Soooo.. School, exams, depression, bla5, and more bla5s. I couldn't keep up with writing, I'm sorry. Its not long but the events are real, but not the exact same.
anyways as I said in my tweet the story is coming to an END, I know I'm sad myself:c still 5 more chapters to go. Keep on reading and commenting and everything! I hope you like this chapter and don't forget to send me your comments, mention, DM or www.ask.fm/aslongasilive8 thanks!:D
"because you're the definition of a true best friend, twinie" have you ever read this before? Haha. Bye. I know you're reading. Love you.
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-Haya-
I've decided that I'm going to talk to my dad today, we're having lunch together, My dad and I. Only. Even my mom isn't coming. Scaaaaaaary.
-on the phone-
Abo haya: ha haya weeenk?
Haya: 5 dgayg w nazlla
Abo haya: yalla ya bnti ba6ni ygr9ni
Hahaha caaayot!
I came down the lobby and met up with my dad, we headed to the restaurants that we're in front of dubai's mall fountain, he loved it there and the weather was amazing! I was bbming khalid on our way to the restaurant..
Khalid: babe
Haya: hmm
Khalid: mta bt7aken abok
Haya: mumkin afham leh msta3jl 3ala rzgk!? :D
Khalid: 3shan ma tt3b nafsyti law rzgi ma jani
Yawel galbi:')
Haya: 7bebi ent <3 byjek.
Haya: we are on our way to the restaurant, b7akeh henak..
Khalid: ama 3ad!:o
Khalid: uff!! Wsh btgolen 6ayb?
Haya: ma adre:'( w9lna shway w agolk wsh bgol baba ykrh eljawal
Khalid: 6ayb
10 minutes later.
Haya: esm3 bgola ena bad5l bsalfa bsalfa ba3den bagola baba law 56abni wa7d mu gbeli 3adi w ketha bshof rdt f3lla, don't expect me to tell u every detail. L2n 9a3b shway
Khalid: ee zen.. Bs I want to hear
Haya: hear want?
Khalid: put me on speaker
Haya: la khalid ma agdr
Khalid: 3shani haya
Haya: alah y3afek khalid!!
Khalid: haya call me w put me on speaker w 76i mute mara7 y7s
Haya: ok
Khalid: <3
My dad and I talked about to silly subjects, ba3den da5alat bmaw6'o3 elzawaj.. Ho eli bada actually, good.
Haya: khalidi.. Badg al7en please la y9er shay ba3d el call etha t7bni
Khalid: ok
-calling khalid-
-on speaker-
Haya: babaaaa!
Abo haya: halla
Haya: etrk jawalk shway
Abo haya: shfti el application eljded bl iphone??? Ma3rft anzlla
Haya: baba -______-
Haya: esm3 baba law 5a6'erii tgadmli btgbaal?
Abo haya: na3m?
Abo haya: shofi haya fe 3wa2il wln3m feeehom!! A7babi w3ala 3eni w rasii bs mas2alt ena yjek wa7d 5a6'eri ytgdmlk 9a3ba shway 7bebtii
He was calmed in a very weird way that bothered me!
Haya: bs baba
Abo haya: esm3eni 5aleni akml
Abo haya: ba7ki m3ak b3agl 6ayb? Ka2nk wa7d mn a9dga2i bs bnt -laughing-
Mu jaw '67k baba. Abd mu jaw '67kk...
Abo haya: shofi bntii, ana a9dga2ii ktheer mub gbayil! W 3yalhom rjaal yrf3on elras bs mara thanya 9a3ba eni azwjk wa7d ma a3rf wsh a9lla
Abo haya: w ba3deen etha ja a7d w tgadmlkk y9er 5air w ba3den ana mnb gabl len t5al9en eljam3a!!! 7ta law wa7d jani w gali abe bntk al7en
My dad is almost my friend that's why he talks to me freely, he sometimes find it funny, I find it heartbreaking, when it was about this subject.
Haya: BABA!!!!!!
Abo haya: enti wsh fek? Wsh elso2aaal almufaj2?
Haya: la!! Bs 9degti jaha wa7d 5a6'eri w ketha 5ala9 sakr elmaw6'ooo3
Khalid was still on speaker, when all that harsh/heart stabbing things came out from my dads mouth:') I froze my ability on moving faded for a moment I couldn't end the call. my hand started shaking, my throat started hurting, I swallowed my tears, the pain they were causing was unbearable. Thinking about it hurts. I can't, I just can't live without khalid.
When I ended the call, I clicked on bbm and bbmed khalid
Haya: khalid
Khalid: yes
Haya: mabe 3'airk
And he ignored:') ma aloma. I pinged him couple of times bs the R didn't appear, he turned his phone off. My love is sensitive, I bet the words were very hard to hear. Yarab ektb eli feh el5air...
-khalids-
I am a guy, and I'm crying.
I was going out with my friends for a movie but I turned my way and went back to my room after what I heard what haya's dad said, I was sitting in the lobby waiting for the guys to come from their hotels and when they came>
Talal: buuuu sa3ad wsh feh elwajh m9afg!? Emsh emsh gdami
Khalid: la abd bs manmt barga aray7 w ajekom ba3den
Fahad: khalid wsh 9ar?
Khalid: ana bro7 fog salam
Fahad knew about the whole story, he understood what happened, it was so obvious. I went up the elevator and to the room, I stayed in my room for the whole day, just thinking what would my life look like without haya? How am I supposed to end this? Should I end this? I can't just leave her as a past ? She is my wife why can't I have her forever? I'm thinking suicide. Yaraaaab ektbli feeha na9eb. My phone was turned off the whole day I wasn't ready to face haya I knew we both had things to do but I don't want to.
After I took my 3 hours of thinking, and memories, I regained my strength and I turned my phone on.
Haya: mabi 3'airk
Haya: PING!!!
Haya: PING!!!
Haya: khalid:')
Khalid: w ana mabii 3'airk3
Haya: I was worried3 wen knt
Khalid: rethinking stuff
Haya: stuff like?
Khalid: u shouldn't care
Haya: I care
Khalid: tt4akren lma gltlk ena if I can't marry you I can't continue being a part of your life that won't last?
-to be continued.-
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