In A Hearbeat Ch.42

You know the feeling of waking up after a long day of crying? Exactly. 

Headache.

Body ache.

Annnnd heart ache.

-bbm-

Noor: rise and shineee love!-one hour ago-

Ghalia: morning:(

Noor: shlonha el7lwa

Ghalia: good

Noor: coffee ?

Ghalia: please

Noor: milk?

Ghalia: no

Noor: shnu ba3d taben? Amri enti bs

Ghalia: shaklk draity wsh 9ar ams wla makan nzl faj2a el7ub:(=))

Noor: noura mw9yatni:$ mu 7ubn fech

Ghalia: wa95a=))

Noor: wallaah a7bich<3 sa3a w akon 3ndch okay love? 

Ghalia: amot fech ba3d chabdi<3 inshalah 

One hour later- 

Noor-knocking the door-: baksr elbab haah!

Ghalia: jet jet

Ghalia-opens the door with puffed eyes-: morning 

Noor: yummmaa galbi sh'hal wayh !!!!

Ghalia-hides her face-: wsh feeeeh!!

Noor: laaaaymon!!!

Ghalia: lhdrja!!!

Noor: w akthr!!

Ghalia-laughing-: 3adi mayhm

Noor: ee mab3'aina nsm3 el'67ka

Noor-t36i ghalia her coffee w tjls-: g3day i have so much to tell you!

She seemed.... What's the word? Madri bs she looked like she had SO much to say. And the things she had was about turki 100%

Ghalia-jumps on the couch-: g3dna 

Noor: turki is not bad

Ghalia: ohooo!! w rj3na lnafs elsalfa

Noor: sm3eeeny enti bs!!

Ghalia: goli wsh feh he's not bad okay 5ala9! He opened a freakin closed door that i wasn't welling to open!! But he came to my life and forced me, his love was so true that i had no. Idea ena he would .. Cheat! 

Noor: relax ya alah! 

Ghalia: i will but don't defend him!

Noor: trust me with this i'm on your side!

Ghalia: good!!!!

Noor: but i know turki more than you do.

Ghalia: you don't 

Noor: i really do

Ghalia: how come? 

Noor: i've known him for 3 years and  i know, I KNOW ena what he did was out of love

Ghalia: oh you're so helping 

Noor: la tga63eeeni!!

Noor was sitting like a dad ga3d yna8sh bnta bmaw6'o3 zawaj. Gd shfto shay zy ketha, no? Ok.

Ghalia: inshalah

Noor: when rand was around kan player l ab3d l7dood!! 

Noor: maygrb 3ala eli mawjoden hni bs y7bla wa7d hni wlbagi bls3odya

Ghalia-claps-: bravo 

Noor-laughing-: makoo 9abr?

Noor: agolch, 3ala ena rand knew that he talked to five girls 3'airha she stayed and loved him with all her heart but she ended up going back to alshargya and not coming back but that wasn't the only reason 6b3an

Ghalia: la bilaah bgra! 

Noor: a7lflk ena he didn't love her? He was just attached, she gave him thing the others couldn't bs entay, y7bich walllaaaah y7bich!!!!!!!

Galbi y3awrni.

Noor: 3'alia t4kren yom el movie night? He was sooooo mad!!?

Ghalia: eeh 

Noor: w 7aa6 elsalfa kilha 3ala s3od?

Noor: tra elwald mu hama bs shafha fur9a ena y9er bainkom shay so you wouldn't get extra hurt when he tells you

Noor: HE came to me so dead tired wallaaah kan shway w yabchi ygoli"noor ma adri shgolha shloon afhmha ena ana a7bha bs ma agdr akml m3aha w a76ha bmaw8f w ehya tstahl akthr w a7sn mni!!!" 

Noor: w ana wagt'ha mu darya shkan ga3d ygol lma shera7li i actually slapped him 

Ghalia-crying-: you did!!!??

Noor: i did l2n ana tw83t ena mn yom shafch t3'ayr bs 6la3t 3'al6ana!!! Entay 9j 3'ayrteh bs ohwa rad 3ala 7ala! 

Ghalia: 7ram you shouldn't 

Noor: chub zain

Noor: y7bich. 

Ghalia: ana ma a7ba.

Ghalia: ma akafeh? Lesh y7aki 3'airi?

Noor: i have no idea!!

Ghalia: klhom jerks!!!!

Noor: 5theha mni 7ta brhom mnhom!

Ghalia-crying and laughing-: ela ho 3ad

Noor: shofi ana jaya aw9lich m3loma w a6l3 elwald y7bich akthr mn nafsa, bs he thinks you deserve better! 

Ghalia-starts crying really hard- 

Noor-walks to ghalia-: t3ali ba3d 3umri entay etha rabi katb n9eeb by9er 

Ghalia: klb i hate that i love him!!! 

Noor: he's at ibrahim's atw83 so if you want to talk to him nro7 ana wyach? 

Ghalia: no ma wdi i've already told him etha maybeni i get more attached then he should stop seeing me and talking to me!

Noor: completely? 

Ghalia: tstahblen? 

Ghalia: i'm dying for his good morning baby bbm!!!-sigh-

Noor: 5aleh ohwa eyi!

Ghalia: a9lan ma abi 

Noor-laughing-: 9a7 enti a8wa mn chthi!

Ghalia: ams agol lnoura super power numbness bs my feelings are back now and my heart is aching like hell!!

Noor: 7yaati ana you deserve better -sad tone-

Ghalia-sad face-: eh2!

Noor-hugs ghalia-: byjek eli a7sn mna be2thn elwa7d ela7d

Ghalia: m3ad abi a7d 5ala9 

Noor: t3awthi mn elshay6an ya bnya

Ghalia-laughing-: i feel like staying home today tjoni bl lail enti w noura?

Noor: la ya roo7i

Ghalia: 5air

Noor: ra7 n6al3ch -smiles-

Ghalia-laughing-: 7baybi 

Noor: 9j!!

Ghalia: okay at 6?

Noor: good!!

Kint gad ma agdr awrehom ena i'm okay 5ala9 it won't change a thing, i'm stronger than this! 

When noor left my apartment i checked my phone and surprisingly i had a bbm from turki. 

-Bbm-

Turki: Good morning baby<3

Ghalia: Morning

Turki: 3la wain elyom?

Ghalia: Mdri

Turki: Shrayk n6l3 klna? a5r mara kan fe s3od w he ruined it we have to make up for that

Ghalia: Kefkom

Turki: La bkefk enti mahmni elbagyen enti eli t'hmeni

Ghalia: 6b golhum w shof

Turki: 7bebi wain ybi?

Ghalia: I don't mind ay makan

Turki: 6ayb I'll ask elbagii w I'll tell you<3

Ghalia: ;*

And he wants me to not get attached. Wow.

Ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

I want to scream!!!!!!! 

Calling> noor<3

Noor: shfeech? 

Ghalia: ybeni ntjam3

Noor: all of us

Ghalia: yes and he's blaming s3od elmsken again!

Noor: 9j msken 

Ghalia: invite him

Noor: maynona?

Ghalia: no seriously!! W latgolen la7d

Noor: fe 3aglich shay?!!?

Ghalia: i'm 100% serious. Abeh yje!

Noor: i won't 

Ghalia: i have his twitter 3ala fikra

Noor: bkaifch you do it

Yumaaa... I want to but i can't ketha a7s 7ram i know turki will be very very mad!!! 

To do it or not to? 

Ghalia: okay ma mnk fayda bye

Noor: y3ni mafe girls night? 

Ghalia: friends night

Noor: great! 

I ended the call and bbm-ed maha

Ghalia: 9a7ya?

Maha: bnam

Ghalia: bstsherk

Maha: smi ya galbi

Ghalia: 9a7 turki karh s3od ?

Maha: do it

Ghalia: matdren wsh bswe:)!! Esm3i

Ghalia: bn6la3 elyom 3'da aw shag w i'll invite him bdon m7ad ydri 

Maha: omg you're so mean!:)

Ghalia: tawk gayla do it

Maha: asta3b6!

Maha: bkaifkk bs remember turki once made you smile like a freak in the middle of the street. 

Ghalia: :')! 

I'm gonna do it. 

Don't judge me. 

Put yourself in my place. 

It hurts like shit. 

I'm sure one of you have felt the same.

Revenge, in a very sad way.

Scrolling down my followers, i followed saud back.. After an hour of following him back i started typing the message. 

@GF67"Hey u! We're going out for lunch today let's see u there." 

Can you see how cold i was? Mu 7ubn feh 8smbilahh!!

He replied immediately. 

@saudalx"I'd love to wain bs?"

@GF67"dgega w agolk!"

-bbm-

Ghalia: wen 8rarto?

Turki: wdk n6la3 ana wyak l7alna?

Ghalia: no

Are you wondering How bad i felt saying "no"? 

From 1 to 10? 15. 

Tukri: canal ritz 

Ghalia: see u there buddy

Turki: i miss you 

Ghalia: :') 

-twitter- 

@GF67"canal ritz"

After 10 minutes 

@saudalx"i'll be there inshalah"

-back to bbm-

Turki: 3adi tjen m3ay blsyara?

Ghalia: no

Turki: i'm begging

Ghalia: turki you're making it harder

Turki: a5r mara 

Ghalia: okay 

I don't want to leave him!!!!! I don't i don't i don't!!!!:') 

I was excited to ride with him and very, very nervous ka2nha awal mara. 

After 3 hours of thinking about what will happen in the restaurant and how will turki react and endless endless thoughts it was finally the time to get ready. 

I took a steaming shower i applied my all day make up, i tied my hair in a messy bun after that i wore my classic black leggings a white tank and turki's hoodie.

Do you guys remember the hoodie? He gave it to me when we were at niagara falls. 

Good days:') 

I wore it wanting to get his attention (el9ra7a 7lwa) and because it was the comfiest hoodie and i wasn't in a mood for  uncomfy clothes.  

Incoming call> t<3

Turki: jahza? 

Ghalia: dgega w bnzl

Turki: 5thi ra7tk galbi

Ghalia: ok

Call ended.

Yarabi la t7rmni mn hal9ooot:') i knew this was going to be so hard to get over with. 

For a second anbni 6'ameri bzyada ldrjt b3'ait agol ls3od ena we cancelled el6al3a. Bs i didn't. I still wanted to see turki's reaction.

I walked down the stairs to turki's car as i saw him sittin inside the car, his eyes looked sooooo tired, i swear he looked more tired than i was!

I hopped in.

Turki: ys3dli halwajh

Ghalia-not looking at him-: alah ysalmk 

Turki: mshaina

Ghalia: eee

We stayed 7 minutes in silence. The really bad one. I've never imagined this day would come. Ever.  

I bbmed noura knowing she's going to be very mad.

Ghalia: glt ls3od yje

Noura: bgra :p

Ghalia: don't!!!

Noura: !!! Okay glna elwald kalb w 3'ala6!!! Bs tro7en tzeden el6en balaah laih!!!!

Ghalia: gahrniii noura gahrnii!!!!!! 

Noura: bkaifkkk ana ma agdr agolk shay al7en yom swaiti klshay bdon ma ts2leeni!!!

Ghalia: leh m3a9ba ana elmt6'rira!!!

Noura: leh tgolen le damk 3arfa enk wa7dkk elmt6'arra? 

Ghalia: i wanted to tell you

Noura: wana 3shani a7bk mabek tt6'raren that's why 39bt 

Ghalia: ana m3ah blsyara

Noura: ana w9lt 

Ghalia: good shway w no9al

Noura: see u. 

-

Turki-looking at ghalia-: ygol 3abdlmajed "walah makan elfurag e5tyarii wla 3umri e5tart w lgait'h w ana ya 3'alia a3shgk 3shg elm6ar l97ari. 

N5ali 9ot'h eli y3awr elgalb 3al janb shway w nrakz 3ala elo3'nya eli dam3tli 3eni. 

I didn't say a word. Msa7t dam3ti w ebtsamtla w bs. 

We finally reached the restaurant.

I don't wanna go there. 

I wish i could just stay with him forever in this car with silence. Ra6'ya.  

 

Turki: yala? 

Ghalia: enzl gabli baklm 

Turki: men?

Ghalia-sweet tone-: noor 

3awrni galbi mn kthr ma 9rt barda w thgl ma3ah 3jzt amsk nafsi!!! 

Turki: okay 7bebi la t6awlen

Ghalia-smiles-: 5ala9 mub lazm bnzl 

Turki: yala 

We came out of the car and we walked side by side, i wanted to hold his hands so badly.

W9lna lel6awla noura was giving us looks, fahad was messed up wjhaa alwn, ibrahim mbtsm noor lsa ma jat saud lsa ma ja. 

I was seated beside turki noura in front of turki and fahad in front me, ibrahim on fahad's right side and there were 2 seats left 

The one one noura's left and the one on turki's right. 

Omg. 

Ibrahim: anwr elma63n

We laughed. 

The view was really beautiful, i remember once turki and i came here at night w elma63am msakr bs 3ab6 ybe yje l2an fe lake 93'era and it's really beautiful!! 

Noura: ela ween noor?

Ghalia: ee 9dg?

Ibrahim: shraft shraft

Ghalia-gets up to hug her-: i'm dead

Noor-whispering-: you are

Salmat 3ala kl a7d w jalast 

Turki: yala n6lb? 

We ordered and a minute later my phone buzzed.

Twitter notification. Yay.

@saudalx"wain jalsen?"

@GF67"bra!"

Omg i can see him. Omg. 

Calm down ghalia. Calm the fudge down. 

Noura d3ast rjli mn t7t el6awla 3ala asas btnabhni ena he's coming our way! 

Saud: salam! 

Turki: w 3alykom elslam w ra7mt allah w barkat'h! -very mad-

Shocked faces. All i can see is shocked faces. 

Turki. 

Fahad.

Ibrahim.

Ghalia: sit tra 6labna!

7ram yjls mwagf ketha w m3ad y3zma yjls he'll feel awkward! 

Turki-shocked expression- 

Ibrahim: tfa6'l tfa6'l 

Noor: ee shnu ba3d 

My hands started sweating. Ba6ni y3awr. Eff what have i done!

Ghalia: men 3nda off bukra?

Saud: ana ma3ndi classes bs a54t course french 

Mashalah 3alek yalfal7 mayhmni.

Fahad-laughing-:french? 

Saud: ee? 

Fahad-laughing-: bonjour 

Saud was really mad ena slmat fahad made fun of him? Bs 9ra7a i laughed in side. 

Turki: ana walah 3ndi e5tbar law mgabl elktab abrkli

:( no ana abrk. Amz7.

Turki: elzbda dgo 3lay etha ja elakl -gets up- 

Ghalia: wain?

Turki: yhmk?

Ghalia: ee

Turki: ma atw83 

He walked away.. 

Ibrahim: 3'aloy sha5br ahl elriya6'?

Fahad: wallaah wa7sheena

Ghalia: ee 9dg

Noura: btro7on bl9aif?

Ibrahim: ana lelasf a5r course

Noor-side hugs ibrahim-: mabi!!

Saud: ana m6aaawl 3 snen 

Ghalia: btro7 jeddah?

Saud: la byjon hena

Ghalia: aha mashallah

Noura: ghalia has some news -wink-

Ghalia: esh?

Noura: raj3t elriya6'

Ghalia: bzr o9

Fahad: wsh rj3ta!?

Ghalia: salfa malha a5r 

Ja elakal. Which means someone has to call turki!

Ibrahim: yoh madgena 3ala turki

Ghalia: ana bro7 anadeh aked ena blsyara wla bara ymshi 

Noor-wink-

Fahad: yala zain

They were happy..

I walked out of the restaurant w lgaita yro7 yje 3nd bab elma63m..

Ghalia: since when? 

Turki-blows of the smoke-: mn bdait afakr eni agolk

Ghalia: mu kwais

Turki: mayhmk 

Ghalia: yhmni

Turki: i can see 

When i saw the Cigarette in his hand i felt like a mon shaft wldha m3ah sken!

Ghalia: whatever you say tra ja elakal

I felt bad ena he started smoking after what happened. 

I started walking back inside 

Turki: golelhom eni ray7 w 3alekom bl3afaya 

I can't explain the feelings inside me. I can't. Ensdat nafsi w he ga masdooda 6'ag 9adri w ana 5lga mu shayfa shay gdami. Ka2n eldnya mtfga 3lay!

Back at the table

Ghalia: ygol 3alekom bl3afya wrah drasa

Noor-mouthing-: what happened?

Ghalia: wla shay?

I played with my food and they started eating silently we finished with no words saud would smile at me every once in a while and that was it. 

Rkabt m3 noor w w9ltni elshga w ana nafsyti zg 6ab3an enhart 3aleha blsyara w she tried calming me down bs ma gdrt. 

I thanked her and got down of the car to my apartment as i walked inaide i threw myself on the bed and started crying like a baby, a g a i n. 

After my tears stopped which was a sign enhom 5ala9o the bell rang. 

In my head; ya noor ya noura.

As i opened the door i was more surprised than ever. 

Turki: 3adi ad5l? 

Ghalia: sure 

Turki-comes in and sits on 7afat yad elcouch-: enti eli gltela yje?

Ghalia: ee 

Turki: bs ana gaylk ena ho eli 5arb elmara eli fatat -laughing sarcastically- tsta3'ben?

Ghalia: maglt la t3zmena?

Turki-gets up-: ana 3'ala6t bs lesh tzeedenii??!!! -walk to ghalia- 

Ma radnii ela eljdar my back was laid on the wall. He came closer and closer.

Turki: 3'ala6t!  

He smelled like cigarette and the perfume i got him. He smelled really good. 9dg. But i forgot about the smell the moment he started screaming. 

    

Turki: bs enk tgolenla t3al ya s3od 3shani 3'ala6t!?????!?!!! Esh? Revenge???!!!! -laughing sarcastically- enbaaas6iii!!!! 3'rt!! -Screaming- W mt 3'eerra!!! W eli knti tbena y9er? 9aaar!!!! bl6'ab6 nafs matben!!! -hits the wall with his fist very hard- 7ta.. 7ta law enk karhtni 7ta law entaha eli bena 7ta law eni a7aki 10 7ta law 9ar eli 9ar, ba3'ar w ba3'ar w ba3'ar w btbgain my baby. -lower tone- 

Ghalia-starts crying really hard-

This is the first time i see him this angry, jsmi kan y3'lii mn elro3aa every scream and every word killed me more. I cried my heart out because it's the only thing i can do. My tears said so much. I hope he understands.

He leaned down His forehead touching mine. 

Turki-wiping ghalia's tears-: 5ala9 -sweet tone-

Ghalia-hardly-: ma kfaitk? 

Turki: law tben atrkhom klhom al7en gdamk atrkhom -his hand on ghalia's cheek-

Ghalia-moving her head in a no motion-: mabi 

Turki: you deserve the world

Ghalia-cries on turki's chest- 

He started brushing my hair with his hand and calming me down and apologizing forever i touched his fist and started rubbing it, it was as red as a tomato. 

Ghalia: i want you b your mistakes 

Turki: i promise you, no one is going to take your place. I'm forever yours. But not now. 

Ghalia-cries harder and starts hitting turki's chest-: a k r h k!!!!!!!

Turki-holds ghalia's cheeks in his two hands-: y7glk

Ghalia-sigh-: hug me 

He hugged me, the indescribable hug. You imagine it. 

7sait jsmi erta5a since my muscles were so stiff. My breathing rj3 6be3y after the crying. I was suffering a very bad headache and a very bad heartache. 

I hugged him until i felt sleep

Ghalia-in a sleepy crying voice- abi anam 

Turki-yshel 3'alia-: zy awal?

Ghalia-smiles-

T3rfon how the carry princess? Ketha kan shaylni so nmt 3ala katfa, though 3'urfti mu mn b3dha.

Nazlni 3ala elsrer and he was being a gentleman, like always he covered me and stared for couple of minutes 

Turki-whispering-: can i kiss you one last time?

I couldn't say no.

He kissed me fast but in the cuest way possible and then he wished me a good night with an i love you blnhaya. 

Ghalia: i love you too you know. 

He smiled and got out of my room and finally i slept.