Here and there Ch.7

It's been 3 days since i saw faisal and happiness still filled me up and my "nafsya" couldn't get any better al7amdellah.. 

A lot was going on with my friends that i couldn't keep up w ra7 3an bali eni mafro6' a7kelhom and i felt really bad for my drift apart for a while. 

[phone call]

Reem: so r7na ana w r3'd ams centria

Nouf: amma? Esh swaito?

Reem: nothing

Nouf: esh fek?

Reem: mafeni

Nouf-laughing-: a3rfk akthr mn nafsi tra

Reem: okay

Nouf: speak

Reem: leh ma glteli enk btro7en lbait faisal w ena jay a9lan..? 

reem: and if you're wondering kaif 3raft shahad zl lsanha elyom blmdrsa

Reem: i'm not mad enk r7ti bkaifk yswe fek eli ybi enti a5br bm9l7tk bs fikrat enk r7ti w maglteli 

Nouf: knt bgolkum elyom lma tjoni

Reem: knti

Nouf: reem amana bdon z3l

Reem: ok 

Nouf: reeeeem

Reem-laughing-: bt7kenli kl tbn w 7ta eltbwes eli ma 7keteh lshahad

Nouf: yuma mnk..

Reem: mara thanya la t5ben 3ala 97batk shay ma y5faaa 3alena shay tra

Nouf: asfa mamatii

Reem: adbbb

Nouf: btmreen ra3'd?

Reem: la a5oha byjebha

Nouf: zain la tt25ron 3n 6

Reem: yes ma'am

Nouf: sha6ora

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Jaw el7bayb and i had to tell reem and raghad about that day at faisal's raghad got a bit mad but she got over it as soon as she saw the food. 

While her and shahad ate i told reem about the details, she was nagging esh aswe! 

Faisal: meen 3ndk?

Nouf: elbanat mjtm3en 3ndi 

Faisal: salmeli 3alehum

Nouf: 5air min mitaaa elmyanna-laughing- la maafiii 

Faisal: 3adi mafeha shaay-laughing-

Nouf: faisal tra kaaf

Faisal: amz7 baba shfeech 

Nouf: shfeeechhh-laughing so hard- la3dd tgolha allah y5leek

Faisal: mara klamhmm shainn ashwani mu kuwaiti 

Nouf: bl3aaaakkksss!

 

Nouf: elbnat by9fgooni yalla byeee

Faisal: laa dgeeega esh 9ar 3la 6l3t el f6or?

Nouf: mdree mita w kaif?

Faisal: elsabt ynasbk?

Nouf: hatha elsabt?

Faisal: ee?

Nouf: eee mafi mushkila

Faisal: wain wdk?

Nouf: latnsa enna briyadh 7bebbi

Faisal: 3adi zojty 

Nouf: agool bas -laughing- 7rkat elmovies thi

Faisal: my future wife-badass tone-

Nouf: ehmm -blushing-

6b3an wjeh eli 3ndi kant tshki fag3en '67k w ka2na awal mara a7keh gdamhom.

Faisal: ha sa3deni tra ma3ndi salfa blm6a3m hinnaa

Nouf: etha tbe shai kwais n6l3 bdri ketha 9,9;30 3shan may9eer fe a7d

Faisal: a97a 3shanikkk law minnn 6 

Nouf: a3rff '39bn 3anikk a9lan 

Faisal: y3jbne elwathggg..

Nouf: hehe -blushing- 5la9 y3ni 9?

Shahad reem and raghad: OHHHHHHHHHHH 

Faisal: ee mumtaz-laughing- wsh ybon tholi

Nouf: esfh ent bs elmuhem bateel wla the pancake house?

Faisal: esh mshthya enti ?

Nouf: klu same same

Faisal: okay 9adeeg bateel 

Nouf: 100 100 9adeg 

Nouf: shahad tgoolk 5la9 btshufha elsabt fukna mnkk..

Faisal: golellha agooll shhhh 

Nouf: tgolek skr skr bass-laughing- yallaa byee see you elsabt

Faisal: can't waitttttt! have fun babe 

Nouf: i will ya albi bye

-SKIPPING TO SATURDAY- 

I woke up pretty early, from excitement i guess?

I took a shower, got dressed and stayed at my room afterwards starring at the wall.. 

Just thinking of the future, are we going to end up together? As a family? I don't want to us stay like this forever, going out in public, secretly, i want to proudly walk with him as my husband.

What if something bad stopped us? 

Death? Or maybe a family member? 

Then my phone rang and distracted my bad thoughts.

Faisal: ahln

Nouf: wenk?

Faisal: 3nd lft betkom 

Nouf: okay

Faisal: what's wrong baby?

Nouf: nothing ya albi balbs 3bayti w bnzl

Faisal: ok

Faisal: t'36i w enti 6al3a

Nouf: okay 

I went to my mom's room she was still asleep, i wonder why? Oh because it's 9:30AM.

Gd la76'to ena daym lma t'hzon omhatkom ygm6oon? 7ta law mafe shay?

Om nouf: haw wsh fek wsho?

Nouf-laughing-: bs knt bgolk ena ah b6l3 

Om nouf: haw wen ba3d? Kathra 6l3atk! 

Nouf: a5r 6al3a mn 3'ait shr

Om nouf: allah a3lam walla

Nouf-kissing her mother's forehead-: allah la y7rmnii 

Om nouf: entabhi 3ala nafsk w la ystnak elswag 5leh yrj3

Nouf: la raghad btmrni..

Sigh. 

I walked my way to the front door, happy yet sad about lying about everything for the sake of my love.

Nouf-hopping in the car-: 3jbtni re7t elsyara

Faisal: hatha elmuhim 

He drove off to i don't know where, a piece of thomas newman was playing, so freaking relaxing. I like how we both have the same taste in music, the car was cold and it smelled like abercrombie, faisal's is beside me and the sun was shining just perfectly.. 

So peaceful. 

I don't know why we were so quiet the whole ride maybe the thought of this being our last meeting until god knows when... finally he talked. 6b3an he was smiling kl dgega w ketha makna hajden mara..

Faisal: esh feh abo m7md hajd?

Nouf-one eyebrow up-: al7en all of this w abo m7md?

Faisal: wallaa nafsyat s3od a7sn mnkkk 

Nouf: w lesh 6al3 m3ay ?

Faisal: shswi abek

Nouf: rakz bl6reg bs-laughing-

Faisal: mara 3jbni shaklk thak elyom

Nouf: talking of which

Faisal: aywa?

Nouf: 3adi as2lk shay? 

Faisal: es2ali?

Nouf: ams ana w bnat elf9l nsolf 3n el3yal w ketha fa wa7da galt ena daym at5yl eli ygolon l5wyt'hom yjon byt'hom bitches and i was like NO

Faisal: i can see where this is going 

Nouf: la76'a esm3ni tgol ena aked bt6e7 mn 3ena bs tje beta esh w ba3den law y5af 3aleha w ybeha 9dg kan ma galha t3aleli 

Faisal: ewa-laughing sarcastically-

Nouf: w bs ana gltlha aked y7bha etha bygolha t3ali mub ll3b w mafe bnt 5bla btro7 bet 5wyha ela w he wath8a w ho wath8

Faisal: 9a7 

Nouf: bs

Faisal: y3ni blii ga3da tgolena g9dk ena ana ma ath8 fek aw shay?

Nouf: abdn!!

Faisal: never in my life 7sait"bitch" wla shay w enti 3arfa enk awal sha59 d5l 7yati w ma7d 3'airk byd5l 

We stopped in front of bateel, he hit the wheel faj2a.

Faisal: mumkin ma tsolfen m3 nas mu fahmen!?

Nouf: 5ala9 rawg

faisal: 7ta raghad w reema mdri shsmha la ydron! 

Nouf: haw faisal aked bydron they're my friends!

Faisal: la la ydron!

Nouf: faisal

Faisal: kam mara glteli ena m7d byfhmna?

Nouf: akthr mn 100 mara bs 97bati mu m7soben 

Faisal: okay -taking his phone and his wallet- yala

Nouf-holds faisal's hand-: mumkin tstna shway

Faisal: smi

Nouf: rawg

Faisal: abshrii

Nouf: 3shani faisal!

Faisal: ro7 faisal-smiling- enzli bs

Nouf: kwais -blushing-

We went down to the restaurant we took the table on the right corner, we took our seats and we started talking none stop, i noticed that he talks about his cousins a lot! 6fshni-.- 

Nouf: 6fshtni ent w your cousins

Faisal: a7kelk 3n elbnt eli shabkt'ha ams? 

Nouf-smiling-: aywa 

Faisal: 9arooo5

Nouf: y5sh b3enk-laughing- 

Faisal: wallaa muzaa 

Nouf: sooo not you elklma

Faisal-laughing-: mswya ana eli 7f6'tk

Nouf: 5atmtk b3d

Faisal: yaaaawld

Nouf-laughing- 

we ate more and more, i'm loving how i can act normal around him. 

I know this breakfast date had to end but i didn't want him to leave, i felt like i need one more hug, one more kiss, one more anything from him.  

As we walked to the car i felt like pausing and pressing repeat, ugh! Act normal, act like it's not the end of the world ya nouf this is sooo not you.

Faisal-starting the car-: bga msa7a fe b6nk?

Nouf: 3ala 7sb-laughing-

Faisal: marble slab? 

Nouf: nooo 

Faisal: okay then brj3k betkom

Nouf: ufff a7sni j3t yala nro7 marble slab -smiling- 

Faisal: walla law adri ena ma7d gdami al7en kan akltk akl -laughing-

Nouf-laughing and blushing-

Faisal: esh 6ay7a b a3'aani hal fatra?? 

Nouf: 6ay7a b a3'ani gdema

Faisal: klbbb ma yshof tha

Nouf-laughing-: rawgg

Faisal: w esh ?

Nouf: 3aaaa6ni wa3de enk tmr tlgani a9brlk 3mrr w mahma t3'eeb tbga 7beeb w 3'airk abd ma ant6'r -singing her lungs out-

Faisal: shokran shokran bs a7d gd galk 9otk yksr gzaaz? 

Nouf: faisaaaal-laughing- zg 

Faisal-laughing- 

Nouf: w ent esh nashb bmu5k halftra?

Faisal: 3aysh b9drii 6ool halwagt araabeh 

Nouf: allah 3ala el9oot

Faisal ydg 3ood w y3'ani bs elmawhiba endfnt mn ra7 ydrs baraa.. 

Faisal: ana bnzl wsh tben ? 

Nouf: vanilla m3 crushed nuts w coconut 

Faisal: okaaaay elsh'hwa 

Nouf: whaat i like coconuts -laughing- 

Faisal: okay 5 dgayg w ajek

Nouf: la t5af m7d by56fni w ent jwa

Faisal-getting down-

I picked up my phone and called reem. Yes reem. 

Reem-sleepy voice-: yalah 9ba7 5air 

Nouf: enti glteli a7kelk klshay 6l3t m3ah w f6rna w al7en mwgfen 3nd marble slab w ana mayta elakl wa9l 5ashmi bs mabi arj3 elbait w atrka wla 3ad ashofa ela ba3d snten 

Reem: goli la elah ela alah

Nouf: la elah ela alah-sigh-

Reem: hug him tight gabl ma yro7 w 5aleh yrj3k baitkkm w 5alekk bnt san3a w ethgli w e3gli

Nouf-laughing-: allah ya5thni yomnii jayaa ashkelkkk engal3i ja

Reem-laughing-: entaaaabhi tbosena

Nouf: hahahahaha and btw shahad matdri fa yuf6'l you don't mention it

Reem: srk fe ber 

Nouf: bye 

Reem: bbye

Faisal came into the car very happy ka2na a ten year old ahla awal mara ysm7onla ya5th large cup =))<3

Faisal: vanilla coconut and nuts

Nouf: shokran o5oy

Faisal: wsh d3wa e5ti

Nouf-laughing-: sha3'lna shay bs

A7sni mara amon 3aleh eli abd mu mst7ya mdri etha hatha mn zod el7aya engalbt elayaah wla ana 9dg ma ast7i=)) 

Faisal: t7ben a5ok?

Nouf: mub mara

Faisal: ee mub mushkela lna allah

Nouf: 5al el9aro5 eli ams shabkt'ha t7bkk -eating ice cream-

Faisal-hitting his forehead-: yashai5a laitny ice cream

Nouf-blushing so hard-

I blushed w le awal mara my blood boiled and i felt the rush, i liked the feeling bs kthrtaa shainaaa tjeb el3'thyaan. 

We laughed even more, until my stomach ached, we were getting closer to my neighborhood and for a second i thought he lost the road.

Nouf: shfek?6'ay3t mn el lafa elthanya?

Faisal: abi ajls m3ak zyada

Nouf-holding faisal's hand-: ana abe ba3d 

Faisal: yalla byje yom w t6fshen mni 

He flipped my hand and started playing with my rings while driving around b 7ay baitna.. Yay me. 

Nouf: yala wala lazm arj3 

Faisal: 5meni 6yb 

Nouf: gdam baitna?

Faisal: bwgflk bmakan fa6'ii

Nouf: mara tbeha?

Faisal: mara

 Nouf-laughing-: um afkr

Faisal: ashwnk btmoten tben 

Nouf: bamot baki fa a7snlk rj3ni

Faisal-y'63'a6 3ala yad nouf-: 3shani

Nouf: esh?

Faisal: la t9e7en

Nouf: inshallah-smiling-

He parked the car in a very weird place, fa6'i ma ymron syarat bs fe byot 7olnna a7sn shay ena syarta m6'alala mn our side 3ala ena a5r 5brii mamnoo3 bs elza7f ma yrda shay w ma yst5dmha kther sooo.

We stayed quiet then he looked at me and then back to the road and then back to me.

Faisal: bt5meni wla shlon?

I got closer to him and hugged his neck he almost grabbed me w ng6a w y76ni 3ala 76'na w 7aflaa y9er make out session in the car B SHAR3 fe alriyadh. Wow.

Faisal-kissing nouf's cheek-: ymdeni a76k bshan6ti walla enk ng6a

Nouf-looking at faisal's eye- 

His eyes went up from my forehead to my lips until he gave up and kissed me. 

W9lna 3nd bab elbait and i had no other choice now, i had to get down and leave.. 

Faisal: kalmeni lma td5len

Nouf: yes sir

Faisal: entabhii lnafsk

Nouf: abshr

Faisal: w by2thn el6'hr ba3d rb3 sa3a la tnamen w enti ma 9laity

Nouf: mn 3yoni

Faisal: tslmli el3yon elmdm3a w 97bt'ha

Nouf-laughing-: bye

I. Am. Not. Exaggerating. My. Heart. Is. Aching. 

Faisal: allah y7f6'kk

I hate how cold we both were at that moment, but i knew we both were break to pieces inside. 

I smiled a relief smile and then i left the car. And that was it. 

Okay no, i broke down as i got into the house, bs baini w bainkom...