In A Heartbeat Ch.46

Previously: 

-turki's POV- 

6ab3an manb ray7 agolha shftk mub 5arof lhdrja!

I don't have her on bbm wla a3rf ragmha els3ody.. A9lan. 

@turkialx:"hey you" 

Yolo...

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-TURKI's POV-

Yolo.. 

@GF67:" hey"  after an hour. 

Wohooo 5fii 3alena! Nseeena ? El R y6la3 mn nafs elthanya. 

@turkialx:"smanti:p" 

@GF67:"what?"

@turkialx:"saw u today b centria"

@GF67:"oh ent briyadh?" 

Mswya ma tdren ghalia..? 

@turkialx:"for good."

@GF67:"aah!"

@turkialx:"ay jam3a btd5len? Sl6an?"

@GF67:" ee."

I remember one time we were takking about what if we stayed in riyadh what college would we be studying at 

Turki: ana law eni ma adrs hena bakon adrs bsl6an!

Ghalia: 7ta ana!!!

Turki: you copy cat!

Ghalia: waai3 you sound like juju

Turki-laughing-: baby my heart

Ghalia-her hand on turki's chest-: hena?

Turki-sad face-: eeh

Ghalia-hits turki's chest-: better?

Turki-laughing-: oh much much better! 

Ghalia-flips hair-: good!

Turki: dayum guuurl!

One crazy night!

-Ghalia's POV-

I was really really really extremely shocked with turki's DM  i was still full of emotions but it was locked up inside i was waiting for the right time to explode.. it seems near? 

-bbm-

Ghalia: guess men kan fe centria?

Maha: men?

Ghalia: turki

Maha: so what

Ghalia: why are so cold bs ga3da agolk!!

Maha: shfta ana!

Ghalia: :/ leh ma glteli 

Maha: w etha glt esh byt3'ayr

Ghalia: you've been acting really weird maha:/ 5air sh9ayr?

Maha: enti eli madri shjayk! 

Ghalia: haw!

Maha: gltlk sten mara don't lock up your shit because every time you do a6fsh! A 6 f s h

Ghalia: wsh jak!!!!!!!!

Ghalia: wsh 9ayr? Wa'67eli!

Maha: i'm the one that's keeping up with every shit that happens to you!!! W enri ma gd fakarti ts2len maha kaifk? Kaif elzg!?

Ghalia: what happened!?

Maha: malk sh3'l

Ghalia: spit it up

Maha: malk sh3'l

Ghalia: maha ana shdrani!!! Wshlon byje 3ala bali mathlan

Maha: w ana shlon yje 3ala bali turki kl mara as2l kaifk 9ar shay w ho lk shahren ma shfteh!!!

Ghalia: mumkin trawgen!

Maha: life is not about them ghalia:') wallah wallah it's not!! Y'6eg 9adri 3alek i saw you suffering from the very first second until this moment 3'alia 6fasht 6fasht makla zg kl yom w a7kelk w ahdekk 

Maha: 3'alia love isn't about bbm hugs talks shit love is inside! Etha wa7d 9dg y7bk? Byje y56bk. 

Maha: mu yswe fek eli ybe w etha shb3 kaml 6rega la ya ro7 omk

Ghalia: your words are full of shit 

Maha: enti? Shit. 

Maha:engal3ii mub mnk mn eli ma 3raft twa9l elm3loma!!!:) 

Ghalia: i know maha i know it's not all about them bs tra what turki gave me was enough for me to actually think he was the one

Ghalia: i'm over that and you know that for sure!!! 

Ghalia: i even talk to that salman guy on kik w 3adi el7yat 7lwa

Maha: lsa!?:/ 

Ghalia: swalef 5arbe6 ma3lek y7b

Maha: wsh ybe fek?

Ghalia: can't a girl be friends with a guy?

Maha: bls3odya? No!

Ghalia: welllll, i'm mentally in ottawa 

Maha: you know b36' ela7yan tw9al feni kamyat nag9 el7nan w agol (9degatii ykafon a9lan) wra ma t3'zleni:')? 

Ghalia: LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOl!!!! 

Ghalia: al7amdellah althi 3afna mn ma ebtlakk.. 

Maha: shut up kiddo

Ghalia: sure

Maha: anyway esh galk kaman?

:( 7ta w e7na tawna mt'hawshen she keeps on opening the subjects i care about the most.. Weh sho b7bk ana. 

Ghalia: bs gali smanti w saklt

Maha: ouch:|=))!! 

Ghalia: i know eni ma smant-.-

Maha: 9ar jsmk 6be3y bdon 39agrl

Ghalia: okay-.- 

Maha: salman guy 

Ghalia: what's with him

Maha: end it

Ghalia: done 

Maha: good guuurl!

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1 more month passed of summer and then rama6'an arrived. Ma agdr aw9f gad esh a7b ram6'an!!:') the atmosphere is incredible 9alat eltraawe7 family gatherings and all good things!<3 

Lailat ram6'an eli t2akdna ena ram6'an i received a message.

Unknown number:  مبارك عليك الشهر غالية.. 

Okaay.. 3alen w 3alek!

Ghalia: علينا و عليك معليش حبيبتي ما عرفتك؟ 

Unknown: shd3wa 3'alo..

Oh now i know. 

Ghalia: okay 

Incoming call> unknown 

The same number! What now?

...: i missed you! 

Ghalia: okay

Turki: ma eshtagteli?

Ghalia: la

I do turki i really do!!!!!

Turki: mu mn glbk

Ghalia: wsh tbe mni al7en?

Turki: abi asm3 9otk

Ghalia: shlon jbt rgmi?

Turki: numberbook 

Ghalia: aha

Silence. I didn't want the call to end eff..

Turki: 3'alia

Ghalia: hmm

Turki: alah y7f6'k w ys3dk

Ghalia: w y7f6'k

Ghalia: leh faj2a?

Turki: 7ram ad3elk?

Ghalia: la mub 7ram

Turki: good 

Ghalia: 3ndk shay thani?

Turki: salamtk

As cheesy as this may sound but his voice was actually sad!

It was the day i skype with noor and noura

Noor: hala aboooy!

Noura: 3ndkon smbosa!!??! 

Ghalia-laughing-: a9wrlkom elsufra bukra 3shan tmoton 3'eeerah

Noor: meanie!!! 3adii 3adiii mara7 nmooot!!! 

Noura-laughing-: noor !

Noor: ha!

Ghalia: you guys

Noor: shnu?

Ghalia: taw dg 3lay turki!

Noor: no way!!

Noura: ama 3ad!!-shocked-

Ghalia: wallah awal shay arsli message 

Noor: ee?

Ghalia: ba3den he called i missed you was the first thing he said

Noura: w 6b3an you denied enk you missed him too!

Ghalia: ajal 7bebti agola ee walah turki wa7shtni?

Noor: it won't make any difference tara 

Ghalia: it will!! I'm not that easy you know

Ghalia: plus, 5alo sara tnf3a!

Noura: who is sara!???

Noor: ana agolich sara hathi mn ayam ghalia kant hnii

Ghalia: let ME!! 

Noor: shshshshs

Noura: no no abi asm3ha mn 3'alia

Ghalia: t4kren elyom eli enhar 3aly feh?

Noura: ee?

Ghalia: gltlk shfek enti!!

Noura: la wshoo!!??

Ghalia: elzbda kan by6al3 jeala w 6a7 w ana jbta w the callers ID esmha sara 

Noor: 6ayb ymkknha his partner in class

Ghalia: i don't care! It's over!!

Noor: you want it to be over if you loved him enough you'd fight for him!!!

Ghalia: la 7bebtii if..

I was about to say something bs noura sbgatni.. 

Noura: la noor, if he loved her enough he'd never talk to another girl! 

Ghalia: bl6'ab6

Noor: okay okay you two win .. 

Ghalia: esh kaman kaif el3yal?

Noura: fahad 3nda exam mdri esh bukra w shakla byf76 ed3ella

Ghalia-laughing-: wa7shni elklb!!

Noura: ho ba3d eshtaglk 3'a6eti 3lay bdait a3'ar!!

Ghalia&noor-laughing- 

After an hour of random subjects with my besties Noor was paying attention to her phone mtn7a feh bzyada w noura mnsd7a 3aleha 3adi we were starring at each other.. the good silence between friends 3raftoh?  Elzbda i received a message bnafs elwagt noura jlast tgol salfa.. 

Ghalia: omg. 

Noura: ba3deen omg wsho?!!!!

Noor-jumps from her place-: shnu!!!???

Ghalia-sniffs-: akrha!!!!! 

Because few words can bring some shit back! 

"استحالة أنساك .. واستحالة أوصل رضاك

 

واستحالة أتركك واستحالة أبقى معاك.. 

أعترف إني في حيرة .. قلب مايعرف مصيره.

اعترف إني أحبك .. وودي أتهنى بقربك.. 

لكن في بعدك لقاك .. استحالة أنساك.. " 

Those words were sent from turki. 

Noura: 3'alyoh shfek!!!

Ghalia: rsali message 

Noor: you're freaking me out matt!!?

Ghalia-screaming-: NO!!!

Noor-laughing-: 3ayal

Ghalia: est7ala ansakk w est7ala aw9l r6'akk....... Lakn fe bu3dk lgak est7ala ansakk -starts crying- akrha ok? Akrha!!!!

The only thing noor and noura said was "hadi 7bebtii wagfi bakii mayswa 3alek!!!"

Ghalia: i know ma yswa! Wla ystahlni! Wla zg bs it hurts you guys!

Noura: w ela mta bnbtl!?

Ghalia: 6fasht -sigh- kl ma i try escaping reality he freaking comes back!! Go away dude!!!

Noor-laughing-: hatha w entay 6'ayg 5lgich tnakten 3yal law mafech shay!!

Ghalia: i try -sad expressions-

Noor-hugs the laptop-: fela76'aan ya ro7 omch t3aaly 

Ghalia-hugging her ipad-: that was needed -laughing-

Noura-laughing-: esh btrden?

Ghalia: mara7 ard!

Noura: seriously?

Ghalia: ee wallah!

Noor: la 3aib !

Ghalia: mabi ard 6yb!

Noura: la wallah lazm at least kilma aw shay

Ghalia: a76 face abo dme3a?

Noura: bkaifk

Noor: reply with a song lyric!

Ghalia: shayftni om 13? Nl3ab e7na!

Noor: wayd msta78rt'hom! Om 13 hathiii t3rf a7sn mnch bhal ashya2!!

Ghalia: mayhmni.. 

Noura: ana yhmni! Klmten mara7 t6'r 3shan el3ishra w ketha-wink-

Ghalia: 3ishrat esh ya mama

Noor: 3shan elhugs and kisses yalah

Ghalia: alah ysam7a

Noor: chub enzain!?

Ghalia: enzain!!! 

Noor: ktbay ashof!!

Ghalia: ha!!!

-turki's POV-

I wanted something new to happened between me and ghalia, law fight ana mat3d!! Ahm shay agdr a5th w a36ii m3aha!!! Maska m3ay kaifi!

After the words i sent lgait'ha rsaltli"And I just wanna tell you

It takes everything in me not to call you.

And I wish I could run to you.

And I hope you know that every time I don't, i almost do." 

I was surprised. I thought she'd ignore me or maybe just send me a very bad reply or something i was happy she sent me this. Maybe there's still hope? Or maybe not.

-Ghalia's POV- 

It took me lots and lots of courage to send that message lots of courage and way too much"keli zg enti el5srana" mn noor and noura. 

Ghalia: great! Now bn9er n7aki b36' b lyrics? 

Noor-laughing-: gal shay?

Ghalia: ee 

Noura: esh? 

Ghalia: i'll be all that you want. 

Noor: sh5baaaari!!

Ghalia: 9a7!!

Noura: eglbi 3aleh

Noor: eeh!

Ghalia: you guys are so mean!!!

Ghalia: bs bsweha esh arsl mwahahah!

Revenge, brother.

Noor: taylor swift old lyric dgega feha cold w madri shnu wait!!!

Noura: oh what a shame w ma3rf esh

Noor: eeeeeh!! Hathi bs fe lyric 3ajeb wait ajeba

Ghalia-laughing-: t3awnu blbr wlt8wa..

Noor-laughing-: asta3'frallah!

Noura: found it!

Ghalia:"You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you" 

Turki:"أبيك وما أبيهم .. ولا غيره سكن قلبي وعيني"

Ghalia:"You said I was your everything, You said I was the one."

Turki:"بعد روحــي يا ليت أقدر

يا ليت أقدر أقول أكثر

بعد روحي يا ليت ألقى

يا ليت ألقى كلام أكبر

يا ليت أقـدر بتعبـيري

بأحساسي و تفكيري

أقدملك و لو كلمه

حياتي كلها فكلمه

مداها ما يكون أقصر

من الحب إللي في يكبر" 

Okay turki. You win. Leave me alone now. Leave me with my tears. 

Noor: baaal baaal baal!! Sh9aar shgaaal!!!

Ghalia-sniffing-: aaaah galbi a7taj a5ma!!!!! 

Ghalia: wsh ard!!!!

Noura: shay 3arbi ya Ashely mu kila english!!

Ghalia-crying-: i have one

Noor: go for it.

Ghalia:"

خلك مثل ما انت بعيد ما ابي انا جرح جديد"

Turki: mabi ab3d!

Ghalia: w ana mabek turki, ma abek.

Turki: mu mn galbk

Amana fe a7d bldnya ketha? Agola ma abek w ygoli mu mn glbk? Law 3'aira tfl bwjhi:')

Ghalia: turki, let's stop hurting each other and let the wind take you to wherever. 

Turki: ghalia, abek ok?

Ghalia: la

Turki: ela!

Ghalia: mafe krama?

Turki: yashai5a afdak ana w kramti!

Ghalia: :') 

Turki: please forgive me w i'll disappear, BUT i'll come back.

Ghalia: you keep on disappearing and that's when my wounds are healed and when you come back it's like i got stabbed with a knife again.

Turki: that much?

Ghalia: and more

Turki: i'm sorry

Ghalia: you're forgiven now leave me alone

And that was it..? I waited for his reply? No sign. 

I ended the video call with noor and noura with tears, i was so tired and my head was aching so i slept like a baby ba3d el9ya7. 

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Ram6'an 5al9 w ja el3eeid w elnas s3eeda w eldnya far7 w s3ada w ana lsa bhmoomi.. 5ala9 3'alia, wallah law ena wsho!!???? 

Asta3'rb how can girls get over a guy so easily!? Maybe l2n turki gave me more than what saudi guys usually give? I have no idea!!!! 

I'm done with this shit!

After ejazzt el3ed om esbo3 i started going to college. 

First week was hectic full of new stuff, new people and a whole different thing! 6b3am ma agol eni t3awdt 3ala ottawa's uni but it was different and i got used to it w fahamt elwa'63. 

Maha: ekshaaa5 ya tanora ya 7rkat

Ghalia: law eni b ottawa kan labsa sweatpants -sad expression-

Maha: o9 bs gal sweatpants gal

Ghalia: 7amt kabdi mn els3odyat abi ajanb wdi faj2a yjeni wa7d Japanese ys2alni wain ylga japanese restaurants

Maha-laughing-: wsho enti their guider? 

Ghalia-laughing-: i was!

Maha: yala inshalah tro7en tkamlen m3 zojkk!

Ghalia: la mafeh mnb mtzawja

Maha: aha ok. 5ali lesbos eljam3a ydron yjonk rak6' -wink-

Ghalia: w3 bala habl sultan mafeha a9lan

Maha: a9lan mafe a9lan a9lan aaaah-wink-

Ghalia-walks away and laughs-: weirdo!!

Maha: 3alek

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-after 2 months- 

College shit got me distracted from everything including turki's existence. I used to stalk him b twitter but now i barely check twitter! I don't know where he is right now or what's he's up to.. 

I'm now on my  second term in college and it's killing me too much work and studying to do!! 

Om Ghalia: bnti fe jam3at eljeeran fe bait om a7md eli janbna  bukra byjon bnat'hom etha wdk tjen

Ghalia: 9ra7a a7taaj nas jdeda fa shakli baji w bukra off fa ra7a shway

Om ghalia: 5ala9 mumtaz

Ghalia: byje a7d 3'air eljeran?

Om ghalia: atw83 5wat om a7md

Ghalia: eeeh 

-the next day- 

I woke next day at 2pm, i was THAT tired!!!! 

Om ghalia: lah kan kamlteha nomt yomain 3amti ghalia!!?

Ghalia: asfa mama t3bana wallah 6ool elesbo3 tdrasa a3mal w zgan

Om ghalia: elmuhem tra 3zaymhom badri 4 w e7na 6al3en!

Ghalia: ro7i w ana bal7gk ba3d sa3tain tra baina shjara bs..

Om ghalia: mafeh! Ana wyak swa wla abd

Ghalia: yarabeh ok!

Om ghalia: sa3tain rawgi w tjahzi

Ghalia: lazm shay mara? 

Om ghalia: y3ni eeeh tksh5i kod tn56ben w tfkeni 

Ghalia: ouch mama ouch!

Om ghalia-laughing-

-skipping to the 3zema-

Too much loud voices, women talking, kids playing! We were sitting outdoor since the weather was great! Fa ay a7d yd5l ngdr nshoofa d5alt 7urma in her late 40's ketha w m3aha a 6-7 year old girl. I know that face. 

Omg. 

Okaaay... 

That's juju turki's sister!!! 

3adi ghalia why are you panicking wsho haw... 

After all of the panicking jat juju w salamt 3lay l2nha ga3da tmshii m3 omha w tslm w ketha

Om turki: mashallah bnt meen?

Ghalia: bnt

Om ghalia: hathi 3'alia bntii eli kant tdrs b canada

Om turki: aaaaah!!! Ya hala ya hala -hugging- ya zenk enti w canada 3sak t5arjti mub mthl wldi raj3 w ho mabgla ela sana!!

Ghalia-smiling awkwardly-: la 5alti bs drast sana henak w kamlt'ha hena

Om turki: eeeh mashallah ba3d jam3atna mub shaina wallah 

Ghalia: eee ma3aleha

Om turki: eeeh mashallah 

W mshat tsalm 3ala elnas... 

That day was the first time i scroll down my twitter ba3d 2 months of not tweeting. 

Turki as well his last tweet was 2 weeks ago, shakla ygld..? 

I tweeted out"awkwaaaard~"

Juju: mama fe wa7da hena tshbah a7d 

Om turki: meen?

Juju-ponting at ghalia-: hathi

OH NO!!! Please!!!!

Om turki: eeh?

Juju: turki wrani 9ora 

N O. :'D

Ghalia: hahaahah shaklha mla5b6a

Om turki: ymkn bnafs jam3at turki enti?

Ghalia: ana knt b ottawa's university

Om turki: eeeeeh!! Hathi he

Ghalia: shaklha shayfa 9ora jma3ya aw shay 3'reeb esma awal mara asm3a

Yalla ghalia save yourself..

Om turki: eeeh ygoli kther s3oden 

Ghalia: eeh wallah mashallah!

After that gathering of full awkward situation, i was free to go home.

-turki's POV- 

Om turki: ela turki

Turki: hala yuma

Om turki: t3rf bnat s3odyat m3ak bljam3a?

Turki: b canada?

Om turki: ajal?? 

Turki-laughing-: ee a3rf asma2

Om turki: gd sma3t b esm ghalia alx?  

WHAT!? Act normal turki. Act. Normal.

Turki: la ma gd sma3t feh 

Om turki: 3'reba shftaha elyom fe bait e5ti 79ah bnt jeranhom ya7lelha jamal w a5laag w mashallah y3ni 9dg 9dg tjnn!! Ma ynmal mnha glt tfkni w a56bha lk 

Turki-shocked inside but still acting normal-: ewa?

Om turki: bs yom solft m3 5altk 79aah kan tgoli enha sam3a enha en56bt greb

M56oba?

-to be continued-       

Sorry for the short chapter:(? Love u all.