Here and there Ch.12

PREVIOUSLY; 

And once again in my life i realized that most men come into a women's life just to ruin it. First, shahad and now reem. 

Their hearts were filled with love and loyalty but they broke every piece of it. 

The innocent nouf, broke her life rules just for khalid and he did NOT appreciate any of her effort. 

I will never understand how men think, i'm not even going to try because their existing disgust me. All of them. 

I'm scared i'm going to be in reem's place one day, but i know i'll manage it better. I guess so. 

-REEM's SIDE OF THE STORY- 

After few days i bulid up the courge and talked to him.

Reem: i was stupid enough to fall in your trap.. I hope she's worth it! Allah yhnek.

Khalid: sam7eni

Reem: alah ysm7k

Khalid: reem walla mu byadi

Reem: la byadk bs ent matbi t3lg nafsk bwa7da lsa 93'era matdri wsh nawy 3aleh wla wsh kant tswe la t7sb eni nseet klamk gabl ma y9er bena shay 

Reem: alah ys3dk wen maknt mabi mnk shay 3'air enk tkon s3ed 

Khalid: ga3da t3thbeni

Reem: ma y3jbkom shay

Khalid: hz2eni? Ed3i 3aly?

Reem: haw ad3i 3ala wa7d knt a7ba?

Khalid: knti?

Reem: ro7 khalid es3d omk w la t6'lm elbnt l2n lbnat mu l3ba 

Khalid: i loved you and i will always will but what's going to happen akbr mni bkther 

Reem: alah ys3dk 

Khalid: w ys3dk ya roo7 khalid. 

Ever felt a knife stabbing your stomach? No? Okay if you want to feel it, let go of your loved one. 

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-BACK TO NOUF's POV-

I started uni, it's been 4 days and everything's pretty well jadwli mu mut3b abd el7amdellah but what's not good is faisal's "shkook". 

Believe it or not mn awal yom w elwld malyan shkok! 

Faisal: whatsup 

Faisal: in class? 

Nouf: hey 

Nouf: heading home

Faisal: missed u

Nouf: doesn't look like it

Faisal: it's up to you to believe me

Nouf: i missed YOU.

Faisal: what's new?

Nouf: same old

Faisal: bema eni knt mfro6' aji el9aif w tkanslt 8rart a54 ejaza esbo3en w aji

Nouf: walla?! 

Faisal: ee 

Nouf: btnawr ba3d galbii <3

Faisal: abi ashofk

Nouf: mta jay bl6'ab6?

Faisal: in 2 days

Nouf: wna tawiii adrii 

Faisal: ygali bfaj2k bs glt may7taj halmara bgolk 

Nouf: okay galbi n56i6 lshay w ashoof esh ynsbk w ketha lma tje

Faisal: inshallah

Can you sense the coldness? Bkaifa i'll ignore him. 

I've decided to spend the day for myself so i went to my favorite spa and you know the rest. 

Anyways the time i spend getting my massage done and stuff i left my phone y3ni shay 6be3y, when i came back i found 3 missed calls from faisal's american number and 2 skype missed calls. He is being crazy. 

I called him and he didn't answer! 7absha wooooow. 

I went back home and took a shower and by the time i came out kan tawh dag 7mdelah 5al9t el l3ba. 

Faisal: wen elshbab? Mashalah 6ool llyom mash3'ola?

Nouf: ee m3 5awyi eljded t3rf!

Faisal: allah yhni kl 7beb b7beba

Nouf: wsh fek?

Faisal: mafeni 

Nouf: 3 missed calls mn l rgmk lamreki?? Mn mta?

Faisal: mn lyom 

Nouf: 6yb ana balbs etha 8rart tgoli shfekk kalmni

Faisal: lesh wen ray7a??

Nouf: tawni 6al3a mn lshower ya faisaaal! -fake crying tone-

Faisal-badass tone-: woooooho 

Nouf-laughing-: ya glel eladb engl3 

Faisal: wreni your tan 6yb? Bda y5f shakla?

Nouf: sub7aaaan allah ehtmam reem ent8l lk faj2a???? -laughing- 

Faisal: wreni 6ybbb

Nouf: b a7lamkk ya baba 

Faisal: ee a7lami mwafyaa 

Nouf-laughing-: OH MY GOD BYE

Faisal: wait wait-laughing-

Nouf-laughing-: n3am???

Faisal: edhni rjolk b vicks w elbsi shrab la tmr6'en 3lena al7en ga3dtli mf95a ttmsha

Nouf: Bye bs -laughing-

Faisal-laughing-: tslamli el'67ka 

Faisal: w 97bt'ha -sincere tone-

Nouf-blushing-: yslamli galbii elmut8lb mzajy

Faisal-laughing-: a7bk

Nouf: ana a7bk 

He knows exactly what to do so i don't stay mad, he understands every word and every hidden meaning behind it, it scares me. I love it.  

And I'm really sure no one will ever get him like i do. 

No one will ever keep up with his moods like i do. 

And last, no one will ever make me feel like he does. 

And what makes him perfect is his imperfections, his flaws, cranky scary mood, everything.

He's mine. Every piece. 

...

2 days passed and faisal was going to arrive thursday morning, thank god i only had an hour that, dwam malkii hahaha! 

But i had a wedding at night, and i was between going and not.

Faisal: hey baby -12:30PM- 

Faisal: w9ltt 

Faisal: magmtii? -1:20PM- 

Nouf: i'm up 

Nouf: hala bgalbi ya hala<3 nawrt yaba3d ldnyyaa 

Faisal: mnawra fek galb faisal<3 

Faisal: wen ljam3a 3amti? 

Nouf: my class starts at 3;) and ends at 4 mara z7f

Faisal: wallah mdal3h 

Nouf: shayf kaif:$ 

Faisal: 6yb ana grbt mn lbait lma a5l9 mn el7afla eli jwa baklmk

Nouf: LOL<3 okay 

Faisal: take care babe 

Nouf: will do

Faisal: <3 

Nouf: faisal tra bro7 zawaj bl lail

Faisal: send me a picture

Faisal: wla ma asm7lk

Nouf: mu ga3da asta2thn ya baby<3

Faisal: 7sabk b3den 

Nouf: mwah<3 

I went to class and then came back home took a shower and waited for layla the hairdresser to arrive while waiting i daydreamed about the day i'm going to see faisal you guys mn mta ma shfta? T7sbon mayhmni? Tra i die everyday w ho b3ed walla! 

Incoming call> shahad 

Shahad: ya wa7shn

Nouf: m7tara esh albs dress 

Shahad: btjeeeeen????

Nouf: emhm

Shahad: ashwa!! 

Nouf: goleli esh albs

Shahad: esh el5yarat?

Nouf: the black eli feh shay bl6'ahr aw hathak elwhite eli eshtrainah swa 

Shahad: i like the black one w ba3den mara 7lu mn fog shlon half sleeved w el6'ahr mafto7 it shows your sexy tan -Pilipino tone-

Nouf-laughing-: ya thal tan tra tgshrt 8smbilah

Shahad: wa'67 mn your snapchats 9ra7a enti yg3d sntain mashalah 

Nouf: la wallaaa 

Shahad: lzbda laswd a7la 

Nouf: aswd aswd

Shahad: shfekkk m5dra??

Nouf: mafenii tawni mtrawsha w jani nom -laughing-

Shahad: btro7en mash3'l?

Nouf: la btjeni layla 

Shahad: w ana agol wraha klamt'ha tgoli msh3'ola athrts enti 

Nouf: tben tjen tswelna swa???

Shahad: la 5alaa9 klamt wa7da tgol reem enha kwaisa w nshoof 

Nouf: t5yli faisal is in riyadh

Shahad: haw faj2a

Nouf: eee mara 3'reb ygol 3shan ma ja el9aif 6lb ejaza w 8bloha w ja lyom el6'hr

Shahad: 3'reba ma swaha surprise 

Nouf: gal kan wdi bs ma eshatahet afj2jk -laughing- 

Shahad: al7en by9er b6nk y3awrk gabl ma tshofenh mu zy lma tkon surprise

Nouf: shd3wa zftii mu faisal

Shahad: ya kthr ma tnkren 

Nouf: ma ankr wla b6e5 elzbda layla jat -laughing- ashoofk henak 

Shahad: nshofk ya munkeerah

Nouf: byeee

..

Meeting shahad after a long time always gives me a good feeling, it feels like i'm i'm being powered up to be better, she gives me strength and power ba3d rabii 6b3an but she's a main source of my power and my willings without her walla mdri wsh bswe.. 

Shahad-screaming-: shofi shofi men henak mu thek lulu eli gd 9arlha salfa m3 faisal-shocked face-

Nouf: ween?!

Shahad: eli trg9 m3 om aswd w beige 

Nouf-puts her hands on her mouth-: omg thy wsh jaybha

Shahad: eli jabk yagalbi omg!! La ykon jaya m3 faisal

Nouf-laughing-: ma at7ml

Shahad: la tdri enk feh

Nouf: wsh ydreha eni ana a9lan 

Shahad: la tgolen lfaisal

Nouf: mara7 agol

Shahad: gomii gomi 

Nouf: mali 5lg arg9 shahad

Shahad: ba3d hathi btgomen la tnafsen 3lay w tnkden 3ala nafsk!!

Nouf: abshrii -smiling-

Shahad-whispering-: she's not worth it

Nouf-mouthing-: adri

The song ended and the other one started. One my favorites. 

Shahad: yallaaa 3z el6alb gomi yalaaah 

Ya5i elrag9 yjeb sh3or 7lu a7d yjeh elsh3or wla ana mwswsa? Walla mara ys3dnni LOL!

.. 

We sat back again, i took my phone out of my clutch and directly opened path. 

Thought: " و أنا عليك أغار و إن حرك طرف ثوبك مهب.." 

And then i checked in.  

And Faisal "hearted" both in no time and then he whatsapp-ed me.

Faisal: bnt

Nouf: hm

Faisal: rdi zain

Nouf: hah

Faisal: t3anden?

Nouf: ee

Faisal: 6yb ygolon l7ub mawjoda bnafs elzawaj;) 

Nouf: mafahamt ?=))

Faisal: ersli 9ortk

Nouf: fahmni awal

Faisal: ersli 

Nouf: mara7 arsl 

Faisal: la trslen

Nouf: ee mara7 arsl=)) 

Faisal: nouf 

Nouf: n3m!?

Faisal: ersli

Nouf: tstahbl??? T7sbni 3'abya???? Adri enha mawjoda faisal 3ab6 elsalfa??? 

Faisal: shd5l omi ana!!! He swt check in w shft fe path enkom nafs elmakan la tflmen 3lay

Nouf: l7ub!! Wala alah a3lam jay alriyadh 3shanha wla 3shan men a5af enha jaya m3ak b3d

Nouf: t7sb mara 3adi tnkt w ana a7s ena 3adi w kl mara a'67k faisal tra it hurts sometimes i'm a fucking human being, yes im cold but i have feelings, i get Hurt

Nouf: i dont even add guys for your own sake and you simply come telling me that this lulu girl is in 

riyadh!!! W bnafs lzawaj!! 

Faisal: calm down babe! 

Incoming call> faisal Sa 

I didn't answer. I had this huge lump in my throat, i felt nauseous and dizzy, being in the same place as this girl isn't good for me. I swear awal mara yjeni thalsh3or..!

It feels like she's sharing him with me. I know there's nothing between them but for the first time i admit that i am jealous. 

Faisal called 4 times and the last time shahad insisted that i answer. 

Nouf: alo

Faisal: al7en z3lana? T7sbenha hamtni? 

Faisal: tra wla 7ta t3tbr a5r hami ma t'hmni bwla la76'a mn 7yati shlon tbenii ashr7lk 8smbilah ashof eli ktabteh wlaha mswya check in t7tk bnafs elwagt w nafs elmakan w gltlk walla galbi makan ga9di

Nouf: 9dgtk

Faisal: nouf haw ma hgaaitkk 3'ayorh

Nouf: yashenkk 3ala kaifk t8rir -almost whispering- men gal 3'ayra

Faisal: laaaa-laughing- kl hatha w mu 3'ayra ajal wsho?

Nouf: 3adi bs n8ash 7ad-roaming around-

Faisal: n8ash 7ad-laughing- bt4b7eniii blkbrya2 

Nouf-giggling-

Faisal: 6labtk ya n6'r 3eni 

Nouf: 3yoni law tbeha

Faisal: tnasi l6'n w ltshkeek 

Nouf: ya a9alh enta

Faisal: shayfa

Nouf: shrayk ntfg enk tro7 tnbs6 m3 a97abk aw ahlk w ana arj3 lshahad?

Faisal: boseni awal

Nouf: emmm afkr ba3den mu al7en -blushing-

Faisal: la al7en wla mabeha

Nouf: ajal yalla bye

Faisal: afaaaa 

Nouf: fai9aaal- whispering and laughing-

Faisal: roo7hh

Nouf: bye-blushing-

Faisal: 3sak m97nah nafsk?

Nouf: eee yagalbi 

Faisal: trbeti

Nouf: twkl 

Faisal: yala m3 elslama o5oy

Nouf: m3 elslama -laughing-

...

Couple of days passed normally after that weird conversation, i was annoyed that lulu and faisal were in riyadh bnafs elwagt? Sub7anoh! Yghar 8smbilah, but i ignored the feeling kl ma jani. W esta3'rbt ena yomain w faisal lsa ma gali shay 3n mta bshofa 6b3an mara7 tje mni!

Faisal: noufi

Nouf: hala

faisal: wsh 3ndk bukra

Nouf: 3ndi classea:p

Faisal: mn ela?

Nouf: 8:30 1:30 

Faisal: tjeni lbait at 4?

Nouf: magdr

Faisal: leh?

Nouf: b6l3 m3 elbnat

Faisal: mgablt'hom 24 

Nouf: 6yb 3'ayr lmakan

Faisal: wen mathlan?

Nouf: ay makan 3'air baitk atwtr

Faisal: syara mat7bem

Faisal: bait matben wsh tben ajal?

Nouf: knk m'39ob haw! Tra mu mn shro6 jaytk enk tshofni faisal law matbi mu lazm=)) 

Faisal: men gal m3'9ob tra law mabi ashofk mara sahl eni ma agolk 

Nouf: haw?

Nouf: whats wrong?

Faisal: just had a fight with the father 

Nouf: about?

Faisal: the same subject

Nouf: gltlk ethn 6en w ethn 3ajen

Faisal: nouf wala b3umrii mayhzni klam mthl klam oboy. Ajal ana ray7 america arg9 (blmrag9) w ashrb? 

Nouf: faisal ro7i galbi ana w ent n3rf ent esh w esh tswe henak abok 3ala 3eni w rasii bs klamh ma y3'ayrkk wla y3'ayr ent esh

Faisal: mdri 8smbilah karht eljaya tmnet eni ma jet

Nouf: galbi ent 6yb wsh 3ndk elyom

First time in our three years relationship tje mni. Walla mst3da a'67i b ashya2 kther 3shana. 

Faisal: nothing ga3d 

Nouf: wsh rayk ashofk?

Faisal: alah y3afek wen bs?

Nouf: omk mawjoda? 

Faisal: la la wla aboy t3ali bs yr7m omk nouf bmot mn l6'ega

Nouf: 5ala9 sa3a w ana 3ndk

Faisal: astnak<3

La t39bon elwld bymot law ma aro7 8smbilah byswii shay bnafsa klshay wla aboh. 

-AN HOUR LATER.-

Calling> faisal

Faisal: yala jayk 

Nouf: promise mafe a7d?

Faisal: 8smbilah l7ali blbait wsh yg3dhom felbait yom elsabt

Nouf: okay 

I came down and saw faisal's face peeking, my baby eff. 

I walked to him w ana mayta wdi ark6' b5mh bs elthgl ygalkom w 3shan lswag mayshk zyada. 

As i got inside i directly walked to the ml7g wla lgetla bal he closed the door and came after me i was standing beside the ml7gs door as he came in i jumped hugged him for a good 6 minutes he closed the door with his leg while he was hugging me i laughed and let loose and usual he tightened his grab. 

Faisal: 5alekk

Nouf-while hugging faisal-: sh'hl muscles ya wld 9rt magdr aw9l 3awrtni 

Faisal-laughing- 

Nouf: wa7shnii 

Faisal-putting nouf down-: w enti wa7shtni -kissing her cheek-

Nouf-putting her head on faisal's chest- 

Faisal-hugging her again-: yakthr 9ya7k bdya t9dmeni awal shay 3'erah b3den 9ayra om dme3a 

Nouf-pushing faisal-: men gal a9e7-laughing-

Faisal: bs t3'aren-smirk-

Nouf: agol agol -tf95 3bayt'ha-

Faisal: daaaaamn baby -badass tone- r7t kam shahr 9rti model 

Uff that tone makes me blush. 

Nouf-blushing-: yazg w ana wsh knt?

Faisal: model model -laughing- bsmelah 

I was wearing a simple black leggings, a "half" open side bright yellow shirt and a black wedge sneaker 3rft'hom? And my daily make up. And yeah there was a half top that was covering my bra don't worry girls. 

We sat down and he opened on a random movie kal3ada ya s3ada..

I sat on the far right and he was on the left trb3t w g3dt atfrj 3aleh mu 3ala l movie, la la 3ala faisal. 

Faisal: w b3den y3ni-laughing-

Nouf: ent eli w b3den?

Faisal-coming closer-: btt2dben wla aadbk?

Nouf: show me shlon

Faisal-getting even closer-: mara wdk?

My blood was boiling but i was acting really normal and calm. I know my boyfriends dirty mind. 

Nouf: 3adi 

Faisal- facing me-: 3adi

Nouf: umm

Faisal-getting closer to nouf's face-

Nouf-getting up fast-: la mu 3adi

Faisal-laying back and sighing- 

I know he hates getting rejected bs shswi. 

Nouf-sitting back-: gd shft lmovie

Faisal: la 

Nouf: ya39bi 

Faisal-half laugh-

Nouf-getting closer to faisal and kissing his cheek-

Faisal-holding nouf's hand and playing with her rings-

He went from my rings to my veins to my bracelets, wswsa.

Faisal: lel7en labst'haa

Nouf: w len a5r yom b7yati 

Kan yg9d the love bracelet he got me.

Faisal: 7ta law 9ar shay bena?

Nouf: leh ltsha2om? -staring at faisal's eyes- 

Faisal: 3shan mdri

We were laying back and or heads laid back too fahamto shlon bs i was looking at his side and he was looking at mine. 

Faisal: ew3deni ma tshelenha?

Nouf-sincerely-: walla 

He got closer to my face and with no time he kissed me, how am i supposed to push him now? Sorry to say this and don't think i'm bad or dirty but damn he's irresistible. I cannot. 

After 10 minutes... 

Faisal: getting better-laughing-

Nouf-shy scream and hiding her face behind the pillow- 

Faisal-getting down on both knees and facing nouf-: sheli thalm5ada w 6al3eni

Nouf-laughing-: la

Faisal-ys7bha w yrmeha-

Nouf-hides her face with her hands- 

Faisal-holds both hands-: uff kl hatha 7aya 

Faisal: 6al3enii

Nouf-looking faisal in the eye-

We had that tense eye contact.

Faisal: yom mn elayam bt9erren klk le greb kan aw b3ed, ba3d 3 snen wla 10 bt9eren le. I promise. 

Nouf-holding faisal's head and kissing his forehead- 

Faisal: 63maa wallaa

Nouf: n3aam??

Faisal-laughing-: cute y3ni cute bsmelah 

Nouf: 3ala bali wallaah 

Faisal: bs ba3d 63ma -wink- 

Nouf: tra b9fgk nbhtklk

Faisal: kl hosha ben ela7bab tnthi bshay thani

Nouf: haw faisaaal 9ayr wa95 

Faisal: g9dk 6l3t 3ala 78e8ti-proud tone-

Nouf: t2db ha

Faisal: ay ay captain

Nouf: you're getting better too

Faisal-getting up and laughing-: a3jbkk

Nouf: abi moya

Faisal: matben redbull?

Nouf: nope ma asht'hi

Faisal: ana asht'hi 5thi -throws it-

Nouf: la la la!!

It fell. 

Nouf: yazg mn gaylk a3rf amsk shft 6a7 w enfjr

Faisal-laughing so hard- 

Nouf-laughing- may'67k!! 

Faisal: 5ala9 bnadi daisy tje tms7a

Nouf: mjnon?? Lma aro7

Faisal: ajal 6yb 5ala9

Nouf: a9lan shwaya w aro7 

Faisal: mafe ro7a agol

Nouf: la walla bt4b7ni mama tra wray jam3a 

Faisal: ya jam3a ya 7rkat

Nouf: mara 3ajbtni elfaisal mn thani esbo3 activities 

Faisal: esh byswon?

Nouf: yom el5ames eljay ketha fe zy gathering w food w best dish knhom omhat 

Faisal: akeed shay feh food by3jbk

Nouf: 6b3aaan

Faisal: mafe 3yal 6b3an 

Nouf: matw83 y3ni 6b5 w mdri esh a9lan mdri leh mswena bs bro7 abl3 

Faisal: kafo walla w 6l3i elkarsha 

Nouf-pulls up her shirt-: ma3ndi karsha shoof

Faisal: waaazen elb6n el93'er 

Nouf-puts down her shirt-: eli awal w a5r mara tshofa

Faisal: la inshalah mu a5r mara

Nouf: ellaaa 

Faisal: ba3d 4 snen t3ale goli la w shofi wsh yjek

Nouf-gets up to wear her abayaa- 

Faisal: law sm7ti 

Nouf-bends down to faisal holding his face-: law 3lay ga3dt m3ak lyom kla!

Faisal-fast kiss-:adri

Nouf-laughing-: yala w9lni 3ami

Faisal: ma tdlen elbait???

Nouf: la adl abok t3al yala faisal!

Faisal: mali 5lg 

Nouf: wala tshof -walks away-

Faisal-walking behind her and pulling her-: 5meni awal

Nouf: no

Faisal: yes

Nouf-walks- 

Faisal-pulls her-: nouf

Nouf: faisaaaal

Faisal: j3l maygol esmi ela enti yashai5a

Nouf-kissing his cheek-: w j3lni ma7b 3'airk

Walla d3ait hald3wa mn kl galbi. 

Faisal-screaming-: AMEEEEEN!!!!!! 

LOL <3 

I went back home and was dying to sleep walla bs lmu9eba when mama came in my room calmly but yet scary. 

Om nouf: btnamen?

Nouf: la lsa shway

Om nouf: ee b7akek bmaw6'o3

Nouf: okayy

Om nouf: tra ana mu jaya ahwshk wla shay mashallah kbr lb3er t3rfen m9l7t nafsk

Nouf: haw

Om nouf: bs entabhi ya mama tra mu kl el3yal m6'monen 

Nouf: mama? Haw? -laughing-

Om nouf: la haw wla meyo

Om nouf: mub 3'abeya ana wla balha bs bnbhk ana omk w a3rf m9l7tk fa entabhii 

Nouf: 6yb eshr7eli y3ni esh jab el6ari faj2a?? 

Om nouf: abd walla jaytni g9a fe whatsapp glt anbhk 3n lmusta8bl

Nouf: oh okay

Om nouf: entabhi. 

Nouf: mn esh bs

Om nouf: mn eli ana wyak n3rfh.. 

Om nouf: yalla namii w tra abok byje bukra 

Nouf-tbol3-: bs ena y3ni byw9lni

Om nouf: ben elom w bntaha

Nouf: okay t9b7en 3ala 5air mama.. 

YUMA YUMA YUMA SHFT LMOT B3ENNNNNY!!!!