Forty eight.

I hope you enjoy this!
I won't be able to post in the next few days so enjoy this one, and keep on re-reading it haha!

I'm a bit down and stuff so I poured out every thing, excuse me for being such a drama queen.

Read slow, and don't forget to tell me your feedbacks and comments about the blog and the chapter, and I would your feedbacks and comments about ME :D
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Khalid-ysta3'bii-: haya meen!?

Om khalid: shf ana mub fahad wla talal tsta3'bii 3aly!!

Khalid: yuma mu fahm wsh tgolen?

Om khalid: yom el5ames trknak fe burger king w mshena w glt lilbnt

Om khalid: yawldi elbnt matnf3lk!

Om khalid: t7sbni ma adre? Akthr mn mara sma3tk t7akeha w adre enk t7bha w tbe ttzawjha bs ma. Tnf3. lna.

Khalid: YUMA!!!!

Om khalid: ent dary ba3d? 7aram elbnt bnt nas w wraha musta8bl!! 5alha fe 6regha w ent emsh b6reg thany!

Khalid: 5ala9 5ala9!!!! Fahmt!!!! Aswe elii abi!!!!

Om khalid: t2adb b7akyk!!!! Omk ana!!

Khalid: 3ala 3eeni w rasi bs trani mub bzr tgololi wsh el9a7 mn el3'ala6!!

Om khalid: 3eni b3enk ! Mtw83 ena lk w lelbnt musta8bl?

Khalid: yuma ma a7b elmaw6'o3!

Om khalid: shft!!!

Khalid-getting up+walking away-

Om khalid: wain ray7!!!

Khalid: ma abi 5ala9 efhmoha mnb mtzwj!!

Om khalid: esma3nii!! N6'am muslslat w aflam ma abeha!! Kaml denk ya wald!

Khalid: m3 elslama yuma!!!

And I got out of the room....

-el6'hr-
Of course guilt ate me the whole time, I couldn't focus on any of the classes Its like I was blank yet I have so much on my mind!
Usually haya gets out of school at 2 unless she has detention, but I'm she doesn't l2n 6al3a badri elyom..
It was 2:20.. Bl3ada t7akeni w tgole kel shay len amot 6afash, bs astahl! Ana eli m7akeha b6rega tjeb elmara6' el9ba7

Khalid: galbii

It didn't take her a minute to reply, she was waiting for me I'm such an asshole.

Haya: yea

Khalid: I'm sorry

Haya: what

Khalid: 3ala el9ba7

Haya: no problem

Khalid: something came up

Haya: not a reason for you to talk to me harshly..

Khalid: walla asf!

Haya: I am too.

Khalid: 5ala9 3ad bla 7rkat elza3al!! You don't know what came up

Haya: tell me don't leave me guessing like a freak!! Ma rakazt bwla 79a because I was shit worried!!!!!

I called her immediately she ignored.

Khalid: answer me!!!

Haya: tell me here

Khalid: no esm3eni!

I called her again and she answered at last!!

khalid: hayati

Haya: not working

Khalid: lesh 9otk ketha?

Haya- exploding-: BECAUSE IM SICK W ENT MU DARY!!!! 9ARLK YOM KAML T7AKENI ZFT W ENT MU 7AS W ANA ZY ELKALBA MA AGOL SHAY ELJM3A KELHA MAGLTLK SHAY 3SHAN GLT MSKEN AKED M3 EL3ZEMA T3B!!!!! BS U DON'T DESERVE A SHIT

Khalid-sad tone-: feni wla fek

Haya: that's it?

Khalid: I'll tell you something listen to lma a5l9 mumkin?

Haya: ok

Khalid: omi tdre 3ana

Yeah that sounded girly but whatever..

Haya: adre

Khalid: 5aleni akml

Haya: ee

Khalid: we can't continue what we are doing haya! Mara7 t9eren 7lal 3aly wla yom w ma ar6'a ana eni aswe fek shay w enti mara7 tkonen murti byom..

Haya-sniffing-

Khalid: bt56blii

Haya-quiet-

Haya: what happened to we will stay together as long as we lived?

Khalid: life doesn't go the way we want it

Khalid: I refused her "ba56blk" offer

Khalid: you know I love you and I will always love walla haya you were the only important thing in my life, letting you go is the hardest thing to do

Haya: khalid

Khalid: law fe aml ena abok mara7 yfashlni w yrf6'ni kan jet elyom gabl bukra

Khalid: I'd rather die than see you with another guy

Khalid: bs tdren maybe that lucky guy ys3dk akthr

Haya: I can't

Haya: can't we take a break?

Khalid: w rabii eli fogi haya wl5algni a7bk

Haya-crying-: I can't khalid please!!!!!

I heard her nanny telling her to come down because her mom wants her she just screamed out telling her to close the door..

Khalid: stop crying 3awrti galbii

Haya: don't leave me

Khalid: I love you forever and always haya, have a good life!

Haya: 5alid 6ab 3adi tsm3ni lma a5l9?

Khalid: akeed

Haya: this is hard y3niii khalid 7aram walla ma at7ml 5alid wallaaaaaa

And she starts crying so hard, its hearbreaking I shade some tears.. Yeah ladies men do cry.

Haya: let's just leave it for the wind? Remember? The wind? Law sma7t ma agdr ketha this happened to fast !!! 2 days ago we were hugging and kissing 5alid ma agdr bare with me!!! Don't leave me!! I'm not asking for much walla your goodnights and goodmornings are enough 7ta law matbeni!!!

Khalid: LATGOLEN KETHA!!!!

Haya-almost whispering-: I'm nothing without you

Khalid: I'd choose dying wla a3esh bdonk

Haya: ba3d 3umr 6weel

Khalid: let's just on separate ways, for our own sakes.. For our feelings sake. For your heart!

Haya-still crying like shit-: so that's it!? I won't be able to talk to you for the rest of my life?

Khalid: nobody knows, streets may lead us to each other

Haya: I hope

Haya: I can't

Khalid: you're stronger than this

Haya: I'm weaker than you think

Haya: I love you so much it hurts

Khalid: focus on your studying your future is more important don't let whatever happened today ruin what will come to you tomorrow, you're beautiful and you'll remain in my heart

Haya: I love you infinitely and no words can describe whatever I have for you khalid I wish nothing but the best for you

Khalid: estawd3tk allaaah, la tnseen 9altkk and be positive! And stay a ba6a as long as you live -trying to change the mood-

Haya: alah y7f6'k wen mar7t! La tnsani w enshallah, I'll miss you calling me that

Khalid: ansa nafsi wla ansak m3 elslama haya

Khalid: one last time, olive you.

Haya: I do even more.

And by that, It ended.
And by that, I broke down.
And by that, I see no light in my life.
And by that, I let go of my only happiness.
And by that, I'm lost.
It happened without me feeling, it had to happen.. Sooner or later.
-Haya-
I still don't know what happened, I'm in denial. This can't be happening. He's gone..... My khalid? is gone. Its like yesterday when we first skyped its like yesterday when he confessed his love, its like yesterday when I was happy filled with hope:')
I'm still in denial, forever and always my khalid forever and always my only.
I swam in tears my heart shattered in pieces I was shaking like shit! But I knew this was the best.. My heart isn't what is important, khalid is I know he is a strong guy but I'm sure if we stayed longer it will be harder for him to let go.
I'm dying inside for one last hug, I'm dying inside for one last kiss, I'm dying inside for one last fight.

*bbm*
Khalid: always remember, you're love.

Haya: :')
Khalid: bye galbii

Haya: bye khalid
Khalid: can I have a hug?

Haya: can't this hug be real?

Khalid: too hard

Haya: I'm broken

Khalid: someone will fix your broken pieces

Haya: I want you

Khalid: w ana abek w ma abe 3'airk

And he deleted me :')

I've always laughed on girls w salfat their broken hearts.. I'm now a brokenhearted girl! And not bs heart I feel like my body just broke down I'm dying inside, I need someone to save me. I'm falling apart. I hate being a saudi.

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No this is not the last chapter, still more real events to come. But this had to be one the chapters, you know.
I'm sorry if this chapter made you sad or something, because for me it made me cry.. Yeah 3ala ena ana eli ktabta bs when I read it and pictured it and stuff..
I'm sure we all go through bad times, but hope is somewhere near! So hopes up, and smiles up!

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