Here and there Ch.11

-2 weeks later-

Nouf: faisal it's not my fault! 

Faisal: ella ehmalk hatha nouf elehmal yswe ketha! 

Nouf: you're not making it any better

Faisal: esh btswen y3ni? Btg3den term kaml blbait? Gltlk t3li 3ndi ma sm3teli 

Nouf: mu wagta

Faisal: la wagta, law enk btjeni kan mgadma w m5l9a w 3ala elesbo3 ljay yw9lk l8bool bdon thal grwsha

Nouf: law 

We travelled to Greece and i totally forgot about applying to colleges, mu ehmal wla i'm being careless i really did forget! 

W that wasn't the early applying la kan el3adi and it was closed the day i was reminded by my friends. 

I barely contacted them w ana henak i only had 2 weeks there i wanted to enjoy the weather, the sun, the beach mommy and my brother and i wanted to spend this vacation without a phone, blyomain ashbk wifi w ashof esh jani mn faisal w bs and they did not mention it walla! I know it's my fault that i didn't set an alarm w hatha shay ma ynasii bs esh aswe! 

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Om nouf: ma a9dggg!!! A7d ynsa tasjel ljam3a???? nouf!! Y3ni 9dg ehmal hatha! 

Nouf: ehmal ehmal!!! 5ala9 mafe a9lan wgt lnn8ash lmaw6'o3 38em magdr arj3 elwagt w at4kr y3ni too late

Om nouf: mntb ga3da felbait! Term kaml? Mjnona? Wdk abok ynhbl?

Even though baba malh thek el3la8a fena because of his work, but the most thing he cares about is us getting very well educated and school w jam3a ay shay drasiii muhim w ma nfawt shay law enh ba5r eldnya yo9lh eni 3ndi e5tbar w ydg 3lay w yn97 kl mara nafs eln9ay7 wla om 5ams snen.. Fa law bag3 blbait mu9eba! 

Nouf: tasjel alfaisal ma skr 

Om nouf: bt7osen 3mrkk ya mama allah yhdekk kank 7stena klna

Nouf-starts crying-: wsh aswe 6yb!!

Om nouf: 5ala9 goli la elah ela allah 

Nouf-sigh-: la elah ela alah

Om nouf: ma 7a9l ela el5air ya bnayti

Typical mama ba3d mu76'ra sa3ten w t'hze2 tgoli ma 79l ela el5air 6yb kan mn lbdaya ketha? 

Om nouf: ro7i gawmi o5ok al7en n6l3 nf6r w 3ala rj3tna lriyadh y7lha rabi

I was screaming inside. 

The fact that my friends and i are going to part for a whole semester killed me. 

Mama w e7na n7jz insisted ena na5th suite with 3 bedrooms y3ni no privacy but i had to call faisal magdr feni shay kabtni i need him. So I went back to my room and locked the door i connected my phone to  the wifi and skype called him. 

Ringing...

Ringing...

Ringing... 

Faisal: alo

Oh how much i missed this voice. 

I haven't heard his voice mn w9lna, one week y3ni? Ef. 

Nouf: .. 

Faisal: alo nouf tsm3eni?

Nouf: i miss you

Faisal: hey 

Faisal: ana ba3d

Nouf: kaifk?

I just want to clear up the situation, so before we travelled to Greece the 3 days i stayed alone in riyadh rememeber? Yeah, we literally talked every minute, every hour of the day he mentioned things that bothered me but i managed not to make a scene w ma a5li ay shay yswe salfa ba3dha  my mom cane back so we started to talk less even on whatsapp k2na omi awal mara td5l 7yati:D aw ymkn 3shan elsalfa..

-FLASHBACK BEFORE GOING TO GREECE- 

Faisal: hey 

Nouf: hey

Faisal: i missed u

Nouf: eli mshtag ykalm shd3wa 2 days ma3rf 3nk shay

Faisal: mn mta ntsharh

Nouf: abd ma atsharh wla shay bs bt6mn 

Faisal: leh ma tjen enti

Nouf: leh ma tje ent

Nouf: tt3'ala?

Nouf: wla mabso6 3ala 9a7btk eljdeda? 

Faisal: nouf ana ma 7kaitlk elsalfa ela 3shan ma yo9lk 7aki mn 3'airi! 

Nouf: ay salfa?

Faisal: ag9d lulu 7aki elnas mayr7m w byjek klam mu 9ayr fa t3rfen mn lbdaya a7sn

Nouf: 9a7

Faisal: ana w enti ndri ena mafe shay mumkin yje bena

Faisal: la tt7sasen mn lmaw6'o3

Nouf: abdn 

Faisal: ! 

Nouf: ?

Faisal: esh wa'63 lbrod nouf ana ma adri a7d da3i 3alena???!? 

Nouf: man6'olen mathlan?

Faisal: ma astb3d!!! 

Nouf: wla ana, kamyat el misunderstanding eli ga3d y9er ga3d  yt3bni. 

Faisal: if it's my fault i'm sorry you know i only want the best for you

Nouf: i know faisal 

Nouf: and all want for you is happiness 

Faisal: please make me happy with being you, not the angry nouf

Faisal: abi nouf eli t3'ni kl klma agolha om lsan eli ma yhmha shay eli ma yhzha re7?

Nouf: ay ay captain!:p

Faisal: welcome back baby

Nouf: not yet

Faisal: what:))))=))

Nouf: tell me a bed time story ba3dha afakr arj3 6be3ya aw la

Faisal: abshrii baby nofi

-PRESENT DAY- 

Nouf: faisal i'm going to apply lelfaisal.. 

We were still skyping. 

Faisal-anger tone-: mnjdk? 

Nouf: t3rf kaif oboy law agola ra7 3aly eltasjel bysweli salfa

Faisal: y3ni ho maydri enk tben sultan faj2a 8rarti tro7en elfaisal 

Nouf: matw83 ydri 

Faisal: bkaifk a9lan i have no right in this

Nouf: i know the fact ena m3na 3yal muz3ja bs tara malna d5l fehom and it's only one semester baby la tshel ham

Faisal; la ma shlt ham

Nouf: good 

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 So i applied to alfaisal w knt lazm astna lma ram6'an aw bdayta 3shan el8bol, we went back to riyadh and everything was pretty fine everything was settled el7amdellah. 

-at shahad's place- 

Shahad: i cant believe you. 

Nouf: esh aswe shahad

Shahad: t g h r e n. 

Nouf: 5ala9 byjeni l8bol w enti 3ala nafs elsalfa!! 

Shahad: tra law tl76'en eni knt mnbhtk bs sfhteni 6ayra b thal yoonan -giving her the look-

Nouf: bilaahi kaif el lon?

Shahad: mu 3ajbni

Nouf: klli tbn

Shahad: bs 6'ab6 m3 sha3rkk

Nouf: adri abi aswe photoshoots 

Shahad: omg ma a9dg elbrod!! 

Nouf: ela sh5bar raghad? 

Shahad: mdri wala 

Nouf: w elbzga? 

Shahad: wra ma ts2len enti?

Nouf: mst7ya fehom

Shahad: mswyaaaa. 

I don't know if you guys ever get the feeling of having so much weight on your shoulders to the point where you don't care anymore. 

College. 

Faisal.*****

Family. 

Friends. 

Faisal: baby

Nouf: hmm 

Faisal: galbi

Nouf: what

Faisal: dala3 zayd

Nouf: shayfni faisal?

Faisal: :o! 

Nouf: bawrek 9ora 

faisal: okk

Nouf: -picture received- 

Nouf: a7saha ana w zoji wh!:( 

Faisal: zojkk?-.-

Nouf: ent y3ni=))

Faisal: wa6'7

Nouf: i dont have a male lulu in my life u know:p

Faisal: lool 

Nouf: amz7 m3kk

Faisal: dgega al7en enti leh mara maghora mnha?

Nouf: mu mghora wla shay

Faisal: aha 3shan ketha klshway tjeben 6areha

Nouf: gltlk knt amz7

Faisal: 9ayra mat7ben ttna8shen

Nouf: mn mta a7b atn8sh

Faisal: im going to sleep 6yb 

Nouf: sleep well

Faisal: i love you more than words could ever say nouf alx and nothing literally nothing can get between us okay baby? Nothing. La lulu wla 3'airha! 

 Nouf: i love you so much. :')

Faisal: <3 

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-RAMDHAN- 

Nouf: t5ylooo ygoli enhom n6o mn fog elburj y7ms ufff mara abiii fe video bawrekkkooom 

Shahad: abii aswe mara!!! 

Reem: khalid ygoool ena nawy yswe b dubai bl3ed

Shahad: mashallah 3arfa klshay?-laughing- 

Reem: yeah babyy 

Shahad: naween n56bk-wink- 

Reem: n3am???!! 

Shahad: yoooh ja 3abdlra7eeem mama mnera 9ayra 3asra halfatra ya jam3a a7d y6l3 elsa3a thnten fe ram6'an 

Nouf: 5leh ystna 6yb

Shahad: msken ybi yrja3 ytsa7r aked 

Reem: ana baw9lk

Shahad-laughing- 

Nouf: raghad mshena m3hom

Reem: eg3di yalnashba 

So nouf and shahad went alone i know ena what shahad said was a joke.. Bs ba3d galbi reemo t7mst. 

-REEM's SIDE OF THE STORY- 

I wasn't sure if it was a joke or not 9a7 she winked bs she sounded serious i didn't want to disappoint khalid but i'm not ready to get married whatsoever, i know he is a very straight forward man, ma3ndh laf w dwran el3yal. 

Ma agolkom how he changed me and everything i do, i never thought a person could ever control me this way 9a7 ena our relationship shwaya mu nafs ay relationship bs i liked it but i didn't want anything serious, i'm still young walla. 

Shahad: nmz7 yagalbi nmz7 -laughing- 

reem: a9lan 5ft l2n mabena theeek el3la8a y3ni 

Shahad: la t5afen i don't think 3ndh mu5a6a6t musta8blya a9lan 

Reem: owkay 

Shahad: la la ma ag9d ketha ag9d ena tawh y3ni ma yfkr blzawaj any time soon. 

Reem: 6yb yala engl3i -laughing- 

Shahad-hugging reem-: a7bk mara byeee 

Reem: bye 

Ummm. Okay that was kind of awkward? 

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-BACK TO NOUF's SIDE OF THE STORY-

I got accepted in  alfaisal. 

Ugh. 

Faisal: babe 

Nouf: en8blt 

Faisal: yeah?

Nouf: emhm

Faisal: good yagalbi

Nouf: yeah 

Faisal: leh ketha 6yb

Nouf: mu 3ajbni lwa'63 

Faisal: ehmalk ya ro7i shnswi 

Nouf: -.-! 

Faisal: you'll be fine 

Nouf: i know, will u?

Faisal: as long as it won't affect us? Im perfectly fine 

Nouf: good then i promise

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 Days and days passed. 

Ramadhan passed, eid came and everything was pretty good 6b3an 3aydna blshrgya as usual and we came back afterwards because my brother had school bs i had 2 more weeks al7amdellah, i barely knew anyone there blfaisal fa shlt ham y3ni okay i'm social w a3rf KTHER bnat bs 93b at28lm, pft i'll get used to it 5ala9 mara7 at7l6m. 

Reem raghad and shahad klhom b sultan, ela ana mara yghar omg. 

-Group chat-

Nouf: t3aaaloli

shahad: eeeee wala wa7sheni a5r mara brm6'an wsh thaaa 

Reem: u guys khalid mara 9ayr weirdo 

Nouf: t3Ali enti bs w  nftahm

Raghad: ya5i magdr ana :'( 

Shahad: sh3ndkkk?? 

Raghad: omi v.v 

Shahad: golelha bet nouf wsh d3wa 

Nouf: eee amana raghad goli bs sa3a w arj3:D

Raghad: 5ala9 ba7awl shway w agolk

I just love our last minute gatherings. 

-REEM's SIDE OF THE STORY- 

I'm scared because i know what is actually going on with khalid 9a7 ma 9arlna ela mn bdayt el9aif bs t3'ayr tmamn elwald mu nafsa!! Y5tlg elmshakl yajam3a shay ythb7 ana mu mstaw3ba!!! 

Khalid: wsh salfat sh3rk enti leh mu nawya t6wlenh?

Reem: gabl kam shahr kan 3ajbk w tgoli it makes u unqiue wl7en a6wla=))? 

Khalid: mta glt ? T5rfen

Reem: mub mushkela sh3ri 6yb mu sbab mu8n3 enk tglb faj2a 

Khalid: 6ayb 

Reem: khalid la t7akeni ketha! 

Khalid: wshlon tbeni a7akek!! 

Reem: never mind 

Khalid: ok

Billahi? Sh3ri? Akthr shay ??? Wow khalid. 

-AT NOUF's PLACE-

Nouf: tbon redbull? 

Shahad: la la btjeni eldwra a5af twgfha la tjebon w asht'hi

Nouf: agol kli tbn

Shahad: alah ya5thk

Nouf: rasheed jeeb 7 redbull w chips ml7 w 5al w w wa7d ketchup w ba3den ro7 baskin robbins w kalmni

Shahad: kalba ice cream b3d

Raghad: ween reem?

Shahad: shit 3ala 6areha

Nouf: wsho?

Raghad: wsho ???

Shahad: t5ylo mama mnera mu bs nashba bmakwt 5alid bnat mstaw3ben ra7t w 56bt elbnt! 

Nouf and raghad-Shocked expression- 

Nouf: tstahblen? La la tstahblen???!!

Raghad-t76 yadha 3ala 9adrha-: omg galbi reem -almost going to cry tone-

Nouf: ma3ndh lsan 5alk hatha!! Tra el3yal 3adi ygolon lomhat'hum !! Bl3aks tnbs6 w ba3den kam 3umra?!! 25? 

Raghad: mnjd!!! Wsho elzawaj eli bl3'a9b may'6b6 w leh ma y6'a7i!! 

Shahad: matshofoni kl ma jabt 6areh asfhhh!! Mjnon mjnon ja 7akani mara w ho shway w y6er maydri wsh yswe ma ydabr thal wld

Nouf: shahad tra she's your friend w ho 5alk lazm tswen shay

Shahad: nouf el7ayat mu l3ba

Nouf: shahad msha3r 9a7btna mu l3ba! 

Shahad: ga3da tdg shaklha bara

Nouf: bro7 aft7lha w enti lazm tgolenlha shay elyom fahma!? 

Raghad: 9dg 7aram tra akthr mn mara tdg tshki shahad mu 6be3y kaif bay 6rega ybeha ttrka bs she loves him enough ldrjt 7ta lma y3'la6 3aleha mayhmha!!! 

Nouf: o9 5ala9 baft7lha act normal

Oh good god. Allah y3een walla i never wanted them to couple a9lan... Not a perfect match whatsoever!!! 

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Shahad: 5al nft7 omegle 

Raghad: tawna badrii 

Nouf: ela ela 5al nft7 

Reem: shahad 5alk tha mub 6be3y

Yom galt ketha bdaina nbool3.. Jatni om lrukb wna mali da5l.

Shahad: wsh feh?

Reem: mt5ayla mt6ag m3ay 3ala sha3ri-laughing- ybeni a6wla? 

Shahad: la t6wlena bkaifa etha mu 3ajba!

Reem: kan ygoli 7lu! W ba3den wsh thal hosha wala law ena fe 3ahd jadi!

Nouf: ymkn aa.. Mdri

Raghad: hom ketha reem 3adi

Reem: mara 3'reben w mara 3ala el7jab w mara mdri 3ala esh as5f maw6'e3 a7bk w klshay khalid bs mu ketha

shahad: reem ho magalk?

Reem: esh?

Shahad: ena mama mnera nashbtlh tbe t56blh? 

Reem: n3am? 

Shahad: t5aylli lha fatra shaft wa7da b grge3an 5alti 3azza y3ni greb mara ram6'an hatha w mskt m3aha 

Reem-sarcastically laughing-: la tstahblen?

Shahad: walla i'm just telling you 3shan ma tn9dmen blwa83 m3ztk bgalbi akthr mn 5ali l7ywan 

Reem: w bkul brod ga3da tgoleli ena eli knt atw83 a7ba 56b? Ga9di omh 56btlh? Aha ok ok -laughing- 

Nouf-jumping from her seat to reem's-: esm3eni 

Reem: mabi asm3 

Nouf-side hugging reem- 

Reem-pushing nouf's hand and getting up- 

6al3t l7osh 3ala ma a6'n.. I'm feeling my heart ache. 

Raghad-sigh-: 8smbilah 3awrt galbi

Nouf: raghad ro7elha tsm3lk he

Raghad: la mjnona bag3d a9e7 

Nouf: 5ala9 ana bgom

Shahad-deep sigh-: la la ana b6l3lha

Nouf: la 9dgeni btnhar w knk enti elsbab 

Shahad: haw mali d5aaaal 

Raghad: kli zg magalt enti-laughing- 

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I heard her crying mdri y3ni a7d y9e7 fe 7mam mul7g mhjor bsmellah.. 

Nouf: reem e6l3i wala mub zain 

Nouf: e6l3i tra kl thal mkan jn a5r mara d5lnah lma knt blmitws6

Nouf: reeeem

Nouf: yala 

Reem-unlocking the door-: walla ana mu l3ba nouf -starts crying so hard- 

Nouf-hugging reem tightly-: y5sa yashai5a yl3b fek nl3b e7na feh w nt3ba

And once again in my life i realized that most men come into a women's life just to ruin it. First, shahad and now reem. 

Their hearts were filled with love and loyalty but they broke every piece of it. 

The innocent nouf, broke her life rules just for khalid and he did NOT appreciate any of her effort. 

I will never understand how men think, i'm not even going to try because their existing disgust me. All of them. 

I'm scared i'm going to be in reem's place one day, but i know i'll manage it better. I guess so. 

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I'm skipping because it's getting boring i need to reach the exciting parts before losing more readers! :p