If He Only Knew Ch.3

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Lina: wain 3amti?

Hala: wsh m97ek enti?

Lina: enti eli leh ma nmti? 

Hala: lwifi 

Lina: shfeh?

Hala: al7en ashof bdaiti t788en??? Wsh d5lk? Ba3di bs mayta bnam

Lina: nomat ahl elkahaf

Hala: 7sbi alah bs

Deema: 5ala9!!!!

Hala: shfti!!!

Lina-walking out of the room-

Hala: hey hey wen???

Lina: nafs eli enti ray7tla -wink- bahaha amz7 -comes inside- 

Phew.. 

I gave her a look and went to the bathroom brushed my teeth and went straight to bed without checking my phone or anything. 

I woke up next day at 9AM i'm always the last to sleep and first to wake up this sucks i tried going back but it didn't work so i gave up! I got up, took a shower and then i got dressed in sweatpants and a tank top after that i went over where my phone was charging and took it off. 

[Twitter]

*tweets*

@halaalx: lack of sleep! 4 hours everyday aren't enough:( 

After few minutes i got a dm from nawaf.. 

-dms-

@nawafalx: leh el7lu 9a7i badri? 

@halalax: stupid sleeping pattern, enta leh 9a7i?

@nawafalx: abd nafs sbabk:p 

I had nothing to say so i didn't reply.. 

5 minutes later.. 

@nawafaalx: wain ray7en elyom? 

@halaalx: atw83 southcost 3shan mama

@nawafalx: w bs??

Fast repliers>>>> 

@halaalx: ee leh? 

@nawafalx: w bl lail?

@halaalx: spectrum aw mdri mu aked

@nawafalx: goli ketha mn zman ray7eni

@halaalx: haw leh???

@nawafalx: 3shan bshof wa7da ilyom :p

@halaalx: t'hna:p 

@nawafalx: i will ;)

@halaalx: btw i know your sister 

@nawafalx: sister? 

@halaalx: lamia 

@nawafalx: aaah lamia.. 

@halaalx: :p

@nawafalx: ma s2alteni 3an eli bshofha ya hala:p

@halaalx: w leh as2alk=))

I left my phone and changed my clothes and then waited for my sisters to finish, it took him 10 minutes to reply.. Weird.

@nawafalx: -_-

@halaalx: i got to go now my wifi byskr:p 

My sisters were done already and they were starving so we were heading to fashion island bs 6b3n deema mutradida yama lbast yama f95at.- b9ot elwaldah:p

Deema: abi your red converse 

Hala: balbs'ha

Deema: yashenk ams m36etk my jacket! 

Hala: wsho a3'ayr lbsi kla 3shank??  

Lina: tben my converse? Tra kbera

Deema: ashof -taking the shoes- 

Hala: ana bstnakom bl lobby.. 

I went to the lobby and walked to the first couch i saw i opened my phone after i jumped on the comfy couch. 

@nawafalx: see you tonight;p

@halaalx: i don't think so:p

@nawafalx: i know SO, b3den u said if my friends wants to see u again he can and he's dying now to see u

@halaalx: Mmm.. 

After few minutes 5watii 8raro ysharfoon.. 

Deema: yalla 

Hala-getting up-: lazm nro7 spectrum?

Lina-while walking-: ana bro7 m3 deema

Deema: men gal ba5thk?

Hala: la 9dg tra baba may7b kathrta 

Deema: drugs mub spectrum! 

Lina: tra mama rasltli whatsapp wenkom gltlha b fashion island galt enhom byro7on m63m 7g f6oor tbon nro7 m3ahom? 

Deema: ana bdg 3leha 

While deema was talking to mama on the phone lina dragged me to the back 

Hala: esh???

Lina: at7dak men kan m3ana bl elevator ?

Hala: men??? 

Lina: abo rjl maksora!!! El9udfa!!!! -laughing- 

Lina: wla 7ta 6al3 fena wla ebtsama wla shay wh thgl!!! 

. . . 

For a second, i didn't care if i'm going to see him again or not. 

-restaurant with the parents-

Om hala: mta gmto? 9laito elfajer bwgt'ha? 

Abo hala: tra elyom mafeh tro7on leli tbon kam le ma shftkom?

Lina: la baba!! Bshof 9a7btii elyom!

I stepped on her shoe to make her shut, my dad gave us everything we wanted and he never said no to anything y3ni 7ta el6al3a 3ala golta m36ena "the green light" y3ni n6la3 bdon mangola w ma3nda mushkela fa awal mara y6lb mna shay w abd malna 7g nrda! Y3ni o5t lina your 10 years old boyfriend can wait. 

Lina: wj3!! 

Deema: haw? 

Om hala: lina 9degtk la7ga 3aleha byom thanii kalmeha w ajli el6al3a

Lina: bs mama e7na mara7 ng3d hena y3ni klha kam yom w bnro7 san diego! W elbnt mara7 tg3d lain ram6'an zyna!

Hala: elbnt.. -in a low voice-

Lina-death stare- 

Abo hala: la ya mama cancalna 7jz san diego 

Deema: haw!! Leh? 

Abo hala: shft ena mala da3i kthrat eltnagl w ana mafeni shadt swaga walla 6'ahrii m3d yt7ml sa3at

Lina: kaaafo!!

Hala: w3 salamt?

Lina: kli zg!

Deema: feeni wla fekk ya ba3d haldnya!! 

Abo hala: fe 3dwenkk ya ro7 abokk

Om hala-coughing- 

Abo hala: alah alah! 

We all laughed on how my mama coughed to get my dad's attention lol i want a relationship like my parents, they got married traditionally and they struggled at first but now i see how deeply my dad is in love with my mom. 

Allah lay7rmni. 

Deema: baba wsh rayk nro7 l7g el shooting eli r7nla elmra eli fatat? 

Hala: mta tha ma 76'rt ana?? 

Om hala-while sipping her orange juice-: mawdkom nro7 outlet ? 

Lina: la i'm sick of shopping 

Hala: yay i'm american 

Deema-tf6s '67k-: hala wsh thal7arsh????!!!

Abo hala: ha outlet wla shooting? 

Hala&deema: shooting! 

Lina: mabi! 

Abo hala: wsh tbe el7lwa? 

Lina-blushing-: ummmm.. 

Hala: baba traha matbi shay! Tst3b6 nro7 elshooting b3d outlet 3shan mama 

Deema: ee ana agol ketha kaman

I forgot about nawaf's disturbing existence for a while.

Don't get me wrong, i like him but this is getting so much of me , having someone 24/7 in your mind is kind of disturbing. It's only been 2 days and i already sense me getting attached to him(which is not what i expected at all i only went out because i thought i'd get out of my bubble, but oh bad idea), so i just need to slow and back down a bit for things to get smoothly w ketha. 

Lina: LAAAAA!!! Wsho eli bs? 

Abo hala: wsh tben ajal!!?

Baba getting mad at lina's weird mood was kind of not a good sign for the day, he's never mad but she gets on peoples nerves! She's my sister and i love her but she needs to stop acting so childish. 

Hala: lina! 

Deema: bnro7 bnro7 la t5afen! 

She meant spectrum. 

Lina-sigh-

Hala: elzbda ana 7amt kabdi mn el pancakes 

Abo hala: yala n7asb w n6la3 

We were done with our food dad payed the check and now we were heading to the shooting place deema suggested! 

I had my headphones on and nawaf's face started appearing in my head, i smiled about the thought of yesterday but then naah not so much. 

I had my headphones on and so much thoughts were killing me.

Do i want this? Getting out of my one year bubble? Ugh.

3G was working but i only use it when it's urgent y3ni.. Mdri i have this idea don't judge.. 

Anyways fat7t 3G w i found a DM mnh.. 

@nawafalx: bt6awlen? -2 hours ago- 

@halaalx: hey sorry for the late reply 

@nawafalx: no problem. 

Nothing interesting so I decided to close the 3G and just focus on how adele's voice was so heavenly. 

Deema: hey -hitting my shoulder- 

Hala-shaking her head as a yes-: 

Deema: btro7 lelshooting.. 

Mn il7ub ma 8atl! LOL.

Hala: tstahblen!!

Om hala: meen?

Deema: umm wa7da ma7bha.. 

Hala-laughing-

Lina-evil laugh-: wa'67!-in a whisper-

Deema: baba 3adi um nro7 makan thani!

I know how much deema loves him y3ni elwald mu 93'er ashk ena 9ay3 3ala golt'ha aked elnas klha t'3l6 bs y7taj yt2adb w ho mara7 ela l2n elo5t tweeted out ena we're going there.

Hala: la ana mshtahya shooting-smiling evilly- 

The shooting place was half an hour far so when we reached there we got our helmets baba took our guns and mama sat on the placed chairs and table sipping her coffee. 

Deema-taking her gun from baba-: wdi eb bndgya!

Abo hala: jarbi elmusdas enti bshoof mda 8wtkk yala!

Deema: a3jbkk w tshoof!

Abo hala-laughing and walking to wear lina was standing- 

Now i can tell deema whose standing right behind us staring at her in a very scary yet sexy way. 

Hala: shit shit deema la tlfen trah wrak. 

Deema-ytgalb wjhaha w tlff-

Hala: ana wsh glt????!! -ignoring them both-

Deema: shit ga3d y36eni n6'rat t3ali 

Hala: agol enti mstaw3ba baba w mama hena?

Deema: a9lan mara7 aro7 majnona!

He walked closer to where we were standing.. 

Walking past deema's ear i heard him whisper"two words please"

I gave deema a look"no"

after he walked a few steps away, somewhere no one can see him.. Deema ignored me and her mind and shouted so mama can hear her "mama bro7 il7mam tra"

Lina: i'm coming 

Hala: yalel el amrekya ana wyak nro7 yala

Deema-thank you smile-

I don't want my sister to end up getting hurt from a jerk????! Or madri he's old enough to propose lesh mayje y56bha yry7on nafs'hom maknt atw83a y8n3ha bhals'hola wla makan r7na lel shooting! 

After me and lina came from the bathroom 6b3an el7ywana gf6at deema already but i threatened her if she said a word i'm gonna tell my dad about her whatsocalled love. 

 Abo hala: haaaa jahzen? Yala 

Lina: baba abi a9awb 3ala elb3eeda 

Abo hala:yala wreniii

Lina: hala hala 9awreni w ana a9awb

Hala: video?

Lina: la la 9ora

Hala: pose

Lina: 7lwa?

Abo hala: wra ma t9awben?

We all laughed and then lina got her targets very well i got mine too but just thinking that my sister might be hugging or god knows what that guy frightened me. She has to come back wla ahli by6e7on 3aleha w bttwar6..

Abo hala: haw wen deema? Kl tha 7mam bagelna 3 t9webat klmeha hala

Hala: ee yala al7en adg

Ringing.. 

Hala: wenk enti !!! Aboy bythb7k!

Deema-laughing-: aaah i'm on my way babeh

Hala: la 7awl wla 8wah ela belah -laughing- zain yala

Deema: maabi akon ela ma3k-singing-

I ended the call gabl ma 6ablti tro7 feha..

She came back and we were done with our shooting class with our oh so pro dad, hahaaha!

-car-

Om hala: 9ra7a mafeni shadt outlet ybella tarrkez abi a5mmmmh kla

Deema-laughing-: nro7 bukra ajal

Hala: eee 5ala9 nrja3 al7en trta7on w n6la3 nt3'ada? 

Lina was sleeping in the back, deema was happy and hyper ldrjt 3adi t9r5"a7bh". 

Abo hala: 5ala9 zain nt3'ada bl m63m el yabani eli blsog eli gdamna

p.f changs. Heaven. 

Hala: zain

I plugged the headphones and a random song started, You know the shivers you get when listening to a song that holds SO much memories? I tried ignoring the memories and the sound inside of me. Hold yourself hala. 

I decided that i'm going to switch the 3G back on and check twitter to take my mind off for a while. 

-Dm's-

@nawafalx: 6fshaaaan:( -3 hours ago-

@nawafalx: wenk mu glti btkonen b fashion island? -1 hour ago-

@nawafalx: halo? -10 minutes ago-

@halaalx: hey, i'm sorry about that my 3G was switched off dad's rules :p

Lying..:p 

@nawafalx: heeeey!<3 

@halaalx: hii, kaifk esh swait alyom?

@nawafalx: nothing much r7t fashion island ana wl3yal t3'adena b cheesecake factory w al7en bl hotel

@nawafalx: and you?

@halaalx: went target shooting with the family:p

@nawafalx: ya wld!!

@halaalx: LOL

@nawafalx: t3rfen?

@halaalx: my dad says i'm a pro

@nawafalx: prove it;)

@halaalx: i'll knock your head

@nawafalx: 6ol e9b3i w bt6lgenha brasi:p? Btje eb b6ni

@halaalx: LOL!! i'm not that short

@nawafalx: i love how short you are:p<3

@halaalx: your opinion wasn't needed:p

@nawafalx: a77

@halaalx: what do you have in mind?

@nawafalx: literally?

@halaalx: emhm

@nawafalx: "abi ashof 9warha b instagram"

@halaalx: 3ala bala6a ketha:p

@nawafalx: glti literally shswelk:p 

@halaalx: lol

@nawafalx: what's in urs

@halaalx: blank

@nawafaalx: liar

@halaalx: "i feel bad"

@nawafalx: why is that?

@halaalx: i'd tell u but i'd have to kill u afterwards

@nawafalx: will it make you feel better? If yea? Then law tben eshngenii ahm shay tkalmi w goli. 

@halaalx: it's nothing xx

@nawafalx: 3ala ra7tk. 

Maknt abi a5th w a36i m3ah, i don't know a7s t3dait 7doodi i went out b a5r el lail m3ah and joked and woke up next morning like nothing happened and that kills me, i'm gonna back off and just let him go. I don't know. Uf abi amot. 

The day passed normally i wasn't sending Dm's so much y3ni i was bs mu eli a5th w a36ii lma he got bored w sakrna elsalfa my sisters and i had launch at 6PM with the parents then deema and i went back to the hotel with nothing to do i stayed for 3 hours watching PLL with deema in the background repeating whatever happened to her at the shooting place, lina was still at fashion island with one of her friends

We were staying at the island hotel so that's why my parents approved on her going alone. 

At 9 she came back w rj3 elez3aj.

Lina: yala btrawsh w algakom jahzen ok a5wati?

6be3y ena she's the youngest ?

Deema: yala ana balbs

Bnafs elwagt i got a DM mn nawaf..

@nawafalx: ha the bench:p? 

@halaalx: lol esh?

@nawafalx: ashofk henak, spectrum bench mu hotel

@halaalx: aaah no i'm to tired to go

@nawafalx: salamt?

@halaalx: la bs t3bana ba3d elyom 

I know i know! All i did was shoot, bs i didn't want to face him. I feel awkward. 

@nawafalx: oh ajal erta7ii w nshofk bukra:p

@halaalx: Hopefully:p

@nawafaalx: um, 6yb 3adi 6alb?

@halaalx: hala?

@nawafaalx: enzleli bl lobby.. 

@halaalx: i can't baba t7t

@nawafalx: esh rgm 3'rftkom 6yb?

@halaalx: leh:p?

@nawafalx: bsyr 3alek

@halaalx: lma y6l3on 5wati 

@nawafalx: ok

After an hour lina and deema were done and ready to go!

Deema: aked matben tjen?

Hala-shaking her head as a no-

Lina: 5leha elmun3zla hathi

Deema-talking to lina-: 6yb enti enzli w ana bal7gk bad5l el7mam 

Lina: tgdren tgolen e6l3i b7aki hala tra 3adi may9ay7

LOOOOOL!!

So when lina went out deema approached me w jalast bl6awla eli gdamii.

Deema: esh 9ayr shay?

Hala: la bs mabi ashofa 

Deema: why not?

Hala: i feel bad

Deema: leh?

Hala: ma3rf bs 

Deema: spit it

Hala: y3ni ams bl lail 6la3t m3ah w mshaina around w maka2n 9ayr shay so i feel bad

Deema: define bad

Hala: bad bad ldrjt a7s abi ant7r

Deema: l2nk 6la3ti wla l2n Mm..?

Hala: ee 

Deema-hugging hala-: 5ala9 swii eli yray7kk

Hala-hugging back-: shokran a7bkk

Deema: njeblk shay?

Hala: mara7 tlgon shay 

Deema: law lgaina jbtlk

Hala: 6yb shokran 

Deema: bye 

Hala: bye sakri elbab zain law sma7ti

.. To tell him that my sisters are out or not, that was the question! Two hours passed so now it's 11. 

@nawafalx: ha 6la3w:p

@halaalx: ee bs esh btje? Tra i'm a mess 

Please don't come. 

@nawafalx: no mara7 aji don't worry

@halaalx: umm ok

@nawafalx: <3 

15 minutes later, i heard knocks on the door i checked mn thak elmakan w 6l3 a7d mn 7gen el hotel w m3ah bag. 

Hotel guy: ms hala alx? 

Hala: um yes?

Hotel guy-smiling-: this is for you. 

Okay.. 

A plain white bag. 

I closed the door after thanking the hotel guy i jumped on the bed and opened the bag. 

2 red velvet cupcakes and one red rose. Talk about simple cuteness. Ugh! But no.

A letter"thought i'd cheer you up. 

Love, eli la7gkk llhotel."

Aw:c 

-dm's-

@halaalx: awww! Thank you very much <3 

Don't overreact and don't be sooo cold hala! N9 n9. 

@nawafalx: did nothing ;*

@halaalx: <3! 

@nawafalx: so what are you doing? Jalsa l7alk?

@halaalx: watching PLL

@nawafalx: wsh tha

@halaalx: pretty little liars:p

@nawafalx: series? 

@halaalx: ee 

@nawafalx: ah 

@halaalx: w ent esh ga3d tswe? 

@nawafalx: atfrj tv

@halaalx: Mar7t ?

:o

@nawafalx: wsh ywdeni w galbi mara7? 

Ya alah.. 

@halaalx: yalla ana bnam t9ba7 3ala 5air.. <3 

@nawaalx: w enti mn ahla<3 

-after 3 days-

And it's been like this for 3 days. 

I go out to wherever in the morning, come back at 6 watch few episodes of my favorite series. 

Lina starts nagging when it reaches 9:30-10.. Not mentioning the adorable dm's i was getting from nawaf.. But i wasn't sure if i was ready! 

Deema: ya 7ywana elbsi 6yb!! Ana ma ashofk ga3da tt7rken yomk t'hawshen

Hala: ento ma t6fshon? Kl yom? Dawam?

Lina: wallah etha enti fek 7alt en3zal 3an il3alm e7na mafena

Hala: agol lina abd mali 5lgk

Lina: mta gd 9arlk 5lg a9lan?

Deema: engl3i elbsi wla b6la3 w a5lek!

Deema was already dressed and ready so awal mara7t lina lel7mam she started her daily speech. 

Deema: ela mta? 

Hala: ela mdri!

Deema: tra 6'alma elwald m3ak 7ram klyom ga3d bl hotel 3shank!

Hala: ymkn klam bs!

Deema: la ana ma shft a7d rjla maksora b spectrum!

Hala: glteha rjla maksora! Y7taj yrta7!

Deema: 6yb ymkn ma shfteh enti fak el cast?

Hala: deema 

Deema: 3shani bs elyom.. 

Hala: law sma7ti 5ala9 i promise bukra bro7.. 

Deema: ams glti nafs elshay!

Hala: 5ala9

Deema: eff mnk 

Hala: 5ala9 go have fun w shofi esh el7ub jayblk-laughing-

Deema: engal3i-laughing- 

Hala: yala bangl3.

They went out and An hour passed and then i got a DM.

@nawafalx: esh what's your excuse elyom:p?

@nawafalx: t3bana? Wla r7mti omk ga3da l7alha wla malgeti shay tlbsenh? 

@halaalx: la bs ma asht'hi

Eff, i am feeling bad eni bs at9dad but i don't know what's going to happen if i actually took a step through this! Y3ni he's a sweet gentleman seriously, w 3ala kthr ma aslklh ela ena he comes back everytime y7awl w eli ywa'67 ena 9dg ybeni mu l3b law '3airh by6fsh, bs ma a3rf i'm afraid i do it the wrong way.. 

@nawafalx: bkaifk 

@halaalx: ent btro7

@nawafalx: 9ra7a 6fsht mn elga3da 

@halaalx: ah have fun ajal

@nawafalx: <3

Kaan wdi agola ena nswe shay aw shay bs mdri ya5i fe sh3oor thab7ni!!!! 

W eli yzedh ho:')

@nawafalx: hala trust me i'm not a bad guy, walla i'll treat you well you don't have to push me 

@nawafalx: we'll take it slow if you want

@nawafalx: tra 9a7 eni mfhi 24 sa3a bs a3rf 6regat 7akyk w a3rf ena fe shay m6'aygk. 

@nawafalx: etha hatha elshay m6'aygk, us.. I'll back off

7araaaaam, no no. 

@halaalx: NO! At all. 

@nawafalx: what's bothering you then? Leh faj2a byom w lela t3'ayrti 

@halalx: ma t3'ayrt bs y3ni i don't know 7sait i took it too fast

@nawafalx: we'll take it slow<3 

@halaalx: good :*

@nawafalx: t3ali t7t.. Abek

Aro7 wla la?.. 

-To be continued-