Previously;
Om nouf: entabhi.
Nouf: mn esh bs
Om nouf: mn eli ana wyak n3rfh..
Om nouf: yalla namii w tra abok byje bukra
Nouf-tbol3-: bs ena y3ni byw9lni
Om nouf: ben elom w bntaha
Nouf: okay t9b7en 3ala 5air mama..
YUMA YUMA YUMA SHFT LMOT B3ENNNNNY!!!!
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So i didn't sleep well that day 8smbilah mama freaked the shit out of me, t2kdt ena w9lha 5abr mn hena wla mn hena w makan feh ela elswag el78er!!
I called him first thing in the morning..
Rashed: aywa
Nouf: rashed ent esh glt lmama ams?
Rashed: esh ana mafe gol shay
Nouf: rashed! Esh glt lmama ams!!!
Rashed: he es2al enti wen ro7 wen eji ana kalam enti kalm boyfriend syara w ana wdi bet fahda bs
Fahda faisal law sm7to bs boyfriend esh ya 7beeeebi eshhhh???? T7sbna 3ayshen blhind????? W bkul brod ygoli "bs" bmooot!!
Nouf: bs ??? Aha bs!!! 6yb okay
8rart asfh elsalfa w ma anhbl akthr zain ma galha shay thani! Wala a7md rabi.
..
Days passed w faisal ensh3'l m3 eli 7oolh w mabga ela yomain w byrj3, w 3'air ketha len al7en ma gltlh 3n elsalfa.. 6b3an lma 7kait lshahad mu bs tsfaalt eli b3du!
Nouf: heyy
After 2 hours ..
Faisal: hala blii t7bh kl asbabi ya hala bhh
Nouf: shd3wa 2 hours..
Faisal: m3lesh sam7enii
Nouf: btro7 ba3d yomain?
Faisal: la walla 9art r7lti bukra el9ba7
Nouf: faisal!!
Faisal: wsh aswe
Nouf: 6yb
Faisal: bnt
Nouf: ha
Faisal: law byadi a54tk m3ay
Nouf: fgash 5l lulu trja3 m3ak twnsk bs
Faisal: l9dfa ena raj3en bnafs elre7la
Nouf: blslama inshallah
Faisal: allah yslmkk ya ajmal nofii<3
Nouf: :p
Faisal: afa w ana a7sbk ra6'ya=))
Nouf: wsh ar6'a?
Faisal: la abd salamtk
Nouf: ee nam kwais 3shan t97a bukra shb3an lelsafra w mrawg
Faisal: la bdg 3alekk skype
Nouf: la may7taj ana btrk jawali ysh7n w bd5l atrwsh
Faisal: eft7eh mn el laptop
Nouf: la
Faisal: la btft7en
Nouf: mara btfrg
Faisal: 6yb 7ram tw7sheni w ma ashofk
Nouf: eli wa7shtk lha 4 ayam tstna tgol shay w ent sakt
Faisal: law byadi walla kan s7bt 3alehom w jetk
Nouf: hathi klmtk
Nouf: elzbda bs knt bgolk ena tra mama shaklaha drt elswag l7ywan galha w kena shay 3adii bs rag3t he elsalfa w galt ena entabhi w mdri esh magalt shay thani
Faisal: wsh drt?
Nouf: 3nkk
Faisal: oh mumtaz!! Ajal aje betkom al7en 3alanii
Nouf: ra7t 3alek 3ad:p
Faisal: elmara eljaya inshalah bnam 3ndk:D
Nouf: hahahha lzbda yala ana btrk jawali ysh7n
Faisal: w btft7en el laptop
Nouf: la btrawsh:D
Faisal: d5li el laptop m3ak:D
Nouf: agol engl3=))
Faisal: damk '67kti y3ni r6'aiti
Nouf: whatever makes u sleep at night
Faisal: 9ayra tt3'aleen
Nouf: bkaifi
Faisal: mub layg
Nouf: bkaifi
Faisal: bkaifk
Nouf: bkaifi
Faisal: 6labtk
Faisal: la trdeni
Nouf: hm..
Faisal: da5li el laptop m3ak el7mam
Nouf: faisaaaal!!!=)):)
...
-FAISAL'S POV-
It ached my heart that i was going w ana ma shftaha ela maara bs at the same time i kind of felt relieved, it's like everytime i see her before i go back at3lg feha zyada, she's magic.
And i'm not even exaggerating.
The way she talks, walks, laughs, kaif kl klma t39bha bs tswe ena mayhmha, tkabr tkabr halbnt bshakl!
Kaif tt3bni len ma a54 eli abi.. Atw83 eni bakrh 7arkt'ha mn ay bnt thanya, bs mnha hal7arkat he sbab 7ubi laha.
So next morning i woke up feeling sleepy as usual bs i had to get up 3 hours earlier because i've decided to send her, her favorite coffee and cupcakes since cupcakes are her favorite too. Inshallah tr6'a eldalo3a bs.. I should go too right? No? Yes?
[8:30AM]
Calling> noufi
Nouf: aloooo
Faisal: hala hala mrawg galbi 3ala hal9ba7
Nouf: shahad martnii aked brawg
Faisal: afaa afa afa afa
Nouf-laughing-: esssh?
L'67ka eli tl3b feni l3b!
Faisal: la 5ala9 5ali shahad tnf3k
Nouf: faisaaaal
Faisal: nooooouf
Nouf-laughing-: shokran!
Nouf: yala goli
Faisal: abd wala knt nawy amr 3ala betkom
Nouf: mnjd?
Faisal: ee wala w m3ay java ba3d
Nouf-aw tone-: 9dgggg???
Faisal: 9dggg -laughing-
Nouf: arj3lk ana kamm 3ndi mn faisal?????
Shahad: A7LA MN MTAAA
I heard shahad screaming, loool matdren matdren ya shahad.
Nouf: tra mub klshay lazm agola gdamkkk 3ndi shay esm privacy -laughing-
Faisal-laughing-: shfeh abo sa3d
Nouf: bsfha feha 7arsh
Faisal: 6yb yagalbi tra ma y7taj trj3en baw9la elbait w 3ad bkaifha elgahwa tbrd
Nouf: la la
Faisal: goli tben tshofeni?????? Goli?
Nouf: 3ala kaifk 8rart? Abi gahwti 7araah tlsa3
Faisal: nouf
Nouf: hm
Faisal: matben tshofeni?
Nouf: la
faisal: leh?
Nouf: bs
Agolkum tkabr, ma7d bystaw3b gd wsho tt3bni hal9fah feha!
Faisal: aked?
Nouf: la
Faisal: tdren enk tt3beni?
Nouf: adri
Faisal: a7bk
Nouf: amoot fek.
Shahad: oooh
Faisal: sakti eli janbk hathi
Nouf-laughing-: ygolk la tg6en
Faisal: elzbda babe i have to go now b76 ashya2k blbait okay? W baklmk whatsapp rakzi bs ha
Nouf: faisal mabi
Faisal: amreni wsh b3'aity?
Nouf: 5ala9 ba7kek whatsapp
Faisal: cheer up for me ok?
Nouf: abshr
Faisal: thraabah wala
Nouf-laughing quietly-
Faisal: yalla alah y7f6'kk
Nouf: w y7f6'k
Faisal: bye
Nouf: bye
-BACK TO NOUF's POV-
mu 3ajbni wa'63na. A5r fatra blthat ga3d yt3bni!
Shahad: tdren esh mushkeltk?
Nouf: eni akabr?
Shahad: la
Nouf: ajal
Shahad: 5wafa
Nouf: mn esh
Shahad: t5afen ena by7sk mayta 3aleh w matgdren t3eshen bdonh w ela mala a5r which is true bs matben t3trfen w tg3den t9e7enli b parking elmdrsa w kn ma wray ash3'al
Nouf-crying-: y2l3 el7uuuub sho byzl!!
Shahad: wazeno t7benaa??
Nouf-low tone-: a7ba w bs?????
Shahad: 6yb so2al 9dgi y3ni
Nouf: ee
Shahad: t7sen fe yom mumkin ttzwjon?
Nouf: lesh la
Shahad: gd jab 6arii?
Nouf: la
Shahad: ummm..
Nouf: elzbda -sigh- ana bnzl w hatha la tnsen yom eljum3a tjoniii amana s7behom mn shwash'hum wa7sheeeni
Shahad: elyom thak el event 7g elakl?
Nouf: la bukra
Shahad: baji akl w a6l3 -smiling-
Nouf-laughing-: agooool
Shahad: allah ysahl 3alekk ya albi-hugs nouf-
Nouf: shokrann
...
-whatsapp-
Faisal: e7keli wsh fek
Nouf: i hate it when i miss you
Faisal: i hate that too
Nouf: tro7 w trja3li blslama:')
Faisal: allah yslmk ba3d eldnya klaha<3
Nouf: bs2lk
Faisal: es2leni
Nouf: 9dg lulu m3k?
Faisal: lelasf ee
Nouf: haw 7baakt
Faisal: rabi katb
Nouf: wow okay bd5l lclass now
Faisal: yakthr ma t39ben
Nouf: haw ma 39btt
Faisal: 5ala9 yala ed5lii
Nouf: bye
-5 minutes later-
Nouf: ma d5alni wj3 yoj3 wjhh a9lan wsh drah
Faisal: w ana tawni w9lt lm6ar
Nouf: :(!
Nouf: mabek tro7.
Faisal: a5eran
Nouf: shrayk ajek :D?
Faisal: laaa 5alek bdrastk ana eli bajek
Nouf: tsweha
Faisal: wala asweha 3shankk
Nouf: <3
Nouf: yashen eli yg6on m3k bljawal ana mdri wsh a5rt'ha shakli b36eha tktb 3ni:)
-an hour later-
Faisal: tawni ga3d alah y3'th'hom!!! Y7bon y7oson elwa7d 7os
Nouf: sh9ar?
Faisal: hatha w 7na blm6ar als3odi nashbenli leh r7t w rj3t kther! Wsh kther bs klaha 3 marat
Nouf: ashwa ahm shay 5al9t
faisal: eee el7mdelah w el6yara ybelha sa3a ba3d
Nouf: shft 9a7btk?
Faisal: =))!!!! Nouf 9a7ya? Wsh ydreni ana
Nouf: astahbl..
Faisal: w enti wen ur classes?
Nouf: 2 classes cancelled
faisal: sh'haljam3a elm95ra
Nouf: ahm shay ana mabso6a
Faisal: ahm shayy
Nouf: thanks for the cupcakes btw lgait a5oy 7bebi 3zizii mfjo3i bal3 n9hum a9lan mdri leh 3'ayb 3ami
Faisal: bl3afya 3aleh abo l3z=))
Nouf: alah y3afekk=))
Nouf: shakli bnam 3shan b97a adrs
Faisal: nom el3afya <3
Nouf: allah y3afekk<3 take care ya ro7ii
Faisal: i will inshalah <3
I tried to sleep but i couldn't, myta nom bs lulu tdor brasi 5air bnafs el6yara???? Walla shay yghar!
Nouf: 3adi aswe shay w95?
Shahad: esh ho
Nouf: bd5l path faisal
shahad: 3shan?
Nouf: ashof el msgs..
Shahad: etha ygalk btgf6ena tra mara sahl ykon 3nda ragm lulu w y7kon whatsapp y3ni
Nouf: ajal 5ala9 bd5l b neyat eni bshof his timeline mdri wsh ysmona:D
Shahad: tjeben elham lnafsk?
Nouf: eeh
Shahad: eli yray7k
Y3ni walla mu shakah bs ma adri shay ygr9 galbi ygol ed5li..blnhaya he gave me his password awal fa must7el y7akeha! Bydri eni bad5l w bgra!
So when i signed in, trkt jawali shway 5 minute w jani message notification!
Luluwaah: where are u?
Okay, a7sn 7al eni i close the 3G And the wifi 3shan ma yje ena the messages has been read.
Scrolling up and up and up.
-5days ago-
Faisal: mta rj3tk?
Luluwaah: yom elarb3a
Faisal: mumtaz lgait 7jz
Luluwaah: kwais ashwa
Faisal: eee
Luluwaah: emirates airways?
Faisal: ee
Luluwaah: good!
Faisal: what's ur plans for the day?
Luluwaah: abd wallah imm going to my grandma's
Faisal: same!
That day, kan elyom eli shft'h feh.. Grandma ajal!
Luluwaah: call me when u finish
Faisal: i can't
Luluwaah: esh ma3ndk r9eed:p?
Faisal: la =))! Bykonon 7oli ahli
Faisal: bs i'll try
Luluwaah: okay ya galbi
Faisal: <3
-3days ago-
Luluwaah: whatsapp 3alg again
Faisal: mub mushkela path yu2dii el7ajja
Luluwaah: yep
Faisal: ymkn a3'yr 7jzi tra
Luluwaah: leh?
Faisal: 6'roof
Luluwaah: w arj3 l7ali:(
B...!!!!!! Kalba.
Faisal: la 7sha 5ala9 bshoof w bt2kd
Luluwaah: amz7 m3akk eli yray7kk;*
Faisal: let's skype tonight?
Luluwaah: if my cousins didn't sleep over, abshr
What?=)) okay!
-2days ago-
Faisal: finished packing?
Luluwaah: shft lma wraitk el7osa b skype? Lsa 3ala 7alha):
Faisal: wnaa a7sbkk san3a
Luluwaah: al7en b5l9
Faisal: eee mu tt25ren bukra
Luluwaah: mta bt97a?
Faisal: i've got somethings to do so b97a badri
Luluwaah: esh?
Faisal: personal stuff:p
Lol. The amount of hate, and shock i'm going through right now is making me unable to cry!!! Don't tell me this is nothing!!! Don't tell me they're just friends!!!!
I know faisal, i know my faisal!! I know how he acts and why but this? No, mu faisal eli a3rfa! Elsha59 elwa7ed eli ma tw83t b7yati mumkin ysweli ketha, lol exceptions really does lead to depression.
I am not over reacting. Trust me.
Shahad: ha lgaity shay
Nouf: lool
Shahad: uf
Nouf: you know i thought ena faisal was different bs ektshft ena zyhom klhom
Shahad: rawgi
Nouf: mrawga mrawga
Shahad: i'm sorry:(
Nouf: don't be, he will be sorry trust me!!!
Shahad: please 7leha b hdo2 mayswa walla
Nouf: shahad ma yswa esh w ana ashofh ygolha let's skype? W 7ajzen bnafs elwagt blg9d w ygoli mdri 3nah shahad 8smbilah 7aram 3aleh
Shahad: 6yb la tklmenh al7en w ho bysafr
Nouf: mara7 aklmh b7awl anam
Shahad: la tnamen w enti mt6'ayga
Nouf: ajal bjls a9e7 la walah
Shahad: 6yb eli yray7k
Nouf: <3
I didn't even shed a tear, trani m9doma shay mu sahl a7d mstaw3b??? Okay okay ydrsun swa shafha w shafta bs yswon skype leh???? Leh? W briyadh w blyom eli shafni feh? W yagalbi w ya mdri esh alah ya5thni.
..
I forced myself to sleep, and i ended up waking up at 11PM crying.
Still 2-3 more hours lma yo9al, i don't even care.
Ignoring all the thoughts in my head i woke up washed my face, twa6'ait w 9lait, walla ma jabli faisal ela el3'tha w t25er 9lat alah y7f6'h bs.
Incoming call> reemo
Reem: ro7i w galbi w 7yati eshtaggtlk
Nouf: elshog thab7ni
Reem: galbi enti kaifkk al7en?
Nouf: ela5bar tjekom 3ala 6ool
Reem: e5tk t7s bgalbha en fek shay mu mn klam shahad 9dgeni
Nouf-laughing-: i'm fine yagalbi mali ela n9 sa3a gayma
Reem: uf w 5alti tarktkk??
Nouf: mub feh abshrk shaklha t7sbni bnam len el39r zy daym wla w9t a7d ygawmni
Reem: 6yb wsh btswen w enti tawk tgomen ?
Nouf: wray drasa
Reem: 9dg?
Nouf: ee walla
Reem: ashwa kwais
Nouf-laughing-: reemii i'm fine
Reem: i know but someone told me that you don't have to have it together every minute of every day
Nouf-long sigh-
Reem: la elah ela allah
Nouf-starts crying-: it's like i was searching for something to hate him ma a3rf leh!!!
Reem: 7abl lkthb g9er knti bt3rfen ketha wla ketha
Nouf: law jalsa 3ala 3may a7snli
Reem: ma atw83 shay s5ef zy ketha byhzk aw 3la8tk b faisal el7ub!! Faisal hatha ya nouf
Nouf: faisal al7ub
Reem: yakthr ma nsmeh asma2 3solya msken
Nouf-crying an laughing-: shokran enk '67kteni w ana mali 5lg
Reem: 9a7 eni ma a3rf faisal zain bs mn hal 3 snwat eli e7na klna 3rafnah feha w mn 7akyk
Nouf-cries harder-
Reem: a3rf ena he. Will. Never. Replace. You. W ana mt2kda ena fe salfa w ymkn bs 3ab6 3yal
Nouf: w 3ala hal 3 snen ektshft eni lsa ma 3raft'h
Reem: noooouf!!! Mu labg tflmen la!!! Enti agwa mn ketha!! Ana aflm shahad tflm!! Eee bs enti la!! Wen nouf eli t36i a34ar ???
Nouf-still crying hard-: ana mdri shlon bgolh!
Reem: la tgolen
Nouf: la wala ma yhon 3lay a3amlh bnafs shaina w ho maydri wsh elsbab
Reem: mayhon???
Nouf: ee walla ma yhon!
Reem: 6yb gomi 3'asli w ebl3elk shay w edrsi w etha rj3 y7lha rabi mta byo9l ho?
Nouf: mdri ho re7lt'h kant 11
Reem: mfro6' w9l
Nouf: bkaifa mara7 ajeh
Reem: 5ala9 entabhi t6'aygen 9adrk w t4kri klshay benkom
Nouf: shokran walah i needed to cry -laughing-
Reem: i'm glad i helped
Nouf: a7bk ok?
Reem: ok? Ntbadl ana w faisal?
Nouf: ra6'yaaaa
Reem-laughing-: yalla alah ysahl 3alekkk
...
I did what reem told me zy ela6fal w i studied from 1 until 3AM with no breaks.
-whatsapp-
Faisal: 6'almt alriyadh?
Nouf: lol l7amdellah 3ala elslama
Faisal: allah ysalmk ya ro7i<3
Nouf: w9lt lbait?
Faisal: la hatha wa7d mn el3yal jay ymrni
Nouf: kwis lma trj3 klmni
Faisal: wsh fekk??
Nouf: etha ma tgdr 3adi
Faisal: la la agdr 10 minutes w b7akek
Bhal 10 minutes fakrt b sten fkra.
Must7el eni anhi klshay beni w ben akthr sha59 7baita b7yati ymkn akthr mn ahli bs 3shan shay s5eeeef!
Bs shlon yswe feni ketha??? Bs ymkn hal klam kla 5rabe6 wla bs friends zy ma galt reem?
10 minutes later which felt like 10 hours he called!
skype's ringtone brings me stomachache. Usually butterflies but this time i didn't like the feeling.
Faisal: alo
His voice. Ya alah yarab enk ma t7rmni.
Nouf: alo
I swear the crying lump jat bs sm3t 9ota, i've never in my life thought i'd be this weak. 3ndh blthat.
Faisal: wa7shteni w rabi ysh'had
Nouf: 9dg? -almost going to cry-
Faisal: galbi w ro7i leh fahmeni leh elbaki?
3 snen ma ra7t 3abth. He knows when my voice changes.
Nouf-crying quietly-
Faisal: byje yom w bt9e7en mn kthr ma ana m6fshk mn elm7arsh w byje yom w bt'67ken 3ala halyoom w tgolen shlon knt a9e7 letni knt a'67k wala ra7a bdon hal zooj l3'theth eli ho ana 6b3an
He kept on saying byje yom w something cute ba3dha for like 5 minutes w ana sakta, i stopped crying.
Nouf: faisal
Faisal: ya 3yon faisal
He's making it harder!
Nouf: bs2lk so2al w law sma7t la tkthb 3lay
Faisal: aked
Nouf: fe a7d 3'airi b7yatk?
Faisal: la 6ab3an!!! Wla bykon
What made it worse is that he lied, 9dg ana ma adri wsh 3la8t'hom bs the whole idea b7agi ana 3'ala6.
Nouf: okay ana bgolk shay adri eli swaita 3'ala6 bs d5lt your path wla 7ta d5lt l messages bs knt ashof your timeline w jat message mn lulu 9a7btk w he ts2lk wenk w ent wagtaha knt blm6ar w shft elklam w grait .. sa2ltk gltlk btshofha gltli shaklk enhblti 7ssatni eni bzr mt3lga b omha 3'air enk mswy kl hatha tkthb leh faisal? Bs fahmni? Walla ana ra6'ya b ay 3thr bs law sma7t la ttrkni ketha.
Silent moment.
Faisal: a3trf eni 3'ala6t b7gkk bs klma wra elthanya w ma 7sait bro7i w traha ma t3neli wla shay!
Nouf: w ray7 lbait jadtk w ana eli jaytk
Faisal: 8smbilah 3'al6an w rabi ysh'had eni dary eni 3'al6an w law tla76'en a5r elayam gltlha bcancl el7ajz a9lan kl elfkra ma kant 3ajbtni
Nouf: you skyped with her blyom eli ana shftk feh
Faisal: sam7eni walla eni 6ool halsafra w ana fe ashyan 7alati w 6'ameri mt3bni w majabli kl hal3'tha ela el3yal! Walla hom eli nshboli
Nouf: faisal!!!! Mat3rf tgol la!!!
Faisal: yarab enha bnt mara7 t3'ayr shay
Nouf: okay he bnt w ana bnt w 3'airna 5ams bnat w klhom tswe m3hom skype bs a5r shay ana l7beba eli kl halbnat may3'yron shay bgalbk 3lay
Faisal: y5soooonn 8smbilah!!! Mn awalhom la5rhom! Ana m3trf b3'ala6iii bs la tfkren abd ena thy wla 3'airha mumkin y3'ayron eli bgalbi lk!
Nouf: tra ba3d hathi lulu 3ndaha msha3r w she's expecting every good from you because we expect high! Mskena.
Faisal: nouf la t7sseni eni mtzwj 3'airk
Nouf: w ent t7ssni kn elmaw6'o3 wla shay
Faisal: sam7eni 6yb walla ana ma adri esh aswe y3ni bnt w 7aket'ha w i ended it a9lan! W makan fe shay anheh bs eni fahmt'ha eni ana sha59 mrtb6
Nouf-sigh- tdri esh? -starts crying- Letni mg9ra b7gk, ya lait! 3shan agol mn 7gk eli swaita feni wla at3b.
..
DON'T FREAK OUT. REMEMBER THERE'S ONE MORE CHAPTER LEFT, ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN!! IM A TWISTER SO JUST WAIT FOR WHAT'S COMING, I MIGHT POST A SHORT CHAPTER ZY SHAY NOUF KATBTA LFAISAL AW LNAFSAHA SO STAY TUNED*
