lma y3'la6 3aleha mayhmha!!! 

Nouf: o9 5ala9 baft7lha act normal

Oh good god. Allah y3een walla i never wanted them to couple a9lan... Not a perfect match whatsoever!!! 

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Shahad: 5al nft7 omegle 

Raghad: tawna badrii 

Nouf: ela ela 5al nft7 

Reem: shahad 5alk tha mub 6be3y

Yom galt ketha bdaina nbool3.. Jatni om lrukb wna mali da5l.

Shahad: wsh feh?

Reem: mt5ayla mt6ag m3ay 3ala sha3ri-laughing- ybeni a6wla? 

Shahad: la t6wlena bkaifa etha mu 3ajba!

Reem: kan ygoli 7lu! W ba3den wsh thal hosha wala law ena fe 3ahd jadi!

Nouf: ymkn aa.. Mdri

Raghad: hom ketha reem 3adi

Reem: mara 3'reben w mara 3ala el7jab w mara mdri 3ala esh as5f maw6'e3 a7bk w klshay khalid bs mu ketha

shahad: reem ho magalk?

Reem: esh?

Shahad: ena mama mnera nashbtlh tbe t56blh? 

Reem: n3am? 

Shahad: t5aylli lha fatra shaft wa7da b grge3an 5alti 3azza y3ni greb mara ram6'an hatha w mskt m3aha 

Reem-sarcastically laughing-: la tstahblen?

Shahad: walla i'm just telling you 3shan ma tn9dmen blwa83 m3ztk bgalbi akthr mn 5ali l7ywan 

Reem: w bkul brod ga3da tgoleli ena eli knt atw83 a7ba 56b? Ga9di omh 56btlh? Aha ok ok -laughing- 

Nouf-jumping from her seat to reem's-: esm3eni 

Reem: mabi asm3 

Nouf-side hugging reem- 

Reem-pushing nouf's hand and getting up- 

6al3t l7osh 3ala ma a6'n.. I'm feeling my heart ache. 

Raghad-sigh-: 8smbilah 3awrt galbi

Nouf: raghad ro7elha tsm3lk he

Raghad: la mjnona bag3d a9e7 

Nouf: 5ala9 ana bgom

Shahad-deep sigh-: la la ana b6l3lha

Nouf: la 9dgeni btnhar w knk enti elsbab 

Shahad: haw mali d5aaaal 

Raghad: kli zg magalt enti-laughing- 

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I heard her crying mdri y3ni a7d y9e7 fe 7mam mul7g mhjor bsmellah.. 

Nouf: reem e6l3i wala mub zain 

Nouf: e6l3i tra kl thal mkan jn a5r mara d5lnah lma knt blmitws6

Nouf: reeeem

Nouf: yala 

Reem-unlocking the door-: walla ana mu l3ba nouf -starts crying so hard- 

Nouf-hugging reem tightly-: y5sa yashai5a yl3b fek nl3b e7na feh w nt3ba

And once again in my life i realized that most men come into a women's life just to ruin it. First, shahad and now reem. 

Their hearts were filled with love and loyalty but they broke every piece of it. 

The innocent nouf, broke her life rules just for khalid and he did NOT appreciate any of her effort. 

I will never understand how men think, i'm not even going to try because their existing disgust me. All of them. 

I'm scared i'm going to be in reem's place one day, but i know i'll manage it better. I guess so. 

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I'm skipping because it's getting boring i need to reach the exciting parts before losing more readers! :p

Here and there Ch.10 -PART 2-

(THIS CHAPTER HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE OTHER CHAPTER 76AIT PART ONE AND TWO BECAUSE THAT ONE WAS SHORT THAT'S ALL.) 

-FAISAL's POV-

Saud: gl la elah ela allaah ya wld! 

Faisal-sarcastically laughing-: ent eli glbla elah ela lah w ehjd! 

Saud: ana wsh drani ena hathi 5wytk!! 

Faisal: 3adl alfaa6'k! He wla mub he eli enti swaita 3'ala6 w matw83 btr6'ah 3ala e5tk wla 3'airha!! 

Saud: wsh 7rkat ma tr6'aaha 3ala e5tk-laughing- haltr6'aha 3ala e5tk hal tr6'aha 3ala omk

Faisal: 7sbi allah 3alek

Saud: ya rjal glna 7na asfen! W ma kant mag9oda!! W kant maz7a bs ent w 5wytk aflmto w b3den z3lan lesh? Enha 7akt a7d 3'airkk? Shf nafsk!!! Nseeena lulu ? -laughing- 5ofk 3ala 7bebat alglb mb m3'a6i kthbtk!

Faisal: m3 elslama 

Saud: m3 elslama

Okay yolo saud eli mswii ena el7ayat btmshi 3ala hwaaah! 

Ymkn m7d mstaw3b kubr lmushkela ela ana. 7ta nouf nafsaha mub mstaw3ba!

And lulu.. She's just a friend! He's making up scenes! 

I slept that day feeling irritated with the image in my head. 

Next morning i woke up i decided to act normal, because after thinking for few minutes.. It's not her fault she did not ask for it, why punish her! 

Faisal: hey you

Nouf: hey

Faisal: slept well?

Nouf: emhm

Faisal: mta ybda tgdem ljam3a? 

Nouf: ltagdem lmubkr ybda b3d kam yom  w b3dha b 2 weeks atw83 eltagdem el3adi w ektshft eni bsafr 3ala eltagdem el3adi fa bagdm al7en 

Faisal: 6yb kwais la tnsen

Nouf: la shlon bnsa

Faisal: wen btsfron a5r 5bri enkom bs btro7on elshargya fe ram6'an 

Nouf: Greece for 2 weeks bs 

Faisal: mashallah have fun 3ani w 3ank

Nouf: loool i will:p

Faisal: el7lwa z3lana 

Nouf: la abd

Faisal: ga3d a3'ni

Nouf: the stage is all yours=))

Faisal: men yra6'eha 

Faisal: m7d byra6'eha 

Nouf: :o=)) 

Faisal: whats the plans for today??

Nouf: nothing bag3d felbait

Faisal: kwais then let's skype

Nouf: okay then

Faisal: okay then

Nouf: <3 

7bebtk gabl lnas klaha. 

-BACK TO NOUF's POV-

It was weird, that he talked to me normally tw83t yflm, he overreacted last at least that's what i thought.. 

I really didn't have plans that day bs knt nawya aklm shahad nswe shay, bs a skype video call with faisal is what i needed the most. 

Since i have nothing to do until 7PM i've decided to watch as much movies as i can, that's what summer is all about right? N5tmm movies eldnya! 

-few hours later- 

Faisal-munching on his cheese toast-: sha3rk a7la kethaa 

Nouf: asht'hi a9b3'a ya5i 6fsht mn shakli

Faisal: ya5i ya5i 

Nouf-laughing-: t5yl lma asmr ba3d Greece with my new hair color ufffff!!

Faisal-wink-: sexyyyy!

Nouf-laughing-

Faisal: dgega bro7 el7mam 

Nouf: ok 

After 10 minutes... 

Faisal-jumps on the bed-: sorry t25rt dg wa7d mn el3yal

Nouf: la 3adii 

Faisal: wsh ga3da tgren

Nouf: one of the books eli 8rart agrhom fel9aif

Faisal: 3an esh 

Nouf: salfta 6weel ena bnt 6fsht mn 7yat'ha w ra7t t3esh 3nd her best friends w tsht3'l m3aha ba3den mdri wsh 9ar w 6l3t mn elbait bs lma al7en w9lt enha harbt b only a purse w mdri kam shay to live a new life w she meets the guy w ba3dha ent jet w 5rbt 3lay=)) 

Faisal: sounds good -laughing- 3ala ena kl shar7k ketha w ketha bs mu mushkela

Nouf: mama btsafr bukra lelshargya 

Faisal: w enti btro7en m3aha?

Nouf: ma asht'hi

Faisal: wsh yg3dk hena

Nouf: i need some alone time a7s 

Faisal: ya alone time

Nouf: walla

Faisal: eli yray7kk

Nouf: w ent mu nawy tje alriyadh gabl ram6'an?

Faisal: la 

Nouf: eli yray7k -imitating faisal's voice-

 

Faisal-laughing-

After that we stayed quiet, he was watching TV and i was reading, w kan eelwa'63 jidan 6be3y.. I loved how we didn't care if we talked or not, like i said before our silence said a lot. 

Nouf-scaring faisal-: FAISAL

faisal: 7asbi allaaaah!!-laughing-

Nouf: truth or dare?

Faisal: dare

Nouf: gm erg9

Faisal: agol ehjdi elrjaaajel mayrg9on

Nouf:  nseena video l concert-laughing-

Faisal: st3'fralah! Ana?

Nouf: gm bs

Faisal: 5al9 truth

Nouf: mat3'ayr b3dha tra

Faisal: okay

Nouf: bdon z3l 

Faisal: shayfa esmi nouf?

Nouf-giving him the look-

Faisal: ok ok-laughing-

Nouf: whaaaat

Faisal: eee?

Nouf: is your favorite chinese food?-dorky smile-

Faisal-laughing so hard-: la jd wsho elso2al?

Nouf: dgega brd

-

Shahad: shrayk tjeni?

Nouf: alsa3a 10:30 

Shahad: 9aif yarab

Nouf: i'm skyping lma a5l9 bshof

Shahad: faisal?

Nouf: ee 

Shahad: 76eni speaker

Nouf: la

-

Faisal: 76eha 76eha-laughing-

Nouf: yashenkom

Shahad: hii faisal eldalo3

Faisal: hi shahad lnshbaaa

Shahad: esm3 wsh 9ar 3ala el surprise?

Nouf-shocked face-: wsho surprise enti wyah?

Faisal: tsta3b6 3alekkk esfheha lmut5alefa-laughing-

Shahad: faisal!! Ya fagsh agrb shay eni aswe capture 3ala massages path-laughing-

Nouf: faisal?! 

Shahad: nmz7 nmz7 elzbda faisal 

Faisal: hala-laughing-

Nouf: a54ti wjh 5ala9 n9 sa3a w bajek

Faisal: la? Wsh 6l3t el lail thy

Shahad: ya wld ya 7ref

Faisal and nouf-laughing-

Nouf: shway w aklmkk

Shahad: okay bye 

Faisal: ro7h bala rada

Shahad: yje mnk akthr abo 3abdl3ziz

Faisal-laughing-

The moment i ended the call with shahad, his phone rang. Timing.

Faisal: ewa kamli

Nouf: rd?

Faisal: la galg

Nouf: eee ur turn es2l

Faisal: wsh btsween law

Nouf: ummm

Faisal: law gltlk eni mnb raj3 als3odya abd?

Nouf: hjra y3ni?

Faisal: ee

Nouf: it's your life, w shy raj3lk 6b3an ba7zn 3ala 8rark eli by2thr 3alek w 3ala 3a2iltk w 3lay bs 6b3an magdr aswe shay blnhaya

Faisal: 6yb tjen tzoreni?

Nouf: elso2al ho leh t'hajr a9lan?

Faisal: personal reasons

Nouf: personal reasons.. Okayy-laughing- so mfkr ma trj3?

Faisal: ma agwa fragk walah 

Nouf: la mashallah loyal 

Faisal-laughing-: leh m39ba

Nouf: personal reasons-smiling-

His phone rang again.

Nouf: pick it up ya5i

Faisal: bymsk 5a6

Nouf: 6yb 3adi golh enk msh3'ol 3shan maydg again

Faisal: ma3lekk enti mu btro7en lshahad?

Nouf: uh ela 

Faisal: ee yala gomi ejhzi

Nouf: okayy-laughing-

Faisal: aklmk bokra

Nouf: bye

Faisal: a7bk

Nouf: ana ba3d 

He did not act weird, i'm the one who's overreacting now.

-FAISAL's POV-

Faisal: hala

Lulu: shd3wa 

Faisal: wsho

Lulu: you forgot the event didn't you?

Faisal: shit! Nset

Lulu: badrii 3alek faisal you're being irresponsible! W ana eli aklt'ha!! 

Faisal: asf walla asf al7en balbs w baji

Lulu: 5ala9 it's too late for your to come you won't make it 

Faisal: no no i'll be there

Lulu: faisal, ana batklm 3ani w 3ank and i'll mention your name don't worry 

Faisal: lulu i'm coming just end the call 3shan ma at25r 

Lulu: see you there then..

Lulu, a girl i met in class.

She's strong, she reminded me of nouf bawal sana 3raft'ha, stiff, strong, serious but with days she loosened up and changed with me at least aw ymkn t3awdt

Lulu is impossible to reach, too mysterious for a person to get into her. I liked that about her. 

Ka2nna fe 5a6 a7mr benha w ben elnas, "a7ki m3ak w asolf w a'67k w klshay bs beni w benk 5a6 ma tt3adah" her personality says this hahaha bs seriously that's how she is. 

Our college holds up an event every year to talk about anything that changed our lives w it has to be combined y3ni ana ma a7ki l7ali w lulu l7alha la y3ni one slide lazm it holds up two stories combined w tkawn story w7da matw83 fahamto elzbda you don't care, they chose 10 groups and each group holds up two students a girl and a boy, luckily the professor chose me and lulu to team up.. I wasn't so happy about it, lulu wasn't happy about either but we couldn't say a thing, we started working on our slides for the past 2 weeks it took us time to bring up wise words, pictures and what took us so long is that we couldn't get a long very well but i've always had a weird feeling with her, don't get me wrong, but i'm a human and you should accept that we don't ever settle with feelings but that doesn't mean that i no longer have feelings to nouf, bl3aks it made me realize how special she is. 

I went to the uni in a speed, shway w y36oni mu5alfa 3ala halsor3a but i didn't want to disappoint lulu.

I parked the car and ran to where the event was, it was chilly that night i don't even know how it's summer! How can it be cold.

I opened the door and lulu's face lightened up when she saw me, she smiled and waved so i can see her 3ala asas mu shayfha abd... I walked to her..

Faisal: gltlk baji

Lulu-in a sincere tone-: thank you

Faisal: no problem-smiling to himself-

I forgot to mention that this project yrf3 our grades so i needed it more than anyone LOL..

...

Lulu: great job up there mister 

Faisal-laughing-: all thanks to you

Lulu-smiling-

Faisal: ana lazm aro7 -pointing at the door-

Lulu: ee okay

Faisal: ashofk bljam3a

Lulu: see you then

Faisal: see you then 

Lulu-laughing-

I went back home and called nouf 3ala 6ool, because i felt guilty 3ala eni mu mswy shay y3ni shay lljam3a

Nouf-laughing-: alo

Faisal: wenk

Nouf: 3nd shahad haw -laughing-

Faisal: eee 9a7 nset

Nouf: fek shay?

Faisal: la bs ketha

Nouf: you're weird faisal alx

Faisal: i know-laughing-

DING

Nouf: sm3t 9oot el messages -badass tone- 

Faisal: akeed mish3l 

Nouf: eeh mish3l-laughing- ro7 shof

 

Faisal: ygalk gaf6a-laughing- 

Nouf: agf6kk 

Faisal-laughing-: aklmk b3den

Nouf: bye

-

Shahad: wsh ygol?

Nouf: mdri wsh salft'h

Shahad: yt6mn enk mar7ti ls3od

Nouf: la tjeben 6areh yjebli el3'thyan

Shahad: 7aketo b3d thek lconv? 

Nouf: la

Shahad: weird faisal

Nouf: my weirdo

-FAISAL's POV-

"Thank you very much for you fast speed:p i wouldn't have done it better without you. I appreciate it." 

Faisal: sure thing, i needed the grades anyways! Thanks to you and your effort. 

Lulu: at your service, faisal alx. 

Faisal: what's your twitter?

I wanted to see her tweets, what!?

She replied after 10 minutes.

Lulu: @luluAK 

Nothing interesting..

Nah..

Boring..

Mentions mentions..

" مالقى شبيهك بين ذولا وذولاك .. معدوم وصفك سبحان من سواك .." 

Yawld! Wallah tw83t'ha 3demat msha3r.. 

 

Estano majakooom shay! 

"I feel bad for feeling this way." 

"Unhealthy, so unhealthy. Get out of my mind."

"Because i want you badly i treat you without love. It's complicated. I'm complicated." 

I know, i'm shocked. 

I thought she was cold outside and inside i can't describe how serious she's always been y3ni eli i've never even thought that she might have feelings for anyone in this world! I was wrong. 

Faisal: i followed you:p

Lulu: hahaa i know 

Faisal: good tweets:p showed the real you

Lulu: i only showed what i want people to see ;p

Faisal: oh really?

Lulu: Yes, no one will ever figure what i'm all about.

Faisal: what are you lulu alx?

Lulu: a human being, last time i checked 

Faisal: we have something in common! :p

Lulu: that's great hahaha 

Faisal: so what's up with your tweets?

Lulu: what's up with yours?

Faisal: i asked first :p 

Lulu: nothing much 

Faisal: yeah

Lulu: yeah just thoughts

Faisal: aha

Lulu: yours?:p

Faisal: they're obvious;p

Lulu: nah

Faisal: lool

Lulu: so what's her name?

Faisal: who? 

Lulu: the one who tutors math good.. 

Faisal: aah ah, Samantha daimen 

Lulu: loool okay thanks

-NOUF's POV-

Nouf: hey baby

Faisal: hey love<3 

Nouf: what was wrong?

faisal: dag astahbl 

Nouf: yabthrkk faisal=)) 

Faisal: mashallah shahad mara she got better 

Nouf: yeah a lot better al7amdellah rabi mn3m 3ala 3baadh bn3mat elnsyan l3r6' mu3ayn.

Faisal: w ln3ma b allah<3

Nouf: badk shee albi?

Faisal: salamt ro7kk

Nouf: t9b7 3ala 5air<3 

Faisal: lesh badri

Nouf: shswi 6fsh:(

Faisal: eg3di shway

Nouf: ya 3'alii elathmaan 3'loook bl7aail

Faisal: ya rwagaan 

Nouf: 9ott'h yjeb rasi

Faisal: wallah law enh ana -_- 

Nouf: LOOOOOOOOOOL 7lwa

Faisal: kaiff;)=))?

Nouf: gltlk 7lwa la tshof nafsk:p 

DING 

A message on path..  

Saud alx: i am sorry 3ala alayam eli fatat. 

I captured it and sent it to faisal..

Faisal: la yje mnh

Nouf: ma5th mnk:p

Faisal: did he hurt you?

Faisal: that day

Nouf: no faisal gltlk he only put his arms 3ala katfi w i pushed him 

Faisal: promise me that if anything big like this happens tgoleli?

Faisal: 7ta law ena 9ayr shay bena i want to know

Nouf: lesh eltasha2om:p mara7 y9er shay

Faisal: just in case enti w lsank

Nouf: i love you

Faisal: i love you more baby boo 

Nouf: t9b7 3ala 5air

Faisal: tlagen l5air ya wjh el5air

Nouf: 7bebi<3 

Faisal: <3 

I woke up the next day to the cutest message ever. 

Faisal:  مـآ قلتلك ؟. أنكّ عُمـر ، 

و العمـر مَــرة بِآلعمـر !

Nouf: w ma gltlk enk a7la mafe hal3mr? 

Nouf: 9ba7 al5air ya galb nouf ent<3 

And the day went on just like any other day except that my mother and brother weren't in the house and dad was out of the country for some business(LIKE ALWAYS.) , but shahad and manory did a great job 9ra7a :D i wanted a time alone bs nooo way with shahad and her sister. 

Here and the Ch.10 -PART1-

Since it was summer, shahad and her sister travelled to her dad in jeddah, so i wasn't aware of everything that happens with her not because she didn't want to tell but because both of were caught up into something bigger. 

3 weeks and 2 days passed on what happened with saud and i haven't yet told faisal about it, i still felt filthy and worthless i don't even know why it wasn't that a big of a deal he didn't touch but he sure did make me shiver(badly) with his words. 

Anyways i usually don't sleep until 6AM but i hated that wednesday night and i waited for it to 3ala a7r mn ljamr, so i went back home from my cousins house. Changed my clothes, did my things and then i snuggled myself under the sheets to sleep, it was 1:30 ? Or 2AM elzbda it was early for anyone to sleep bl9ef! 

I slept for 3 hours then my ringtone woke me up, thank god i'm not a heavy sleeper! 

Shahad: nayma? -5angt'ha el3abra-

Nouf: ee ee bs 5ala9 gmt wsh fek?

Shahad: la mafeni shay bs bsolf..

Nouf: wsh fek?

Shahad-breaths heavily and starts crying-

Nouf: haw!!! Haw wsh fekkk shahad la t5awfeni!!

She was crying ldrjt matgdr t7ki w i was half asleep w magdr agol shay so i waited for her to finish her crying session, 6b3n 6ol lwagt w ana agolha"goli la elah ela alah" w tgolha while she's crying, cutest thing LOL! 

After 6-7 minutes she calmed down, still a bit shaky but she could talk now.

Shahad-sigh-

Nouf: wsh feeeekkk

Shahad: rasltlk captures

Nouf: wsho?

Shahad: ja 7akani

Nouf: aywa?

Shahad: nouf b7yati magd t5yltni abki 3ala wald!!! 

Nouf: ntrk 7yatk 3ala jnb fahmeni esh gal?

Shahad: part mn o3'neya ma3rft'ha -quietly-

Nouf: esh ?

Shahad: t5yli ena a5r mara 7aketah mta?  Eli gabl 3 asbe3 aw shay? Mstaw3ba how hurt i was the whole three weeks? B7yati ma3umri 7sait b this kind of emptiness 

Shahad: eshtgt lomi w ho ga3d yzeedha like i need more to think about.

Shahad: ma afhm why am i still holding on walla kl mara yjeni notifications mn ay shay ho awal mn yje fe bali!

She wanted to talk so i listened quietly. 

Shahad: ma3rf ana esh thanbi y3ni ma7sni knt mg9ra?

Shahad: eli yghr enii sm3t'h

Nouf: tdren len yomk hatha maglteli esh gal w kaif kan y7ki?

Shahad: mayhm, fikrat ena ho eli dag tkafi nouf, tjr7 walla tjr7

Nouf: adri tjr7 w t4ba7 ba3d bs one mistake t'36i 3ala kl elashya2 elzaina mara 3'ala6 zy lma ygolk wrga be6'a w feha ng6a soda yjjek wa7d ygolk wain ra7 kl elbaaya6' fahamteni?

Shahad: ee wala fahma bs lsa ana bglbi ga3d 9ot'h 9a7 ena kan yrd brsmya bs mafahamt leh dag aked fe salfa bs s2lta ana w gltla leh! Gal no explanation

Nouf: he has no explanation 

Shahad-starts crying again-

Nouf: esm3eni!! Wagfi. 9ya7. Mara7 yfedk la ho byrj3h wla by3'ayr wla shay, tbena go talk to him, matbena stop making yourself miserable you have a whole life to live la twgfenha 3leh! Ba3den hathi mu enti!! Wenkk shahad? Wen elgwya eli mayhzha re7?

Shahad- laughing-: tslm 3alek 9abra thlath asabe3 b3thri enfjrt.

Nouf: wsh arslk 6yb?

Shahad: dgega b76k speaker 

Nouf: ok 

Shahad: galbi yali 3shg dnyak, 5la 7yat'h wla 5alak akthb etha glt ana mahwak w akthb etha glt ma areedk..

Shahad-sigh-: yn3'z glbi

Nouf: lklmat. 

Shahad: i know

Nouf: w mta hatha?

Shahad: gabl 2 hours

Nouf: mu nawya trden?

Shahad: ela aked

Nouf: w esh btgolen?

Shahad: kl zg

Nouf: kafo walla-laughing-

Shahad: la amz7.. Bs lsa ma 8rart

Nouf: lma t8arren goleli

Shahad: inshalah

Nouf: law byadi shay sweta

Shahad: adri yagalbi

Nouf: mayro7 shay ela b5erah inshalah

Shahad: akeeed

Nouf: ana mayta na3s fa y3ni bakml nomti.. 

Shahad-laughing-: t9b7en 3ala 5air

Nouf: w enti mn ahla

Shahad: a7bk

Nouf: adrii

Shahad: bbye-laughing-

I was actually surprised that she broke down. 

A9lan 3adi life is full of surprises you don't know what will happen next!

I checked whatsapp and the first thing i saw was faisal's conv mn bra"ella mta"

Faisal: hey

Faisal: w lel7en ma ts2len:p 

Faisal: kefk?-2:30AM-

Faisal: nayma mn bdri mashallah-2:55AM-

Faisal: bs atmna a3rf wsh fek, i know you don't like it when someone pushes you to talk, but i need to know what's wrong nouf -3:3AM-

Faisal: etha ana m6'aygk mst3d aswe lmust7el bs 3shan ar6'ek bs goleli

Faisal: ela mta

Nouf: hey 

Nouf: nothing's wrong faisal <3 

Faisal: e7lfi? Tst3b6en?

Nouf: haw! Wsh ast3b6

Faisal: a3rfk zy ma a3rf nafsi

Nouf: yeah so mu shr6 ena feni shay

Faisal: bkaifk bs mta ma 8rarti ena fek shay 36eni 5br

Nouf: !

Faisal: ?

I ignored him knowing that it's my mistake i just didn't want to admit it!!

I went back to sleep for an hour, i woke up feeling empty and nauseous, i hated the feeling. 

I wanted it to go away. 

Nouf: awake?

After 10 minutes.

Faisal: ee

Nouf: i have a long story to tell you

Faisal: i'm all yours

Nouf: tt4kr thak lyom eli skrt feh skype ? Eli lma knt fe bet haifa?

Faisal: ee

Nouf: so faj2a w ana a7kek shft wa7d jay w maknt mstaw3ba w skrt 3ala 6ol ba3den lma dgagt 6l3 s3od 

Faisal: !! 

Nouf: 3'er ena kan nashbli mn ba3d centria nshbli fe bet'hom, "w enti mat7sen feni ana abek" w mdri esh i felt disgust mn nafsi w mn klshay 7oli 

Faisal: w ana tawni adri? W hatha elsbab eli m5lek tkshen mni? 

Faisal: 8smbilah la al3an 5erah!!!!!!! 

Faisal: 78er mayst7i!!! 

Faisal: lmask???? Nouf la tkthben!

Nouf: bs lms katfi w 9r5t w ba3d ma gal ela 7aki

Faisal: 7sbi alah 3aleh!! 

Nouf: bs that's why knt mdri esh aswe w b3den kef t'hz2a b9ftk men wsh ydreh enk t7bni!

Faisal: la la ydri!!! W awal wa7d dari!!!

Nouf: !! W ana leh tawni adri enh ydri!!!

Faisal: l2n mu m3loma btfeedk

Nouf: mo m3loma btfeedni!!=)) law darya ena ydri kan saflt feh w hz2t faisal ana enrb6 lsani gdama!!! 

Faisal: y5asaaa!

Nouf: !!!!! 

Faisal: tdren en l3'ala6 mnk

Nouf: haw

Faisal: lmuhm 

Nouf: i'm sorry 

Faisal: don't be, i'm the one who should apologize

Nouf: w leh

Faisal: the way my cousin acted 

Faisal: ana bnam al7en, t9b7en 3aala 5er.

Nouf: faisal t3rf eni ma7b tnam w ent mt6'ayg

Faisal: mub mt6'ayg abd

Nouf: i know you

Faisal: ymkn b3d 3 weeks agolk wsh feni, good night for now

:/ ok glna '3al6ana bs maynglb 3ly ketha, god my life is so messed up right now yalaitni nmt wla 7aket'h!

---

Few days later..

Shahad was back and at last tjm3na, i will never be able to describe how much i missed them.

Reem: yoo nigga shahad skri el o3'neya shway

Raghad-tbl3 mn thal akl-: la la a7bhaaa

Reem: bgol shay yazg!

Raghad-laughing-: aaah 6yb

Nouf: yala tbda e3trfat el9aif mdri 7a6en group lwsho-laughing- la t9dmoni byom wa7d 

Reem: shahad osh

Shahad-laughing so hard-

Nouf: omg!!!

Shahad: mara ygrf

Nouf: wsho 

Raghad: khalid? La la la law sm7ti-tswe nafsaha tmoot-

Reem-singing-: i'm in loveeeee

I want to hold her feelings before anything bad happens. I'm too scared for her, yet happy. But reem has always been my little sister, ma3rf i can't describe her innocence.  

Here and there Ch.9

We were heading to centria with haifa which happens to be one of faisal'a cousins.

I didn't want to go a9lan but i didn't want to stay home either soooo.. Food is always a good choice. 

Reem: shahad mara7 tje? 

Raghad: matw83 

Nouf: ela gayltli?

Raghad: la galt ymkn ashof elzg w abd malha 5lg tshof wjha

Nouf: eee tw83t 

Raghad: byje a7d m3aha? 

Nouf: meen haifa?

Reem: la bs 97bt'ha wa7da 

--

Haifa: omg at7dakom men swa check in fe la vella???

Lama: yaraaab eli fe bali 

We laughed on how open they were w e7na blsyara nwa9ii b36' ena ma tzl lsanaa wla shay, 7saitna ana w 97bati el freaks eli bs y5bon w maybon a7d ydri 3n wla shay LOL! 

Reem: meen ???

Haifa: a5oy m3 97baa wa7d uffff babkiii 3'air ena elzg mawjod w ana 3ala asas fe tao 

Nouf: 3aadi 3ala asas jayen hena 3shan na5th shay w n6l3 mara7 yshoofk anyways za7ma 

Raghad: mara za7ma elyom ma 9dgo elnas y36loon

We started talking two by two

Me, haifa

Raghad,lama

Reem ga6a m3 eljamee3.

We ate and everything was perfectly fine, as we walked out of the restaurant kan gdamna 4 groups 3yal janii 3'thyaan elzbda haifa tmshi jnbi fa 9art t2shr b3enha ena hatha a5oy w ana ma estaw3bt abdn ya3ni ay wa7d a5ok! W mayhmni 9ra7a bs kaman knt shayfa saud cousin faisal kaman 

Anyways i felt disgust because i can't take these kind of gatherings, we went down to the parking because our stupid, stubborn driver mu ra6'i yt7rk mn henak! Allah ya5th el3adu, anyways i felt a bunch of guys following us but we ignored mara one tried to talk to us w ka2na mabzrat mitws6 gdam allah w 5algaa we walked 6be3y to the car w sfhnahom 7ta ma 6al3na bwjehom. 

[IN THE CAR]

Haifa: mub 6be3y lm95ara a97ab a5oy t5ylo!

Lama: a9lan mub s3od kan m3ahom!?

Okay, so saud is her brother. 

Shlon ma estaw3bt!?

Reem: w3 w3 7aaans!

Raghad: shfto eeli labs sweat pants walla ena 7lu

Nouf: elzbda btjon baitna wla la?? 

Raghad: la magdr 

Reem: wla ana

Lama w haifa: e7na ngdr 

Haifa: 5loni a7lil elyom l2n shakl mafe 6l3a ba3d elkthba l2n elzg shafni w nawy shrr 

Reem: rasheed ro7 bait raghad 

Raghad: btjen? 

Reem: ee

W9lna raghad w reem w rj3na baitna kan shway awkward m3 haifa w lama l2n mafe thekk elswalef eli baitna.

Haifa-coming out of the bathroom-: omg omg omg

Nouf: zg!! Wsh fek?

Lama: s3od aked

Haifa: t5yli ys2l men eli kan m3ay-laughing- ma95raaaaaaa 

Nouf: 3adii a5oo byt2kd

Haifa: la a3rfh elbzr wrah salfa 

Nouf-laughing-: lzbda tbon ntfrj movie? 

Haifa: la elzg tha nawy shr shakli brj3 elbait 

Haifa is a rules breaker, yolo kind of girl, i didn't like that much. 

Lama: tw9leni?

Nouf: s5efat ma amdakom!

Haifa: law 3lay nmt 3ndk bs walla brj3 anshng

-HAIFA's SIDE OF THE STORY

[WHATSAPP]

Saud: mn ely kanw m3k

Haifa: shtbi?

Saud: adry en omy matdry 3n centria matw83 tbeny agolha

Haifa: 6fl!

Saud: ely labsa 3baya kbera mara

Haifa: =))?

Saud: w mt7jba zayn kant m3ha shn6a bonya

Haifa: LOL!! T'67kni saud 5zet lbnt 5z zain ma jbt esh mn jwa ba3d

Saud: law agdr;p e5l9y shsmha wla 8smblah f6'ay7k klaha tro7 laboy

Haifa: w ana agdr awrii baba lconv hathi

Saud: matswenha

Haifa: asweha

Saud: elzbda aby esmaha lyom

Haifa: t7lm

Saud: leh 6yb

Haifa: mb jawk lbnt! 

Saud: wsh drak!!

Haifa: ana a3rfha w a3rfk 

Saud: 6yb bs abi esmaha enty wsh by6'rk

Haifa: faisal bla 7rkat mitws6!!!

Saud: shkbrha?

Haifa: t5rjt 

Saud: aha

Saud: m3k blmdrsa kant? 

Haifa: ee 

Saud: shsmha glty nseet=))

Haifa: alah ya5th l3du:)

Saud: 3asht elasami

Haifa: :)!

Saud: bsr3a lk 2 minutes

Haifa: e3gl ekbr saud!

Saud: 6ab golely esmha

Haifa: lhdaraja

Saud: ee 

Haifa: nouf alx 

Saud: shokran ya a7la e5t<333333

Haifa: :)

I know how nouf is not into this, either because she's in a relationship already or she's scared of all of this. 

Both ways i knew she wasn't my brothers type, he's a smoker, player, a97ba 5araa, drasta ma t'hmh w ahlh a5r shay w nouf klsh wla elahl, "eli mafeh 5air lahlah mafeh 5air lelnas" she always said. 

I wanted to warn her because i know saud byjeb shay yo9alha feh w btn9dm. 

Haifa: bntt

Nouf: hala

Haifa: esm3i tra saud nshbli ybe y3rf men enti 

Nouf: LOL 

Haifa: w tw83i ay shay mna

Nouf: looool m3lek

Haifa: <3 

-BACK TO NOUF's SIDE OF THE STORY-

What.

The.

F. 

I captured the conv and sent it to the group 

Shahad: bzr =)) wsh 7rkat'ha he w a5oha

Reem: y3333!! Mu mnh mnha he 

Raghad: shfekom galbto lbnt malha thanb

Raghad: ba3den he wa'67 ena makan wdha

Nouf: kant tgdr tsfha w a9lan mu hamni bsfha law ja aw shay, faj2a ma eshtahet eljam3a eli fe bait'ha 

Shahad: la yas5efa kl a7d byje! 

Raghad: if you're not going i'm not going

Reem: what she said

Shahad: wla ana

Nouf: bshoof byomha b8arir 

Nouf: shoosho sho a5br walidoo?

Shahad: wsh walidoh enti w zg

Nouf: =)) bnat lbnt glbt boya 

Shahad: shd5llllllll!!!=))

Reem: shoosho;) tben aglblkk;)<3

Raghad: reem ylbaaaaglk=))!!!

Shahad: y333 alah ygrfkom=)) 

Nouf: mta t6la3 nsbna?

Shahad: next week ela7d 

Nouf: a7s drjaati zfttt 

Raghad: lmuhim law ma en8blnaa fe sl6aan ng3d fe byootna.

Nouf: walla enh mawdi wdi a5th gap term

Reem: bnt omk:) 

Nouf: walla mara afkr

Shahad: etha t7sen mawdk 3amti la t'39ben nafsk

Nouf: eeee -flips hair-

raghad: agol :) 

Nouf: omg kmg ong !? Jani path!!!! W bkul bja7a mswe add 

Nouf: y3333 3aleh!! 

Raghad: LOOOOOOLL y3 3aleeh mn galb!

Shahad: wsh ygol!! 

Nouf: ahln kaifk

Reem: esfhi w don't approve 

Nouf: akeed

Shahad: la tsfhen his msg bs byshof ena faisal 3ndk w byswe salfa

Nouf: men ho!

-

[PATH MESSAGES]

Saud alx: ahln 

Saud alx: kaifk?

Nouf: hala

Nouf: kwaisa 

Saud alx: w kaif el9ayf m3k?

Nouf: good

Saud alx: 6l3t elnsbaah?

Nouf: do i know u?

Saud alx: la bs i'm looking forward to know you

Nouf: i'm not

Saud alx: a39ab 

I ignored him, for the sake of my nerves. 

I called faisal right away..

[SKYPE]

Faisal: hey baby

Nouf: faisal 

faisal: roo7h  

Nouf: wa7shnii mara

Faisal: yala t3aleli

Nouf: i wish

Faisal: esh nswe??

Nouf: mafe shay ytswa

Faisal: w 9aifna w 9rna ns'har ashoof

Nouf-laughing-: eeee a7sni 39for m6loog

Faisal: yala ana yomain w a5l9 w yjoni ahli ba3dha shrayk td5len blshna6?

Nouf-laughing-: mn 93'rii

Faisal: walla enk ng6a

Nouf: bnro7 makkah next weekend ketha 3ala el5ames 

Faisal: mashalaaah m3 men

Nouf: e7na w 5alti asma w ymkn tje shahad w jadt'ha 

Faisal: ed3eli ha 

Nouf: akeeed bdon ma tw9ii

We kept on talking for few hours until he almost fell asleep while talking so we ended the call and that was it for that day. 

-

I woke on 5 path messages!:) 

Saud alx: morning gorgeous 

Saud alx: mabtswen accept y3ni;p?

Saud alx: shd3wa kl tha nom

Saud alx: am i scaring u?

Saud alx: i can't help it

I read the messages and ignored him, the fact that he's faisal's cousin is making me even more disgust. 

-SHAHAD's SIDE OF THE STORY-

I won't deny that i cry myself to sleep, i never thought i'd every cry over a guy, i saw myself as a strong women but i proved myself wrong. 

I miss him and every little thing.

He's been trying to reach me ever since that day but i've been ignoring his calls, messages, i blocked him from whatsapp and kik, i could've blocked his number too but i still wanted him to reach me, i still want him, we all make mistakes.. Maybe he has a bigger explanation to do? Or not but i still owe him a lot. 

Shahad: why did you lie to me?

My finger was on and of the send button until i gave up and sent it, it only took him 6 minutes to reply.

Walid: i'm sorry shahad walla she's an old friend that's all. 

Shahad: old friend my ass! I don't think you'll ever want me to talk to a guy as a friend wla!? You broke my heart when i needed you the most. 

Walid: I have no explanation to do, i said what i have. It's up to you to believe me, but you know how much i love you. I'm not that kind of a guy, loving one and having fun with another.

Shahad: don't make yourself sound innocent ok walid, you freaking called the girl telling her how your exam was!!!! Lol i don't want explanations, thank you very much. 

Walid: i'll always be here.

Shahad: i'm done with this.

6be3y? Abdn, kamyat elt5alof eli feh!!! No seriously, i am done. I know i'm better of without him.

-BACK TO NOUF's SIDE OF THE STORY-

It's been 3 days w elnashba matrkni i'm ignoring lmushkela!!! 

Raghad: ha nofi btjen??

Shahad: amana eee wdii a6l3 bait mama 79a ga3d y5ngni!!

R7mt shahad wla ana abdn abdn maknt nawyaa!

Nouf: ela yala shway w bad5l atrwsh

Shahad: a7bssssh

I started getting ready w ketha w tmnaait omi tgol la. 

Om nouf: wsh thalkash5a klhaa eli a3rfh btro7en m3 elbnaat

Nouf: bnro7 bait haifa alx 

Om nouf: mnhii thy ba3d 

Nouf: wa7da kannt m3na blmdrsa

Om nouf: mashallah wsh y9eron

Nouf: ya maamaaaa 

Om nouf: wen bet'ha?

Nouf: alrabwaah

Om nouf: laaaa elah ela alah

Nouf: ma aro7??

Om nouf: ela ba3d wsh yg3dk hena ba6l3 ana m7d byg3d felbait w 3zozi fe bet 5alk mt3b mn 36l mashallah

Nouf: 3ala asas law kan mawjod bag3d m3ah

Om nouf: elmuhem w enti raj3aa mrii bet omkk luluwah damh janbkom 5thi carda zawaaj seba bnt 3amk

Nouf: inshalaaah

-HAIFA's HOUSE- 

Haifa -ta54 3bayt nouf- : taw ma nawar el baittt 

Nouf: mnawr b ahlaa jaw elbanat ?

Haifa: ee reem w shahad jwaa

Nouf: mashalla mita jaww?

Haifa: gabl ketha 10 minutes jaw m3 b3'6

Nouf: mummtaazz

Haifa: yalla tfazaalii

Nouf-td5l elmjls-: hii shilllaaa

Reem-tgom tsalm-: halla hallaa

Shahad: hatha eli mra7 aksh555 w balbs 3adi haaa

Nouf: ya7mara makshh5tt

Reem: mshallaa abdd-laughing-

Haifa: tbon ajeb elgahwa awal wla el chips w el dip  ??

Nouf: chips w diiiiipppp 

Haifa-tdg 3la elm6b5-: mally jebi chips w dip allah y5alek

Shahad: aywa sh5barkm??

Reem: esh 9ar 3ala trip eljam3aa wla hawno?

Haifa: e7tmaaall kbbbeer 

Shahad: walla a7laa

Nouf: ee wallaaa maraa y7msss 

Haifa: ee walla 9adga ento mara7 tswon t5aruj 9a7

Nouf, reem and shahad: EEEE inshallaaaa bnro7 senior trip 

Haifa: el7maaaasss -laughing- wain 8rrtu??

Reem: 7jzna ldubai 5ala9 w a9lan kant mafro6' tkon bn9 elterm bs 7osat eldrasa btkon garf bs ahm shay m3 b36' -side hugging shahad-

Shahad: ya7beeeeb

Haifa: klaaaabbbb bajy m3akmm!!

Shahad: ya5tii t3ali m3annaa 9dgg 

Reem: ee 9dg haifa y3ni tgreban kl elbanat t3rfenhm w tmonen

Haifa: la haw shd5lni ana faj2a ag6-laughing- a9lan bnsafr ana w ahli

Nouf: y3rfonik w ymonon klhmm yaraab shayft'hom 6ool lsnwat eli fatat

Shahad: la 9dg t3ali law kan wwagt'ha 3'air yarab dubaii

Reem: meen gadkkk btru7en marteen jam3a w madrsaa

Haifa: madre bashoof

Nouf: mafi bashof bts2alen omk w btrdenlna mafhom ?

Haifa: mafhooom inshalla -laughing-

Reem: t5aylo banat b7keelkm salffaa

Shahad: e7kkii

Reem: ams bint a3rfha t7keli salfa 3an wa7da t7b wa7d bshakl matt5aylon eli she would do anything for him 9arlhum m3 b3'6 5 years 

Haifa: offf kthheeerr 

Nouf: ee kammmli-7af6'a elsalfa- 

Reem: elzbda elwalad y7bha w klshay w they're perfectly in love t5yalu elbnt hathi t7kii llbnt eli a3rfhaa tgol enha faj2a dagat 3ali elbnt mu 6be3ya minharra 9yaa7777 w sh'hagg tgol ana marra 5ft eli mu 6abe3i 9ya7ha elzbda tgol jlst ahdeha elma mahdt w 7ktli esh 9ayr

Shahad: aywaa

Reem: t5aylu ena 5 years lhum sawa w tawha tstw3b ena elwalad ya54 drugs w kl mara yru7 feha el barr yskr w y5arbb66 

Reem: t5aylluuu :'( elwalad ja e3trflha galha tra ana ketha w ketha w ketha ly kam sanna w ana 3shani a7bk w ma ab'3a a'6rk wla ad5lk m3ay bhathi elsawalf lazim ntrkk b3'6 l2ana ma agdr a9er m3ak w a5lek tt3lgen feni akthr w akthr w ana ketha enty tstahlen wa7d a7sn mni b ktheer w ma3rf aishhhh 

Haifa: omg!!!!

Shahad: w 5la9 trku b3'6? Tt3lg fek akthr esh yabn elzggg!! 5ams sneen!!

Reem: eeeee 5laaa99

Shahad: bgara elbint law t7bba 9dg kan wgfat m3ah ymkn y7tajhaa ba3d

Nouf: mn jdkk shahad?? elwalad mu bas yskr ya54 drugs mu shai baseee6 w yn7l bdgegten matrkha ela w hu mu gadr ytrrkkk eli jals ysaweeh! 

Shahad: 9dg bs law ybe ygdr

Haifa: w kaman 6be3y mnha ttrka 3'air ena kathb a9lan! 

We kept on talking about this subject and then nouf took a picture of me and shahad w 76t'ha instagram without any warning. 

"MY HABEBIES<3" i ignored the fact that her brother liked the picture.

Faj2a i heard skype's ringtone. Butterflies. 

Reem-tfg3 '67k-

I searched for my phone lma lgaita t7t makwt shahad, faj2a klhom ngzo 6l3t el7osh w lgaita skr, rj3t dgait w 76ait el headphone w jlast ador bl7osh lma 8arar yrd, 9a7 ena ams ma7kena klmten 3ala ba36' bs mu ldrjt yz3l..

Faisal: alo

Nouf: ahlnnn 

Faisal: mats2leen 

Nouf: etha ma sa2lt enta ma ts2l?

Faisal: wenk

Nouf: bait haifa

Faisal: 9ayren a97ab

Nouf: mu 3ajbk-laughing-?

Faisal: mayhmni 

Nouf: owkay.. 

Faisal: esh tswon?

Nouf: wla shay kna nsolf

Faisal: solfi m3ay la7ga 

And out of the blue saud appeard in front of me, mu bs zgait el3afya eli ba3dh!! Bdon ma a7s sakrt elskype call. 

Saud: mnawr elbait walla

Nouf-walking away-

Saud-almost running-: wen wen -steps in front of nouf-

Nouf: ba3d. La yjek elk may3jbk.

Saud: esh btswen mathlan??

Nouf: s3od b3d

Saud: esmi 9ar a7la t9dgen

Nouf-starts walking again-

Saud-holding her shoulders-: la76'a 6yb

Nouf: la tlmsni!!!!! 

Saud-yb3d ydenaa-: hadi 6yb mara7 aswe shay! 

Nouf: matst7i!!! Mafe karama!??? 

Saud: abek wsh aswe!! Mat7sen enti!!!!???

Nouf: eee ma a7s!!!!

Saud: bt7seeen!!! 

Nouf-laughing sarcastically-: 7rkat laflam hathi 5lehaa l5wyaatk!

Saud: esh eli mu 3ajbk feni w ana b3'ayra

Nouf-goes right-

saud-goes right-

Nouf-goes left-

Saud-goes left-

Nouf: BA3ID!!

And the faisal called again, but i was busy dealing with a stinky smelling smoker!!

Saud: bajebk y3ni bajebk

Nouf-finally walking away-: wa87!!! 

I got inside and i was shaking like shit, walla ma estab3dt yswii fenii shay!!! Okay he's good looking, okay elbnat 6ayren feh bs esh elsha59ya hathi la karaama wla shay!!

I sat beside shahad w wa'67 feni shay.. 

Shahad-whispering in nouf's ear-: shfek?? Wjhk a9fr?

Nouf: ba3den agolk

Shahad: ok

Nouf: ee w esh 7kaito 

Haifa: shfekk 5drti-laughing-

Nouf-laughing-: la abd

Reem-t9rf elsalfa-: wdkom n6l3 njeb akl w movie?

Nouf: la ana tawha elyom jaytni w bdt tt3bni shakli barj3 lbait

Haifa: haw ma amdaak!

Nouf: mara thanya inshallah

I called the driver, and as soon as he called me telling me he was out of her door i ran, i felt like i couldn't breathe mn kthr lgaraaf eli feni.

I didn't call faisal back until i reached the house. 

Calling faisal>

Ringing

Ringing

Ringing

No answer.

I didn't want to talk to anyone but him.

 

Ringing again. 

And again. 

And again.

No freaking answer.

I started crying and it's like he's gone or something, eff!!! 

Finally he called!! I drank a lot of water to clear up my voice a little bit.

Faisal: w 9rna nskr blwjh

Nouf-laughing-: enf9l jawali 

Faisal: ma3ndhom wifi

Nouf: mayw9l l7osh

Faisal: da5l lbait

Nouf: feh haifa mabeha tsm3

Faisal: rj3ti lbait y3ni

Nouf: ee 

Faisal: mu ka2na badri 3'reba

Nouf: jatni w ketha mt3btni shway

Faisal: w kaman badri mu 3ala nhayt elshahr

Nouf: shaklha tl5b6t

Faisal: yalla 5thi 7bob w ketha 3shan matgomen elfajr ta5then ebraa 

Nouf-laughing-: 7af6'

faisal: 3 sneen w bakml elrab3a m3akk zain ma 7f6't kam mara 97ti

Nouf-laughing-

Faisal: baby

Nouf: hmm

Faisal: aked mafekk shay?

Nouf: akeed

Faisal: promise me etha fek tgolen

Nouf: you know you'll be the first to know

Faisal: kwais

Nouf: wenk?

Faisal: adrs walla

Nouf: okay galbi kaml w ana bnamli shway 

Faisal: okay 7bebi 

Nouf: bbye 

Faisal: bye

Nouf: i love you mara

Faisal: ba3d galb faisal enti

Faisal: a7bk akthr

Nouf: bbye-smiling-

Faisal: bye

6b3an, la period wla b6e5.

W jawali mub mf9ool. 

Bs when something big like this happens lazm tfgshen, the question is should i tell him or not? 

-IM NOT GOING TO POST UNTIL NEXT SUNDAY PLEAEE BEAR WITH ME AND STOP ASKING ABOUT WHEN WILL I POST, I LOVE U ALL BS KAF LAW SA2LTO-