Monday, December 9, 2013

Here and the Ch.10 -PART1-

Since it was summer, shahad and her sister travelled to her dad in jeddah, so i wasn't aware of everything that happens with her not because she didn't want to tell but because both of were caught up into something bigger. 
3 weeks and 2 days passed on what happened with saud and i haven't yet told faisal about it, i still felt filthy and worthless i don't even know why it wasn't that a big of a deal he didn't touch but he sure did make me shiver(badly) with his words. 
Anyways i usually don't sleep until 6AM but i hated that wednesday night and i waited for it to 3ala a7r mn ljamr, so i went back home from my cousins house. Changed my clothes, did my things and then i snuggled myself under the sheets to sleep, it was 1:30 ? Or 2AM elzbda it was early for anyone to sleep bl9ef! 
I slept for 3 hours then my ringtone woke me up, thank god i'm not a heavy sleeper! 

Shahad: nayma? -5angt'ha el3abra-

Nouf: ee ee bs 5ala9 gmt wsh fek?

Shahad: la mafeni shay bs bsolf..

Nouf: wsh fek?

Shahad-breaths heavily and starts crying-

Nouf: haw!!! Haw wsh fekkk shahad la t5awfeni!!

She was crying ldrjt matgdr t7ki w i was half asleep w magdr agol shay so i waited for her to finish her crying session, 6b3n 6ol lwagt w ana agolha"goli la elah ela alah" w tgolha while she's crying, cutest thing LOL! 
After 6-7 minutes she calmed down, still a bit shaky but she could talk now.

Shahad-sigh-

Nouf: wsh feeeekkk

Shahad: rasltlk captures

Nouf: wsho?

Shahad: ja 7akani

Nouf: aywa?

Shahad: nouf b7yati magd t5yltni abki 3ala wald!!! 

Nouf: ntrk 7yatk 3ala jnb fahmeni esh gal?

Shahad: part mn o3'neya ma3rft'ha -quietly-

Nouf: esh ?

Shahad: t5yli ena a5r mara 7aketah mta?  Eli gabl 3 asbe3 aw shay? Mstaw3ba how hurt i was the whole three weeks? B7yati ma3umri 7sait b this kind of emptiness 

Shahad: eshtgt lomi w ho ga3d yzeedha like i need more to think about.

Shahad: ma afhm why am i still holding on walla kl mara yjeni notifications mn ay shay ho awal mn yje fe bali!

She wanted to talk so i listened quietly. 

Shahad: ma3rf ana esh thanbi y3ni ma7sni knt mg9ra?

Shahad: eli yghr enii sm3t'h

Nouf: tdren len yomk hatha maglteli esh gal w kaif kan y7ki?

Shahad: mayhm, fikrat ena ho eli dag tkafi nouf, tjr7 walla tjr7

Nouf: adri tjr7 w t4ba7 ba3d bs one mistake t'36i 3ala kl elashya2 elzaina mara 3'ala6 zy lma ygolk wrga be6'a w feha ng6a soda yjjek wa7d ygolk wain ra7 kl elbaaya6' fahamteni?

Shahad: ee wala fahma bs lsa ana bglbi ga3d 9ot'h 9a7 ena kan yrd brsmya bs mafahamt leh dag aked fe salfa bs s2lta ana w gltla leh! Gal no explanation

Nouf: he has no explanation 

Shahad-starts crying again-

Nouf: esm3eni!! Wagfi. 9ya7. Mara7 yfedk la ho byrj3h wla by3'ayr wla shay, tbena go talk to him, matbena stop making yourself miserable you have a whole life to live la twgfenha 3leh! Ba3den hathi mu enti!! Wenkk shahad? Wen elgwya eli mayhzha re7?

Shahad- laughing-: tslm 3alek 9abra thlath asabe3 b3thri enfjrt.

Nouf: wsh arslk 6yb?

Shahad: dgega b76k speaker 

Nouf: ok 

Shahad: galbi yali 3shg dnyak, 5la 7yat'h wla 5alak akthb etha glt ana mahwak w akthb etha glt ma areedk..

Shahad-sigh-: yn3'z glbi

Nouf: lklmat. 

Shahad: i know

Nouf: w mta hatha?

Shahad: gabl 2 hours

Nouf: mu nawya trden?

Shahad: ela aked

Nouf: w esh btgolen?

Shahad: kl zg

Nouf: kafo walla-laughing-

Shahad: la amz7.. Bs lsa ma 8rart

Nouf: lma t8arren goleli

Shahad: inshalah

Nouf: law byadi shay sweta

Shahad: adri yagalbi

Nouf: mayro7 shay ela b5erah inshalah

Shahad: akeeed

Nouf: ana mayta na3s fa y3ni bakml nomti.. 

Shahad-laughing-: t9b7en 3ala 5air

Nouf: w enti mn ahla

Shahad: a7bk

Nouf: adrii

Shahad: bbye-laughing-

I was actually surprised that she broke down. 
A9lan 3adi life is full of surprises you don't know what will happen next!

I checked whatsapp and the first thing i saw was faisal's conv mn bra"ella mta"

Faisal: hey

Faisal: w lel7en ma ts2len:p 

Faisal: kefk?-2:30AM-

Faisal: nayma mn bdri mashallah-2:55AM-

Faisal: bs atmna a3rf wsh fek, i know you don't like it when someone pushes you to talk, but i need to know what's wrong nouf -3:3AM-

Faisal: etha ana m6'aygk mst3d aswe lmust7el bs 3shan ar6'ek bs goleli

Faisal: ela mta

Nouf: hey 

Nouf: nothing's wrong faisal <3 

Faisal: e7lfi? Tst3b6en?

Nouf: haw! Wsh ast3b6

Faisal: a3rfk zy ma a3rf nafsi

Nouf: yeah so mu shr6 ena feni shay

Faisal: bkaifk bs mta ma 8rarti ena fek shay 36eni 5br

Nouf: !

Faisal: ?

I ignored him knowing that it's my mistake i just didn't want to admit it!!

I went back to sleep for an hour, i woke up feeling empty and nauseous, i hated the feeling. 
I wanted it to go away. 

Nouf: awake?

After 10 minutes.

Faisal: ee

Nouf: i have a long story to tell you

Faisal: i'm all yours

Nouf: tt4kr thak lyom eli skrt feh skype ? Eli lma knt fe bet haifa?

Faisal: ee

Nouf: so faj2a w ana a7kek shft wa7d jay w maknt mstaw3ba w skrt 3ala 6ol ba3den lma dgagt 6l3 s3od 

Faisal: !! 

Nouf: 3'er ena kan nashbli mn ba3d centria nshbli fe bet'hom, "w enti mat7sen feni ana abek" w mdri esh i felt disgust mn nafsi w mn klshay 7oli 

Faisal: w ana tawni adri? W hatha elsbab eli m5lek tkshen mni? 

Faisal: 8smbilah la al3an 5erah!!!!!!! 

Faisal: 78er mayst7i!!! 

Faisal: lmask???? Nouf la tkthben!

Nouf: bs lms katfi w 9r5t w ba3d ma gal ela 7aki

Faisal: 7sbi alah 3aleh!! 

Nouf: bs that's why knt mdri esh aswe w b3den kef t'hz2a b9ftk men wsh ydreh enk t7bni!

Faisal: la la ydri!!! W awal wa7d dari!!!

Nouf: !! W ana leh tawni adri enh ydri!!!

Faisal: l2n mu m3loma btfeedk

Nouf: mo m3loma btfeedni!!=)) law darya ena ydri kan saflt feh w hz2t faisal ana enrb6 lsani gdama!!! 

Faisal: y5asaaa!

Nouf: !!!!! 

Faisal: tdren en l3'ala6 mnk

Nouf: haw

Faisal: lmuhm 

Nouf: i'm sorry 

Faisal: don't be, i'm the one who should apologize

Nouf: w leh

Faisal: the way my cousin acted 

Faisal: ana bnam al7en, t9b7en 3aala 5er.

Nouf: faisal t3rf eni ma7b tnam w ent mt6'ayg

Faisal: mub mt6'ayg abd

Nouf: i know you

Faisal: ymkn b3d 3 weeks agolk wsh feni, good night for now

:/ ok glna '3al6ana bs maynglb 3ly ketha, god my life is so messed up right now yalaitni nmt wla 7aket'h!

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Few days later..

Shahad was back and at last tjm3na, i will never be able to describe how much i missed them.

Reem: yoo nigga shahad skri el o3'neya shway

Raghad-tbl3 mn thal akl-: la la a7bhaaa

Reem: bgol shay yazg!

Raghad-laughing-: aaah 6yb

Nouf: yala tbda e3trfat el9aif mdri 7a6en group lwsho-laughing- la t9dmoni byom wa7d 

Reem: shahad osh

Shahad-laughing so hard-

Nouf: omg!!!

Shahad: mara ygrf

Nouf: wsho 

Raghad: khalid? La la la law sm7ti-tswe nafsaha tmoot-

Reem-singing-: i'm in loveeeee

I want to hold her feelings before anything bad happens. I'm too scared for her, yet happy. But reem has always been my little sister, ma3rf i can't describe her innocence.  


Monday, December 2, 2013

Here and there Ch.9


We were heading to centria with haifa which happens to be one of faisal'a cousins.
I didn't want to go a9lan but i didn't want to stay home either soooo.. Food is always a good choice. 

Reem: shahad mara7 tje? 

Raghad: matw83 

Nouf: ela gayltli?

Raghad: la galt ymkn ashof elzg w abd malha 5lg tshof wjha

Nouf: eee tw83t 

Raghad: byje a7d m3aha? 

Nouf: meen haifa?

Reem: la bs 97bt'ha wa7da 

--
Haifa: omg at7dakom men swa check in fe la vella???

Lama: yaraaab eli fe bali 

We laughed on how open they were w e7na blsyara nwa9ii b36' ena ma tzl lsanaa wla shay, 7saitna ana w 97bati el freaks eli bs y5bon w maybon a7d ydri 3n wla shay LOL! 

Reem: meen ???

Haifa: a5oy m3 97baa wa7d uffff babkiii 3'air ena elzg mawjod w ana 3ala asas fe tao 

Nouf: 3aadi 3ala asas jayen hena 3shan na5th shay w n6l3 mara7 yshoofk anyways za7ma 

Raghad: mara za7ma elyom ma 9dgo elnas y36loon

We started talking two by two
Me, haifa
Raghad,lama
Reem ga6a m3 eljamee3.

We ate and everything was perfectly fine, as we walked out of the restaurant kan gdamna 4 groups 3yal janii 3'thyaan elzbda haifa tmshi jnbi fa 9art t2shr b3enha ena hatha a5oy w ana ma estaw3bt abdn ya3ni ay wa7d a5ok! W mayhmni 9ra7a bs kaman knt shayfa saud cousin faisal kaman 

Anyways i felt disgust because i can't take these kind of gatherings, we went down to the parking because our stupid, stubborn driver mu ra6'i yt7rk mn henak! Allah ya5th el3adu, anyways i felt a bunch of guys following us but we ignored mara one tried to talk to us w ka2na mabzrat mitws6 gdam allah w 5algaa we walked 6be3y to the car w sfhnahom 7ta ma 6al3na bwjehom. 

[IN THE CAR]

Haifa: mub 6be3y lm95ara a97ab a5oy t5ylo!

Lama: a9lan mub s3od kan m3ahom!?

Okay, so saud is her brother. 
Shlon ma estaw3bt!?

Reem: w3 w3 7aaans!

Raghad: shfto eeli labs sweat pants walla ena 7lu

Nouf: elzbda btjon baitna wla la?? 

Raghad: la magdr 

Reem: wla ana

Lama w haifa: e7na ngdr 

Haifa: 5loni a7lil elyom l2n shakl mafe 6l3a ba3d elkthba l2n elzg shafni w nawy shrr 

Reem: rasheed ro7 bait raghad 

Raghad: btjen? 

Reem: ee

W9lna raghad w reem w rj3na baitna kan shway awkward m3 haifa w lama l2n mafe thekk elswalef eli baitna.

Haifa-coming out of the bathroom-: omg omg omg

Nouf: zg!! Wsh fek?

Lama: s3od aked

Haifa: t5yli ys2l men eli kan m3ay-laughing- ma95raaaaaaa 

Nouf: 3adii a5oo byt2kd

Haifa: la a3rfh elbzr wrah salfa 

Nouf-laughing-: lzbda tbon ntfrj movie? 

Haifa: la elzg tha nawy shr shakli brj3 elbait 

Haifa is a rules breaker, yolo kind of girl, i didn't like that much. 

Lama: tw9leni?

Nouf: s5efat ma amdakom!

Haifa: law 3lay nmt 3ndk bs walla brj3 anshng

-HAIFA's SIDE OF THE STORY
[WHATSAPP]

Saud: mn ely kanw m3k

Haifa: shtbi?

Saud: adry en omy matdry 3n centria matw83 tbeny agolha

Haifa: 6fl!

Saud: ely labsa 3baya kbera mara

Haifa: =))?

Saud: w mt7jba zayn kant m3ha shn6a bonya

Haifa: LOL!! T'67kni saud 5zet lbnt 5z zain ma jbt esh mn jwa ba3d

Saud: law agdr;p e5l9y shsmha wla 8smblah f6'ay7k klaha tro7 laboy

Haifa: w ana agdr awrii baba lconv hathi

Saud: matswenha

Haifa: asweha

Saud: elzbda aby esmaha lyom

Haifa: t7lm

Saud: leh 6yb

Haifa: mb jawk lbnt! 

Saud: wsh drak!!

Haifa: ana a3rfha w a3rfk 

Saud: 6yb bs abi esmaha enty wsh by6'rk

Haifa: faisal bla 7rkat mitws6!!!

Saud: shkbrha?

Haifa: t5rjt 

Saud: aha

Saud: m3k blmdrsa kant? 

Haifa: ee 

Saud: shsmha glty nseet=))

Haifa: alah ya5th l3du:)

Saud: 3asht elasami

Haifa: :)!

Saud: bsr3a lk 2 minutes

Haifa: e3gl ekbr saud!

Saud: 6ab golely esmha

Haifa: lhdaraja

Saud: ee 

Haifa: nouf alx 

Saud: shokran ya a7la e5t<333333

Haifa: :)

I know how nouf is not into this, either because she's in a relationship already or she's scared of all of this. 
Both ways i knew she wasn't my brothers type, he's a smoker, player, a97ba 5araa, drasta ma t'hmh w ahlh a5r shay w nouf klsh wla elahl, "eli mafeh 5air lahlah mafeh 5air lelnas" she always said. 

I wanted to warn her because i know saud byjeb shay yo9alha feh w btn9dm. 

Haifa: bntt

Nouf: hala

Haifa: esm3i tra saud nshbli ybe y3rf men enti 

Nouf: LOL 

Haifa: w tw83i ay shay mna

Nouf: looool m3lek

Haifa: <3 

-BACK TO NOUF's SIDE OF THE STORY-

What.
The.
F. 

I captured the conv and sent it to the group 

Shahad: bzr =)) wsh 7rkat'ha he w a5oha

Reem: y3333!! Mu mnh mnha he 

Raghad: shfekom galbto lbnt malha thanb

Raghad: ba3den he wa'67 ena makan wdha

Nouf: kant tgdr tsfha w a9lan mu hamni bsfha law ja aw shay, faj2a ma eshtahet eljam3a eli fe bait'ha 

Shahad: la yas5efa kl a7d byje! 

Raghad: if you're not going i'm not going

Reem: what she said

Shahad: wla ana

Nouf: bshoof byomha b8arir 

Nouf: shoosho sho a5br walidoo?

Shahad: wsh walidoh enti w zg

Nouf: =)) bnat lbnt glbt boya 

Shahad: shd5llllllll!!!=))

Reem: shoosho;) tben aglblkk;)<3

Raghad: reem ylbaaaaglk=))!!!

Shahad: y333 alah ygrfkom=)) 

Nouf: mta t6la3 nsbna?

Shahad: next week ela7d 

Nouf: a7s drjaati zfttt 

Raghad: lmuhim law ma en8blnaa fe sl6aan ng3d fe byootna.

Nouf: walla enh mawdi wdi a5th gap term

Reem: bnt omk:) 

Nouf: walla mara afkr

Shahad: etha t7sen mawdk 3amti la t'39ben nafsk

Nouf: eeee -flips hair-

raghad: agol :) 

Nouf: omg kmg ong !? Jani path!!!! W bkul bja7a mswe add 

Nouf: y3333 3aleh!! 

Raghad: LOOOOOOLL y3 3aleeh mn galb!

Shahad: wsh ygol!! 

Nouf: ahln kaifk

Reem: esfhi w don't approve 

Nouf: akeed

Shahad: la tsfhen his msg bs byshof ena faisal 3ndk w byswe salfa

Nouf: men ho!

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[PATH MESSAGES]

Saud alx: ahln 

Saud alx: kaifk?

Nouf: hala

Nouf: kwaisa 

Saud alx: w kaif el9ayf m3k?

Nouf: good

Saud alx: 6l3t elnsbaah?

Nouf: do i know u?

Saud alx: la bs i'm looking forward to know you

Nouf: i'm not

Saud alx: a39ab 

I ignored him, for the sake of my nerves. 

I called faisal right away..

[SKYPE]

Faisal: hey baby

Nouf: faisal 

faisal: roo7h  

Nouf: wa7shnii mara

Faisal: yala t3aleli

Nouf: i wish

Faisal: esh nswe??

Nouf: mafe shay ytswa

Faisal: w 9aifna w 9rna ns'har ashoof

Nouf-laughing-: eeee a7sni 39for m6loog

Faisal: yala ana yomain w a5l9 w yjoni ahli ba3dha shrayk td5len blshna6?

Nouf-laughing-: mn 93'rii

Faisal: walla enk ng6a

Nouf: bnro7 makkah next weekend ketha 3ala el5ames 

Faisal: mashalaaah m3 men

Nouf: e7na w 5alti asma w ymkn tje shahad w jadt'ha 

Faisal: ed3eli ha 

Nouf: akeeed bdon ma tw9ii

We kept on talking for few hours until he almost fell asleep while talking so we ended the call and that was it for that day. 

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I woke on 5 path messages!:) 

Saud alx: morning gorgeous 

Saud alx: mabtswen accept y3ni;p?

Saud alx: shd3wa kl tha nom

Saud alx: am i scaring u?

Saud alx: i can't help it

I read the messages and ignored him, the fact that he's faisal's cousin is making me even more disgust. 

-SHAHAD's SIDE OF THE STORY-
I won't deny that i cry myself to sleep, i never thought i'd every cry over a guy, i saw myself as a strong women but i proved myself wrong. 
I miss him and every little thing.
He's been trying to reach me ever since that day but i've been ignoring his calls, messages, i blocked him from whatsapp and kik, i could've blocked his number too but i still wanted him to reach me, i still want him, we all make mistakes.. Maybe he has a bigger explanation to do? Or not but i still owe him a lot. 

Shahad: why did you lie to me?

My finger was on and of the send button until i gave up and sent it, it only took him 6 minutes to reply.

Walid: i'm sorry shahad walla she's an old friend that's all. 

Shahad: old friend my ass! I don't think you'll ever want me to talk to a guy as a friend wla!? You broke my heart when i needed you the most. 

Walid: I have no explanation to do, i said what i have. It's up to you to believe me, but you know how much i love you. I'm not that kind of a guy, loving one and having fun with another.

Shahad: don't make yourself sound innocent ok walid, you freaking called the girl telling her how your exam was!!!! Lol i don't want explanations, thank you very much. 

Walid: i'll always be here.

Shahad: i'm done with this.

6be3y? Abdn, kamyat elt5alof eli feh!!! No seriously, i am done. I know i'm better of without him.

-BACK TO NOUF's SIDE OF THE STORY-

It's been 3 days w elnashba matrkni i'm ignoring lmushkela!!! 

Raghad: ha nofi btjen??

Shahad: amana eee wdii a6l3 bait mama 79a ga3d y5ngni!!

R7mt shahad wla ana abdn abdn maknt nawyaa!

Nouf: ela yala shway w bad5l atrwsh

Shahad: a7bssssh

I started getting ready w ketha w tmnaait omi tgol la. 

Om nouf: wsh thalkash5a klhaa eli a3rfh btro7en m3 elbnaat

Nouf: bnro7 bait haifa alx 

Om nouf: mnhii thy ba3d 

Nouf: wa7da kannt m3na blmdrsa

Om nouf: mashallah wsh y9eron

Nouf: ya maamaaaa 

Om nouf: wen bet'ha?

Nouf: alrabwaah

Om nouf: laaaa elah ela alah

Nouf: ma aro7??

Om nouf: ela ba3d wsh yg3dk hena ba6l3 ana m7d byg3d felbait w 3zozi fe bet 5alk mt3b mn 36l mashallah

Nouf: 3ala asas law kan mawjod bag3d m3ah

Om nouf: elmuhem w enti raj3aa mrii bet omkk luluwah damh janbkom 5thi carda zawaaj seba bnt 3amk

Nouf: inshalaaah

-HAIFA's HOUSE- 

Haifa -ta54 3bayt nouf- : taw ma nawar el baittt 

Nouf: mnawr b ahlaa jaw elbanat ?

Haifa: ee reem w shahad jwaa

Nouf: mashalla mita jaww?

Haifa: gabl ketha 10 minutes jaw m3 b3'6

Nouf: mummtaazz

Haifa: yalla tfazaalii

Nouf-td5l elmjls-: hii shilllaaa

Reem-tgom tsalm-: halla hallaa

Shahad: hatha eli mra7 aksh555 w balbs 3adi haaa

Nouf: ya7mara makshh5tt

Reem: mshallaa abdd-laughing-

Haifa: tbon ajeb elgahwa awal wla el chips w el dip  ??

Nouf: chips w diiiiipppp 

Haifa-tdg 3la elm6b5-: mally jebi chips w dip allah y5alek

Shahad: aywa sh5barkm??

Reem: esh 9ar 3ala trip eljam3aa wla hawno?

Haifa: e7tmaaall kbbbeer 

Shahad: walla a7laa

Nouf: ee wallaaa maraa y7msss 

Haifa: ee walla 9adga ento mara7 tswon t5aruj 9a7

Nouf, reem and shahad: EEEE inshallaaaa bnro7 senior trip 

Haifa: el7maaaasss -laughing- wain 8rrtu??

Reem: 7jzna ldubai 5ala9 w a9lan kant mafro6' tkon bn9 elterm bs 7osat eldrasa btkon garf bs ahm shay m3 b36' -side hugging shahad-

Shahad: ya7beeeeb

Haifa: klaaaabbbb bajy m3akmm!!

Shahad: ya5tii t3ali m3annaa 9dgg 

Reem: ee 9dg haifa y3ni tgreban kl elbanat t3rfenhm w tmonen

Haifa: la haw shd5lni ana faj2a ag6-laughing- a9lan bnsafr ana w ahli

Nouf: y3rfonik w ymonon klhmm yaraab shayft'hom 6ool lsnwat eli fatat

Shahad: la 9dg t3ali law kan wwagt'ha 3'air yarab dubaii

Reem: meen gadkkk btru7en marteen jam3a w madrsaa

Haifa: madre bashoof

Nouf: mafi bashof bts2alen omk w btrdenlna mafhom ?

Haifa: mafhooom inshalla -laughing-

Reem: t5aylo banat b7keelkm salffaa

Shahad: e7kkii

Reem: ams bint a3rfha t7keli salfa 3an wa7da t7b wa7d bshakl matt5aylon eli she would do anything for him 9arlhum m3 b3'6 5 years 

Haifa: offf kthheeerr 

Nouf: ee kammmli-7af6'a elsalfa- 

Reem: elzbda elwalad y7bha w klshay w they're perfectly in love t5yalu elbnt hathi t7kii llbnt eli a3rfhaa tgol enha faj2a dagat 3ali elbnt mu 6be3ya minharra 9yaa7777 w sh'hagg tgol ana marra 5ft eli mu 6abe3i 9ya7ha elzbda tgol jlst ahdeha elma mahdt w 7ktli esh 9ayr

Shahad: aywaa

Reem: t5aylu ena 5 years lhum sawa w tawha tstw3b ena elwalad ya54 drugs w kl mara yru7 feha el barr yskr w y5arbb66 

Reem: t5aylluuu :'( elwalad ja e3trflha galha tra ana ketha w ketha w ketha ly kam sanna w ana 3shani a7bk w ma ab'3a a'6rk wla ad5lk m3ay bhathi elsawalf lazim ntrkk b3'6 l2ana ma agdr a9er m3ak w a5lek tt3lgen feni akthr w akthr w ana ketha enty tstahlen wa7d a7sn mni b ktheer w ma3rf aishhhh 

Haifa: omg!!!!

Shahad: w 5la9 trku b3'6? Tt3lg fek akthr esh yabn elzggg!! 5ams sneen!!

Reem: eeeee 5laaa99

Shahad: bgara elbint law t7bba 9dg kan wgfat m3ah ymkn y7tajhaa ba3d

Nouf: mn jdkk shahad?? elwalad mu bas yskr ya54 drugs mu shai baseee6 w yn7l bdgegten matrkha ela w hu mu gadr ytrrkkk eli jals ysaweeh! 

Shahad: 9dg bs law ybe ygdr

Haifa: w kaman 6be3y mnha ttrka 3'air ena kathb a9lan! 

We kept on talking about this subject and then nouf took a picture of me and shahad w 76t'ha instagram without any warning. 

"MY HABEBIES<3" i ignored the fact that her brother liked the picture.

Faj2a i heard skype's ringtone. Butterflies. 

Reem-tfg3 '67k-

I searched for my phone lma lgaita t7t makwt shahad, faj2a klhom ngzo 6l3t el7osh w lgaita skr, rj3t dgait w 76ait el headphone w jlast ador bl7osh lma 8arar yrd, 9a7 ena ams ma7kena klmten 3ala ba36' bs mu ldrjt yz3l..

Faisal: alo

Nouf: ahlnnn 

Faisal: mats2leen 

Nouf: etha ma sa2lt enta ma ts2l?

Faisal: wenk

Nouf: bait haifa

Faisal: 9ayren a97ab

Nouf: mu 3ajbk-laughing-?

Faisal: mayhmni 

Nouf: owkay.. 

Faisal: esh tswon?

Nouf: wla shay kna nsolf

Faisal: solfi m3ay la7ga 

And out of the blue saud appeard in front of me, mu bs zgait el3afya eli ba3dh!! Bdon ma a7s sakrt elskype call. 

Saud: mnawr elbait walla

Nouf-walking away-

Saud-almost running-: wen wen -steps in front of nouf-

Nouf: ba3d. La yjek elk may3jbk.

Saud: esh btswen mathlan??

Nouf: s3od b3d

Saud: esmi 9ar a7la t9dgen

Nouf-starts walking again-

Saud-holding her shoulders-: la76'a 6yb

Nouf: la tlmsni!!!!! 

Saud-yb3d ydenaa-: hadi 6yb mara7 aswe shay! 

Nouf: matst7i!!! Mafe karama!??? 

Saud: abek wsh aswe!! Mat7sen enti!!!!???

Nouf: eee ma a7s!!!!

Saud: bt7seeen!!! 

Nouf-laughing sarcastically-: 7rkat laflam hathi 5lehaa l5wyaatk!

Saud: esh eli mu 3ajbk feni w ana b3'ayra

Nouf-goes right-

saud-goes right-

Nouf-goes left-

Saud-goes left-

Nouf: BA3ID!!

And the faisal called again, but i was busy dealing with a stinky smelling smoker!!

Saud: bajebk y3ni bajebk

Nouf-finally walking away-: wa87!!! 

I got inside and i was shaking like shit, walla ma estab3dt yswii fenii shay!!! Okay he's good looking, okay elbnat 6ayren feh bs esh elsha59ya hathi la karaama wla shay!!

I sat beside shahad w wa'67 feni shay.. 

Shahad-whispering in nouf's ear-: shfek?? Wjhk a9fr?

Nouf: ba3den agolk

Shahad: ok

Nouf: ee w esh 7kaito 

Haifa: shfekk 5drti-laughing-

Nouf-laughing-: la abd

Reem-t9rf elsalfa-: wdkom n6l3 njeb akl w movie?

Nouf: la ana tawha elyom jaytni w bdt tt3bni shakli barj3 lbait

Haifa: haw ma amdaak!

Nouf: mara thanya inshallah

I called the driver, and as soon as he called me telling me he was out of her door i ran, i felt like i couldn't breathe mn kthr lgaraaf eli feni.
I didn't call faisal back until i reached the house. 

Calling faisal>

Ringing

Ringing

Ringing

No answer.

I didn't want to talk to anyone but him.
 
Ringing again. 
And again. 
And again.

No freaking answer.

I started crying and it's like he's gone or something, eff!!! 

Finally he called!! I drank a lot of water to clear up my voice a little bit.

Faisal: w 9rna nskr blwjh

Nouf-laughing-: enf9l jawali 

Faisal: ma3ndhom wifi

Nouf: mayw9l l7osh

Faisal: da5l lbait

Nouf: feh haifa mabeha tsm3

Faisal: rj3ti lbait y3ni

Nouf: ee 

Faisal: mu ka2na badri 3'reba

Nouf: jatni w ketha mt3btni shway

Faisal: w kaman badri mu 3ala nhayt elshahr

Nouf: shaklha tl5b6t

Faisal: yalla 5thi 7bob w ketha 3shan matgomen elfajr ta5then ebraa 

Nouf-laughing-: 7af6'

faisal: 3 sneen w bakml elrab3a m3akk zain ma 7f6't kam mara 97ti

Nouf-laughing-

Faisal: baby

Nouf: hmm

Faisal: aked mafekk shay?

Nouf: akeed

Faisal: promise me etha fek tgolen

Nouf: you know you'll be the first to know

Faisal: kwais

Nouf: wenk?

Faisal: adrs walla

Nouf: okay galbi kaml w ana bnamli shway 

Faisal: okay 7bebi 

Nouf: bbye 

Faisal: bye

Nouf: i love you mara

Faisal: ba3d galb faisal enti

Faisal: a7bk akthr

Nouf: bbye-smiling-

Faisal: bye

6b3an, la period wla b6e5.
W jawali mub mf9ool. 
Bs when something big like this happens lazm tfgshen, the question is should i tell him or not? 

-IM NOT GOING TO POST UNTIL NEXT SUNDAY PLEAEE BEAR WITH ME AND STOP ASKING ABOUT WHEN WILL I POST, I LOVE U ALL BS KAF LAW SA2LTO- 

Sunday, December 1, 2013

Here and there Ch.8

-2 weeks until finals-
Faisal have been nothing but.. Faisal? And that's what i'm always asking for.
Nothing has changed, accept when he started his finals and he started disappearing but at the end of the day everything's good and fine. 

Faisal: 36okum ljdwl?

Nouf: la lsa nhayt elesbo3

Faisal: y3ni bukra=))?

Nouf: yumaaa elyom esh?

Faisal: elthultha

Nouf: LOL bsr3a mar 

Faisal: bdg

Nouf: fe jadti

Faisal: gomi?

Nouf: la haw 3shan t4ba7ni omi

Faisal: okay
-1 hour later- 

Nouf: 6fshan?

faisal: la

Nouf: yala

Faisal is voice calling> 

Faisal: slam

Nouf: slaam 

Nouf: kaif elyom? 

Faisal: mashi 7alh r7na lsog b3ed 3shan a7s mlabsi 5al9t w 3afnt

Nouf: yslamli elmratb lesh ma shawrtni ya ba6a?

Faisal: nseet walla kant m3na wa7da m3na fel class w ketha 

Nouf: ahaaaa 

faisal: ee walla ya 7lelha sa3dtni

Nouf: 3saha d5lt m3ak lel fitting room bs?

Faisal-laughing-: babe

Nouf: hm..

Faisal: mara7 trden?

Nouf: emhm

Faisal: noufiiii

Nouf: ... 

Faisal-laughing-: yaaa skot enta ya silent treatment 

Nouf-smiling-: emmmhm!

Faisal-laughing-: trani 7as b ebtsamtk

Nouf-smiling-: msweeee

Faisal: w lma al7en mbtsma 

Nouf-laughing-: w bketha tfhmni enk t3rfni mn 9oti ya meryam noor?

Faisal: koooolo a2m7 

Nouf-laughing so hard-: lmushkela mala d5l

Faisal-laughing-: baaa3d eldnya klha el'67kaa 

Faisal: wrayy tslem assignment w ma 5al9taa 

Nouf: w mashallah nashbli leh?

Faisal: ashwnkkk mayta tbeni

Nouf: ana???? 

Faisal: eeeh 3amti 

Nouf: engl3 sw el assignments bs tbeni aswelk shay?

Faisal: eee barslk kam link w bs e5t9reeli 

Nouf: okay ersl 3ala email el laptop 

Faisal: ay? 

Nouf: gmail

Faisal: eee ok dgega 

Nouf: la bskr bd5l l7mam

Faisal: enti 7yatk fel7mam a3otho billaah-laughing-

Nouf: faisaaal-dala3 tone-

Faisal: 9ayra ttdal3en wajd

Nouf: bye.

Faisal: la76'a

Nouf: ha

Faisal: shfek glabti 3absii?

Nouf: ya5i feni 7mam-laughing- nashbaaaaah 

Faisal-laughing-: ro7i ro7i a9lan jawali by6fa

Nouf: esh7nh

Faisal: abshrii

Nouf: bye 

Faisal: a7bk

Nouf: ana a7bk

-FAISAL's POV- 
I always get the bad feeling of losing her forever i can't take the thought of her miles away fa esh by9er feni if i couldn't reach her at all, so i always try my best to give her all she needs and leave a good last impression every time. 

A7s "el3la8a" shway mtwatra, mn my side 6b3an she's nothing but perfect but i have to admit that i'm an ass. 

-MOVING ON UNTIL FIRST DAY OF SUMMER- 

Faisal: YAAAAAAA5REJA YA 7RKAT<3 

Nouf: ma a9dg i'm officially done with this shitty school!! 

Faisal: aje a56b y3ni??

Nouf: ummm la ma56oba:$ 

Faisal: mashallah men eli oma da3ya 3aleeeh=))?

Nouf: da3ya LH* 

Faisal: elzbda 

Faisal: wsh btswen elyom?

Nouf: bnro7 nakl ana w el7bayb w ba3den bnrj3 baitna nsb7

Faisal: kwaais enbs6ii

Nouf: yala entaa kaml drastk=)) 

Faisal: -_- 

And the day i've been waiting my whole life for is finally here! 
We all know how it feels like ba5r yom drasa bs a5r yom drasa felmdrsa tmamn, 3'aaaair<3!
We ate and then went back to my house, we slept for 2 hours or something (lazyasses) LOL and then the fun began, since madrstna tswe elt5aroj b awal weekend ba3d ele5tbart w e7na m5l9en sabt y3ni el5ames elt5aroj elzbda ena we were planning for the day before the graduation and i've never felt any happier! 
Anyways, we swam, danced and lived like there was no tomorrow until shahad and reem slid from the water slide together and shahad broke her nose. 

Shahad and reem-laughing so hard-: wj3 jazma 

She started getting dizzy when she saw blood covering the water. 

Shahad: omg omg 

Reem: bsmellaaah!!! Nouf!! 

Raghad and i w kam bnt kano m3ana thak elyom jena nrk6' w ka2na wrana shay faj2a nshoof dam w she was wearing a white tank top fa bl6'ab6 eltanktop galb a7mr! 

Ma ndrii ela elbnt 6ay7a 3aleena so we picked her up to the sofa w 9rna nrf3 ras'ha 3shan ma tbl3 eldam 6b3an ma a7kelkom 3n wjh teem mn elro3a shway w tmoot w lbagen yhadoonha"mu enti walla 3adi!!" 
We called the driver 3shan nwdeha elmustshfa w ektshafna ena 6al3 m3 mama w elthani ray7 elm6r yjeb swag jadi y3ni klo zg. 

Shaikha: agdr asog law tbon 7ala 6ari2a nwgf 3nd agrb mustaw9f ?

Nouf: 6yb aah wen 3bayt'ha dgega bjeb mfta7 elsyara mn fog 

Reem: ro7i ro7i w ana bamsk ras'ha -still crying-

Faj2a she woke up and started coughing she pushed raghad's hand which was on top of her nose with icey cold water. 

Shahad: shtben enti ba3di

We laughed on how careless she was. 

Shaikha: ha fe roo7h?

Nouf: eee gomi shahad elbsi 3baytk 

Shahad-holding her head-: wen?

Nouf: gomi gomi elmstshfa

Raghad and reem healed her hands and she pushed them"shtbooon mafeni shay" 

Areej: shayfa wajhk enti!?

Nouf-laughing-: gwyaaa 

I went upstairs and took the keys w rj3t lgait elshelaa kelha labsa el3baya

Nouf-laughing-: n3m??? 

Shahad-smiling-: bryo7on m3aay

Nouf: agol bs matkfi elsyara shaikha w ana w shahad w reem yalla 

We went to the nearest hospital w shaikha gam6a om el3afya lbast hoodie 3ala asas enha wld w lma w9lna a54t el3baya w n6t wra lbast'ha w nzlna w el7mdellah ma 6l3 kasr bs ena 7oolh y3ni 6'rba zyada w bynskr creams w ashya2 w el7mdellah 3ala kl 7al on our way back 3amtna om 5ashm eshtaht ice cream w nzlna ana w reem njeeb w bagt he w shaikha w elwa'63 kan 6be3y. 
As we got back to the car and i know my best friend really well i knew there was something wrong, i saw tears in her eyes bs she always said"ebl3i dmo3kk etha tkrhen eli 7olk" so esta3'rbt we arrived and shaikha was acting weird too.

-SHAHAD's POV-
Shahad-calling walid-: wen knt gabl shway?

Walid: a5tbr? 

Shahad: tstatbhl ent-laughing sarcastically-

Walid: esh ba3d?

Shahad: la abd 5al bnt alx t3lmk!!!!!! 

Walid: shahad? 

Shahad: tw83tk a7sn mn ketha walid ent 3arf eni i risked myself 3shank i risked my feelings w klshay i changed my idea of all of this 3shank w a5r shay dag 3aleha?! La w kaman t76 speaker mn zoood elbja7a!!!! I'm so done walid SO FUCKING DONE!!!!!

Walid: mumkin tsm3eni 6yb? Ntfahm?

Shahad-laughing-: ntafhm esh-laughing- ho fe shay tfhmni eyah ba3d? Allah ys3dk zy ma as3dtni- low tone-  bye 

Walid: esm3- 

Ma adri etha elmushkela mni ana w 97bati wla el3yal lbalaa?! 
I was in nouf's room with the door locked and nouf was sitting outside bs mabeha td5l. 

I opened the door when i finished the phone call, breathed heavily and then walked out of the room, nouf jumped from my reaction.

Nouf: okay?

Shahad: mara7 a5rb yomi 3shan wld 5lga 5shmi mnkd yallaa nkaml yomna wen your tanning oil thak?? W abi short thani etha 3adii 

Nouf-shocked-:ee okay shofi bldrj elawal w ana bro7 ajeb el tanning oil mn 3'urft mama 

Shahad-laughing and holding nouf's shoulders-: baby i'm fine 9adgeni 

Nouf: a7s jak shay b7d 9g3t el5shm-laughing- 

Shahad-sigh-: ma agolk mafeni 9ya7 wla agolk galbi mu ga3d ytg63 ela walla w ka2na skaken bs esh aswe goleli? I go back in time? 

Nouf: y5aleli eli daym tafkeraa ejaby-hugging shahad-

Shahad: lma tfkren feha-still hugging nouf tightly- he really helped me get over a lot of things mara7 ankr jameelh bs klamh lshai5a gtlni nouf 

Reem-opening the door so hard-: wsh fekom????

Shahad: t3aliiii group hug-smiling- 

Reem: kliii moya

Nouf-laughing-: e6l3i bara 3'urfti la athb7kkk

Reem: t5ylo 

Shahad: esh? 

Reem: shaikha ra7t bait'ha

Shahad-laughing-: allah a3lam men eli mfro6' yro7 baita wdi afjr feha 7ywana!!

Nouf: la t76en lthanb 3leha fakri feha esh draha ena m5awy 3'airha he ba3d!!

Reem: wsh elsalfa!!!!!

I told her the whole story and she felt disgust and i knew for a second ena she hated the whole idea. 

Reem-flipping her short bangs-: shakli bab3d 3an 5alkkk-smiling-

Nouf: w bkoool bja7a-laughing-

I knew kaman ena mabenhom thak elshay bs swalef w shwy flirting bs a3rf ena reem tstahl akthr.. In my opinion. 

Anyways, ma wgaft yomi abd w kamlna elyom 6be3y and i had the best day so far, wouldn't be any thankful. 

-FAISAL's POV-
6b3an elo5t mn el6'hr mamskt jawalha w elsa3a 9PM Now.

Faisal: t5yli wa7d mn l3yal twaft omh msken walla 9ayrla fatra mashafha w kan 7ajz elesbo3 eljay bs gdr rabi-4PM RIYADH-

Faisal: wallaa m3awr galbi-4PM RIYADH-

Faisal: wsh tswen kl thal wagt la t7trgen bs sun block 3ala ktoofk-5PM-

Faisal: a9lan ja elma3'rbb-5PM-

Faisal: at7daaaaaak kam jbt ba5r e5tbar?-7PM-

Faisal: ma at7dak jbt full mark 7beeeebkkk dafoooor ;)-7:40PM-


Faisal: walla shakl lailk 6wel -8:30PM-

Faisal: ba6aaaaa -9PM-

Nouf: w a5eran, lgait jawali:D!-10PM-

Nouf: sorry baby 6'ay3t elzg m3 5rsht shahad t5yl enflgt m3 5shmha mskena reem 6'rbt'ha brjolha bl3'ala6 w da5t w aflam=)) 

Nouf: w ee katfi en7rg:D 6 sa3at nsb7 b3thri ana w jldi el5feef

Nouf: ba3d galbi l full mark kash5aa wallaa a5eran a7d shad 7aila fena=))

Faisal: i missed you! 

 Nouf: walla?

Faisal: mara! Ma nmt 

Nouf: a7bk

Faisal: btnamen ?

Nouf: maytaaa bs law tbe adg 3adi?

Faisal: la nnam ana wray goma ba3d sa3ten

Nouf: okay 7bebii 

Faisal: ta'amren 3ala shay?

Nouf: salamtikk

Faisal: yslmk rbii

Nouf: t9ba7 3ala 5air<3 

Faisal: w enti mn ahlaa 

I wore my pjs at last and then tucked myself under the sheets, the best feeling ever!!! I left my phone beside me, w lawaal mara bl3aada ab3da 3ni bs 7sait byjeni call aw shay.. 

Bl6'ab6 40 minutes twisting from left to right magdrt anam, mayta ma ashof gdami bs ma gdrt a3'fa mskt jawali.. 

[whatsapp]

Faisal: nouf- 6 minutes ago-

Nouf: glbha 

Nouf: leh ma nmt?

Faisal: kalmeni

Nouf: t5awfni faisal esh fek!

Faisal: abek

Nouf: ok

Mara y5awfni hal wald a3rf ena ensan 7sas w maha3rii w yfgd bsr3a bs 7sait feh anyways i called him on skype.. 

Nouf: alo

faisal: hala

Nouf: wsh fek

Faisal: walla mafeni shay bs abi asm3 9otk

Nouf-laughing-

Faisal: 9otk t3'ayr faj2a 

Nouf: shakla flu m3 lmoya ba3den brd w ketha

Faisal: eshrbi vitamin C 

Nouf: inshallah bukra

Faisal: bathkrkk

Nouf: okay

Faisal: wsh btswen bukra?

Nouf: bnro7 centria nt3asha m3 haifa your cousin

Faisal: amma

Nouf: walla 

Faisal: kwais a6'mnk m3ha

Nouf-laughing-: wsh g9dkk?

Faisal: abd wallaa 

Nouf-laughing-

I was so tired to speak, so we literally stayed quiet for the rest of the call..

Nouf: faisal-whispering-

Faisal: .. 

Nouf: hey nmt?-still whispering-

Faisal: .. 

Nouf-laughing slightly- 

Sooooo cheesy, movie like but i didn't want to end the call so i put my headphones on and let his breathing sleep me away. 
And that was the end for my perfect first day of summer. 
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I know the chapter is so short but i can't keep up with everything in my life and blogging i'm sorry bs inshallah ba3d e5tbar el8udrat w klshay by9er kwais.