Monday, October 22, 2012

Twenty.

I am against the 5'a6'eri/gbelli tafker, this is based on a real story w atw83 not only one story happened mthl hathi so enjoy reading:D spread love and comment<3


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-haya-

Ok so its been a month since naif travelled Rima skypes him 2 times a day at least. My boyfriend is NOTHING but amazing ashwana he lives in riyadh wla I would be dead our relationship is getting tougher every day, he sure does crazy stuff and I'm in love with his craziness and I love him for not losing hope on us. we fight a lot but its always a small fight and that's what happened 3eed ela'67a is tomorrow and I was busy with all that eid stuff..

Khalid: wenk.. 

Haya: um ashya2 el3ed w ketha bn3ayd felshargya 

Khalid: you don't have time for me? 

Haya: khalid you know I'm trying my best

Khalid: la I don't! 

Haya: then go figure it out! I'm tired pleasing you mafe shay y3jbkk tra I need attention too! 

Haya: tjls yom kaml mu m7akenii w tstanani ana eli abda! Mu kl mra tra w la t7sb eni ma ansh3'l 

Khalid: I'm giving you attention! You're the one whose isn't willing to be the first to give it tstaneeni ana abda bkl shay tra I have feelings too w at6'ayg bs shaklk mu 7asa

Haya: sure you do 9a7 ana ma a7s 

Haya: I'm busy aklmk ba3den 

Khalid: wait !! 

Haya: na3m!?

Khalid: 5ala9 I'm sorry its just that I miss talking to you 24/7 w I know I'm the one to be blamed ana mga9r wala 3arf

Khalid: asf 5ala9 I'm being too rude and harsh lately forgive me for that I don't want to lose you because of a lame argument

Haya: I blame myself too and you will never lose me 

Khalid: a7bk haya walla asf 

Haya: a7bkk akthr its ok magdr az3l 3ala 5bli<3

Khalid: ashwa yarabi el7amdelah enk mutfahema:$ 

Haya: la t3edha bas.

At 1AM. 
We were in the car bader was sleeping on my lap I was listening to a song that I don't seem to remember and then I got a bbm from khalid.

Khalid: habebti

Haya: 3yonha

Khalid: tslm 3yonk<3 

Khalid: kam bagelkom 

Haya: m 6 a w l e n. W a5oy naym 3ala rjli t7jr eldam a3otho belah

Khalid: gawmeeeh la tt3ben 

Haya: shway w agwmh 

Khalid: letnii bdalh:$ 

Haya: LOL mjnoon 

Khalid: hayati

Haya: 3yon hayatk na3m sho badkk?

Khalid: esm3ii ent 3'air elnas 3ndi- rashed

Haya: shlon basm3ha mathlan?

Khalid: ana arslha lk vn wla yhmkk. 

Haya: ok:$

Khalid: tra ehda2

Haya: leh mat3'neha ent? Please:(:$ ? 3shani?

Khalid: mn zen el9oot...?

Haya: ana y3jbni 9otk w mu awal mra asm3a tra

Khalid: kam haya 3ndi?

Haya: a7bk:$

Khalid: yala dgega bs a7amii el7unjra elthahbya

Haya: LOL<3 

Khalid: Khalid would like to send you a file. Accept* decline*

Haya: dgega basm3

Khalid: alah y3enk

Haya: 7BEEEBIIII ENNTT!!!!!!!:'(:'(:'(:'(<3 

Khalid: hahaha:$

Haya: my favorite so far.

Khalid: more to come babe. A9er a3'nelk face to face lma ntzwj w ketha;)

Khalid: ela 3ala 6ari elzwaj

Haya: inshallah;) .. Ee?

Khalid: ya5ii tra mabga shay w tt5rjen w I'm so serious ba56bkk awal ma tt5rjen w nkaml drasa bra

Haya: galbi ent<3

Khalid: haya! Mnjdi you go talk to your dad ok?

Haya: haw shd3wa shgola?

Khalid: es2aleh

Haya: 3an?

Khalid: 3an 3a2ilt alx?!

Haya: inshallah bs lsa badrii...

Khalid: wala baz3l I'm dead serious

Haya: klsh wla za3l 7bebi. A7keh inshalah

I was too scared to talk to my dad about his family you know saudi families all they care about is 3awa2il. If you're 5aleji or saudi you'll know about all the 5a6'eerii gbeeli shit. And I wasn't ready to face the fact that I can't get married to my love because he's 5a6'eerii w ana gbelya. UGH. He knew that too bs he didn't mention it.



Khalid's* 

I gave myself every reason just not to get attached more to haya not every guy who loves a girl will marry her, life doesn't go that way, not in our country no in our society. She didn't talk and. By that i made a big deal of It but I felt guilty because she didn't actually do anything it was just me not wanting to feel my love to her. I was in all that silly relationships before but haya is my one and only serious relationship and if it didn't end up with marriage I won't go through all that shit again. But I WILL make this work inshallah.

2 comments:

  1. Amazing as always <3 akther shy y3jbne feek ena tgoolen 7ram oo la tswoonha y5lene a7trmk akther <3

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  2. Thank you so much 9dg you made my night:")!

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