Here and there Ch.7

It's been 3 days since i saw faisal and happiness still filled me up and my "nafsya" couldn't get any better al7amdellah.. 

A lot was going on with my friends that i couldn't keep up w ra7 3an bali eni mafro6' a7kelhom and i felt really bad for my drift apart for a while. 

[phone call]

Reem: so r7na ana w r3'd ams centria

Nouf: amma? Esh swaito?

Reem: nothing

Nouf: esh fek?

Reem: mafeni

Nouf-laughing-: a3rfk akthr mn nafsi tra

Reem: okay

Nouf: speak

Reem: leh ma glteli enk btro7en lbait faisal w ena jay a9lan..? 

reem: and if you're wondering kaif 3raft shahad zl lsanha elyom blmdrsa

Reem: i'm not mad enk r7ti bkaifk yswe fek eli ybi enti a5br bm9l7tk bs fikrat enk r7ti w maglteli 

Nouf: knt bgolkum elyom lma tjoni

Reem: knti

Nouf: reem amana bdon z3l

Reem: ok 

Nouf: reeeeem

Reem-laughing-: bt7kenli kl tbn w 7ta eltbwes eli ma 7keteh lshahad

Nouf: yuma mnk..

Reem: mara thanya la t5ben 3ala 97batk shay ma y5faaa 3alena shay tra

Nouf: asfa mamatii

Reem: adbbb

Nouf: btmreen ra3'd?

Reem: la a5oha byjebha

Nouf: zain la tt25ron 3n 6

Reem: yes ma'am

Nouf: sha6ora

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Jaw el7bayb and i had to tell reem and raghad about that day at faisal's raghad got a bit mad but she got over it as soon as she saw the food. 

While her and shahad ate i told reem about the details, she was nagging esh aswe! 

Faisal: meen 3ndk?

Nouf: elbanat mjtm3en 3ndi 

Faisal: salmeli 3alehum

Nouf: 5air min mitaaa elmyanna-laughing- la maafiii 

Faisal: 3adi mafeha shaay-laughing-

Nouf: faisal tra kaaf

Faisal: amz7 baba shfeech 

Nouf: shfeeechhh-laughing so hard- la3dd tgolha allah y5leek

Faisal: mara klamhmm shainn ashwani mu kuwaiti 

Nouf: bl3aaaakkksss!

 

Nouf: elbnat by9fgooni yalla byeee

Faisal: laa dgeeega esh 9ar 3la 6l3t el f6or?

Nouf: mdree mita w kaif?

Faisal: elsabt ynasbk?

Nouf: hatha elsabt?

Faisal: ee?

Nouf: eee mafi mushkila

Faisal: wain wdk?

Nouf: latnsa enna briyadh 7bebbi

Faisal: 3adi zojty 

Nouf: agool bas -laughing- 7rkat elmovies thi

Faisal: my future wife-badass tone-

Nouf: ehmm -blushing-

6b3an wjeh eli 3ndi kant tshki fag3en '67k w ka2na awal mara a7keh gdamhom.

Faisal: ha sa3deni tra ma3ndi salfa blm6a3m hinnaa

Nouf: etha tbe shai kwais n6l3 bdri ketha 9,9;30 3shan may9eer fe a7d

Faisal: a97a 3shanikkk law minnn 6 

Nouf: a3rff '39bn 3anikk a9lan 

Faisal: y3jbne elwathggg..

Nouf: hehe -blushing- 5la9 y3ni 9?

Shahad reem and raghad: OHHHHHHHHHHH 

Faisal: ee mumtaz-laughing- wsh ybon tholi

Nouf: esfh ent bs elmuhem bateel wla the pancake house?

Faisal: esh mshthya enti ?

Nouf: klu same same

Faisal: okay 9adeeg bateel 

Nouf: 100 100 9adeg 

Nouf: shahad tgoolk 5la9 btshufha elsabt fukna mnkk..

Faisal: golellha agooll shhhh 

Nouf: tgolek skr skr bass-laughing- yallaa byee see you elsabt

Faisal: can't waitttttt! have fun babe 

Nouf: i will ya albi bye

-SKIPPING TO SATURDAY- 

I woke up pretty early, from excitement i guess?

I took a shower, got dressed and stayed at my room afterwards starring at the wall.. 

Just thinking of the future, are we going to end up together? As a family? I don't want to us stay like this forever, going out in public, secretly, i want to proudly walk with him as my husband.

What if something bad stopped us? 

Death? Or maybe a family member? 

Then my phone rang and distracted my bad thoughts.

Faisal: ahln

Nouf: wenk?

Faisal: 3nd lft betkom 

Nouf: okay

Faisal: what's wrong baby?

Nouf: nothing ya albi balbs 3bayti w bnzl

Faisal: ok

Faisal: t'36i w enti 6al3a

Nouf: okay 

I went to my mom's room she was still asleep, i wonder why? Oh because it's 9:30AM.

Gd la76'to ena daym lma t'hzon omhatkom ygm6oon? 7ta law mafe shay?

Om nouf: haw wsh fek wsho?

Nouf-laughing-: bs knt bgolk ena ah b6l3 

Om nouf: haw wen ba3d? Kathra 6l3atk! 

Nouf: a5r 6al3a mn 3'ait shr

Om nouf: allah a3lam walla

Nouf-kissing her mother's forehead-: allah la y7rmnii 

Om nouf: entabhi 3ala nafsk w la ystnak elswag 5leh yrj3

Nouf: la raghad btmrni..

Sigh. 

I walked my way to the front door, happy yet sad about lying about everything for the sake of my love.

Nouf-hopping in the car-: 3jbtni re7t elsyara

Faisal: hatha elmuhim 

He drove off to i don't know where, a piece of thomas newman was playing, so freaking relaxing. I like how we both have the same taste in music, the car was cold and it smelled like abercrombie, faisal's is beside me and the sun was shining just perfectly.. 

So peaceful. 

I don't know why we were so quiet the whole ride maybe the thought of this being our last meeting until god knows when... finally he talked. 6b3an he was smiling kl dgega w ketha makna hajden mara..

Faisal: esh feh abo m7md hajd?

Nouf-one eyebrow up-: al7en all of this w abo m7md?

Faisal: wallaa nafsyat s3od a7sn mnkkk 

Nouf: w lesh 6al3 m3ay ?

Faisal: shswi abek

Nouf: rakz bl6reg bs-laughing-

Faisal: mara 3jbni shaklk thak elyom

Nouf: talking of which

Faisal: aywa?

Nouf: 3adi as2lk shay? 

Faisal: es2ali?

Nouf: ams ana w bnat elf9l nsolf 3n el3yal w ketha fa wa7da galt ena daym at5yl eli ygolon l5wyt'hom yjon byt'hom bitches and i was like NO

Faisal: i can see where this is going 

Nouf: la76'a esm3ni tgol ena aked bt6e7 mn 3ena bs tje beta esh w ba3den law y5af 3aleha w ybeha 9dg kan ma galha t3aleli 

Faisal: ewa-laughing sarcastically-

Nouf: w bs ana gltlha aked y7bha etha bygolha t3ali mub ll3b w mafe bnt 5bla btro7 bet 5wyha ela w he wath8a w ho wath8

Faisal: 9a7 

Nouf: bs

Faisal: y3ni blii ga3da tgolena g9dk ena ana ma ath8 fek aw shay?

Nouf: abdn!!

Faisal: never in my life 7sait"bitch" wla shay w enti 3arfa enk awal sha59 d5l 7yati w ma7d 3'airk byd5l 

We stopped in front of bateel, he hit the wheel faj2a.

Faisal: mumkin ma tsolfen m3 nas mu fahmen!?

Nouf: 5ala9 rawg

faisal: 7ta raghad w reema mdri shsmha la ydron! 

Nouf: haw faisal aked bydron they're my friends!

Faisal: la la ydron!

Nouf: faisal

Faisal: kam mara glteli ena m7d byfhmna?

Nouf: akthr mn 100 mara bs 97bati mu m7soben 

Faisal: okay -taking his phone and his wallet- yala

Nouf-holds faisal's hand-: mumkin tstna shway

Faisal: smi

Nouf: rawg

Faisal: abshrii

Nouf: 3shani faisal!

Faisal: ro7 faisal-smiling- enzli bs

Nouf: kwais -blushing-

We went down to the restaurant we took the table on the right corner, we took our seats and we started talking none stop, i noticed that he talks about his cousins a lot! 6fshni-.- 

Nouf: 6fshtni ent w your cousins

Faisal: a7kelk 3n elbnt eli shabkt'ha ams? 

Nouf-smiling-: aywa 

Faisal: 9arooo5

Nouf: y5sh b3enk-laughing- 

Faisal: wallaa muzaa 

Nouf: sooo not you elklma

Faisal-laughing-: mswya ana eli 7f6'tk

Nouf: 5atmtk b3d

Faisal: yaaaawld

Nouf-laughing- 

we ate more and more, i'm loving how i can act normal around him. 

I know this breakfast date had to end but i didn't want him to leave, i felt like i need one more hug, one more kiss, one more anything from him.  

As we walked to the car i felt like pausing and pressing repeat, ugh! Act normal, act like it's not the end of the world ya nouf this is sooo not you.

Faisal-starting the car-: bga msa7a fe b6nk?

Nouf: 3ala 7sb-laughing-

Faisal: marble slab? 

Nouf: nooo 

Faisal: okay then brj3k betkom

Nouf: ufff a7sni j3t yala nro7 marble slab -smiling- 

Faisal: walla law adri ena ma7d gdami al7en kan akltk akl -laughing-

Nouf-laughing and blushing-

Faisal: esh 6ay7a b a3'aani hal fatra?? 

Nouf: 6ay7a b a3'ani gdema

Faisal: klbbb ma yshof tha

Nouf-laughing-: rawgg

Faisal: w esh ?

Nouf: 3aaaa6ni wa3de enk tmr tlgani a9brlk 3mrr w mahma t3'eeb tbga 7beeb w 3'airk abd ma ant6'r -singing her lungs out-

Faisal: shokran shokran bs a7d gd galk 9otk yksr gzaaz? 

Nouf: faisaaaal-laughing- zg 

Faisal-laughing- 

Nouf: w ent esh nashb bmu5k halftra?

Faisal: 3aysh b9drii 6ool halwagt araabeh 

Nouf: allah 3ala el9oot

Faisal ydg 3ood w y3'ani bs elmawhiba endfnt mn ra7 ydrs baraa.. 

Faisal: ana bnzl wsh tben ? 

Nouf: vanilla m3 crushed nuts w coconut 

Faisal: okaaaay elsh'hwa 

Nouf: whaat i like coconuts -laughing- 

Faisal: okay 5 dgayg w ajek

Nouf: la t5af m7d by56fni w ent jwa

Faisal-getting down-

I picked up my phone and called reem. Yes reem. 

Reem-sleepy voice-: yalah 9ba7 5air 

Nouf: enti glteli a7kelk klshay 6l3t m3ah w f6rna w al7en mwgfen 3nd marble slab w ana mayta elakl wa9l 5ashmi bs mabi arj3 elbait w atrka wla 3ad ashofa ela ba3d snten 

Reem: goli la elah ela alah

Nouf: la elah ela alah-sigh-

Reem: hug him tight gabl ma yro7 w 5aleh yrj3k baitkkm w 5alekk bnt san3a w ethgli w e3gli

Nouf-laughing-: allah ya5thni yomnii jayaa ashkelkkk engal3i ja

Reem-laughing-: entaaaabhi tbosena

Nouf: hahahahaha and btw shahad matdri fa yuf6'l you don't mention it

Reem: srk fe ber 

Nouf: bye 

Reem: bbye

Faisal came into the car very happy ka2na a ten year old ahla awal mara ysm7onla ya5th large cup =))<3

Faisal: vanilla coconut and nuts

Nouf: shokran o5oy

Faisal: wsh d3wa e5ti

Nouf-laughing-: sha3'lna shay bs

A7sni mara amon 3aleh eli abd mu mst7ya mdri etha hatha mn zod el7aya engalbt elayaah wla ana 9dg ma ast7i=)) 

Faisal: t7ben a5ok?

Nouf: mub mara

Faisal: ee mub mushkela lna allah

Nouf: 5al el9aro5 eli ams shabkt'ha t7bkk -eating ice cream-

Faisal-hitting his forehead-: yashai5a laitny ice cream

Nouf-blushing so hard-

I blushed w le awal mara my blood boiled and i felt the rush, i liked the feeling bs kthrtaa shainaaa tjeb el3'thyaan. 

We laughed even more, until my stomach ached, we were getting closer to my neighborhood and for a second i thought he lost the road.

Nouf: shfek?6'ay3t mn el lafa elthanya?

Faisal: abi ajls m3ak zyada

Nouf-holding faisal's hand-: ana abe ba3d 

Faisal: yalla byje yom w t6fshen mni 

He flipped my hand and started playing with my rings while driving around b 7ay baitna.. Yay me. 

Nouf: yala wala lazm arj3 

Faisal: 5meni 6yb 

Nouf: gdam baitna?

Faisal: bwgflk bmakan fa6'ii

Nouf: mara tbeha?

Faisal: mara

 Nouf-laughing-: um afkr

Faisal: ashwnk btmoten tben 

Nouf: bamot baki fa a7snlk rj3ni

Faisal-y'63'a6 3ala yad nouf-: 3shani

Nouf: esh?

Faisal: la t9e7en

Nouf: inshallah-smiling-

He parked the car in a very weird place, fa6'i ma ymron syarat bs fe byot 7olnna a7sn shay ena syarta m6'alala mn our side 3ala ena a5r 5brii mamnoo3 bs elza7f ma yrda shay w ma yst5dmha kther sooo.

We stayed quiet then he looked at me and then back to the road and then back to me.

Faisal: bt5meni wla shlon?

I got closer to him and hugged his neck he almost grabbed me w ng6a w y76ni 3ala 76'na w 7aflaa y9er make out session in the car B SHAR3 fe alriyadh. Wow.

Faisal-kissing nouf's cheek-: ymdeni a76k bshan6ti walla enk ng6a

Nouf-looking at faisal's eye- 

His eyes went up from my forehead to my lips until he gave up and kissed me. 

W9lna 3nd bab elbait and i had no other choice now, i had to get down and leave.. 

Faisal: kalmeni lma td5len

Nouf: yes sir

Faisal: entabhii lnafsk

Nouf: abshr

Faisal: w by2thn el6'hr ba3d rb3 sa3a la tnamen w enti ma 9laity

Nouf: mn 3yoni

Faisal: tslmli el3yon elmdm3a w 97bt'ha

Nouf-laughing-: bye

I. Am. Not. Exaggerating. My. Heart. Is. Aching. 

Faisal: allah y7f6'kk

I hate how cold we both were at that moment, but i knew we both were break to pieces inside. 

I smiled a relief smile and then i left the car. And that was it. 

Okay no, i broke down as i got into the house, bs baini w bainkom...

Here and there Ch.6

Previously; 

Faisal: lk mnii a7la hug<3 

Nouf: atmna walla:')

Faisal: my house tomorrow at 7.

Nouf: what? 

Faisal: i'm in riyadh.

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Nouf: tstahbl 3lay faisal?

Faisal: wla ng6at est'hbal

I called him on his saudi number and it rang, he picked up and then i started crying.

Faisal: baba galbi enti wsh thal 9ya7 -laughing-

I was crying mu bhdoo2 la eli sh'haag, shahad en9dmt.. 

Nouf: lesh mu al7en 6yb

Faisal: tben al7en jet amrk amri enti bs?

Nouf: la 5ala9 ef 

Faisal-laughing-: ba3d galbi w ro7ii enti 

Nouf: lsa blsyara?

Faisal: la aslm 3alek b sreri

Nouf: shft omk?

Faisal: la lgait'ha nayma fe bet jadti etha jat bukra bfaj2ha

Nouf: okay 

Faisal: stop crying 6yb?

Nouf: 6ybb

Faisal: good 

Nouf: a7bk

Faisal: ana akthr ro7 faisal

Nouf-sigh-

Faisal: haaaw nofi shfeek???

Nouf: i'm happy!!!

Faisal-laughing- 

Nouf-laughing slightly-: omg

Faisal: 6yb shrayk tnamen Al7en?

Nouf: esh bynawmni!!

Faisal: mdriii ??? Ana?

Nouf: enta nam galbii akeed enk t3ban 

Faisal: mub mara walla nmt bl6yara 

Nouf: la la ertaa7 

Faisal: enahalah 3mti

Nouf: a7bk faisal walla 

Faisal: w ana ba3d a7b ya kl faisal

Faisal: t9b7en 3ala 5air 

Nouf: w enta mn ahlaa 

Faisal: ashoofk bukra-badass tone-

Nouf: inshallaah-laughing-

Faisal: bbye

Nouf: bye

Call ended. 

Shahad: acyt mna?

Nouf-t6e7 3ala 76'n shahad-: efff yt3bniiii

Shahad: ana bakait shwaya kwais mnk bs bakaity ma 9ra5ti

Nouf: feeeni 9ra5 shahad !!!! 

Shahad-hands nouf a pillow-: 76ii wjhk w 9r5ii 

Nouf-takes it-: AAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!!!!! 

Shahad-laughing so hard- 

Shahad: btgolen lelbnat enk..

Nouf: bshofa? Aked

Shahad: mat7sen shwaya risky?

Nouf: shahad estaw3bi elwald ja mn america bs 3shani?!!! W 3shan oma 6b3an bs i'm one of the reasons, risk esh!! Walla law ygoli emshi nmsk 5a6 lelshargya bgola 6yb

Shahad-laughing so hard-: omg lhdrjjaaa!

Nouf-badass tone-: w akthr 9dgenii

Shahad-hitting nouf's forehead-: agol bs e3gli 

Nouf-laughing-

Shahad: tra fenee noom 

Nouf: yalaa namii 

Shahad: w enti?

Nouf: bnaam 

Shahad: sakri lnor 

Nouf: enti agrb ya 3jz 

Shahad-all tucked in- 

Shahad: 5ala9 erta7t blnooomaa

Nouf: kli zg-laughing-

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Next day, i woke up at 1:30 realizing that my stomach has been aching all night, and i didn't sleep quiet well.

Shahad was still asleep i went to the bathroom and found out that my period has arrived, A FREAKING WEEK EARLIER!!  

Nouf: shahad gomi jatni eldwra-almost going to cry-

Shahad-sleepy voice-: w lesh bt9e7en mumkin afhm?

Nouf: a5af a9er nafsya

Shahad: ma atw83 gomii trawshi bmoya 7araa al7en w bdwrrlk brufeen 

Nouf: a7bkk

Shahad: engal3i bs 

I was sitting on the floor with my phone on the side zy lmjnoona..

Shahad: yala gomiii!!!

Nouf: gmt gmt

-SHAHAD's SIDE OF THE STORY-

I opened my phone and found 5 missed calls from walid..

Calling > walid

Ringing 

Ringing 

Ringing

Not picking up.,

I left my phone on the bed and got up to change w adwr brufeen lelnasfya..

I was putting on my sweatpants w rnn jawali wagt'haa sfhta w lbast w 5la9t w rj3t dgait. 

Walid: alo

Shahad: hala

walid: ma ts2len?

Shahad: 7sbtk nmt badri ams

Walid: mu 3thr

Shahad: mu ga3da at3thr 

Shahad: w etha ana ma s2lt ent ma ts2l?

Walid: la as2l bs ela mta?

Shahad-laughing sarcastically- ela mta??? 

Walid: wshoo

Shahad: lma trawg call me

Walid: mrawg akthr shay

Shahad: la?!

Walid: esh tbeni aswe shahad!? Lk yomain ana a5r hamk

walid: 5ala9 bye

Shahad: la tjls t6l3 7artk fenii walid!?! Esh swait 3'ala6!? 

Walid: t'hawsht m3 oboy

Shahad-sitting down-: lesh?

Walid-sigh-

shahad: talk to me esh fek?

Walid: shafni ad5n w aflm

Shahad: td5n!!!?

Walid: ee

Shahad-laughing-: w bkul brod jay t7keli? 

walid: shahad 

Shahad: mu gltli wagft!

Walid: 6yb yarab ana a3rf bm9l7t nafsi 

Shahad: w 3ala balk ana ga3da agolk wagf kurhn fe "nafsk"!! Tra klaa 5of!!

Bhatha elwagt 6l3t nouf with 22 question marks fog ras'ha..

Walid: e7tajt shay yhdeni w maknti feh

Shahad: men eli ga3d yt3thr al7en?

Walid: bawgf

Shahad: nshof

Walid: wsh aswe m3 oboy?

Shahad: walid 

Walid: 3yonh

I hate him for doing this w ana m39ba!

Shahad: kalm abok w goolh enk btwgf maybelha

Walid: w bkul s'hola byr6'aa

Shahad: he's your dad 5ayf 3alek!! Mu ent tgool 3amk twfa mn kthrt eld5an?! 

walid: ..

Shahad: 5ala9 walid mant 93'eer mashallah kbr gree7 

Walid-laughing-: shokran

-WALID's POV-

I've noticed enii kl ma akalm shahad a7sni 6fl, walla a7s a7taajha t'htm feni w t'hz2ni, galt'ha kubr gre7 bs 3ndha a93'r w a7sni a'63f ba3d.. 

-BACK TO NOUF's SIDE OF THE STORY- 

I saw shahad's angry mixed with happiness and shyness w estaw3bt ena walid so i ignored her and got dressed in sweats and a hoodie, after she hung up we started looking for clothes, 3shan bait faisal w ketha..

Shahad: la la bzyada mf95 tha a5af ymskk w y9er shnay3

Nouf-laughing-: yarabeh 

Shahad: shofi tha 

Nouf: lazm arf3 sha3rii w 9ra7a mawdii 

Shahad: lesh? 3shan when you make ou-

-door opens-

Om nouf: mawdkom t6l3on mn el3'orfa tsolfon m3ay

I felt my heart dropping lma ba6ni and i saw shahad's face w mt2kda ena jaha nafs elsh3oor.

Shahad-laughing-: ela ela bs ndwrlha lbs 3shan 3ndha 6l3t bnt alx 

Om nouf: wsh bnt alx thi ma3rfha?

Nouf: mama hathekk eli shfnaha bl m6ar b dubai w s2lteni men 

Om nouf: ee ee eli m3 aboha w w5oha

Shahad: eee eee

Om nouf-laughing-: 6yb lkom rb3 sa3a w tnzlon

Nouf: inshallaah

Omg. 

Shahad: OMG!! Ba3'ena nakl zg

Nouf: allah ya5thkk 3ala eljumla elmnsbaa

Shahad-laughing-: omg ro7i jarbi the el shirt bs 

Nouf: allaah nasyaa enha 3ndi!! 

So i found the perfect outfit, we went out w jalsna m3 mama shway lma jat 4 we excused ourselves... Wagt'ha i started getting nervous 6b3an 3'air ena faisal wagt'ha makan yrd..

 Nouf: faisal?

Nouf: weenk?! 

Nouf: tra 8smbilah mnb jaytk

Faisal: hala hala knt m3 ahli

Nouf: lma aji mara7 ykon fe a7d?

Faisal: la la byro7on bait 5alti 

Nouf: aked?

Faisal: eee 6l3na f6rna w ketha g3dt m3hom fatk bakii omi=))

Nouf: 7ram 3alek=))!

Nouf: faisal amana w 5watk?

Faisal: so what?

Nouf: faisal!

faisal: babe 

Nouf: mara7 aji etha fe 5watk

Faisal: you. And. Me. Bs. 

faisal: ba3d bnkoon bl majls 7gi men byjena!

Nouf: okaaaay

Faisal: come at 5 ok?

Nouf: ba3d n9 sa3a!?

Faisal: Yes!! 6l3o yala 

Nouf: i'll get ready w b6l3

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Shahad: Hellooo?

Nouf: lazm albs omg 

Shahad: hadi hadi tra 3adi okay breatheeeee 

Nouf-laughing-: omg 

I got ready in a very simple yet good outfit, a High-west jeans with a white tanktop foga gme9 baby blue eli yji ketha yrb6 3nd el59r get it? Ma ankr my tummy ng6a 6al3a Anyways, i applied some make up 6b3an, my wedges and i was ready.. Omgsh.

Shahad: omg 7lu shaklk bs law trf3en sha3rkk

Nouf: nooooo

Shahad: mumkin a3rf elsbab?

Nouf: faisal y7b sh3ri -blushing-

Shahad-laughing-: y3 3alekom!!!

Butterflies are swimming in my tummy.

My blood was boiling. 

My hands were sweating AND shaking.

My voice was shaky and it was bad i tell you! 

Shahad was with me in the car thankfully.. 

Shahad: omk dgt 3lay!? Wen jawalk?

Nouf: yooouh 6yb

I forgot ena jawali ms7ob 3laih blshan6aa ..

Calling> mama

Om nouf: wrak ma trden!!

Nouf: asfa kan blshan6a

Om nouf: esm3i wen bet elbnt??

Nouf: leh?

Om nouf: bji amrk fel lail

Nouf: haw mama

Om nouf: wsho ba3d!?

Nouf: yjeni 3thman

Om nouf: 3thman t3ban w mafe ela rasheed barj3 m3ah bl lail w bnji nmrkk 

Nouf: 5ala9 shahad trj3nii 

Om nouf: bkaifk bs la tt25ren

Omg al7amdellah ma 7ajrtli!!

Shahad: esh galt?

Nouf: kant nawya tje tmrni? Mdri 9ra7a a3'rb om

Shahad: elzbda wen yro7?

Nouf: rasheed mn 3nd el9aydlya lf yamen lma a5r elshar3 ba3den yamen mara thanya ba3den U turn 

We arrived to his house. And my heart started beating so fast that i'm breathing was clearly heard. I'm gonna die. 

I'm going to finally see him after all the suffering.

I swear i felt like i had a background music to the scene and i was walking in slow motion. 

I called him telling him i was outside, he opened the door in no time i got down with my heavy breathing "i don't know should i hug him now? Or later ? 93b now a5af a7d yshofna bl7osh wla shay? Bs elmajls b3eed 3n elbait shway w lh bab la7al i'm sure m7d byshof i'll hug him" this was going through my head as i was heading to the door i saw his face and my tears bdo ysb7on b3yoni i almost ran to him i went inside and hugged him so tight he closed the door with his legs and i heard our car moving. 

I hugged him not wanting to let go, i hugged him like it was the very last time, we walked while he was hugging me until we got inside elmajls i was still holding tight he was laughing slightly, without feeling i started crying, he healed me up closer to him, i breathed his scent wanting it to last inside of me.

Faisal-putting nouf down on the floor-: hi 

Nouf-hiding her face with her hands-

He hugged so my hands where on his chest now, i tried balancing my breathing, i've never ever in my life felt that safe and warm. 

I took my hands down "ahln" finally came out of my mouth.

Faisal: wa7shni wjhk-looking down to me-

Faisal: wa7shteni klk

Faisal-cupping nouf's face-: esh eldmo3 thy 9rti traw3eeen 

Nouf-laughing and hitting faisal's chest-: klb 

Faisal: y5aleli hal '67kaaa 

Nouf-jumps for another hug-

Can't get enough. He smelled really good, and looked even sexyer with his jeans and gray cardigan, a7ba lma y9er mrtb ketha... 7osta t4ba7ni bs i taught him good.

Faisal: fki bgolk shay

I was hugging his neck so tight akeed t3awr bs ho kaman he was tucking my waist y3ni he was enjoying it. 

And yes i was still wearing el3baya.. 

Nouf-hands on faisal's neck-: hmm

Faisal: tdren eni mara mabso6?

Nouf: 9dg? 

Faisal: maraaaaa 

Nouf: ummm 

Faisal-getting closer-: umm

Nouf: umm- 

N6'am i'll shut you with a kiss. 

Bs bgolkum eni mn 3rafta we only hugged once w kan b his birthday jbtla cake w he hugged me lma jet ajebha w he tried kissing me bs ba3dt w bs so this was our first and i didn't want it to happen but it happened because both of us couldn't resist. Ugh.

Nouf-breathing-: that was ... 

Faisal: GOOD.

Nouf: a7taj el7mam

faisal-laughing- on your right

Nouf: okay

I went to the bathroom with mixed feelings, i love him but that was wrong, the whole idea is wrong. 

Bs i shouldn't ruin the day 5ala9 i applied my lipliner again w 3dalt mlabs w sh3ri w i spread some of his favorite perfume w 6la3t i put down my bag and sat beside him. 

Kan 7a6 wanasaah.. 9ra7a y9dmni, he had some redbull on the table i was going to take one until i remembered ena mu kwais wagt eldwra.. Elzbdaa we started talking about random things.. 

Faisal: eee w kaif el birthday girl?

When silence hit.

Nouf-laughing-: tslm 3alekk

Faisal: goomi 36eni el remote 

Nouf: faisallll!!-laughing-

Faisal: wshoo ba3d dala3 

Nouf: mara7 agom

Faisal: gdha??

Nouf: w n9!

Faisal-y3f6 yadi-: gdhaa????

Nouf: ay ay faisal y3aaawr walla 

Faisal: asf asf -kissing nouf's hand-

Nouf-gets up to get the remote-: take -trmeeh- 

Faisal: t3ali 

I walked to him .. 

Faisal: grbi esh 5ayfa 

I was standing exactly between his legs.. I know him enough to know that he can't hold himself. 

Faisal-ys7b 6rf elshirt-: t3ali 5menii 

I hugged him w ana mwagfa so tight shwaa w aksrla rasa he healed my waist and looked up to me "walla na7fa" 

Nouf-laughing-: shokran -kissing faisal's forehead- 

I sat down again and he leaned his head on my chest with his phone on his hand i played with his hair, and looks like he was enjoying it until a phone call interrupted our romantic moment. 

Nouf: alo?

shahad: aje amrk?

Nouf: gltlk mreni lma adg -between teeth-

Shahad: kli zg sorry 6yb bye-laughing- 

Faisal-laughing-: esh elsalfa

Nouf: la bs elbthra shahad

Faisal: esh wdk nswe 

Nouf: mdri ay shay?

Faisal: lk sa3a tswen feni eli tben

Nouf-smirk-: eli abi??

Faisal-badass tone-: eli. Tben.

Nouf-laughing-: wa95

Faisal: afaaa ana?

Nouf: emhm 

Faisal: la

Nouf: mara 

Faisal: gets closer 

I knew he was going to kiss me again.

Nouf-looking into faisal's eyes- 

He leaned closer but i pushed him slightly with my hand, he was disappointed but he was okay with it ena y3nii 7dood w ketha. 

He lead his head on the couch and we watched a lame movie on MBC 2 

I laid my head on his shoulder but he didn't move an inch. 3raft wagt'ha ena 7zt b56ra 9dg.. 

Nouf: faisaaaal!!

Faisal: hala

Nouf-kissing faisal's cheek-: bla dala333  

  

Faisal: ana z3lan

I kissed him on his cheek again.. 

Faisal: la mash lsa feni z3l 

Nouf: mta t7s byro7?

Faisal: ma a7sa byro7

Nouf: 6yb ma wdk t6al3ni?

Faisal-looking at nouf's side-: ha

Nouf: 6l3ni

His eyes. Tgtlni.

Faisal-getting closer- 

He got closer to my cheek and kissed it he pushed my hair to the other side he looked in my eyes again and then he started kissing my neck And omg i couldn't make him stop. 

After 3 minutes. 

Faisal: you're like good poison 

I sat back and looked down to the floor my hair blocked the view for faisal to look at my blushing face. 

Faisal-tucking nouf's hair behind her ear-: heyy hena mu t7t

Nouf-laughing-: lazm twagf

Faisal: esh aswe ma agdr!! 

Nouf-holding faisal's cheek-: a7bk

Faisal: mu gdi -kissing nouf's forehead- 

Nouf: ab3'a moya

Faisal-jumps- dgega aklmhom yjebon

Nouf: okay

Faisal: christen jebi moya with ice bs 76eha 3nd elbab

I think it's time to go, it was hard but i had to go lazm lazm it was almost 9 y5awf kaif elwagt ymr..

Calling> shahad 

Nouf: yalla

Shahad: 5 minute w nkon 3ndk

Nouf-whispering-: yazg esh tdoren bl7ara enti?

Shahad: la tnsen bait jadti yb3d 3an baita 56wten

Nouf: ok ajal e6l3i ba3d 10 minutes 

shahad: ok 

-

He came back and sat beside me"btro7en?"

Nouf-sad expression-: ee 

Nouf: kam yom btg3d?

Faisal: lma elethnen eljay?

Nouf: eli ba3d bukra?!

Faisal: la la eli b3da

Nouf: 6yb kwais

Faisal: n6l3 nf6r?

Nouf: aked!

Faisal: okay elsabt eljay?

Nouf: inshallah

I drank my water and i wore l3baya and then i realized it was almost goodbye again. 

Faisal-getting up and getting closer-: abek m3ay daym 

Nouf-smiling- 

Faisal-hugging nouf so tight- 

we hugged for 5 minutes. I started feeling that he was a bit shaky, i looked up to his face and i saw a tear, and you'll think that i was joking aw ga3da amthl aw at5yl bs i saw it.

Nouf: hey hey hey -holding faisal's face- wen ra7 f6or elsabt?

Faisal-sigh- 

He hugged me again without saying a word i pushed him and jumped to hug him, i wanted to hug him mu ho eli y5mni fahamto?

I kissed his neck bema ena my face was facing his neck, he put me down and walked me down to the door like a cute gentleman. 

Faisal-gets closer-: law sma7ti 

Nouf-kissing faisal-: whatever you want mister

Faisal: badass 

Nouf-smirk-: a3jbk 

Faisal-laughing- 

Nouf: 3adi 6alb gabl ma a6l3?

Faisal: roo7i lk

Nouf: abi your cardigan

Faisal-takes it off-: okay

It smelled like him, a7s w ana ashof el cardigan ashof faisal mn kthr maho mnsblaa.

Faisal-giving nouf the cardigan-

Nouf-takes it- 

Faisal-holds nouf's hand-: mn men eleswara mara 7lwa 9ra7a

He saw the LOVE bracelet he got me..

Nouf: t9dg nasya? Bs eli at4kra eni mara a7b elsha59

Faisal-laughing-: atw83 ho ba3d y7bk

Nouf-laughing-

He kissed me one last kiss on my cheek, and that was it for our night. 

I wouldn't ask for a better guy in my life.

He's everything a girl want in a boyfriend.

No words can describe the feelings i have right now, excuse me for being speechless. 

-hopping in the car-

Shahad: aywaaaa??? Kaif????

Nouf-starts crying- 

Shahad: yaleeelkkkkkk -laughing-

I told her everything accept the neck kissing and lip kissing parts. 

Adri mfro6' gayltlha bs a7s it will be more special law trkta lnafsiii. 

I like keeping him all to myself.

Here and there Ch.5

Back to the story.. 

So days passed with the same old routine, nothing changed but i really realllllly miss faisal, eli at3b. 

Sometimes i cry myself to sleep, which is soooo not me! But you girls understand me 9a7? Yt3b wla?

Faisal: nafsyat galbi 

Nouf: mu nafsya

Faisal: kl hathaa w mu mnafsa

Nouf: emhm.

Faisal: mumkin afhm esh sbab eltanfes?

Nouf: no.

Faisal: ela ya mama ma shawrtk 

Nouf: wa7shtni ayam lma knt agolk skr 6fsht mnk 

Faisal: w enti wa7shtni klk

Nouf: :'(

Faisal: time of the month shakloo 

Nouf: shut up

Faisal: 9a7?

Nouf: ee t5awfni 

Faisal: 7f6'tkk 5alaaaa9..

Nouf: esh ga3d tswe? 

Faisal: ga3d atfrj tv

Nouf: esh?

Faisal: modern family 

Nouf: sofia vergaraaaaa 

Faisal: exactly =))

Nouf: 6yb ana 6fshaaanaaa 

Faisal: w shahad mu 3ndkk??

Nouf: ela 6l3t mn 5shmii kl yom 3ndi

Faisal: hey 3ad ela 9degti

Nouf: aha 6yb ana shakli bnam

Faisal: 6yb boseni

Nouf: b a7lamkk, b esh? A7lamk

Faisal: leh enti ketha 

Nouf: bs 

Faisal: tshofen

Nouf: ashof 

Faisal: b6gk 6g

Nouf: 5al ashofk bs

Faisal: greb inshalah<3

Nouf: mta greb faisal? ana bl9aif bajls 3shan kam shay leljam3a w wagt'ha mara7 tkon feh w bs tje elriyadh bl3ed  e7na bnsafr w sra lail w e7na ma sraina

Faisal: tfa2li bl5air 6yb ymkn yjeni ejaza mn hena wla mn hena w aje

Nouf: ntfa2l wsh wranna

Faisal: 3adi ashof wjhk 6yb wa7shtni

Nouf: t9wrna elyom 

Faisal: abek enti bs, knt abi skype bs shakl malk 5lg

Nouf: bokra okay:$? 

Nouf: t9wrna 9war 7lwa elyom

Faisal: wen knto a9lan?w men ento!

Nouf: bet cousin ra3'd w elbnat

Faisal: aah 

Nouf: -picture received- 

Faisal: ela mta btjl6eni ?

I wasn't wearing anything revealing abdnn wla eli damn girl you're sexy eli esta7et arsl, an almost kinda ripped skinny jeans, black tank top and a half denim half leather jacket you know what i'm talking about, w tholek el shoes' eli m3rf esh esmhom ka2nhom sneakers bs shway heels.. And my make up was sooo simple, but i loved my hair that day! 

Nouf: Lol<3 

Faisal: mashallah 9dg kl mara ashofk knha awal mara ! Allah y7f6'kk w y5lek le<3

Nouf: a7bk<3

Faisal: w ana kaman a7bkk<3

Nouf: yalla galbi bnaam

Faisal: okaay t9b7en 3ala 5er <3

-FAISAL's POV-

Abdullah: ya rajal ana a7akek shfek matrd 

Faisal: masm3tkk m3lesh wsh knt tgol? 

Abdullah: wsh feh bmu5k 3lmna

Faisal:  wde aru7 l riyadh kam yom 

Abdullah: haw wsh 3ndk? W ma3ndna ejaza kaif tru7

Faisal: adbrha ana aklm ljam3a

Abdullah: 6ayb laish wsh 3ndk 

Faisal: bashuf l ahl w 3ndi kam sha'3la asweha 

Abdullah: 3ndk kam sha'3la ajal-laughing- tl3ab 3la meen yabooi

Faisal: ekrmna bskoootk bas

Our relationship is kinda settled these days, bs 9arlha fatra tlm7 eni aji w ana 5lga knt nawy 3shan omi, w 9ra7a mshtaglhom ethnenhom w a3'la thnen magdr ardlhom 6lb, and her birthday is in 3 days? So that would be a very good surprise! Bs lazm a'6b6 shan6ti w mlabs w 7osa bs y3ni mjhz el7ajz w 7ajz gabl ma a7ke l3bdalaag bs 3shan maro7 faj2a bdon kalam 36aitaa 5abr. Wla ana mn esbo3en m56i6.

Faisal: kaaif lmdrasa?

Nouf: zft

Faisal: leeeeh

Nouf: 5laaa9 faisal aby at5rrrrj 7amat kabdii

Faisal: ana eli a3rfa el seniors maybon yt5rjon =)) 

Nouf: ana '3er el nas 

Faisal: ee wallaa enti malik shabeeh

Nouf: offf:$

Faisal: esta7eti?

Nouf: Ast7i mnkkk? Ee 6ah

Faisal: goli 6h mara thanya ag9lk lsank

Nouf: 6h.

Faisal: tshofeeen

Nouf: agol yalla bye bnam

Faisal: leeh???????

Nouf: ma shb3t mn nomt elfajr

Faisal: bukra btdawmen?

Nouf: eee 

Faisal: 6yb ajal bs sa3ten w gomi

Nouf: inshalla baba

Faisal: yalla 3alnoom mama 

Nouf: bye=))<3

Faisal: love u babe

Nouf: love u too;*

W s7btaaaaha nomaaa.. W 6b3an elwald ma 7kani wla shaay eli yghar eni 97ait mt25r w jawali mafeh sha7n w zod ena ma 7ka bkaifa :) fa ma amdani ela a7ki shahad w b3dha tskr fa trkta m3 elsh3'ala 

[whatsapp]

Shahad: bt'3eben? 

Nouf: laa leh shfekom enti w faisal

Shahad: la bs as2l=))

Nouf: w elbnat jayen??

Shahad: mdre 3anhm ma a7s by'3ebon a9lan wsh elsalfa

Nouf: mdri 3nkom

Nouf: elzbda jaybtlkom hadya

Shahad: mashalla shkllk btdl3ena lyom 

Nouf: etha ma dl3tkm adl3 men?

Shahad: allah allahhh bdet ashk enk mu enti

Nouf: agol yalla bas 

Shahad: see yaa=))

[SCHOOL]

Shahad: dawam malki 3mti kan majeti ba3d

Nouf: e7mmm -tjls b3baytha-

Reem: drastu ?

Nouf: ana greta 

Raghad: sahl??

Nouf: ya3ni shway

Shahad: ana ma ft7ta bru7 agol llesta4a mara7 a5tbr

Reem: shakli ana baji m3ak

Shahad: elmohem wain lhadya?

Raghad: 5air abi hadya

Shahad: jaybtlna klna 

Raghad: yarab akllll 

Reem; yalel enti w b6nkk

Raghad: o9 enti bamot joo33

Nouf: efr7i raghadoh jayba cookies 

Raghad: iffffff a7bkkk tra mr7 a36i a7d ana asfa

Reem: agol bas 36enii

Shahad: ana b3d abyyyy 5airr

The day passed pretty goooood my birthday is tonight and for the first time in a very long while at7mslh, shakla 3shan the letter faisal sent with the gifts i'm soooo excited to read it. School ended and i went back home w awal shay i charged my phone expecting a whatsapp mn faisal, but nothing..

Nouf: la slam wla klam -2PM-

Nouf: faisal m95t wenk 6ol lyom -6PM-

Nouf: 8smbilah ga3d t5awfni la ykon 6a7 jawalk blmasb7 ba3d-7PM-

Nouf: faisal!-7:44PM-

Nouf: . -8PM-

Nouf: 5ala9 f8dt elaml:) -9PM-

My birthday is in few hours w ela5 m5tfy wow.

Faisal: heeeeeyyy<3333 sorry ensh3'lt w ketha 7osa

Faisal: w al7en m3 s3od wld 5ali

Nouf: s3od?!!! 

Faisal: ee:D

Nouf: ok..

S3od mfro6' b riyadh so? Ymkn ra7laa ejaza..

Faisal: w esh swaiti 6ool elyooom w ketha? Wa7shteni

Nouf: brodkk ythba7nnni

Faisal: asffff

Nouf: uf mnk

Faisal: <33

Nouf: ma swait shay

Faisal: afaa ga3da felbait

Nouf: mdri kan wdi a6l3 bs mama aflmt ena elwagt mt25r w mdri esh mdri Cinderella mafro6' mn ba3d 9 ma t6la3 mn elbait

Faisal: ee 10=))!!

Nouf: ee fa tfrjna movie 

Faisal: 6yb rakzi

Nouf: umm gd shfta

Faisal: leh tshofena mara thanya?

Nouf: 3shan shahad mshtahya tshofaa

Faisal: tshofa l7alha

Nouf: soo mean

Faisal: walaaa =))

Nouf: esh ga3den tswon?

Faisal: raj3en betna

Nouf: ahh 3'reba ma gltli ena jak faisal.. 

Faisal: ee ma jani ana r7tlaa

Ana mu no3ii a78i8 abdn abdn abdn, fa ma abi ajls as2l wen w mta w lesh..

Nouf: 6yb ana a7sni bdait an3s

Faisal: one more hour 6yb;) 

Nouf: ummm ok

Faisal: kam bt9eren glteli? 8?

Nouf: ee

Faisal: yazen el93'ar wallaaa

Faisal: yazeeeeenhom

Faisal: raaabi salmhom wallaaa

Nouf: faisal=))?????

Faisal: t7sen 9ot jadaah

Nouf: 9aaa7 =))

Faisal: 18

Nouf: yeah man i'm getting old el7g 3lay gabl ma aw9l mar7lt elshay5oo5a

Faisal: shay5o5at esh w enti lsa bmr7lat el6fooola

Nouf: bamsheha lk w ba3tbrha mad7a ok:*?

Faisal: wen elcard ?

Nouf: '6a3..

Faisal: e7lfi??

Nouf: ma a7lf 3ala ashya2 s5efa

Faisal: ya murah8aa :) feh ashya2 muhima

I liked how things went on smoothly w ketha, awal mara.. 

Nouf: amz7 ya5i shfek bu f9 39bt 3lenaa 

Faisal: ma a3rf ba36' ela7yan at2kd ena esmk m7md.

Nouf: kl wld ytmna his girlfriend t9er zy 97ba w entaa eln3ma jaya len 3ndk w esh swait feha? D3st'ha

Faisal: enti mu bs 9a7bi wla my "girlfriend", dnyti klha.

Nouf: faisal:'(<3

Faisal: 30 MINUTES

Nouf: umhm :$

Faisal: a7sk lsa bzr om 15 

Nouf: ok

Faisal: nofiiiii bgolk shay

Nouf: yes?

Faisal: shay

Nouf: faisal you're acting weird a7sk mara hyper=))

Faisal: walaa?

Nouf: shway=))

faisal: 15 MINUTES LEFT

Nouf: faisaaaal:$ 

-15 minutes later- 

Shahad-jumping from her place-: omg happy birthday-hugging nouf- 

Nouf-blushing-: wsh wdk nswe 

Shahad: ya bardaaa ya mst7yaa

Nouf-hiding her face behind the pillow-

Shahad-ts7b jawal nouf-: 5alnshoof esh gal el7ub

Nouf: la la amana walla mabi

Shahad: fe ashya2 matben agraha?

Nouf: matw83 katb a9lan 

Shahad: shofi shofi

Nouf: la tg6en 6yb

I opened my phone nervously, mu awal birthday le m3ah 76'r my 16th and 17th birthday.. Bs ma3rf this time i felt really weird a7s fe shay..

Faisal: wishing you the happiest birthday ya dnyti klha<3 allah ys3dk w ywafgk lsnen gdam  alah la y7rmni mnk <3 

Faisal: a7bk kthr raml eldnya.

Nouf: ro7i w 7yati:') amot fekk <3  

-

Shahad: ha ha shgaaal?

Nouf: shofi bs la trgen fog

Shahad: okay 

I got up to get the letter..

Shahad: raghad swtlk tag fe path 3z alah ma wgaft elmsgs 

Nouf: amana sheli 9orti thy mabga wld ma3ndha

Shahad: w reem 76tlk 9ora fe instagram

Nouf: o9 bgra 

I sat on the bed and got the letter, my stomach flipped. 

Shahad: omg dgega b9awrk

Nouf-laughing-: la la amana

Shahad: law sma7tiiiiii

Nouf: ok bs o9 bgra

Shahad: okaaay 

She was sitting 3ala elkanb mn eljeha elthanya y3ni she was facing me, i was wearing yellow shorts white tank top and a black jacket, and my hair was let loos fa w ana agra wjhi mu wa'67.. 

[THE LETTER]

"انتي..تدرين مين انتي؟

تدرين انك غديتي لي كل شي؟

و انك اصدق ما كتبت؟ 

Dear noufi, 

I know you've always wanted a hand written letter so i found this as the right time to write you one.

You've came into my life in a way that we both hated, twitter. 

Where all fake relationships start as you said..

But for once in my life, i've made the right decision which was losing me ego for the sake of having you in my life. And it was worth it.

You came and changed every piece of me, no one ever had the power to change the way i talk, walk, dress, write, laugh, smile but you. 

You are my controller remember? 

In this special day i want to remind you that if i had a time machine to change everything in the past i would change everything but the hour i started talking to you, in fact, i'd be more of what you want me to be. But nobody's perfect right baby?

Having you in my life is a blessing. And i can't see me without you! 

Your touch has a very strong effect on me, i only hugged you once but i still remember how i felt. 

I know you were pissed but i'm pretty sure you like, wla? I'm huggable. 

I wish you the happiest of birthdays filled with vanilla coffee and musk perfumes! 

I love you to a point where i can't explain. الله يحفظك و يخليك لي يا اجمل عطايا الله.. " 

Wallaa akthr mn 5 marat grait'haa.. I cried, until there was no more tears. 

Overwhelming. I can't explain how i feel. I just want to hug him so freakin hard! 6b3an shahad ma g9rt she took 79 pictures, 33 videos!!

Shahad-hugging nouf and laughing-: nouf elgwya tbki 3ala letter twns??? Walla dnyaaa

Nouf-tshahg-: o9 mdri esh agooola eff a7ba 8smbilah he's the only person that i'd kill for

Shahad: mzhrya..

Nouf-laughing and crying-: you don't understand 

Shahad: ana elwa7eda eli afhmkk

Nouf: 9a77

But in my head, no one will ever understand how much i love him.

Shahad: esh btrden? 

Nouf-typing-: dgega

-

Nouf: you never fail at making me speechless. 

Nouf: i really need to hug you right now it hurts. 

Nouf: i love you more than any word could ever say:') wala faisal no one will ever take your place, walla.

Nouf: i love you i love you and i love you. 

Nouf: abdn mara7 agdr a3br 3an eli bda5li

Faisal: ba3d galbiii elspeechless<3 

Faisal: lk mnii a7la hug<3 

Nouf: atmna walla:')

Faisal: my house tomorrow at 7.

Nouf: what? 

Faisal: i'm in riyadh.

-to be continued-  

Here and there Ch.4

-2 Years ago.-

How i met faisal was not my kind of way of how i wanted to met the love of my life, but you can't stop love.

It's so weird how a stranger can turn into your whole life.

When i first saw faisal's profile picture on twitter i was like "ufff wsho tha mashallah!" But i never had the idea of having someone in my life, i wasn't against it bs makant mn ehtmamtii.

So i was discussing something i don't quiet remember with haifa his cousin, this was like 3 years ago? Bdayt ola thanawi ketha.. 

We were serious and then he mentioned us both bs kan ynkt, i laughed so hard ena 5air e7na mnjd n7ki w tje ent tnkt! W la76't ma3ndh followers kther y3ni makan mn "3yal alriyadh" 3ala wazn bnat alriyadh, i checked his profile and obviously kan mn mu7ben elsh3r zy ma ygol his bio, 6la3t mn his account w nset eni mafro6' ard w Kamlna ana w haifa on bbm w sfahna faisal after few hours he mentioned us"shaklkom 9dg mto '67k" 

I mentioned him saying: @faisalalx: la wala mn el9adma ma3rft wsh agol

He followed me ba3d my mention but i didn't follow back.. W 9rt kl ma aktb tweet he mentions me wla ay shay ay shaay 9dg ma ymr yom bdon ma ygol shay, after few months, yes few months i followed back ba3dha 9rt whenever i tweet something yjeni dm's..

I wasn't feeling comfortable at first w knt ard klma w rd '36aha ma a54 w a36i abd abd! Bs without me feeling 9rt afgda lma ma n7ki, mara maraaaa afgda eli knt agol nouf la 3'ala6.. Bs ba3den 5af elsh3or thak w 9rt a7ki m3ah 3adi, ysta3b6 kther w mara y7b ythb w knt agola kl mara 5air t'thb w ygoli"mn 7abk sabk" w nkaml swalef and we literally stayed on twitter messages for a whole year! Kl ola thanawi wla mara sa2l for my kik, pin, number.. Wla mara.

He was flirty in a very cute way, maymr yom ela w ho m5leni a'67k 9dg he was and he still is funny!

So a year passed and i started holding up those feelings for him, but i kept denying it why? Because

1- i never saw me with a guy. 

2- a relationship mn twitter? Shwaya makant elfikra td5l mu5i.

3- his cousin is my friend

4- mdri.

So after that la76't ena bda yllm7 ena we switch to bbm.. 

-FAISAL's POV-

Man it was hard holding myself for a whole year, i don't even know how she looks like! But i just fell for her and i don't care anymore about her looks. 

Fa bdait alm7lha ena twitter bda ym95 shakli bskra w madri esh w elbnt tgoli bkaifk bs 9dgni btrj3llaaa w ana eli yaaa bnt 7si feni!

@faisalalx: la matw83 brj3la

@noufalx: then farewell buddy

@faisalalx: ketha tben elfkaa ya nouf

@noufalx: i've been waiting for sooo long:')

@faisalalx: 6ybbbbb ya nouf=))

@faisalalx: whats your kik?

@noufalx: ma3ndi

@faisalalx: aaah 3'reba 

@noufalx: mta btskraa?

@faisalalx: lma a54 ur pin

@noufalx: 2***** 

Abd matw83t bt36eni eyah bhals'hola, mn el9adma shkait ena kthbi. Bs when i added her and her name popped up "Nouf Bint ibrahim" 

[bbm]

Faisal: wln3m walah

Nouf: wln3m b7alk 

Nouf: who's this:/

Faisal: faisal..?

Nouf: atw83 u got the wrong pin

Faisal: oh okay my bad

Nouf: LOOOLOOLLL amz7

Faisal: zg:) 

Nouf: you're soo easily pranked im loving this 

And it began from there.

I grew closer to her everyday, i tried holding back.. I had the idea of (etha t7bha 9dg e56bha) but i'm not going to wait for 8 years to get her, i need a little bit of her in my life.

-BACK TO NOUF's POV-

What's weird ena we've been friends for a whole year, 9a7 feh ayam a7s we're more than friends bs b3den both of us nb3d.. He tweeted "less than lovers but more than friends" akthr mn mara.. And i knew he meant us.

Anyways, lma 9ar 3ndi bbm kna we talk daily, wgaft a76 9warii lftrat 3 sh'hor ketha? W t5ylo ena wla mara 6lb a picture? WLA MARA. He never asked me for my number either, eli mara 3'reb bs 7sait eli omg mara cute maybi yswe shay y7rjni feh bs after the 3 months w ho 3ndi bbm kan my birthday, my 17th birthday y3ni knt 2 thanawi wagt'ha ana 3rafta 1 thanawi elzbda sawoli shahad w reem surprise mara kber w for the first time ma drait..

Faisal: wenk?-3 hours ago-

Nouf: omg:'( maraaaa cute swoli surprise

Faisal: a7llaaaa ya 17 enbs6tiii???

Nouf: el7amdellaaah ashwni labsaaa zain bs

I was wearing a white fluffy dress and a black leather jacket, i was aware ena byjon nas bs mu halkthr, i waved my hair and i wore a very black high heel, i liked how i looked 9ra7aa.. 

Faisal: wreeni shaklk 

Nouf: LOOOOL leh

Faisal: mdri etha matben 3adi bs t7mst ashof

Nouf: umm

Faisal: walla walla mub lazm

Nouf: haw maglnaa shay=))

Faisal: 5ft 6'aygtkk

Nouf: la 3adi

All the pictures i took alone kan kl jsmi wa'67 w eldress g9eer w lma aswe crop lt7t ygrb mn wajhi w shakli y9er shain fa maraaaa ebtlsht..

Nouf: shahadddddd!!!

Shahad: ha

Nouf: faisal asked for a picture:'( 

Shahad: ammmaaa!! 

Nouf: walla mu 3arfa ay 9oraaa ybi mn el surprise

Shahad: show him eli m3 elballoons eli ga3da t6al3eenha mu wa'67 wajhk mara 7lwaaa

Nouf: abe shay jsmi mu wa'677 mara bs wajhi zain

Shahad: dgega bshooflk b camerti

Nouf: 6yb

Shahad: -has sent you a picture-

Nouf: omg perfecttttt!

Shahad: goleli esh ygol 

Nouf: ok

Yumaa, i got nervous faj2a..

Nouf: -picture received- 

It took him 7 minutes to reply..

Nouf: w9lt?

Faisal: mashallah.. No words 9ra7a<3

Nouf: thank you<3 

Faisal: walla, too gorgeous to be described<3!! 

Nouf: <333 

Faisal: do u post it bamakn feha nas?

Nouf: instagram 

Faisal: la3d t76en

Nouf: w leh?

Faisal: a5af 3alek walla

Nouf: uff<3

Faisal: im serious 

Nouf: 3aadii

Faisal: dont post this picture bs

Nouf: inshallah 

-

A few months later after sending my picture 9ar elwa'63 3adi eni a76 9wri profile picture, bs t5aylo a year and half ma3rf 9ota!

Faisal: 6fsh elweekend

Nouf: i'm home alone too:'(

Faisal: do u mind skyping?

Nouf: umm

Faisal: bkaifk

Nouf: mara asht'hi gahwa 3rabya

Faisal: enzli swellkk

Nouf: mt3eejzaa

Faisal: sodanyaaa

Nouf: 3alekk

Faisal: haha

Nouf: hehehw

Faisal: hohoho

Nouf: -.-=))!

Faisal: broo7 atrwsh w arj3lk

Nouf: okaay n3eman

Faisal: yn3m 3alekk

After an hour he came back..

Faisal: ewa w esh ga3da tswen?

Nouf: is the skype offer still going?

Faisal: Yes

Nouf: add me noufalx

Faisal: okaay 

butterflies started flying around my tummy.. 

9ot skype ywatrni, aaaah.

Faisal19 wants to video call you> 

Breathe, answer.

Faisal: alo

I swear i felt my blood boiling, it rushed in a very weird way ka2na twaz3 bjsmi.. And my hands were kinda shakey but i hid them behind the pillow i was hugging.. 

So i was hugging a pillow and only my eyes were showing.

Faisal: alaah kl hatha 7ayaa

Nouf: mn men bst7i? Mnkk-throwing the pillow-

I suddenly felt comfortable, and i felt my bones relaxing.

Faisal: ahln ahlnnn

And it went on for 2 hours we talked about the most random things and i freaking loved it! I felt feelings i've never felt before, i couldn't deny that i had feelings for him anymore.

I realllyyyyy really like him, really very much.

-FAISAL's POV-

After that skype video call, t2kdt eni a7bha. And i wasn't going to wait any longer, if she rejected me, i'm happy with what i had with her and if she accepted me i'll be the happiest person. You'll be surprised kaif e7na yal3yal nfakr ketha, bs 9adgooni kther ykabron, w ana 3ndha lesh akabr abeha lesh aswe ketha?

So i started typing down what i wanted to tell her..

Faisal: "You're strong and that's the first thing that grabbed my attention but it didn't stop there your personality is unique, you're funny and i can't go a day without smiling. 

Just the thought of opening my phone and seeing your name can bring so much joy to my day. 

It's hard keeping all of that from you. 

You've made my life brighter, happier , you made me a better a man. 

Your wise advices and everything you say, that's one thing i can't live without. 

I don't know how i lived before you, but i know for sure that it's going to be hard for me to live without you from now on. I can't be with anyone else but u. 

T5ayleni amreki w la tst'3rebn klamii, ma agdr athgl zyada l2ni abek. Walla. 

A7bk kthr ma 7arshtk w kthr ma hz2teni w akthr bkther." 

-NOUF's POV-

Oh. My. God. 

I opened the chat history knowing this is going to be something really big w ybelaa wagt lma i reply. 

Shit. B9e7. 97t actually.

Okay this is soooool not reality, e8n3oonii ena s3odi w ba8n3kom ena elfeeil y6er...

I can't keep him hanging anymore!! I have to reply!!! Bs esh agol elzgaan mu ga3den yrdonnn!

Nouf: faisal:')

Nouf: i'm speechless. 

Nouf: w ana a7bk akthr w akthr.

Is it the right reply? I don't know!! Eli glta 3'ala6? I don't know!! Bs eli a3rfaa eni ana ba3d a7ba w ma agdr a5bi zyada!

Faisal: y3nii mu m6'aygkk? 

Nouf: abdn!

Faisal: ba3d galbi<3

And it went on from there.. And i count myself as the luckiest person alive.

Here and the Ch.3

Previously; 

Nouf: faisal

Faisal: 3yonh

Nouf: a7bk

Faisal: amot fek

Nouf: <3

I wore my uniform w 5ala9t klshay w 6l3t w ana blsyara dagt shahad..

Shahad-crying so hard-: n-nouf 

________________

Nouf: smi hala wsh fek?

Shahad: mama

I was denying it inside so i told her to sit still and we had to change directions from school to the hospital, mama came with me this time and she was denying it too.

We went inside and shahad's face was as red as a tomato from crying w 5alha 5alid kan maskha eli law tarkha elbnt bt6e7 she wasn't holding on too tight, mama couldn't help herself and she sat down l2n klna 3arfen shahad gwya eli 93b 93b t9e7 mn 3umrna w e7na n3rf halshay bs mn t3bt omha she cried every night bs this time it was so bad. 

El3'areb ena 7alat omha esta8rt, y3ni kant yom w bt6l3 that's what made it even harder on her.. Manori was on my mind, etha shahad kbera tgdr tddbr nafs'ha bs manori kam 3umrha 10? Walla lsa matfrg bain el9a7 w el3'ala6 shlon tdbr nafs'ha 6b fr6'na ena this walid guy w ja tgdm lshahad mn tt5rj, manori tro7 jeddah mathlan? Her dad ma mskha 6ool thalsnen w ymskha al7en?

Too many thoughts were roaming in my head and then i felt shahad hugging me so tight without any sound, it broke my heart. 

Khalid was so strong, this family was strong mn el om lbnat'ha la5oha lomha but i literally just saw him breaking down. 

Mama took shahad home and khalid drove in his car after dealing with stuff in the hospital, death papers. 

-

Shahad didn't talk much in the past 2 days w el9alat kant asw2 part she was dying tbe t9e7 bs mdri shlon w9lha 5abr ena lma tbken elmayt yt3thb and she bottled it all up w kther nas mst3'rba shlooon! W el3aza been like that, the girls and i nro7 elmdrsa nrj3 3ala bait jadt'ha where the 3aza was and we would just stay quiet for hours with her gabl mayjon elnas w she would break down every once in a while, when manori knew she got really sick and she stopped eating that's why she ended up in the hospital w mu3'athi w 7osa for 2 days.. I've always tried to put a smile on my face just to give shahad hope that everythings gonna be alright but it never worked.. Raghad and reem were very emotional about it l2n we've known shahad's mother for so long and it's like losing a part of your family .. We stayed every day lma tnam w ba3dha n6la3, mashallah mashallah 9a7 ena agarbhom mub kthaar bs elnas ma wagft 9dg etha a7b allah 3abd 7bab elnas feh<3 shahad's dad ja lkl ayam l3aza 3ala 7asb kalam khalid eli w9l lreem 3ala a5r yom.... 

-3rd day and last- 

Reem-while munching on her sandwich-: khalid ygol abo shahad ja klayam el3aza 7bebi true love never dies -sad tone-

Ashwnna shahad kant ttrawsh wagt'ha.. And yes, nafsyt'ha shwaya t3dlt she's more brighter now, jaw akthr mn 7urma ygrbonlha w klmoha l7alha w ketha and i saw a really good affect mn klamhom, at least now she would drink water shway yamaa da5t 3lena bthal 3 ayam alah yhdeha!

Raghad: ya bnt ell!!! Khalid?

Reem-face expression changing-: 3adi nsoolf he'e like my cousin

Raghad: wreni ya cousin 

Reem: ma y7taj ho 7akeli kam shay private

Nouf: allah ya5th el3adu ento bs t5bon 3ana? W ana walla klshay yngalkom tshofeen ya zg

Reem-jumping to hug nouf-: la la walaaa walla ma a5bi ha ba3d egri el conv

Nouf-lauging-: engal3i la t5meni

Shahad-getting out of the shower-: esh fek ??

She was still very quiet, eli y7znni bs maraaaa a7sn el7amdellah, 7kait lshahad elsalfa 3shan shway t3'ayrlha jaw

Shahad: ana a3rf a9lan-laughing-

Nouf: fgaaasha

Reem: yalfgsh a9lan mafe shay t3rfena!!

Shahad: la t9jeni 5ali w ana a3rfa w 3shan ketha ma 9fgtk ana kaf lma swetli salfa 3ala walid

Reem: shahaaaad 

Raghad: i'm out of this place -laughing- 5aaair leh t5bon

Nouf: ra3'doooh la ykon 3ndk balwa w sakta?

raghad: la la i'm good for now

We talked about few things and then shahad 8rart enha btnam elyom l7alha i went downstairs w lgait mama m3 jadt shahad w her cousins w ketha nas g3dt shway m3ahom w lma jena bn6l3 estaw3bt ena 3bayti b 3'urft shahad fa i went upstairs ajebha..

I tried not to over hear bs 9raaa7a ma gdrt abdn..

-THIS PART IS FROM SHAHAD POV-

Walid: galb walid kaifk?

Shahad: better than yesterday 

Walid: ba3d eldnya jet elyom w shft abok w 5alk

Shahad: 9dgg?-3abra-

Walid: eee 

Shahad: w esh ba3d e7keli -sigh-

Walid: umm esh wdk 3ndi swalef kther

Shahad: esh swait w esh maswait?

Walid: wallah ga3d blbait 6ool elwagt bali m3ak yagalbi

Shahad: ba3d glb galbk ent

Walid: susu kasrt yadha ams 

Shahad: uff! Esh 9arlhaa(

Walid: t3rfenha ng6a w jsmaha wla shay fa ygalha tl3b blsekl w faj2a el framl ma adri wsh 9ar w sr63 he w eljadr wa7d -laughing-

Shahad-laughing-:7ram 3alek la t'67kk

Walid: yaaaaa j3l hal'67ka tdom goli amen 

Shahad-blushing-

Walid: kaif manori 7bebi?

Shahad: manorii esh?

Walid: manorii 7beebii

Shahad: walidoh

Walid-laughing-: enti 7ub 7yati he 7bebi

Shahad: ummhm

Walid: ya dala3

Walid was so good at this, he took my mind from over thinking.. And he was so patient!!! i'd never ever thought that a guy would stay with me l2n i'm so hard to handle and at times ana 93b at7ml nafsi! 

He tried his best with all ways just to keep me entertained he talked about every single thing, until i sleep. And it was like that with him every night since i knew him. He had this idea of"ma abek tnamen mt6'ayga w t97en mt6'ayga, abek tnamen mrta7a w 3ad bkaifk e97i mt6'ayga bs 6'egt elnom shaina" 

I loved keeping him to myself, eli beni w bena yg3d beni w bena i liked our privacy.. Bs now el7lwat ydron so i can't keep anything from them.

-BACK TO NOUF's POV-

I over heard her"emhm's" walla ma nl3b tdal3 ba3d..

Shahad: mabi anam

..

Shahad: la 93ba

..

Shahad: mama mnera t7t w kl my cousins naymen fe betna

..

Shahad: 6yb mta? 

..

Shahad: bs syara fahm?

..

Shahad: hahaha 6'reef

Shit, she's going out. Ma abi.

I came inside w mskena na6t mn mkanha!

Shahad: mar7tii!!

Nouf: haw ma nmti! Jet ba5th 3baytii

Shahad: aah okay

Nouf-taking el3baya slowly-: ela sh5bar walid? 

Shahad: kwais kwais

Nouf: klmk?

Shahad: ee klyom

Nouf: ra3i wajb walla

Shahad: hahaha

I saw the "keli zg" expression on her face. LOL!!

Shahad: mara7 tro7en?

Nouf: ela yala bye

Shahad: bye.

Nouf: entabhi 3ala nafskk

Shahad-laughing-: ok-aay

Nouf: don't do anything risky -low tone-

Shahad-smacking her forehead and laying back to the pillow-: bye

-BACK TO SHAHAD's POV-

Walid-laughing so hard-: 9degtk gaaf6a

Shahad: mara7 a6l3 5ala9 btblshnii

Walid: elii yray7kk 

Shahad: mara7 tnnam?

Walid: w kaif anam w enti 9a7ya?

Shahad: yala bnam

Walid: t9b7en 3ala 5air ya galbi

Shahad: stay with me

Walid: okay

Shahad: ..

Walid: ..

Shahad:..

Walid:.. 

I guess i fell asleep after half an hour oh hearing only his breathing. Most relaxing sound no doubt. 

-NOUF's POV-

In the past few days mara glel a7aki faisal bs he was soooo supportive. And yesss he got a new phone!

[whatsapp]

Faisal: bntt

Faisal: i miss you

Faisal: yaaa sa7b 3alenaa

Faisal: ya ya ya

Faisal: amz7 tell me everything when you read this-2 hours ago-

Nouf: heyyy<3

Nouf: i miss YOU

Nouf: kaifkk w kaif e5tbar elyom?

Nouf: im soo tired abi sreeeri

Nouf: t7dak men ja elyom

Faisal: hala hala kwais kla el7mdelah w enti kefk?

Faisal: meen?

Nouf: haifa bnt 5altk

Faisal: ya7leelha m3kom blmdrsa?

Nouf: eee bs t5rjt last year 

Faisal: ee 

Nouf: esh ga3d tswe

Faisal: m3 el3yal 

Nouf: ee w kaifk esh swait ?

Faisal: esh bswe =)) tawa yomi badi

Nouf: loool 6ybb a39aab

Gra w sfh:| okay a9lan 5lga knt bnam:) 

I slept at 1:30 and woke up for school at 5, zy elesh? Elklba. 

I woke up and checked my phone as usual, nothing from faisal..

Reem is going to skip and shahad is coming back, because she feels like school is going to take away her mind. Weird.

Anyways, i went to school w nafsyti zg mara 6be3y kaif ya2thr feni faisal b6regat klama..

Nouf-ygalha mntbha lelestatha-

Shahad-poking her-: esh fek

Nouf: elzg faj2a glb

Shahad: w bdaina n7s

Nouf-giving her the kli zg look-

Raghad-looking back to shahad and nouf-: leh reem elzga 3'aybaa?

Shahad: no idea

Raghad-talking to shahad-: shfeha elnafsya?

Shahad: faa9oli 9ayr zg

Raghad: mn tzgaga enzg 3aleh 

Shahad and nouf-laughing so loud-

The day passed and i went back home, fought the urge not to talk to faisal and then slept. For the whole freaking day. 

I had a midterm the next day. 

Homework.

Dinner with my cousins. 

And i was going to take a7md to the pets store.

But noooo, i slept! Ya 76'kk elzain ya nouf. It was 11:30 or something 15 missed calls mn my 2 cousins, 3 from mama, a7md kik-ed me "t25arti 3shan ketha bnam" 7raaaam 7bebi:'( 

And the group 6b3an eli ma yskt! 

w ela '39b bymawtoni.

T3rfon lma tft7on whatsapp ba3d ma ttrkona for a while w ykon m3lg w awal ma yft7 yje convs ktheeera walla 3eni ma 6a7t ela 3ala 7gt faisal!  

Faisal: hey-1 hour ago-

Nouf: hi

Faisal: wenk 6ol lyom

Nouf: asleep

Faisal: w el9alat?

Nouf: wsh aswe ma7d gawmni gmt w 9lait 

Faisal: 6yb gomi kle shay 9a797i

Nouf: ma asht'hii

Faisal: ana asht'hi yala

Nouf: 6ah

Faisal: 6ah

Nouf: =))

Faisal: nouf

Nouf: yess

Faisal: i'll call 

Nouf: 6b dgega 

Faisal: bs voice

Nouf: bro7 el7mam..

Faisal: LOOOOOOOOOL 

Nouf: =)):) 

7 minutes later..

Nouf: done

Faisal wants to voice call you> 

Nouf: ahln

Faisal: wa7shni 9ootk

Nouf: ee 4 days are a lot

Faisal: w kaifk?

6b3an ma a7kelkkom 3an elfar7aa, w ba3d nset adrs w aswe elmlfat w elhomework.. Mara ywans.

Nouf: i'm good i guess enta kaifk ?

Faisal: better than ever

Nouf: kwais 

Faisal: wsh btswen bukra weekend w ketha

Nouf: badrs-crying tone-

Faisal: haaw wrah

Nouf: badrs lel8udrat mara thanya 

Faisal: last weekend drasti kthrt eldrasa bt6ayr lm3lomat

Nouf: 3an nafsi w kaman 3ndi midterm biology 

Faisal: allah y3enk wala

Nouf: ameen ef

Moment of silence. 

Faisal: kef shahad?

Nouf: daaawmt elyom!-excitement- 

Faisal: mashallah kwais

La tst3'rbon ena faisal ya2l 3n 97bati, abdn blthat shahad l2n ashk ena y3zha akthr mnii, we both own her sooo much, she has helped us in a lot of situations.. Zy gabl ma ysafr we went into the biggest fight w ma 3adl elwa'63 ela shahad.

Nouf: eee mara al7amdellah w elnafsya mara zaina

Faisal: jatni wa7da elyom bljam3a-laughing-

I knew from that moment ena maw6'o3 elsalfa ya nouf get jealous but baby nothing's got anything on me, i know very well that he's mine and no girl will take him from me. Yes.

Nouf: aywaa

Faisal: kna jalsen ana wl3yal 3nd elsyart w ketha elzbda jat w kaifkom el7amdelah kwaisen enti kaifk el7amdellah w ya enha t5sh bl3ain ya nofii eli 3aib ya bnt

Nouf-laughing-

Faisal: elzbda jat galt esm3o ena there's this saudi gathering fe bait wa7da mn elbnat etha tbon tjon 

Nouf: y3 wsh thalgarf

Faisal: la la ma3lek mu shay wow bs ytjm3on w fe akl sha3bi w ashya2 kna yom wa6ni

Nouf: 7ta wlaw!

Faisal: elzbdaa majak el5abr ana saakt galt ha faisal jaay?

Faisal: ana mu bs 36et'ha na6'ra eli mn el9adma '67kt w 7ram fashlt'haa

Nouf: tstahl-laughing-

Faisal: walla mara mskeena wdi aro7 at2sf agol mu g9di

Nouf: ebn omk

Faisal: shfeek abu s3oood 39bt 3leena-laughing-

Nouf: ma 39bt bs wsho tt2sf-laughing-

Faisal: mara7 aroo7

Nouf: eee zain elzbda ana lazm adrs w ketha aklmk lma a5l9

Faisal: okay babe alah ygawekk

Nouf: thank you entbh 3ala nafskk

Faisal: abshri

Nouf: bye

Faisal: ee w esh ba3d

Nouf: wsh tbe ba3d?

Faisal: to2bshni ebn 3ami ay shay?

Nouf: faisal-laughing so hard-

Faisal: tdren '67ktk esh blnsba le?

Nouf: esh?

Faisal: 3eelaj, dwaa, shay y3ayshni zy elmoya bl6'ab6 yomain bdon ma asm3ha at3b

Nouf-blushing so hard-

Faisal: i can feel you smiling

Nouf-laughing-: 6yb 

Faisal: a7bk

Nouf: w ana ba3d mara a7bk

 

Faisal: ashwa 

Nouf: bye ya faisal-laughing-

-skipping to school-

Shahad: abi n6l3

Reem: ween tben enti bs amri

Shahad: ummm

Reem: ummm

Raghad: umm

Shahad: tao

Nouf: faisal ykrhaaaaaaa la

Shahad raghad and reem-ignoring me-

Nouf: heeeey-laughing- wallaaa ya5i 5alnajrb shay jded

Reem: tbon entrecote ? 

Shahad: no ma asht'hi

Raghad: asht'hi mirage aw ay shay chinese ketha noodles

Shahad: noodles house!?

Nouf: good choice 

Reem: okay kwais bs ana ymkn ma aji ela mt25r wla 5loha 39rr

Nouf: wsh 3ndha el business women ??

Raghad: 3ndha jam3t 5alt'haa

Reem: bl6'ab6

Shahad: 3adi ahm shay t3ali

Nouf: nrj3 3ala baitna?

-

I got ready and everything, no make up make up and my bag w bs.. 

I called shahad and raghad w gltlhom eni 6la3t w bl6reeg dg 3lay faisal w lawl mara ydg bdon maygoli..

Faisal: ahln

Nouf: hi baby

Faisal: kaifk?

Nouf: kwaisa, esh fek?

Faisal: eshtahet asm3 9otk

Nouf: la fek shay? I can feel it 

Faisal: la la

Nouf: faisal?

Faisal: ga3da tdrsen?

Nouf: la blsyara

Faisal: wen ray7a?

Nouf: noodles house?

Faisal: centria?

Nouf: ee

Faisal: okaay enbs6i

Nouf: bt7keli esh fek?

Faisal: la

Nouf: 6yb dgega banzl

Faisal: la 5ala9 baskr

Nouf: okay bye..

I was shit worried, 9ota mu mara m6mni.. Bs i never overreact ybi y7ki y7ki maybe bslamta mara7 a'63'a6 3aleh y3rf weni mta mab3'a dg. 

We sat and talked and ate, w lsa my mind m3ah..

Shahad: reem btje?

Nouf: 3ala beti 3ala 6ol

Raghad: 5al na5thlna barmeeee hekk

Nouf: 5thi barmee l7alk

Raghad: yasheenkk

Nouf: esm3o bshawrkom bshay

Shahad: ha? 

Nouf: faisal dg 3aly w ana blsyara w 7sait shway 3'reb ena awal mara ydg mn safr bdon ma y36eni 5abr w 9ota ww'67 feh shay gltla btgoli wshf fek gal la glt 6yb estana anzl w ketha a7kek gali la 5ala9 a9lan baskr glt okay bye 7ta ma znait wla shay t7son adg?

Shahad: shlon galbk y6aw3k enti?

Nouf: ya alah!

Shahad: 8smbilah ana ma agdr

Nouf: i'm like that.

Shahad: gomi gomi dgi

Nouf: yala bgom bs a5af naym

Shahad: kam 3ndhom? E7na 7 y3ni 3ndhom 7 el9ba7 

Reem: 7beeeebi dag 3alek elfajr w tzbdeenla?

Shahad: ts2 ts2 

Nouf: akrhkom!!

Reem: amana t3'azli feh shway 7sseh enk t7bena-laughing-

Nouf: bzr o9

No one will ever understand how hard it is for me to express my feelings. He KNOWS that he's my one and only. Mu lazm ento t3rfon!

I went to the bathroom and called.. 

Awal mara ma rd thany mara rd w 9ota n9 naym..

Faisal: hmm

Nouf: naym?

Faisal: rj3ti? 

Nouf: la lsa

Faisal: la la mu naym

Nouf: shfek?

Faisal: nom-laughing-

Nouf: yala nam 6yb 

Faisal: matben shay?

Nouf: la bs knt bshof esh fek

Faisal: mafeni eli el3afya galbi enti 

Nouf: kwais

Faisal: yalla etrki jawalk w enbs6i

Nouf: a7bk

Faisal: ba3d eldnya klha a7bk akthr 

I kinda felt relieved after the "a7bk" 

I went back to the table with a smile..

Shahad: hala hala 

Reem: ashoof elebtsama shaga elwajh

Nouf-blushing-: o9

We went back home and they stayed for 3 hours or so w 6l3oo ma9ar shay mara y7ms we watched a movie w 7kena bkam shay i was sleepy by the time they left so nmt w ma 97ait ela el6'hr drst lel biology w ma shft jawali abd w w lma ja el39r w shfta lgait my cousin dgt w ela '39b t3aw6'ena 3n elyom eli s7bti feh..

Nouf: mama bnaat 5alt 3faf by6l3on yt3'adon bro7 m3ahom

Om nouf: 3'da elma3'rb??? Hatha 3asha

Nouf: eeli ho elzbda akl

Om nouf: la tt25ren bs

Nouf: inshallaah 

I took a shower and got ready, maknt adri ay m63m bnro7 9ra7a elzbda as i got in the car i checked my whatsapp w lgait faisal m7akeni as usual.

Faisal: nouf -4 hours agl

Faisal: wenk bs 9ayra t5tfen-2 hours ago

Nouf: sorry roo7ii ent gmt w drast w en5rsht 3shan ba6l3 m3 my cousins w tawnii arkb elsyara

Faisal: aah 

Nouf: kaifkk??

Faisal: kwais 

Nouf: 3'reba ma nmt?

Faisal: lool 

Nouf: ??

Faisal: bnam al7en t9b7en 3ala 5air

Damn, guiltiness ate me up.

Nouf: 6yb bdg shway gabl ma tnam

Faisal: ok

-Skype voice call-

Nouf: i miss you

Faisal: wa'67

Nouf: haw

Faisal: wsho

Nouf: ent 3arf faisal ma af6'a drasa w zg

Faisal: drast esh! Kl ma 7kaitk ya nayma ya 6al3a!!

Nouf: bs eni adrs wagt ma tkon 9a7i! Ma a6l3 ela w ent naym! 

Faisal: la tjlsen tt3athren

Nouf: ma t34rt 

Faisal: wdi mara wa7da tf6'en w tgrain el conv wala 7ta a5wyai ma a7kehom ketha 

Nouf: esh elm6lob?

Faisal: mu m6lob shay, slaamtk

Nouf: faisal 6yb goli 3shan a3dl!

Faisal: mn lma twaft om shahad 

Nouf: alah yr7mha

Faisal: ma 7kait m3ak wla klma 9a7ya

Nouf: i know that's why i really miss you!-low tone

Faisal: ..

Nouf: faisal law sm7t la tshel b5a6rk you know eni ma at3md shay 

Faisal: adri bs enti tflmen 3lay eni ma a7kek w ma aswe w ma aswe w enti tswen nafs elshay bl6'ab6!

Nouf: time fucking difference ya faisal ent t97a ana anam w el3aks i can't keep a day going!

Nouf: tbeni aglb nomi 3shank? Abshr walla ma 6labt shay

Faisal: ya alah mnk

Nouf: ent 3arf eni a7wl gd ma agdr i keep up with studying, YOU, family, friends 

Faisal: 6yb w esh el7al

Nouf: bear with me

Faisal: kl hatha w bear with me yashaai5a ana le esbo3 ma shft wjhk w mt7ml 

Nouf: a7bk ok? W tra nothing can change anything 

Faisal: "no time difference, no nothing will take me away from you." 

Nouf: that's exactly what i said.

And we all know ya readers ena when guys talk in english, nbki. And faisal's voice is sooo deep eli 7ta lma yhz2 astmt3 b9otaa LOL!

Faisal: 6yb

Nouf-sigh-: 6yb..

Faisal: 5ala9 a7kek lma a97a?

Nouf: okay 

Faisal: take care

Nouf: good night

Faisal: ..

Nouf: .. 

Faisal:..

We stayed quiet for 2 minutes..

Nouf: mara7 tskr?

Faisal: 7ta w ana sakt m3ak 3'air

Nouf: gol amen

Faisal: amen 

Nouf: alah la y7rmni mnk

Faisal: wla mnk-in a sincere tone-

I love him, with all my heart. 

& my love for him can never be described in words or actions nothing will ever hold up the love i have for him.

And nothing ever can show him the least of how much he means to me.

Yes, i'm cold outside.

But deep inside, i have so much feelings that only him can understand. 

Only him can feel. And i'm sure he knows well how much his existence means to me. Without him i am nothing, he's the my first and my last.

And as cheesy as this may sound, i see us under one roof.