Here and there Ch.5

Back to the story.. 

So days passed with the same old routine, nothing changed but i really realllllly miss faisal, eli at3b. 

Sometimes i cry myself to sleep, which is soooo not me! But you girls understand me 9a7? Yt3b wla?

Faisal: nafsyat galbi 

Nouf: mu nafsya

Faisal: kl hathaa w mu mnafsa

Nouf: emhm.

Faisal: mumkin afhm esh sbab eltanfes?

Nouf: no.

Faisal: ela ya mama ma shawrtk 

Nouf: wa7shtni ayam lma knt agolk skr 6fsht mnk 

Faisal: w enti wa7shtni klk

Nouf: :'(

Faisal: time of the month shakloo 

Nouf: shut up

Faisal: 9a7?

Nouf: ee t5awfni 

Faisal: 7f6'tkk 5alaaaa9..

Nouf: esh ga3d tswe? 

Faisal: ga3d atfrj tv

Nouf: esh?

Faisal: modern family 

Nouf: sofia vergaraaaaa 

Faisal: exactly =))

Nouf: 6yb ana 6fshaaanaaa 

Faisal: w shahad mu 3ndkk??

Nouf: ela 6l3t mn 5shmii kl yom 3ndi

Faisal: hey 3ad ela 9degti

Nouf: aha 6yb ana shakli bnam

Faisal: 6yb boseni

Nouf: b a7lamkk, b esh? A7lamk

Faisal: leh enti ketha 

Nouf: bs 

Faisal: tshofen

Nouf: ashof 

Faisal: b6gk 6g

Nouf: 5al ashofk bs

Faisal: greb inshalah<3

Nouf: mta greb faisal? ana bl9aif bajls 3shan kam shay leljam3a w wagt'ha mara7 tkon feh w bs tje elriyadh bl3ed  e7na bnsafr w sra lail w e7na ma sraina

Faisal: tfa2li bl5air 6yb ymkn yjeni ejaza mn hena wla mn hena w aje

Nouf: ntfa2l wsh wranna

Faisal: 3adi ashof wjhk 6yb wa7shtni

Nouf: t9wrna elyom 

Faisal: abek enti bs, knt abi skype bs shakl malk 5lg

Nouf: bokra okay:$? 

Nouf: t9wrna 9war 7lwa elyom

Faisal: wen knto a9lan?w men ento!

Nouf: bet cousin ra3'd w elbnat

Faisal: aah 

Nouf: -picture received- 

Faisal: ela mta btjl6eni ?

I wasn't wearing anything revealing abdnn wla eli damn girl you're sexy eli esta7et arsl, an almost kinda ripped skinny jeans, black tank top and a half denim half leather jacket you know what i'm talking about, w tholek el shoes' eli m3rf esh esmhom ka2nhom sneakers bs shway heels.. And my make up was sooo simple, but i loved my hair that day! 

Nouf: Lol<3 

Faisal: mashallah 9dg kl mara ashofk knha awal mara ! Allah y7f6'kk w y5lek le<3

Nouf: a7bk<3

Faisal: w ana kaman a7bkk<3

Nouf: yalla galbi bnaam

Faisal: okaay t9b7en 3ala 5er <3

-FAISAL's POV-

Abdullah: ya rajal ana a7akek shfek matrd 

Faisal: masm3tkk m3lesh wsh knt tgol? 

Abdullah: wsh feh bmu5k 3lmna

Faisal:  wde aru7 l riyadh kam yom 

Abdullah: haw wsh 3ndk? W ma3ndna ejaza kaif tru7

Faisal: adbrha ana aklm ljam3a

Abdullah: 6ayb laish wsh 3ndk 

Faisal: bashuf l ahl w 3ndi kam sha'3la asweha 

Abdullah: 3ndk kam sha'3la ajal-laughing- tl3ab 3la meen yabooi

Faisal: ekrmna bskoootk bas

Our relationship is kinda settled these days, bs 9arlha fatra tlm7 eni aji w ana 5lga knt nawy 3shan omi, w 9ra7a mshtaglhom ethnenhom w a3'la thnen magdr ardlhom 6lb, and her birthday is in 3 days? So that would be a very good surprise! Bs lazm a'6b6 shan6ti w mlabs w 7osa bs y3ni mjhz el7ajz w 7ajz gabl ma a7ke l3bdalaag bs 3shan maro7 faj2a bdon kalam 36aitaa 5abr. Wla ana mn esbo3en m56i6.

Faisal: kaaif lmdrasa?

Nouf: zft

Faisal: leeeeh

Nouf: 5laaa9 faisal aby at5rrrrj 7amat kabdii

Faisal: ana eli a3rfa el seniors maybon yt5rjon =)) 

Nouf: ana '3er el nas 

Faisal: ee wallaa enti malik shabeeh

Nouf: offf:$

Faisal: esta7eti?

Nouf: Ast7i mnkkk? Ee 6ah

Faisal: goli 6h mara thanya ag9lk lsank

Nouf: 6h.

Faisal: tshofeeen

Nouf: agol yalla bye bnam

Faisal: leeh???????

Nouf: ma shb3t mn nomt elfajr

Faisal: bukra btdawmen?

Nouf: eee 

Faisal: 6yb ajal bs sa3ten w gomi

Nouf: inshalla baba

Faisal: yalla 3alnoom mama 

Nouf: bye=))<3

Faisal: love u babe

Nouf: love u too;*

W s7btaaaaha nomaaa.. W 6b3an elwald ma 7kani wla shaay eli yghar eni 97ait mt25r w jawali mafeh sha7n w zod ena ma 7ka bkaifa :) fa ma amdani ela a7ki shahad w b3dha tskr fa trkta m3 elsh3'ala 

[whatsapp]

Shahad: bt'3eben? 

Nouf: laa leh shfekom enti w faisal

Shahad: la bs as2l=))

Nouf: w elbnat jayen??

Shahad: mdre 3anhm ma a7s by'3ebon a9lan wsh elsalfa

Nouf: mdri 3nkom

Nouf: elzbda jaybtlkom hadya

Shahad: mashalla shkllk btdl3ena lyom 

Nouf: etha ma dl3tkm adl3 men?

Shahad: allah allahhh bdet ashk enk mu enti

Nouf: agol yalla bas 

Shahad: see yaa=))

[SCHOOL]

Shahad: dawam malki 3mti kan majeti ba3d

Nouf: e7mmm -tjls b3baytha-

Reem: drastu ?

Nouf: ana greta 

Raghad: sahl??

Nouf: ya3ni shway

Shahad: ana ma ft7ta bru7 agol llesta4a mara7 a5tbr

Reem: shakli ana baji m3ak

Shahad: elmohem wain lhadya?

Raghad: 5air abi hadya

Shahad: jaybtlna klna 

Raghad: yarab akllll 

Reem; yalel enti w b6nkk

Raghad: o9 enti bamot joo33

Nouf: efr7i raghadoh jayba cookies 

Raghad: iffffff a7bkkk tra mr7 a36i a7d ana asfa

Reem: agol bas 36enii

Shahad: ana b3d abyyyy 5airr

The day passed pretty goooood my birthday is tonight and for the first time in a very long while at7mslh, shakla 3shan the letter faisal sent with the gifts i'm soooo excited to read it. School ended and i went back home w awal shay i charged my phone expecting a whatsapp mn faisal, but nothing..

Nouf: la slam wla klam -2PM-

Nouf: faisal m95t wenk 6ol lyom -6PM-

Nouf: 8smbilah ga3d t5awfni la ykon 6a7 jawalk blmasb7 ba3d-7PM-

Nouf: faisal!-7:44PM-

Nouf: . -8PM-

Nouf: 5ala9 f8dt elaml:) -9PM-

My birthday is in few hours w ela5 m5tfy wow.

Faisal: heeeeeyyy<3333 sorry ensh3'lt w ketha 7osa

Faisal: w al7en m3 s3od wld 5ali

Nouf: s3od?!!! 

Faisal: ee:D

Nouf: ok..

S3od mfro6' b riyadh so? Ymkn ra7laa ejaza..

Faisal: w esh swaiti 6ool elyooom w ketha? Wa7shteni

Nouf: brodkk ythba7nnni

Faisal: asffff

Nouf: uf mnk

Faisal: <33

Nouf: ma swait shay

Faisal: afaa ga3da felbait

Nouf: mdri kan wdi a6l3 bs mama aflmt ena elwagt mt25r w mdri esh mdri Cinderella mafro6' mn ba3d 9 ma t6la3 mn elbait

Faisal: ee 10=))!!

Nouf: ee fa tfrjna movie 

Faisal: 6yb rakzi

Nouf: umm gd shfta

Faisal: leh tshofena mara thanya?

Nouf: 3shan shahad mshtahya tshofaa

Faisal: tshofa l7alha

Nouf: soo mean

Faisal: walaaa =))

Nouf: esh ga3den tswon?

Faisal: raj3en betna

Nouf: ahh 3'reba ma gltli ena jak faisal.. 

Faisal: ee ma jani ana r7tlaa

Ana mu no3ii a78i8 abdn abdn abdn, fa ma abi ajls as2l wen w mta w lesh..

Nouf: 6yb ana a7sni bdait an3s

Faisal: one more hour 6yb;) 

Nouf: ummm ok

Faisal: kam bt9eren glteli? 8?

Nouf: ee

Faisal: yazen el93'ar wallaaa

Faisal: yazeeeeenhom

Faisal: raaabi salmhom wallaaa

Nouf: faisal=))?????

Faisal: t7sen 9ot jadaah

Nouf: 9aaa7 =))

Faisal: 18

Nouf: yeah man i'm getting old el7g 3lay gabl ma aw9l mar7lt elshay5oo5a

Faisal: shay5o5at esh w enti lsa bmr7lat el6fooola

Nouf: bamsheha lk w ba3tbrha mad7a ok:*?

Faisal: wen elcard ?

Nouf: '6a3..

Faisal: e7lfi??

Nouf: ma a7lf 3ala ashya2 s5efa

Faisal: ya murah8aa :) feh ashya2 muhima

I liked how things went on smoothly w ketha, awal mara.. 

Nouf: amz7 ya5i shfek bu f9 39bt 3lenaa 

Faisal: ma a3rf ba36' ela7yan at2kd ena esmk m7md.

Nouf: kl wld ytmna his girlfriend t9er zy 97ba w entaa eln3ma jaya len 3ndk w esh swait feha? D3st'ha

Faisal: enti mu bs 9a7bi wla my "girlfriend", dnyti klha.

Nouf: faisal:'(<3

Faisal: 30 MINUTES

Nouf: umhm :$

Faisal: a7sk lsa bzr om 15 

Nouf: ok

Faisal: nofiiiii bgolk shay

Nouf: yes?

Faisal: shay

Nouf: faisal you're acting weird a7sk mara hyper=))

Faisal: walaa?

Nouf: shway=))

faisal: 15 MINUTES LEFT

Nouf: faisaaaal:$ 

-15 minutes later- 

Shahad-jumping from her place-: omg happy birthday-hugging nouf- 

Nouf-blushing-: wsh wdk nswe 

Shahad: ya bardaaa ya mst7yaa

Nouf-hiding her face behind the pillow-

Shahad-ts7b jawal nouf-: 5alnshoof esh gal el7ub

Nouf: la la amana walla mabi

Shahad: fe ashya2 matben agraha?

Nouf: matw83 katb a9lan 

Shahad: shofi shofi

Nouf: la tg6en 6yb

I opened my phone nervously, mu awal birthday le m3ah 76'r my 16th and 17th birthday.. Bs ma3rf this time i felt really weird a7s fe shay..

Faisal: wishing you the happiest birthday ya dnyti klha<3 allah ys3dk w ywafgk lsnen gdam  alah la y7rmni mnk <3 

Faisal: a7bk kthr raml eldnya.

Nouf: ro7i w 7yati:') amot fekk <3  

-

Shahad: ha ha shgaaal?

Nouf: shofi bs la trgen fog

Shahad: okay 

I got up to get the letter..

Shahad: raghad swtlk tag fe path 3z alah ma wgaft elmsgs 

Nouf: amana sheli 9orti thy mabga wld ma3ndha

Shahad: w reem 76tlk 9ora fe instagram

Nouf: o9 bgra 

I sat on the bed and got the letter, my stomach flipped. 

Shahad: omg dgega b9awrk

Nouf-laughing-: la la amana

Shahad: law sma7tiiiiii

Nouf: ok bs o9 bgra

Shahad: okaaay 

She was sitting 3ala elkanb mn eljeha elthanya y3ni she was facing me, i was wearing yellow shorts white tank top and a black jacket, and my hair was let loos fa w ana agra wjhi mu wa'67.. 

[THE LETTER]

"انتي..تدرين مين انتي؟

تدرين انك غديتي لي كل شي؟

و انك اصدق ما كتبت؟ 

Dear noufi, 

I know you've always wanted a hand written letter so i found this as the right time to write you one.

You've came into my life in a way that we both hated, twitter. 

Where all fake relationships start as you said..

But for once in my life, i've made the right decision which was losing me ego for the sake of having you in my life. And it was worth it.

You came and changed every piece of me, no one ever had the power to change the way i talk, walk, dress, write, laugh, smile but you. 

You are my controller remember? 

In this special day i want to remind you that if i had a time machine to change everything in the past i would change everything but the hour i started talking to you, in fact, i'd be more of what you want me to be. But nobody's perfect right baby?

Having you in my life is a blessing. And i can't see me without you! 

Your touch has a very strong effect on me, i only hugged you once but i still remember how i felt. 

I know you were pissed but i'm pretty sure you like, wla? I'm huggable. 

I wish you the happiest of birthdays filled with vanilla coffee and musk perfumes! 

I love you to a point where i can't explain. الله يحفظك و يخليك لي يا اجمل عطايا الله.. " 

Wallaa akthr mn 5 marat grait'haa.. I cried, until there was no more tears. 

Overwhelming. I can't explain how i feel. I just want to hug him so freakin hard! 6b3an shahad ma g9rt she took 79 pictures, 33 videos!!

Shahad-hugging nouf and laughing-: nouf elgwya tbki 3ala letter twns??? Walla dnyaaa

Nouf-tshahg-: o9 mdri esh agooola eff a7ba 8smbilah he's the only person that i'd kill for

Shahad: mzhrya..

Nouf-laughing and crying-: you don't understand 

Shahad: ana elwa7eda eli afhmkk

Nouf: 9a77

But in my head, no one will ever understand how much i love him.

Shahad: esh btrden? 

Nouf-typing-: dgega

-

Nouf: you never fail at making me speechless. 

Nouf: i really need to hug you right now it hurts. 

Nouf: i love you more than any word could ever say:') wala faisal no one will ever take your place, walla.

Nouf: i love you i love you and i love you. 

Nouf: abdn mara7 agdr a3br 3an eli bda5li

Faisal: ba3d galbiii elspeechless<3 

Faisal: lk mnii a7la hug<3 

Nouf: atmna walla:')

Faisal: my house tomorrow at 7.

Nouf: what? 

Faisal: i'm in riyadh.

-to be continued-